Starting tomorrow morning, i will not have net until i can magically come up with the money to pay for the bill.
If i owe you a commission i will be saving details to my computer so that i can work on them even while the net it is off, though i currently have no protective time fore when it might be back on considering i’m the only one that pays that bill and with out being able to access to online, i have no source of income.
there is one think i’m going to attempt, and thats to possibly make a quick commission base pet to be sold under the commissions for 1.50, this would make it readily available for others to buy and for me to be able to possible make a little bit of the money i need for the bill. but only times will tell.
so my fellow aywas players, wish me luck, and keep and eye out for updates.
Yesterday I wrote my CV and APPLIED TO UNIVERSITY! I’m not sure if I’m going to uni/collage next year or if I’m going to work for a year before starting my education, but I like to have my options open. My application included psychology profession (6 years, not a bachelor), psychology (BSc), bioengineering (BSc), nursing (bachelor) and CPS pedagogy (bachelor). I am going to stay close to home for at least a year to continue treatment, but my dream is to eventually study abroad, preferably in Britain.
I am probably going to change my mind about a million times about what I want to study; so I am glad I can change and rearrange my applications until March 1st.
Things are happening. Life is happening and no matter how tough it is to deal with- I have to face it and at least give it a try. I’m one huge ball of anxiety these days when it comes to my future because I have a complex relationship with growing up and I’m turning 20 in 4 days(!!!!).
just a doodle i did earlier tonight - maybe a story will come out of it idk
coffee shop au - dan works as a barista in a typical chain coffee place and has a huge crush on one of his regulars, arin. it was far from love at first sight, but now dan is helplessly head over heals for him.
when I was in grade 6, i was really into the Hunger Games books. in the books there’s a couple parts where the author talks about Katniss and Peeta sleeping in the same bed and things like that. nothing too raunchy but enough to turn a 12 year old on. so around the time i was reading the books, i also had a huge crush on this one kid. i decided i was gonna make up a story about me and this boy sleeping in bed together much like Katniss and Peeta do in the Hunger Games. the story was about a paragraph long and was quite detailed and intimate for a 12 year old. after i wrote it, i decided to email it to my best friend but instead of sending it to her email, i sent it to her family’s email address. the next day at school she told me what happened and said that her whole family read the story. i was so mortified, especially since later that day her mom was taking me and my friend to our gymnastics class. when I did see her mom, she told me what a “descriptive” writer i was and asked when chapter 2 was coming
hello everyone! i use a loooot of pens on a daily basis, so i thought it’d be cool to let you guys take a sneak peek into my pencil cases! without further ado, here’s a quick rundown on my pencil case contents!
Realtors and locals with houses for sale assume I want/can afford a hugemongous house. I keep saying, “no really, I only need X square feet” or “my budget is really just $$,” but my point is somehow getting lost.
Dr. S just recommended a house to me. It’s gorgeous, and has plenty of room for me and that dozen orphans I’ve been meaning to adopt.
Come on folks. I’m super single. Do I really need a giant house with tons of land? As if I need one more thing in my life to intimidate single guys with.
Why do you usually talk shit about Marvel? DOn't you like their movies? Pls explain
i mean, yeah i do, but it’s no secret that marvel has some glaring issues and has made some pretty big mistakes.
up until now, there are a grand total of three main poc superheroes in the entire mcu (rhodey, sam wilson, t’challa). there are a grand total of 0 latinx/asian/middle eastern/etc. superheroes. where are they? it’s not like the comics have a lack for any of them, not really. plus the whitewashing of the maximoffs, and the ancient one in the upcoming dr strange movie is just really, really gross.
this issue leads us to lack of gender diversity as well, because literally all of its current franchises are headed by straight white men: captain america, ant-man, iron man, thor, hulk, doctor strange. where are the women? fans have been calling for a black widow movie for years. yes, we do have some pretty kickass women already, like the aforementioned black widow, but after the embarrassment that was aou (don’t even get me started on joss whedon) she deserves so much better. and janet van dyne, one of the original founders of the avengers and the only founder who won’t get a solo movie, was horribly fridged in ant-man; she’s dead before the movie even starts. she deserves better. helen cho, the brilliant scientist who had like five minutes of screentime in aou and was then basically used as a prop to inadvertently help ultron? she deserves better. i could go on.
where are my lgbt+ characters? there’s plenty of suspicion in fandom that steve and tony, for example, aren’t straight. not to mention that it’s actually canon in the comics that loki is pan and genderqueer and that gamora is bi/pan but we don’t get to see any of that. that’s not to say that there needs to be evidence in the comics that someone isn’t straight (or a different race/gender/etc.), but it kinda goes to show that the writers pick and choose the facets of characters they like and conveniently ignore other parts.
speaking of the writers picking and choosing, marvel also does not handle disabilities well. clint barton is canonically deaf. it’s already been established in the mcu that tony has anxiety issues and ptsd but it seems like marvel has conveniently forgotten about that. honestly, given all their pasts, i expect pretty much all of the avengers to have some form of mental health problems, but, once again, we don’t get to see that.
and yes, we are getting a captain marvel and black panther movie coming soon, but it just feels like we’re accepting the bare minimum, because guess what, marvel’s very foundations were built on social justice as put very nicely in this post. marvel’s comics are way ahead in terms of diversity for the most part, and i understand that the comics and the mcu are different and it’s supposed to be that way, but sometimes the discrepancy feels so extreme that it stings.
i do enjoy marvel movies most of them at least but sometimes it’s hard to look past its issues. yes, i understand that you can acknowledge the issues of something and still like it, but at what point do you keep letting them get away with it and stop saying it’s okay? i talk shit because i hope that one day i’ll be heard. i know i will never get marvel to change by myself, that’s just unfeasible, but i hope that adding my voice to the chorus of others who also feel the same way will force them to listen. this isn’t an accurate representation of our society.
it mostly boils down to social justice for me, because i know now that as a bisexual latina woman i deserve better.
if you want to read some articles that probably explain better than me, here’safew
so tldr: those of us in marginalized groups deserve better.
In your gif of Jonny holding the small skates? Are those his?
yes! That’s what I assume from what he says anyway.
He says (in the vid): It’s just funny to think that I’m living my dream and this is where it all started right here. So, it’s pretty funny to have these little skates here, and that it really all started at Canadian Tire.
So yeah, I assume those are his first skates. The ones he wore to bed and never wanted to take off.
Seems like Jonathan’s mom Jonathan is sentimental ;P
Anybody know what type of spider this is? There are two and I almost killed the one on the wall but I only hit half before it ran off. They’re freaking huge and I’m thinking they’re just Common House spiders but not sure.