Months ago I promised myself I will never cry again and I will become a strong and detached person. Now, I’m not sure I like the human being that I am. I haven’t cried since then, I haven’t complained without doing anything but I feel like a machine. I don’t have strong feelings, I don’t have feelings at all sometimes. I force myself to be positive and I am, but something is missing. I am so alike a cold robot that can select what to feel and what to do that is scaring me.