Silenced Thoughts (George Weasley Imagine)

Ugh, problems 😒

Pairing: George Weasley x Reader
WARNINGS: DEPRESSION, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
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“Stop it! Just please just stop talking!”

Y/N lost her temper yet again this day. While her friend rambled on about her relationship and useless gossip, Y/N couldn’t handle it any longer.

“What is up with you today? You’ve been off the entire week!” said her friend.

“I’m sorry but you need to quit speaking about your boyfriend and Katherine Giza. I don’t give a damn about anything as I write this essay for that Umbridge person. I am sorry, but just stop!" 

Y/N stood and gathered her things, stuffing everything in her bag. This was Y/N’s last year in Hogwarts, yet it was the most stressful. With the workload driving mad, the teachings of the new proffessor, Umbridge, added itself onto the list.

Y/N stormed out of the school library and pushed passed her own boyfriend, George Weasley. She ignored the calls of George as she headed for her common room. George stopped Y/N from walking when he stood in front of her.

"Get out of my way,” she mumbled and pushed him aside.

George did not move, but stood there, waiting for an explanation.

“Y/N, are you alright? You’re not yourself today, nor have you been the entire week.”

She glared at George. She did not want to talk at all, but finish the assignment.

“Just leave me alone!”

She walked passed him, yet she stopped again when George pulled her back. He brought her into a kiss, but she immediately backed away.

“Seriously, Y/N. What is wrong with you?”

“Stress, George! Do you think that I wanna be this stressful, now that we’re burdened with this amount of assignments? Do you think that I would preferred to stay in a period where my mother despises me? Now my friend is cross with me. I want out! I don’t wanna handle it anymore! Everybody would be happier without me around!” she screamed.

“Don’t say that, dear. With you gone, how can I get through my own problems?” George tipped her chin up, so she looks him straight.

George saw the dark light in her eyes, showing the pain she hides. For a girl who smiles at everything, her smile has been a mask for her inner thoughts. The thoughts that made her question everything. The thoughts that were her insecurities. Many years has she been put under stress, and the thoughts turned into voices that screamed to her each day.

Y/N disliked the way she shut herself out from people sometimes. This was because of her own problems that she battled with. She wished that there was somebody she could turn to talk to about this. Although George was always there for her, he wouldn’t understand. He’s always so happy, yet Y/N felt she would burden him with her sadness.

“I always shut you out, George. And sometimes I question why you still love me, even if I can be a jerk to you,” Y/N spoke softly.

“You’re the most amazing person I’ve met! I don’t understand what it is about you that makes me mad. You’re always there when I need you, but now I realize that you need me more than I need you. Y/N, please just understand that I’ll always be here for you, no matter what situation.”

Y/N hugged George and sobbed. George rubbed her back as she let out the caged emotions.

“You’ll get through this. I promise you that,” he whispered.

“I love you.. You know that right?”

“Of course. I love you too.”

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  • Surgeon Psycho
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Hope Rebornica likes this.

I made a theme song for one of their video games that took me until four in the morning to make (4:30 right now), and I’m god damn proud. This will be featured on my debut album.

SONGS SAMPLED:

Oh shit, get ready…

Funkadelic - “You’ll Like It, Too”

Marillion - “Lavender” (Or something like that, not too sure, but it’s definitely from the album “Forgotten Childhood”. Just click the link and skip to the six minute mark).

Metallica - “The Thing That Should Not Be”

The Soul Searchers - “Ashley’s Roachclip”

The Butthole Surfers - “Something”

Incredible Bongo Band - “In A Gadda Da Vidda”

This was fun. Just, holy shit. I am a proud 15-year-old. This will be one hell of an intro to the album and one hell of a theme song! Hope my album goes far!

Much love to all and a big hug to Rebs!

-Surgeon Psycho

Don’t imagine your bias being a fantastic dad. Don’t imagine him struggling to learn how to braid in secret, watching Youtube tutorials late into the night so that his little girl can have the prettiest hair in Pre-K. Don’t imagine him helping the older kids with their homework while balancing the youngest on his hip. Don’t imagine him arguing with your two year old that no, mommy is not cooler than appa how dare you even think that you are in time out I want you to think about what you’ve said.