however you feel about him

Was Never Mine (Part 4)- Joker X Reader

Was Never Mine (Part 4/5)- Leto!Joker X Reader

Warnings- None I don’t think

Summary- Being an assassin working for The Clown Prince. You are madly in love with him and would do anything to protect him. However, the same can’t be said about him.

You can feel the night getting colder. A fog arising over the waters under the dock. You backed up just a little, letting space between you and this dangerous man. It does very little to minimize the tension between you two.

“Talk” he purrs stepping closer to you.

“S-Stop it” you choke out.

“Stop what?” he asks mockingly, tilting his head like some confused puppy.

“Acting like you don’t know what you do to me, how you make me feel.”

“Now, Miss Y/L/N” he begins approaches you more. “I actually don’t know what you mean” he cups your cheek in his right hand and you can’t help but let your head lean more into his touch. You blink at him, feeling that warmth going through you. Wanting him more than ever. “Why don’t you tell me what you mean?”

“I can’t. I can’t be anything to you more than your employee. I’m nothing to you, J.” you argue, your voice beginning to break. Pulling away, turning your back to him, your arms wrapping around yourself and letting your eyes close. You take a couple breaths. The area is full of silence. “You give me these feelings and it’s driving me crazy”

“Well, isn’t it clear you aren’t the first?” he chimes in circling you.

“I know i’m not the first, believe me, I know I’m not.” Your arms drop to your sides and you look to him. His face unreadable. No menacing smile or mocking smirk. You approach him slowly, looking down once you reach him, your hands place themselves on his chest. His purple coat not doing it’s best to cover him. “I-I love you.” You allow yourself to look up to him. A frown evident on his lips. “I’m sorry” you whisper, your hands going away from him.

“Shh” he whispers, taking your hands into his own and placing them back in their place on his chest. You close your eyes, beginning to shake your head. “You love me, Y/N, embrace it” he whispers, his hands on your cheeks, stroking them with his thumbs and you open them. Tears. You’re crying.

“Embrace what? I can’t embrace my love for you, I’m not yours and you are certainly not mine” you argue raising your voice slightly and turn, about to start walking back to your bike but you feel his hand grip onto yours. He pulls you to him and you go weak when you feel his lips pressing softly to your own. You run your fingers up into his hair, gently pushing yourself more to him as his hands find their place on your hips. You pull back slightly, your forehead touching his. So confused on whatever was happening. The sound of the car door opens fills your ears. You pull back and look to see Harley standing there, arms crossed. “…i’m sorry.” You begin backing out down the dock. Her eyes still on you. You look to J. “I’m not yours, you’re not mine. As much as that pains me, I’m not letting my happiness come at the cost of breaking another’s” You turn and walk the rest of the way down, once again holding your head high while you slowly break a little more inside, but savoring what you got.

anonymous asked:

I'm so glad the ask box is opened again! How would Ren Ran-Ran Ai and Reiji react if their girlfriend had a period accident in the bed? My worst nightmare 😱 And the girlfriend is super embaressed and shy about it? Is it possible to fall in love wiyh someones writing? i think I fell In love with your writing 😍😍😘😘💜💜💗💗💗💖💖💟💟

S/O having their period in bed

Ren Jinguji

Ren understands that menstruating is very natural for women and he is not uncomfortable with that fact. Once he was aware of your embarrassment for accidentally leaking through and onto the bed sheets, he will carry you bridal style to a drawn bath so you can relax and ease any cramping you might be experiencing. He will then take it upon himself to remove the bed sheets and put on fresh linen. Ren is not disgusted by the blood at all so this does not faze him. However, if you are still feeling self-conscious about the incident he will go out and buy your favorite snacks and spend the rest of the day soothing you and worshiping your body telling you how beautiful you are and to not worry over such trivial things.

Ranmaru Kurosaki

Most would assume Ran would become upset over the mess, but he is infact indifferent to it. He knows women have periods and you are no exception. As your lover, he would do everything he can to make you comfortable as possible and reassure you that accidents do happen. Though he doesn’t personally like the sight of blood, he will clean up the linen himself. If you are still feeling guilty over the small incident he will eventually become annoyed and tell you that it is okay and to drop it. Afterwards, he will comfort you and cook your favorite meal then spend the rest of the day inside cuddling while watching a film together. 

Ai Mikaze

The droid is indifferent to the incident. He does not see why you are embarrassed about this. Ai usually keeps up with your cycle anyways so he is not surprised. He is in fact glad because this lets him know you are healthy and regulated. If you are embarrassed and still upset over the mess, he will simply remind you how much he loves you and to not worry about it. He will change the linen for you since blood does not bother the droid at all. Then once he is done he will ask if you have all your feminine products, and offer to go out and buy any if you need it. Afterwards, in an attempt to sooth you, he will pull up Netflix and watch your favorite shows for the rest of the day. 

Reiji Kotobuki

He is very lighthearted about this and may crack a few jokes. Though once he sees how uncomfortable you are about this, he will bring you into a warm embrace and reassure you that it is okay and not to be embarrassed over natural things. He will clean the linen for you and brush it off as no big deal. After all, he loves all of you, including everything happening in your body. In attempt to lighten your spirits, he will crack a few jokes and maybe try to convince you to play jokes on the other members of Quartet Night. If you are cramping, he will settle for a day in bed cuddling with each other and watching movies together.

“don’t hate ian hate the writers”

um no. that’s not how it works. ian is a fictional character, the writers created him. therefore if they are writing him as being a loathsome scumbag, then that’s that, he is one. i get that they used to write him as being a caring and mostly sweet person, but for whatever reason, they have decided that he is not that person anymore. so we get to feel however we want about him. if it upsets you, maybe you should go hate on the writers instead of other former fans of the show who feel strongly that the way this character is behaving makes him kinda terrible.

anonymous asked:

so my little brother's best friend is transgender (was born female, identifies as male) and he is attracted to women, my brother was asking me what his sexual orientation would be and honestly I don't know. Like, would he identify as straight? Because gender and sexual orientation aren't the same thing and I'm a little confused on the subject and I want to understand it more to be a better ally. thanks!

You know, it is all about how he feels. He may be attracted to women and call himself gay, he may be attracted to women and call himself straight. Or any combination, the important part is that it is however he feels about it. You can always ask him and just say exactly what you just said about wanting to be a better ally and friend, and remember that if he doesn’t feel like disclosing this information that’;s totally okay too. There’s no harm in asking a nice question as long as there is respect all around. Thanks for the question!

-The Daily Feminist