hows the love life


honestly i don’t even know where to start, i could say i love you a billion times it still won’t be enough to express how much you mean to me. thank you for beaing such a sweetheart and always making me happy no matter what! i hope you have the best day anyone could ask for, i love you to the moon and back, happy birthday my angel ♡
#happyjeupday ♡ 932703

hamilton + death reactions

Can you do a headcannon of Hamilton characters reaction to your death?


  • he wasn’t sure how to react at first
  • he couldn’t wrap his head around the thought of not only his wife, but his best friend leaving him alone in life
  • at first he hated you for leaving him
  • he found it selfish that you so willingly were gone and left him alone to forever think about you
  • but now he was torn apart more than ever
  • nobody
  • and he means nobody
  • could ever replace you 
  • no matter what his friends tell him, he will never get over you


  • how does one react to losing the love of their life?
  • especially when he witnessed it right before his own eyes?
  • john would never drive down that road again
  • he knew that if he just so glanced at the small memorial friends set up for you beside the road, he might just swerve and lose control on the spot
  • every time he steps into the garage and sees his car, all he can be reminded of are memories of the two of you
  • he will never be the same


  • he still does things he once did when you were alive out of habit 
  • when he gets home from work, he puts down his things and goes to bring you a glass of water to leave beside your bed
  • he gets half way up the stairs before he suddenly remembers
  • he has a collection of glasses of water on the side of your bed
  • he doesn’t have the heart to dump them out
  • he just continues to bring you glasses of water and wash and fold your towels and put them on the bottom towel rack like you always did
  • he was just numb and like a broken record player
  • he couldn’t stop doing the things he did for you


  • he tries to act like he’s handling things well
  • and on the outside, he’s doing pretty well
  • in fact, on the inside, he isn’t as bad either
  • that is until you step into his house
  • and you see the sweatshirts you left on the couch a month ago still sitting there
  • and your extra toothbrush on the counter beside his
  • and your clothes in the bottom left drawer of his dresser
  • and your perfume placed on top of his dresser 
  • he never had the heart to throw away any of your things
  • and nobody ever has the heart to tell him to


  • he makes himself sick from how much he tries to avoid the thought of you
  • whenever somebody ever so mentions you, he leaves the room or changes the subject
  • he blocks you out of his memory so much he practically forgets the sound of your voice and the feeling you gave him
  • he knew how upset you would be with him
  • he was hopeless without you though
  • he was doomed to never be happy again and he knew it


  • she rereads every single letter, note, poem, and text you’ve ever sent her each day
  • she slept on your grave for the first month since you passed away
  • she has this look in her eyes like she’s seen a ghost
  • she sometimes refers to you as though you were alive still
  • “I can’t wait to show this to Y/N!”
  • “Oh wait.”


  • she’s fairly strong when it comes to your death
  • the first few months afterwards though, she was completely broken
  • she would wear your clothes everywhere and listen to only your music
  • she would never go out and make up excuses not to go out 
  • people often saw her at your grave
  • talking to it as though the gravestone was you sitting there
  • some people believed that’s what she saw


  • she doesn’t know how to react quite frankly
  • she just has a fair off look to her eyes
  • no words ever are detected by her 
  • she just nods or shakes her head and sometimes shrugs
  • she’s just in a constant state of shock
  • she’s become accustomed to the way you lived, she begins to embody your habits 
  • she orders her coffee the same, reads the same books, sometimes even talks the same
  • there’s nobody who could replace you and nobody had the heart to tell her to try and move on


  • he feels like his world has come crashing down
  • he hears that everyone has a breaking point
  • and being as headstrong as he was he never thought he’d have one
  • that was until your death
  • and he slowly just started deteriorating
  • and he sometimes hallucinated and saw you
  • people began to question his stability
  • thomas jefferson finally broke


  • it was especially difficult for james since nobody knew about your relationship
  • you and james were planning to tell everybody about your relationship that night
  • that was until you never showed up to james’s house
  • and hours went by
  • that was until james was told you passed away in a car crash
  • nobody ever understood why james was so undeniably heartbroken
  • and why he put fresh flowers on your grave every single week
  • but they never asked why
  • and they never asked why he blamed himself for your death

Confessing to Baze, his friend of so many years, the one from whom he had become inseparable from even in childhood, was a daunting task. But he did it – because love, too, cannot be stopped, can’t be torn away from him, nor would he ever lie to the other. He considered a range of possibilities from the negative (awkwardness, the erosion of their friendship, the unlikely but still frightful disgust) to the positive (acceptance, happiness, maybe even reciprocation). But Chirrut never expected this. Baze doesn’t just reciprocate his feelings; he treasures them, gives them back tenfold, years of pent-up affection spilling out at the first opportunity this poor neglected boy has ever had. Every moment alone, there are Baze’s hands at his shoulder, his waist, his cheek, not quite possessive but appreciative in a way that makes Chirrut’s face go red. It almost hurts, sometimes, to think how completely Baze has been without love his whole life to make him so thankful just to be cared for. Despite the pain that lurks between hugs and kisses taken with shy eyes and hesitant smiles at every single chance, Chirrut catches his tears only once. Baze sleeps with his head on Chirrut’s chest, his body curled close, needy, though innocently – they haven’t even broached the topic of sex yet, both still content with exploring one new feeling at a time. Chirrut has barely drifted off when he feels Baze shudder (doesn’t hear him, there’s nothing to hear) and a moment later senses the dampness on his shirt where Baze hides his eyes.


“Don’t go,” He whispers hoarsely, whether it’s brought on by the remnant of a nightmare or a memory or just one of those worries that seems to plague him constantly. “Please don’t go.”

anonymous asked:

Do you have any fic recommendations?

o u know i do

turn toward the moon by ravebot, 11k, in-progress

a v good fic written by my good friend rave. eventual sasunarugaa i believe? atm it’s mostly hinting at sasunaru but i’m v excited for gaara to be introduced. the premise is a modern au where naruto is married to hinata and loses his arm in an accident, and begins to realize things aren’t really where he’d like them to be in his life. so far i love how they’ve translated the characters into this au and it’s such a realistic portrayal of naruto’s depression and struggles. big emphasis on disability. its so good. pls read this fic my description doesnt do it justice

when the house falls down by sowell, 44k

this fic killed me. rly sad, real happy ending. the premise being sasuke getting thru his head to maybe not kill everyone in konoha. both naruto and sasuke could stand to use the word ‘love’ more and their fists less but what else is new. some violent sex scenes, be warned. big focus on death so, b careful. some issues w delusions. anyway have fun

in good company by weialala, 198k

THIS fic is incredible, changed me as a person, fantastic. i still havent. finished it bc i read it while it was updating but its so good itd b a disservice to not include it. very, VERY sasuke-centric, narusasu is important but not like, the main part. lots of interesting world-building. also, the hokages are ghosts and annoy sasuke a lot, what’s not to like. trigger warnings for drugs and alcohol use, a minor having sex with some sex workers when he probably shouldn’t, etc.

the spaces between us by stripeypirate, 39k, in-progress

an ABSOLUTE fave. updates semi-regularly so dont worry too much abt that. au fanfic set in the pacific northwest in the 1980s. saku/ino and naru/sasu. the setting is so charming honestly and it’s done really cleverly. huge trigger warnings for homophobia and homophobic violence, realistic depictions of gay crises. if its safe for u to read it, pls so do so, i lov it

from the corner of your eye by tolkienbs, 6k, in-progress

narusasu fic where the premise is sasuke thinking the accidental kiss was on purpose. this changes his perspective and the series of events of canon. it’s so good and done so well. i really hope it keeps updating bc its so charming and sweet

sleepless by kinomiakai, 3k

very sweet and emotional fic about naruto and sasuke post-sasuke’s return to konoha. if you love “cuddling and sharing the bed” tropes this is good

cultivate your hunger  by dawnstruck, 8k

post-canon fix-it, sort of. really angsty criticism of the ending, so be ready to be sad. it’s a nice way to cope with problems with the ending though, haha. i read this one ages ago tho so idr  what trigger warnings it needs.

i also write fic but im shitty at updating so. proceed w caution ig lmao

*REALLY LONG POST ALERT! @thedoorintosummer So. On February 23rd, 2017, the 10th graders at my school went on a field trip to the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. This day starts off really crappy. I had literally just started my period the day before (TMI) and I’m in a lot of pain and the kids at my school are annoying (and barely even deserve to to the Rock Hall, might I add. That sounds really snobby but I’m sure you understand). So even though I’m about to go to my favorite place in the world, I’m really aggravated. I’m literally aggravated the whole bus ride until we get there. I’m there exploring with my friends until it’s time to go to our presentation that we’re supposed to be seeing. We watch this snippet of this movie called Take Me To The River (which looked pretty good from what I saw) about the Memphis music scene and then the museum student guide lady is like “Okay, we have some special guests for you guys”, and I’m like “yeah sure” and she says “Rock Hall inductee and member of Talking Heads, Jerry Harrison” and I’m like “?!!!” I literally only paid half attention to the other people she announced because I was as shook as I’ll ever be tbh (I know one of them was Bobby Rush who is also awesome and another was a member of Three Six Mafia). They talk to us kids about music and all that good stuff and eventually we get to the question and answer segment where us kids could raise our hands and ask them questions or whatever (I go to an arts school so this segment was crucial) (I didn’t ask a question but it took everything in me not to raise my hand and say something to Jerry specifically about a Talking Heads reunion but it could’ve been about anything but I didn’t want to be that girl) so I just sit there barely able to believe that I am sitting in the same room as Jerry Harrison, what even. Anyway, the thing is over and people are taking selfies with the people and stuff and I’m like “I gotta talk to Jerry”. My friends (who also love Talking Heads) are on the other side of the auditorium and further up in the rows (we got separated somehow) so they’re already approaching him. I have to say a million “excuse me’s” and push past like 15-20 rows of people who couldn’t possibly understand how important this is to me (very stressful). I finally get up to the stage and Jerry just got finished talking to my friends and is about to walk away (he is literally putting his jacket on to go). I’m like “Jerry! Jerry Harrison!” and he turns around like “Yeah?” And now is my time to speak. Girl. I. Cannot. Form. A. Sentence. To. Speak. To. This. Man. I say something like “sfhvfxvcbjj I love Talking Heads, thank you (?)” And that’s after several tries and me leaning over on the stage like I was nuts and almost hyperventilating. He says something back that I’m sure is nice but I’m only half sane at this point so I don’t know what he said. One of my friends is like “Can we take a selfie with you?” and he’s like “Sure!” (He was so nice!) And the end result is the photo above (I’m the one farthest to the left). I was a little sad for a while because my friends actually had a conversation with him and shook his hand while I barely formed a sentence and freaked out, but then, my friend (who took the picture) sends it to me and I see that Jerry’s. hand. is. on. my. shoulder. (Still haven’t washed that coat, maybe never will) But anyways, yeah. That’s the story of how I met one of the members of my favorite band. The funniest part is how the other kids were looking at us wondering why we were freaking out over some random old white dude. Hilarious. Sorry about the rambling and this super long post, lol.

sdcdio  asked:

okay no that comment alone wasn't enough. im gonna map this relationship. ship urself first but im also gonna ship u. koichi is dating oku. oku is dating mikitaka, josuke and yuya. yuya is ofc yoshie, reiko, and akemi. josuke is dating u. u are also dating yukako. yukako is dating koichi bringing us to a full circle. you all do pastel glitter craft projects and cuddle and have movie nights. half of y'all end up sleeping on the floor for Max Cuddles. it's the ideal. that's how i see it.


Hoseok as Apollo

And now it is time for the first half of Namseok, our angel, our hope who is so so sweet, I will forever love him so much, he’s so cute and affectionate and loud (which I like) and he’s got such an amazing humor and I just wow total package, Jung Hoseok aka J-Hope aka hobi as Apollo, God of the sun (similar to Hephaestus, he was god of more than just the sun but I’m keeping it simple)

  • When I was reading about Apollo, I immediately said that was hobi all the way, the first reason is bc Apollo is musical
  • We all know how much hobi loves music, it’s a huge part of his life obviously, he’s a dancer and a rapper and he sings sometimes which is so lovely I want more of it
  • I really feel like he connects to music and I think that’s one of the reasons he’s such an amazing dancer, he really feels the music and loses himself in it and he goes off into his own lil world where it’s just him and the music and that’s really cool to be able to watch
  • Apollo rarely gets upset/mad
  • I feel like hobi is really hard to piss off bc he’s so carefree and kinda goes along with the flow but we have seen him get annoyed and maybe a lil bit pissed off, idk if we’ve ever seen him genuinely mad
  • Another h ug e reason for choosing Apollo (when I read this, I was so excited to write this bc it fits so perfectly) was when I read that there was one thing that always pissed him off; insulting his mother
  • Hobi has such a love for his family in general, he had a chance for a solo song on the Wings album and he chose to dedicate to his mother, he teared up seeing his family’s messages to him for his birthday, he’s obviously a really adorable lil brother to have (can I just say that he and his sister are the cutest thing in the world what a cute lil family)
  • I also just wanna add that Apollo’s appearance was said to be athletic (tall and strong) and handsome
  • Hobi’s a handsome man in my opinion, especially when his hair is pushed back and you can see the forehead !!!! but tbh all of the boys are models and he’s got those amazing dancer’s legs just wow oh wow he’s 10/10
  • Apollo is cheerful
  • Hobi is such a positive person and he really does change the energy in a room, he can make so many people laugh just by being himself and I know that he makes so many people’s days so much better like just hearing him laugh makes you laugh bc his laugh is so contagious and his smile is so bright and it lights his entire face up
  • Apollo is also kind
  • Hobi is s u c h a sweetheart to everyone around him and he makes friends so easily bc he’s just a person you wanna be around bc he’s so :D and he’s a happy virus and you can tell that he really cares about the people around him
  • Also this one is just really cool to me but Apollo’s name is Phoebus Apollo right and Phoebus means “bright” or “pure” and also Apollo is the God of sun and his symbol is the sun
  • Hobi is such a bright person and one of the many nicknames we have for him is the sun/sunshine line and I thought that was really fitting for him, I really really feel like Apollo would fit him so well

adifferentkindoffetish  asked:

Do you have any recommendations for books about self-love? I read a lot of "self help" books that say to love yourself, but not HOW to.

You can heal your life by Louise Hay, she also has meditations you can do to:

But yeah you need to be doing meditations and yoga, otherwise you’ll just become one of these people who preach self-love, yet your actions will contradict. You need to be focusing on higher self-love, not just love of the physical because the body is only temporary an illusion, so that’s the last thing you want to identify with. I think true self-love only comes from the grace of God, everything else is ultimately just ego. Only God knows your soul, so only God can show you your soul, no book, no affirmations alone will do that for you. You can’t be spiritually developed without Spirit itself, that’s just nonsensical 🤷🏽‍♀️only by knowing the one whom created us do we know ourselves. So usually seeking to know God and learning how much God loves the soul is usually more than enough for one to know how to love themselves. I think there’s only so much self-help books can do, after awhile they prove themselves to be limited. God fills one with unending joy, bliss, love and wisdom 😊🌹❤

anonymous asked:

Oh shit holy fuck that omen Noctis Drabble gives me life. I love how he's punished each of them

I’d like to thank Squeenix for making the ‘See no Evil, Speak no Evil, Hear no Evil.’ such an easy leap to make and for making it so, in this context, it’s easy to imagine each bro losing a big part of themselves while fitting the theme. 

In my head it plays out with Ignis going blind and Noctis snapping. He no longer wants to be part of the Astrals came, no longer wants to save anyone. He rejects his destiny and darkness covers the land. All he wants is to keep his three closest friends safe and sound, which he manages by retreating back to Insomnia, to the citadel, and imprisoning them. And making it so they can’t help each other, knowing full well they’d never leave each other behind. 

Ardyn is probably somewhere, feeling mighty fucking salty because yeah, buddy, no death for you. Look what you did, you broke a perfectly good prince. Now he’s got anxiety, and you know, is a little crazy.  

Monthly Reports

March 2017

March, as the third month in a 1- year, holds the space of growth, expansion and abundance, communication, self-expression, inspiration, joy, and creativity. It represents the energies of the triad, the Trinity, a sacred triangle (trine) where all parts work together harmoniously, creating a portal that brings forth manifestation of desires through allowing the descent of Spirit into the mental plane; there Source-based faith in action becomes consciously directed intention. The active initiating force of new beginnings of the “1” combines with the receptive, germinating energies of the “2,” resulting in the “3” energies of manifestation. In the Motherpeace Tarot it is represented by the Empress, who gives forth love, life and connection, and who knows how to manifest what is needed to survive and thrive on the physical plane. In Cosmic Consciousness, the 3 o’clock hour, represented by Aries, is where we enter the mental quadrant, bringing Love in purposefully and diligently to activate the higher mind, which is Christ Consciousness. This activation requires bringing golden Light focus on the heart chakra, where its vibration gets elevated into the higher mind, aligning it with Love, opening a gateway for something new to manifest. March is a month to put plans into action, trusting your intuition to allow what has already been birthed on some level to come through. The days with the highest “3” energies are 3/3, 3/12, 3/21 and 3/30.

March Manifesting

The month opens with a Grand Earth Trine between Juno (Capricorn), Ceres (Taurus) and Orcus (Virgo), with Mercury in Pisces forming the tail of the kite. This Grand Manifestation has been in force since the end of January, when Juno and Ceres trined the Soul Star Chakra (N. Node), which gradually morphed into a trine with Orcus. This portal remains intact through mid -March as Mars moves in to hold the space occupied by Ceres. For some time now we have been evolving towards unity consciousness, and it is fueled by our Cosmic Self, the part of us that lives in the invisible realm and knows the truth of what lies behind the chaos we see in the physical world. Aligning with this Truth and trusting it will enable us to access our inner guidance and use it to bring this Truth to the world through grounded, committed actions based on our heart-centered values.

The Sun/Neptune New Cycle on 3/1 lifts veils for those with eyes to see, bringing clarity, enlightenment, shining Light on the shadows and depriving them of their power.

The Awakening Lightbridge is Part of The Crossroad

The bridge to awakening and wholeness created by Jupiter/Haumea (conjoined with Spica and Arcturus) and Uranus/Eris, was triggered by Mars 2/27, setting the stage for March’s energies. Despite the shake-ups, disruptions, awakenings, passions and quickened vibrations, we have access to great wholeness and wisdom that we wouldn’t otherwise have. The world is polarized but heading for unity as more people are getting involved and peacefully coming together to create solutions to common problems. The old paradigms, like an old unstable building, are coming down, to be replaced by something more sustainable for us all. This Aries/Libra Lightbridge is part of the ongoing Power Crossroad (Cardinal Grand Cross) with Pluto in Capricorn forming a bridge with (opposing) Vesta in Cancer. Together these 2 bridges form stepping stones to each other, allowing us to rise above the drama, to walk on water over it, rather than getting pulled under by turbulent emotions. We purify our emotions by letting them come, feeling them fully and letting them go, clearing and opening our Selves for resurrection at the deepest levels. The disruptions and realizations trigger emotions, which, when processed, lead us to wisdom and understanding of the greater picture, which effects a transformation in our Selves, leading to greater awakening. By standing in the center (of our hearts) to manage the energies we have access to all of them at the same time; knowing which one to utilize is our practice and our mastery.  Any planet at 19-24 degrees will activate the Power Crossroad. The Moon connects with Jupiter/Haumea on 3/15, and the Great Awakeners on 3/29; how we choose to respond from either side of the Lightbridge is up to us. Mercury bridges Jupiter on 3/24, meets Eris in a New Cycle and conjoins Uranus on 3/26, but because of his retrograde in April he will connect with Uranus twice more, with that new cycle occurring on 5/10, bringing mindfulness and higher consciousness to the awakenings still to come.

The Crossroad is comprised of those planets in the Power quality of the Tri-fold flame (the others being Love and Wisdom) that operates in each quadrant of the lower four-body system (spirit, mind, emotion, physicality). What occurs among the planets that make up the Power Crossroad continues to reflect the enormous changes occurring within each of us. On 3/2 Jupiter bridges Uranus for the 2nd time (the first was on 12/26/16), continuing the building of the bridge to higher, expansive social consciousness through the collective awakening consciousness. On the same day Mars bridges Haumea, increasing our capacity to feel in our very cells the wholeness that shines behind the chaos, if we keep our focus on our Selves.

But of course the biggest news is the life-altering New Cycle between Uranus and Eris on 3/16, the first to occur with the elevation of consciousness that permits humanity to be aware of Eris’ existence. Operating from active, sudden, lightning-quick intuitions and revelations Uranus was always the Great Awakener, but with Eris’ divine feminine energies of deeper, slowly emerging realizations now a part of our consciousness, we have the balance needed to effect ascension, and a new realization of our place in the cosmos, on Earth, and within Divine Spirit. Now Uranus and Eris fuse their energies in a new way in Aries, sign of the divine spark of creation, where we can manifest a new beginning by choosing to see and think Love as much as possible, regardless of what is happening on the physical plane. During this new cycle, Mars, Aries’ dispostitor, is in Taurus, manifesting with Orcus and the Soul Star chakra; we are ready for what emerges from this new beginning, but we have to trust our inner guidance to help us feel this emergence in our bodies and hearts; we need to ground ourselves in Love, and consciously choose it when fear arises. Mercury and Venus, recalibrating herself, are also in Aries, seeking balance of the masculine/feminine energies, when they come together on 3/18. The Sun squares Ixion and Saturn, helping us to see and begin to redefine our life’s purpose, and align it with whom we are becoming in the light of the awakenings yet to come. This cycle of awakening won’t come again for another 90 years; how fortunate we are to have chosen to be here now in this time/space!

But wait, we haven’t discussed the Jupiter/Pluto stepping stone that occurs on 3/30. It is the 2nd of three such aspects (the last in August), the mid-point of the closing square of the Jupiter/Pluto cycle, which will begin anew in July 2020. We are at a turning point, where we question what we believe in, and let go of attachments to old beliefs, ideas and social identities that no longer serve us, knowing not where it will lead. Doing so, we will rebirth our Selves into a new, multidimensional expansion of the higher mind that will utterly transform us, especially socially, from the inside out. We are in transition; we cannot build anew without surrendering the old. Jupiter reminds us that this resurrection will be positive in ways we can’t imagine, if we stay above the fray, willingly surrendering what needs to go with faith and a light heart.

Recalibration of the Heart

Speaking of the heart…. On 1/30 Venus entered her shadow at 27 Pisces. On ¾, at 13 Aries she changes direction, heading towards Source for 6 weeks, reintegrating and upgrading the lessons of the awakened heart. She moves slowly, making subtle, intimate semisextiles with the Sun, Mercury, Neptune and Ceres, before meeting Juno in a stepping stone on 3/14. We are slowing down emotionally, getting in touch with our values, with what nurtures us and raises our Self-esteem, what opens our hearts and allows us to connect with unity consciousness. A Mercury/Venus retrograde conjunction at 9 Aries on 3/18 brings much needed balance to the mind/heart connection within each of us. (The next such connection won’t take place until mid December!) Venus herself is surrendering her identity as an evening star, and on 3/25 she merges with the Sun in an inferior conjunction, igniting our hearts, the mid-point of her retrograde cycle. After it ends on 4/15, she resurrects as the morning star, fiercer and purified, ready to face whatever comes.  Venus ends the month with a Great Eliminator to the Soul Star (N. Node) Chakra and a bridge to Makemake. By choosing to come from the heart even in the most trying circumstances, we come to see our alignment with the Divine Law of Love and how it manifests in our relationships and the people we meet.

Vernal Equinox

Every year when the Sun crosses the celestial equator (the imaginary line in the sky above the Earth’s equator) from south to north we in the Northern Hemisphere enter the Vernal (Spring) Equinox (it becomes autumn in the Southern Hemisphere). The tilt of the Earth’s axis is perpendicular to the Sun’s rays, instead of tilting towards or away from it. Astrologically the Sun enters Aries, which, in 3D astrology, is considered the start of the zodiac, representing new beginnings, one’s individual effect in the world, rebirth. In Cosmic Consciousness, the Spring Equinox occurs in the Divine Masculine Portal of Truth that connects the spiritual realm with mental realm; it’s here that the energies of spiritual power, love and wisdom of the last 3 months descend into the realm of Mental Power, into the heart chakra, where they can be directed into our higher mind (Christed Consciousness) with the application of conscious discipline. The resurrection of Spirit is in the remembrance of it in our thoughts, which must become our discipline; only then does it become so automatic that it allows the spark of Creation to touch and enLighten us unbidden, and work through us. We become channels of divine Light. The Sun’s entry into the 3 o'clock Aries hour marks the 1st quarter of the Earth’s passage around the Sun. The next 3 months are a time to take action without hesitation, letting Spirit move through, trusting in the process of manifestation and laying its foundation, using all the talents and gifts in our possession. The smallest action or change of mind creates a shift that reverberates in the whole.

At the moment of the equinox, the Moon contacts Ixion and then Saturn, before she enters Capricorn and connects with the Sun in a last quarter stepping stone. Any anxiety arising from our subconscious regarding our life’s purpose or our ability to step up to it is temporary, and there to be cleared; new ideas are waiting to be accessed. It’s time to let go. Venus retrograde semisextiles Neptune and squares Juno, all at 12 degrees: taking our hearts to the highest perspective will enable us to reach the unity consciousness we seek. Chiron resources Sedna, and Jupiter steps up to Vesta, reflecting how we are purifying, expanding, and aligning the divine feminine parts of our Selves. This spring we are working on defragging and strengthening the Divine Feminine within us all.

Changes in Consciousness

As the planetary archetypes move into different signs we experience changes in our consciousness according to the planet and the sign. The same is true when a planet moves from direct motion to retrograde, and vice versa. The biggest changes were already discussed: the Sun’s entry into Aries and Venus retrograde. The energies of asteroids, plutoids and other multidimensional (5D and beyond) planets are so important now, their activities are noteworthy. On 3/8 Vesta, representing the purity of devoted action, turns direct at 20 Cancer, after 3 months of traveling towards Source, reintegrating her lessons of devoted service that occurred following her 1st conjunction with Varuna in Leo on 10/21/2016. Vesta was retrograde when she conjoined Varuna again at 29 Cancer on 1/12/17, and she will make her way to a final new cycle with him at the end of April. You can see how our newfound passion for the truth from the highest possible perspective must be allowed to flow unimpeded but always tempered by Love, growing our capacity for openness and trust in what transpires, with faith in the future. The next day, 3/9, Mars leads the lower bodies when he enters Taurus, grounding us at the physical level.

Our mental bodies are exceptionally active this month; Mercury enters Aries on 3/13, conjuncts Venus ® on 3/18, makes a stepping stone with Pluto 3/23, and connects with Jupiter, Vesta, Eris, Uranus and Haumea from 3/24-26. Mercury enters his shadow on 3/27 before manifesting with Saturn on the Galactic Center (3/29); he finishes the month by moving into Taurus on 3/31. We are applying our newly upgraded mental operating system to the transformative energies from within and without (same thing!); we are now ready to apply intuitive guidance as well.

Our collective purpose begins a recalibration when Ixion goes retrograde on 3/26 at 26 Sag, a process that will last 5 ½ months. Pallas Athena brings her divine feminine wisdom to the divine spark of creation when she enters Aries on 3/30. Quaoar, Ixion’s traveling companion, representing our capacity for new thought, goes retrograde on 3/31, also for 5 ½ months. Quaoar entered Capricorn on 1/26, right before the New Moon in Aquarius that began the eclipses and wormhole passage that we just completed with the New Moon Solar Eclipse in Pisces last month. Positioned in the Portal of Truth at the top of the Cosmic Clock, we have the capacity to experience new thought arising out of new spiritual direction. Every planet that enters a new sign gets infused with this capacity for new thoughts and new beliefs pulsing from Source itself. This capacity will be fine tuned when Quaoar returns to the Galactic Center, our very Source, on June 6.

New Cycles

The Uranus/Eris New Cycle is the most important one of our lifetime. It has a multidimensional and multigenerational effect and signifies a total reworking of our consciousness. The Sun/Neptune New Cycle at 12 Pisces on 3/1 prepares us for this recalibration by lifting veils and providing clarity and higher consciousness to those ready to receive it. Mercury has his own New Cycle with Neptune ¾, clarifying our mental operating system. The two governors of the Divine Masculine continue to create new beginnings with one of their own, a superior conjunction New Cycle on 3/6 at 16 Pisces.

With 4 planets 5 degrees apart vibrating with the energies of love in action, there are so many new beginnings being created; the question is, what will we create? It is no coincidence that we have so much limitless love and spiritual wisdom available to us now; we each have the capacity to ride the oceanic waves, letting them carry us forward, effortlessly, without resistance. Fear causes us to stiffen and sink below the waves, cast to and fro and unable to get our bearings. There is so much unlimited potential available now; the only way to utilize it is to get out of our own way and allow that potential to manifest by loving ourSelves through our fears, in spite of our fears, because of our fears. We must let it come, and let it go, moving through us. The archetypal energies of the Sun (consciousness), Mercury (higher mind, communication and connection), Pallas (feminine wisdom) and Chiron (alignment and wholing) are available to assist us. With the exception of Uranus/Eris, every new cycle this month occurs in the unlimited realm of Pisces! And except for Pallas, all the Piscean new cycles are made by the Divine Masculine co-rulers, Mercury and the Sun. Mercury makes a new cycle with Pallas AND Chiron on 3/10 (along with a Great Eliminator to Haumea), aligning the higher mind with the wisdom of Knowing and allowing. March 14 brings a unique and rare triple conjunction (New Cycle) of Sun/Pallas, Sun/Chiron, and Pallas/Chiron, all taking place in the space of less than 40 minutes! What an amazing opportunity for growth and alignment in consciousness and wisdom!

Mercury goes on to a new cycle with Eris on 3/26; he stations direct before he can meet Eris again in his retrograde journey next month. This is significant; we are ready for a new way to apply our higher mind to the soul’s slow, volcanic awareness of what must change. We are ready to be heard. Not so with Uranus; we will need some additional mental reintegration first, especially after all the Mercury aspects this month. And the Sun’s last New Cycle this month is his monthly meeting with the co-ruler of the spiritual body, the Moon, on 3/27 in Aries. Which brings us to….

Lunar Matters

The 1st quarter Moon on 3/5 marks the opening stepping stone between the Pisces Sun and Gemini Moon, the first after the closing of the wormhole of the Pisces New Moon Soular Eclipse on 2/26. We get inspiration from the Moon/Venus resource and Moon/Mercury square, balancing mind and heart energies. This is when we act upon the inspirations and downloads received during the reboot of our consciousness, manifesting our Truth by putting it into action through what and how we communicate, motivated by Love.

The Full Moon bridge in Pisces/Virgo on 3/12 marks the culmination of the energies begun with the Feb. Soular Eclipse. We take the lens of unlimited love and zoom into it, purifying our hearts and letting the Christed Self emerge; we cleanse and align our souls with pure Virgin Mother energies as we walk this Wisdom Bridge to wholeness. The Sun forms a Great Eliminator inconjunct with Jupiter/Haumea and the Moon makes the same aspect with Uranus/Eris. Our emotions will point out where we are not in alignment with our Truth, bringing us back to our Selves.

Last quarter energies represent an impetus to initiate change and prepare for the next cycle. The waning Moon in Capricorn delivers us to a renewed connection with Source, which we can infuse into our higher mind by being receptive to it. Intuitively we discern what is not working for us emotionally and move to let it go, making space for something new to arise. This last quarter Moon occurs right after the Vernal Equinox on 3/20, another new beginning, and marks the transition from wisdom signs to power signs.

The 3/27 Aries New Moon is the last new cycle the Sun makes before meeting with Great Awakeners Eris and Uranus. The Lights make a Great Eliminator aspect with Orcus and the Soul Star Chakra, giving us the choice to take our spiritual Selves on the journey to the place where our eternal Selves live, a place we are becoming more comfortable with in some part of our consciousness, even if we can’t always access it. Sustained with this knowing, armed with the alignment of the awakened heart and Cosmic Law of Love (Venus/Makemake bridge), we plant the seeds of greater social transformation.

March is a month for sowing the seeds of what we want to manifest in the world. It is active and creative, and we need to cultivate strength and perseverance to direct our thoughts (which create our actions) with Love and diligence away from lower energies. It is a month to practice what we already know, that “thoughts become things,” and Love-based thoughts will create more Love. The practice this month is to consciously focus your thoughts on Love and Light, making your actions congruent with that. Meditating on yellow gold color, or repeating “I AM the Light” or “I AM Love” or other mantra can be a starting point and a place to return to when needed. The world needs our Light.

(via Shelly Leal)

If we date you gotta understand my love for Asa Butterfield and how he’s favorite actor in the world. You gotta understand how I will drag us to the movies just so I could watch him on the big screen, and you gotta put up with him talking about how cute he is. Yes he’s my celebrity crush but I can assure you if we’re dating I will always choose you over him.

If we date you gotta understand my love for Harry Potter. You gotta understand that I collect wands and collectable stuff like no other. You’ll have to deal with my long rants on why Draco Malfoy is a honorable character and how Fred Weasley shouldn’t of died. You’ll have to see me sit in silence while I read my fan fictions and every so often wipe my eyes. You will see the spark in my eyes as I explain how awesome Pottermore is. Yes Harry Potter is my life and my love but it is a fantasy, and if we date I can assure you I will know you’re my reality and I will cherish you like my favorite book series.

If we date you gotta understand and respect my love for the Beatles. i. love. the. Beatles. And if we date you will be participating in sing a Long car rides to all of my Beatles CD’s. You will see me read all my Beatles magazines and books like a total nerd, and you will watch me cry at night at the thought that I was born in the wrong time period. You’ll watch me as I read fanfiction of George Harrison and Mclennon, we will spend nights watching all the movies they made. Yes the Beatles gave me hope and love when no one else, but if we date you will become my hope and love. 

If we date you gotta understand I fucking love Dan and Phil ok. Like I adore them. When a video gets uploaded of either of their channels we will watch them together. You’ll see me laugh, you’ll see me sit in silence because of how real they are to me. We will constantly rewatch halloween gaming videos because those are my shit, and I will constantly try to persuade you to how Phan is real. Yes Dan and Phil saved my life but if we date you will become my life, and I will love you with everything in me. Just know that Dan and Phil will always be Number 1. 

If we date you gotta understand that I am short. And you also need to understand that I hate when my shortness is brought to attention. In my mind I am tall. Okay.

If we date you gotta understand that I love to read. Sometimes I will spend a whole day reading an entire series of a book, so if I don’t reply to your messages as quick as I should that’s why. Because reading always gives me the comfort I need. Sometimes I get headaches from reading too much so if I get moody that’s why. Yes I love to read but if we date the only thing I will constantly want to read is your eyes.

If we date you gotta understand that I love to write poetry. I don’t write all the time like I read, but when I get an idea I won’t stop writing until it’s finished. I will share with you my favorite poets and their beautiful poems, I will hope to see the acceptance and love in your eyes after reading them like I had. I have books stacked on books of poetry but the greatest poem in the world would be if we date and i get to hear your voice.

If we date you gotta understand I like to be alone sometimes. I like the sound of nothing, I like breathing the air of being alone. I like darkness and I like the warmth I get from silence. Sometimes I have days like this, days when I don’t want to move and I don’t want anyone around. Please respect that and be patient. 

If we date you gotta understand that I am sad. I am sad when sad things happen, I am sad when good things happen. I am sad. And sometimes I try to cover it up the best I can because you deserve to be with someone strong, but I am weak. and I am sad. I’m sorry. 

If we date you gotta understand I like to be independent. I live for the feeling of knowing I can do something on my own without anyones help, I live for loving my ability to support myself. When I get in these moments where I don’t want anyone to help me please know that I appreciate you. And though I’d hate to admit it I am dependent on your smile. 

If we date you gotta understand I can’t open up about my feelings easily. You might get frustrated, you might hate me at times because of this. Please respect my heart and how I have it guarded. 

If we date you gotta understand that I don’t do flings. I always look at a relationship for the long way, and I will never break your heart the way most break mine. I will treat you like sensitive glass and I will never mistreat you. I will shower you with gifts of love, kindness, hope, and trust. You will have all my trust and you will be my greatest friend. 

If we date you gotta understand that I will love you through it all. 

I seem like a really negative person but listen I really do love this shitty life. No matter how many times a day I claim to hate this and that and want to die, I’ve become so tolerant of everything. Like I don’t care who said what anymore or what happened to whoever, I’ve realized I dont have to waste my time on gossip and loathing the school hallways. I love my friends, I love laughing and making people laugh and sunsets and flowers and rollercoasters and puppies, hanging out late at night or running around a dark school after hours. Theres so many things that I could be smiling about in life I cant bother anymore to focus on my grade 7 “i hate people” mentality bullshit.

10 Underrated Self Care Things To Do:
  1. Tidy up your bedroom
  2. Change your whole outfit - underwear, shoes, hairstyle, the lot
  3. Scribble with a Crayon as hard as you can on a big sheet of paper
  4. Go to a library and wander around in the quiet
  5. Make a wish list on each of your favorites shops’ websites
  6. Go to sleep as early as you can bare
  7. Play the “would you rather?” game with a friend
  8. Talk to your sibling(s), see what they’re up to
  9. Sit down and study for a bit, then see how you feel
  10. Open a window, sit next to it and smell the fresh air

Have you ever seen a man so beautiful you started crying????


Adrinette Month Day 8: Disney/Dreamworks AU

I decided to make a 101 Dalmatians AU. 

Roger and Anita are a very cute couple and I think it fits how Mari and Adrien will behave when older. Also Roger being a little shit with Cruella is the way I see Adrien behaving too xD