For the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: ‘If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?’ And whenever the answer has been ‘No’ for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.
على مدى السنوات ال 33 الماضية، كنت انظر في المرآة كل صباح وأسأل نفسي “ إذا كان اليوم هو آخر يوم من حياتي، هل كنت سأقدم على فعل ما أنا على وشك القيام به اليوم؟” وكلما كان الجواب “لا ” لعدة أيام متتالية علمت أنني بحاجة لتغيير شيء ما.
I didn’t fall in love with you. I walked into love with you, with my eyes wide open, choosing to take every step along the way. I do believe in fate and destiny, but I also believe we are only fated to do the things that we’d choose anyway. And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.
i ache for him in a way i never did before, i adore him, i am totally blinded by him, god I can’t stop thinking about it, his lips pressed against mine, I’d burn to ashes, I’d burn completely like the sun burns, he lives inside of me, I can’t explain what I’m feeling, all i know is i love him with all my power, with every part of my body,i desire him, I’ll guess I’ll be like this forever, it’ll never end, this feeling, this energy, won’t ever stop unless I can’t picture his smile anymore, i melt inside everytime i look into his eyes, sparkling like crystals on chandeliers, shining brighter than the moon, they light me up, they give me strength, they make me happy, just thinking about him makes me ache in a beautiful way, in a happy way, those lips look like they were carved to touch only mine yet they don’t, I’m so jealous about every girl that had the opportunity to kiss them, I’m jealous about everyone that has ever hugged you, they had my whole world in their arms without knowing, if those lips, made for me, ever did what they were meant to, trust me, I’d completely zone out, I’d lose myself and find you, you burn me like the sun, I could’ve never hated you, even after all the lies, all that pretending that you loved me , I still love you, I still love you