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Black moon Lilith

What is Black moon Lilith? Black moon Lilith is the nothingness, the empty space that’s fills the void between the earth and the moon. Knowing your BML will help determine your subconscious side, secretive behavior patterns, sexual wants and needs, seductive traits, repressed anger and possible reason for death. It’s the energy who makes us feel empowered and vulnerable at once.

Who is Black moon Lilith? To sum it up, BML is a bad ass angel who took a stand for her sexual desires, and because of this, she was cast out of Eden for upsetting the dynamics between male and female power. Black moon Lilith is the feminine sexual energy that we are told to hide, uncontrollable lust, dirty thoughts, obsessions, kinks, anger and impulses.

Black moon Lilith in…

Aries Lilith in Aries feels the need to look powerful. They attain this by working out and eating clean. They need to burn their excess energy out in order to relax, by internalizing their abundance of energy this can cause suppressed anger, anxiety, depression, and lack of will power/motivation. They don’t listen to rules and regulations. They come up with the rules. BML in Aries people are usually talented and fast learners, but they can also be fickle. Instead of changing their mind they should learn to focus on one thing at a time and conquer it before moving on. Sexual energy is high, with a need for control and domination, they prefer BDSM, rough sex, adventurous and impulsive sex. Too much of this can lead them too dangerous situations, lack of this can cause unsatisfaction. Find a balance and you’ll be a bedroom god, oh and mind your head as there’s a chance of severe injury in that area.

Taurus A strong attachment to possessions, money, power to attain security. There’s seductive way about BML in Taurus, they have lustful eyes, soft skin, soothing voices and cupids bow lips, because of their pretty features there’s a connection between this sign and sexual/physical abuse, unwanted pregnancies, stuck in bad relationships especially in their youth years. This placement indicates a need for raw, natural connections, they can immerse themselves in music as they’re very in touch with their bodies and rhythm. A few bats of their lashes could leave anyone melting. Sex can involve domination, abuse, drugs, alcohol and money.  They shine in bed with someone who they feel comfortable with, and have a love for kitchen counter top intimacy. They have a tendency to have people obsess over them, perhaps even break a few hearts in their younger years. Remember, familiarity isn’t always right… jump into the unknown once in a while.

Gemini A difficult connection between mind, body and soul. Split personalities. Problems with communicating and expressing their true feelings, emotional blockages and dissociate personalities. There’s a strong sexual urge in this sign, when controlled can lead to satisfying sex, when uncontrolled can lead to suppression, anxiety about sex and relationships/intimacy; resulting in prostitution and drug use later on in life. When mind, body and soul are in balance, expression, verbal communication and tech skills are at an all time high. Their words are powerful weapons, and they possess and sharp tongue in conjunct a restless mind. Tendency to combine communication and intimacy… dirty talk, phone and cyber sex. Promiscuity and lies can happen when the mind and heart aren’t working together. LGBTQ’s are higher in this placement. 

Cancer Intuitive nature. Seems trust-worthy and kind, gets you to expose your secrets to them and stores them away for later use such as blackmail and emotional manipulation. Can indicate problems at home or feeling like an outcast in their own family, a difficult/distant relationship with either parents and siblings. These people have outstanding memories, able to easily access their past life and reincarnation through meditation, day/night dreaming or intuition. They fear loneliness but find it hard to become emotionally available out of fear of being betrayed. When this placement is channeled at a lower frequency, someone who strives for a peaceful trusting home life might choose to be with someone that won’t make that’s happen by choosing a partner who’s distrusting, abusive, loud, they may have a problematic child, or they themselves cause the chaos at home. Nevertheless, they protect and love their family with their entire life. They love in abundance, and this shows under the sheets. Sex with a Cancer in Lilith will probably leave you falling in love.

Leo Strong need to feel admired, looked up to, frothed over. Will unconsciously run away or close off when they sense rejection. Obsession with creating “meaningful moments” by travelling, communicating, giving, having countless friends.. this obsession can be ego driven to make it seem like they’e living an exciting  life; even if the friendships are fake and the travels rip a hole in their wallet. However living life on the edge is what makes them happy. empowered, charismatic, eccentric, magnetic. These people make great artists, actors, musicians or something along the lines of channeling their creativity to an audience. Their love of a good thing can be self destructive if not controlled, tendency to become sex and money addicts, homewreckers, chronic drug users, Most Leo Lilith’s discover their sexuality at a young age and stay sexually active their entire life. They have no problem jumping from one partner to the next… many have multiple partners. There’s a chance they’ll cheat if they aren’t receiving enough attention from their other half.

Virgo A good placement to have Lilith in. These people possess sharp analytical minds… when used at their fullest potential they’ll go far in terms of career and finance. Prone to using work as a source of escapism. Tends to think and analyse their emotions rather then “feel” them. Excels in psychology, medicine, law, teaching and cooking. Fear of vulnerability and letting themselves go. They can appear “up tight” or very prim and proper, when really they’re free spirited and open minded individuals, able to see between the lines of everything, recognize patterns and reasons most people can’t. This leaves them feeling like an outsider or loner. trichotillomania, OCD and eating disorders are common in this placement; there’s a need for systematic control otherwise they become extremely anxious and fidgety. In bed is where a Virgo Lilith really relaxes and goes wild, sex is a way to release tension and they aim too please.. by taking into account of what turns you on and what you enjoy, they’ll make sure to incorporate it into sex. Advice would be too let feelings happen without creating a reason for them, take some risks, and don’t suppress your emotions.

Libra They mirror the actions of those surrounding them, they can be the sweetest person or the coldest person you’ll ever meet… depending on you. They are proud of their fluent  allure and charm, they’ve mastered the techniques of seduction and use this to their advantage, possible using it to get something out of someone. These people are often geniuses in many areas… arts, music, law, criminology, and language to name a few. Co-dependency and a need for the perfect lover is strong… leading to abusive/problematic relationships especially in their younger years, as they grow they’re more choosy with whom they give attention too, but their flirty nature and need for attention can cause love affairs in their relationship. Their father tends to be detached or overly protective. As mothers, these people can be verbally abusive, particularly pointing out their children’s flaws.. they have an aloof way of showing their love. In bed, they love BDSM, role play, wine, whipped cream, pretty lingerie and love bites.. spank their ass too lol. If this is your placement, remember not to let anyone else’s thought’s or words affect how you feel. You’re all that you need.

Scorpio REBIRTH is frequent in this placement.. strong, intense relationships with their parents, friends and lovers. They feel the need to completely deteriorate themselves and their SO, mostly driven by passion and emotion. When channeled at a lower frequency their personality can become self destructive, they’ll have their perfect job, partner, and finance one second, then find themselves bankrupt, single and depressed the next.. they need to fall into the depths of rock bottom in order to rise up even higher then before. Sex is their favorite weapon.. they usually posses some fire genitals too ;) Don’t be surprised if they’re throwing you against a wall right before they’re in your pants. Most are fascinated by the occult, black magik, astrology, hypnosis, metaphysical subjects and psychology. They possess the best bullshit detectors, and can sense a good idea of a person within 2 seconds of meeting them. Not by analyzing what they say.. but how they say it and what they don’t say. To them, love isn’t love without jealousy, truth, lies, passion, and extremely kinky sex. All the time (sometimes even involving blood)  Chances of anxiety, paranoia, psychotic depression are high. Their ex partner will constantly compare their new spouses to them, because no one will make you feel passion, love, lust, and hate all at once like a Scorpio Lilith

Sagittarius Relies on “luck” to make it in life… and these people are usually quite lucky surprisingly. Rash, gossipy, fickle. Due to their “wanderlust” mindset, there’s a fear of being held down, these people unconsciously try too escape from anything they fear will confine them. This becomes a big problem when the thing they’re trying to escape from is themselves. Escapism outlets include… drugs (especially weed/acid) alcohol, fighting, video games, drawing, fashion, social media. This becomes apparent in relationships. Go travelling with a Sag Lilith. They’ll make the experience the most mystical and eye opening adventure you’ll  have. They prefer raw experiences and travels instead of fancy resorts and restaurants. They’ll be the one’s eating what the locals eat, with the locals. They often feel a little different from everyone else,this can lead to depression and/or anxiety. It takes a while for them to realize the rare gifts they have. How connected they are with the universe as a whole… I bet a Sag Lilith has the most philosophical dreams.  Prone to being boastful , full of themselves, know-it-all’s though. They need to understand that they’re not always right, and not everyone is out to sabotage them. Sexual partners are usually a different race to them, with a completely different background too. Sex while travelling and meeting their soul mate in another country is high.

Capricorn Someone with Lilith in Capricorn has the mindset of a CEO. They get shit done without help from anyone. And they know it. They can appear extremely intimidating, cold and they pretty much invented the resting bitch face. Many have high positions in terms of career, or they’re self employed. Like the other Earth Lilith’s, there’s a need for financial security, control and empowerment. Infact, they’ll do almost anything to get to the top, even if this includes sleeping with their married bosses. They’ll barely ever let their guard down, and if they do… they’ll beat themselves up for it later on. Their mysterious secretive nature can allure many kinds of people in, it doesn’t take long for you to be trapped under their spell. They like to control or be controlled during love making, and they prefer sex after a few glasses of champagne in a big beautiful bed with expensive bedding, some scented candles and erotic music… then their “other side” (think Christian Grey from 50 Shades) comes out to conquer you. Capricorn Lilith’s are notorious Power trippers… they’ll humiliate their best friend in a crowded room to make themselves feel better and wont give a shit. Prone to acting out in cold ways when they don’t get what they want; the one’s they love the most usually take the brunt of their bad moods.. when their frustration is suppressed it can cause sickness, depression, OCD and paranoia. They might have a few run in’s with mean bosses, jealous friends who use their superiority and success to help them. As children they may have been neglected and abused. As parent’s they’re surprisingly warm, cuddly and protective.. they want their children to have the childhood they never got.

Aquarius These people need freedom. They discover their independent streak from a young age and usually worked for their own money and assets from a young age too. They’re drawn to humanitarian subjects, astrology, numerology and tarot. Tendency to have odd behavioral patterns.. they might have a quirky laugh, a potty mouth, they mutter things under their breath to “make a mental note” something about them is different and it’s this why people are so fascinated by them. Aquarius Lilith’s are extremely charismatic. They’re the masters of influencing, convincing, spreading a message to a large crowd.. most Aquarius Lilith’s had the opportunity to travel from a young age; enlightening them to the world and differences in humanity, this makes them more wiser and brainier then most, but they keep that a secret. They have very active minds, this makes them prone to insomnia and depending on the other placements in their birth chart; Schizophrenia is more common here. They fear losing their independence and self identity, so they need someone who’ll let them roam and explore without being clingy or emotional.  Emotions aren’t a huge deal here, they’ll come up with a logical reason for almost every emotion they feel. And if they can’t, they’ll let it go. Among the more sexually open, these individuals value every kind of sexual kink, desire and fantasy’s, they prefer exciting sex to mundane. Most are chronic masterbators because they’re capable of having multiple orgasms. Dark side includes detachment, disassociation, suppression, alienation, and escapism. 

Pisces Among the more higher frequency’s of BML, Pisces is an intuitive Lilith, capable of interacting with the other side, as they’re easy channels for the spirit realm. They receive messages in dreams, they’ll determine whether someone had a bad childhood just by feeling their energy. Being around negative people and situations heavily drains a BML in Pisces, they’ll need a while to come back from a traumatic experience.. counselling is also preferred. The problems of other people affect them more then anyone else, sometimes using drugs, alcohol and sleep as a way to escape the realities of this harsh world, if they channel this energy into a creative outlet they’ll create magic. Very naive, some in this placement got bullied or taken advantage of as children, and they usually had a bad relationship with one or two siblings because of their innocent kind nature, this progresses as they get older and learn to stick up for themselves. They seduce by sub-missing themselves, appearing innocent and cute , like a little school girl (every dom daddys dream lol) sex is slow, passionate, with gentle touches and lots of foreplay/teasing. They play the victim card a lot though, and emotionally manipulate to get what they want. They’re not as innocent or caring as they may seem. There’s an inability to take charge and confront others here, and will often end up in abusive partnerships most likely with a possessive or controlling partner. Meditation, walking in nature, deep breathing, positive people, cuddles, crystal healing, lucid dreaming, writing, drawing, creating music helps a Pisces Lilith out of their depressive episodes. In their darkest state, they can be psychotic and completely out of touch with reality.. leading to a downward spiral of self destruction. In their superior level, they can heal anyone with their calming energy.

anonymous asked:

Hey ignorent cis straight person here about to ask some probably dumb but hopefully not offensive to anybody questions. Is the reason you headcannon chatacters as gay is to relate to them more? Is it for representation? Or is it like a funny meme? Or do you just genuinely percieve these characters to be gay and/or trans, as with Luna? I have a bunch of gay friends who are always like "they're so gay" about their favorite characters. Hope I managed to not be offensive.

I think for me at least, it’s to find some representation in a series that’s sorely lacking in it. Like, I love Harry Potter, despite all its flaws. I love this world and these characters. So when they’re all straight cis people despite, you know, if you took a selection of a few hundred british teenagers odds are a fair few of them would not be straight or cis, it’s kind of like, you could do better here. And especially when we’re talking about the realms of fanfic and headcanon - like, if you can ship awful straight pairings that have no basis in canon, why not Ginny and Luna and Hermione as a polyamorous trio? Hell, that’s an interesting character dynamic in and of itself!

It’s also fun to flesh out some of the worldbuilding - what options would be open to a trans wixen? How might magic and gender identity interact for a wizarding teen who’s trying to figure this stuff out?

The relating thing is also true, sometimes, like some of the headcanons I have is because I see a lot of myself in a character and think it’d be interesting if they shared some of my identity in a way. That sentence came out a bit weird, but you know what I mean? Like, with a personal example for me (and not about gender/sexuality) I see Neville as autistic because I, myself, am probably autistic and I relate to him in that way.

Also yeah, some of these characters could just be lgbt+. Like, ‘Luna is a trans lesbian’ doesn’t change anything from how she’s presented in the books, really. It just adds a whole other layer to her! So why not? These are fictional people; we can see them however we want, if that’s what makes us happy. :)

anonymous asked:

DAI + advisor reacting to a really excited Elf Inquisitor wanting to adopt a baby dragon? Romance option too if possible? Thank you and welcome to the community!

Thank you anon!  Sorry for the wait! :)

My first request, I’m very excited!

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Cassandra: She is less than impressed with the idea, and has no problems vocalising her absolute disagreement for the idea.  She openly opposes the idea and does not allow the Inquisitor to bring the dragon back to Skyhold.  Also openly wonders how they thought it was an acceptable plan in the first place.  Romanced: About the same in terms of reaction, and questions lightheartedly how she ended up in a relationship with someone who could come up with such an absurd idea, and then seriously want to go through with it.

Varric: He is torn between amused and extremely concerned.  For one, seeing the Inquisitor so excited was not something he saw on a daily basis.  On the other hand the reason the Inquisitor was an excited bundle was because they wanted to adopt a dragon!  This was the extreme concern that Varric felt, and he quietly questioned their sanity.  Although to be honest, he wasn’t exactly surprised with the amount of crazy and stupid things the Inquisitor has come up with in the past.

Solas: He is not impressed with the idea at all, and flat out tells the Inquisitor that they shouldn’t consider it.  Considering the nature of the creature, his concerns are for their safety and the safety for those in Skyhold.  Romanced: He is gentler about dissuading the Inquisitor, and still doesn’t agree with the idea.  However the level of excitement that this baby dragon elicits from them, makes him happy that they have this small moment, even though it would not last for long.

Vivienne: Anyone around at that moment would be surprised that she did not get a headache, from how fast she rolled her eyes.  She was slightly disappointed that the Inquisitor even brought up such an absurd idea without thinking the consequences through, and calmly yet firmly told them so.  If she values her friendship with the Inquisitor, she is pleased to see them have a moment of happiness.  If their relationship is strained, she seems disappointed at how the Inquisitor is displaying themselves to everyone, through how they are acting in their excitement.

Blackwall: He snorts at the idea, and pictures a baby dragon running around Skyhold causing chaos, with the Inquisitor right in the middle of it all.  He doesn’t honestly believe that the idea of adopting a dragon would be accepted, and quietly finds it amusing that the Inquisitor even brought up the idea.  Romanced: Is not quiet about his amusement at all, and during which he will also tell the Inquisitor his opinion on their brilliant idea.

Sera:  She agrees with the Inquisitor and wants to adopt the baby dragon with them.  She imagines all the fun and chaos that they could cause with their dragon counterpart, and would love to see the faces of the nobles once they see that dragon with the Inquisitor.  Romanced:  About the same in terms of reaction, but she just keeps calling the adopted dragon their kid as a joke.

Dorian: Like most of the other companions he is also amused at the fact the Inquisitor would bring up such an idea, and their obvious excitement only adds to his amusement.  He would love to know their logic behind their idea of adopting a wild baby dragon.  Romanced: About the same in terms of reaction, but voices his concerns about their safety more, and makes jokes about their adoption choice.  Is torn between avoiding dragons to keep them safe, and finding more baby dragons to see them so excited again.

Iron Bull: 100% on board with adopting the dragon and bringing it back.  He wants it to become a Charger, imagine the mayhem! The Iron Bull is the most ecstatic about the Inquisitor’s idea.  Romanced: Joins in with the Inquisitor’s visible excitement, and will actively help the Inquisitor with any plan they concoct.

Cole: It gives him great joy to see the Inquisitor so happy, he feels the sight of the baby dragon slowly lift the Inquisitors spirits in that moment.  He feels that it helps them, and he wants that help to stay with them.

Leliana: Immediately veto’s the idea, and explicitly tells the Inquisitor that they cannot bring the dragon back.  She hopes that she doesn’t have to keep too close an eye on the Inquisitor, after hearing their dragon adoption idea.

Josephine: She has to pause for a moment and stare blankly at the Inquisitor.  She at first isn’t quite sure if they are being serious, however as she looks at the Inquisitor’s excited face she realises they are serious.  It would not be in the Inquisitor’s best interest to be seen with a terrifying creature such as a dragon, and she says so to the Inquisitor.  Romanced:  Has a little giggle about it, and finds the Inquisitor’s visible excitement utterly adorable.  However she still disagrees with adopting the dragon, and worries about their’s and other’s safety.

Cullen: Maker’s Breath!  He cannot believe the Inquisitor was being serious in even considering the idea.  Adopting a baby dragon? Imagine the danger and chaos.  He doesn’t agree with the idea, and thinks about the many consequences that could happen if the Inquisitor manages to somehow be able to adopt this baby dragon.  Romanced:  Finds the Inquisitor’s excitement amusing and adorable.  He still cannot believe that they are serious about adopting the dragon, and expresses his worries about their safety.  He would really love to see the Inquisitor that excited again however.

- Elvhen Glory

Writing fanfiction is great because you get to channel all your brainpower into your absolute favorite characters. You get to take them and put them in a situation and think seriously and intensely about how they would react to it. You get to examine them and their thought processes and their insecurities and their values and you get to measure and weigh them and then you get to manipulate that situation literally however you want! You can test them! You can make them ridiculously happy! You can hurt them in ways that they’ve never been hurt before and then (if you’re like me and can’t stand unhappy endings) follow them through their recovery from that pain! You can write them into experiences that mirror your own or you can write them into situations that are literally impossible and you can write them into situations that would never happen in the source material. You can write endless AUs, pair your faves with literally any other character and explore their relationship dynamics (!!!!!!!!) and you can follow them through endless journeys because your interaction with them doesn’t end when the source material ends. You get to carry them with you. And your appreciation for that character and your understanding of that character can grow SO MUCH just by being in their head for a little while. 

tl;dr: FANFICTION is so COOL

GOT7 - Their child waking them up to open presents

Story: What a nice dream in the warm and soft cocoon of the bed. But then suddenly, something hard presses suddenly down onto his stomach. His body unvoluntary makes a “uff” sound and his eyes open to the painfully bright light of the bedroom lamp. As soon as his eyes adjust he can see his 2 little children jump around, partly on him, screaming for him to wake up because Santa has brouht presents and it was time to open them.

JB

He would have had a plan for the day which did not start with opening presents, however seeing them being so happy and excited he decided to make a change in plans. He would smile widely as he got up and put on a morning robe before turning to his kids.

“Well then, what are you waiting for?”

Mark

He would be a little grumpy at first, but as soon as he saw the big eyes of his kids he couldn`t help but let out a little laugh. Soon after he would feel the blankets being dragged from him and his kids dragging on his hands, ushering him out of bed.

“Okey, okey I`m coming.”

Jackson

He`d be a little confused at first but as soon as he remembered it was christmas morning his face would light up. Now it was his kids turn to be confused as Jackson jumped out of the bed and ran out of the bedroom.

“Last one in the living room is a stinky egg!”

Jinyoung

Letting out a small laugh at his childrens behaviour he reluctantly sat up in bed. Upon asked if they were allowed to open the presents yet he said yes, but he regretted answering like that as soon as his kids ran out of the bedroom and towards the christmas tree.

“He.. hey! Wait up! Aish, they really are a handful..”

Youngjae

Youngjaes reaction was slow. Too slow for his kids as they spured him on to “hurry up”. But he was slow on purpose. He continued laying in bed wanting to tease his kids, laughing lightly as his kids playfully hit him.

“Hey hey hey, no hitting, that`s bad and bad kids don`t get presents.”

BamBam

Why do I have the feeling that he would be half awake already? As soon as his kids were jumping on the bed he`d get up and put both of them on his shoulders and run out of the bedroom with them laughing and giggling and his face in a huge grin.

“LET`S GO!”

Yugyeom

Probably the hardest one to wake up, but as loud as his kids would be he would be at least sitting up in bed in a few seconds. His finger would touch his lips in a motion to tell his kids to be silent. As soon as they were silent and stopped jumping around he`d smile warmly before speaking up.

“Will you stop screaming if I let you open the presents now?”

His kids nodding vigorously he laughed a little.

“Then go on.”

BTS AS THE SEVEN DWARFS

As most of you may know, in the classic Disney movie, Snow White, there are seven characters that steal the show, known as the Seven Dwarfs. Their names are Doc, Dopey, Bashful, Grumpy, Sneezy, Sleepy, and Happy. I thought that since the numbers fit, I’d make a post about which dwarf I thought each member of BTS resembled the most. I hope you guys enjoy!


Kim Namjoon as Doc

Okay, this pairing is for obvious reasons. Doc is the leader of the dwarfs, and he looks out for them very well! However, Doc is still pretty awkward (in a cute way though) and he often stumbles his words. For some reason, this reminds me of Namjoon being all cute in the English interviews lmao. I think they fit each other well.

Kim Seokjin as Sneezy

Okay, just hear me out on this one! Sneezy is not only super adorable, but he often takes care of the other dwarfs by cooking for them, etc. I know it seems like kind of a stretch, but their caring natures really do match up! I promise!!

Min Yoongi as Sleepy

This one was obvious. I mean, come on. These guys would be best friends. I bet you can’t event tell these pictures apart. Also, I saw that Sleepy was very observant and witty, despite his drowsiness.

Jung Hoseok as Happy

This one was pretty obvious too. I mean, we call him the sun for heaven sake! Hoseok is just that member that can always make anyone smile. even yoongi

Park Jimin as Bashful

Our mochi, Jimin, is a perfect fit for Bashful. Jimin is so cute and smol and shy. He is so humble, and honestly, I think he underestimates himself a lot! Anyway, the boy is hella cute and I just wanna hug him all the time.

Kim Taehyung as Dopey

This cutie is actually my favorite of the seven dwarfs. Kim Taehyung, bless his soul, is just so… so interesting. These two fun-loving babies are practically mirrors of each other. They know how to make everyone around them smile and feel happy. However, they tend to annoy the other six every now and then.

Jeon Jungkook as Grumpy

Okay, I know. You guys are going to be mad at me for pegging him as Grumpy, but how could I not when he is just so RUDE ALL THE FREAKING TIME!? LIKE, CAN HE JUST STAHP!?!?!? In all honesty, I would have given this one to Yoongi, but I thought Sleepy fit him better lmao.


I hope you guys like this! It’s a little different from the posts I normally make! If you guys like this, please let me know by sending in an ask or commenting on/reblogging this post! Also, if you agree/disagree with my pairings, let me know!!!! Lastly, if you’re not following me, please do!! @idk-agustd (: Thanks for reading!

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Don’t Worry, I’ve Got You

A/N: This was a request from a anon who wanted a confident fem!reader with and insecure/jealous Tim Drake who feels bad when they go to galas or the beach.  Hope you enjoy, sorry it took so long


Tim felt small, not in the usual way he did when she put heels on. He didn’t mind those times, anything to get a get a look at her shapely legs as she strutted in her heels. This feeling was different. Not matter how tightly he squeezed at her waist or hard he would shake someone’s hand, he felt utterly invisible and devastatingly unimportant.  He didn’t mind that either though, not usually. Tim didn’t mind taking a backseat, he wasn’t attention hungry, or jealous when people ignore him but this wasn’t really about him. This was about her, it usually was about her.

Whenever he was around her and she was in her element, her magnetic personality and sly shine to her eyes left people flocking to her, entranced by her confidence and mystery. When that would happen, he’d disappear. He never left her side, the pair of them were always joined at the hip, she’d make sure of that. Whenever he tried to drift away from her, she’d squeeze his hand and force him to stay there. However, it had the almost opposite effect of what she attended. He became like a handbag or an accessory. Most people would glance at him hollowly before they turned an adoring gaze to his lover. Even that he didn’t mind. He knew who she was, what she was like, and how she could easily see through all of their flowery words. Years of attending galas and balls with Bruce had taught him how to respond to these people, how to make himself known if he needed to.

No, what bothered him the most, what made him feel small, was even when they noticed he was there, arm wrapped around her waist, and when he was engaging with them, there were those who didn’t care. Those that would lean over whisper in her ear, place a lingering kiss on her check and then flash him a smirk. She would cast a questioning eye towards him, waiting for him to say something and when he didn’t her eyes would flicker away from him. She’d always reject their propositions, never begrudgingly pushed them away and would always offer him a sweet smile and squeeze of the hand when they were gone. But he still worried. He couldn’t tell if she was hiding it well or if she truly didn’t mind, but he couldn’t help but wonder if she was disappointed in him. Weren’t men supposed to be more assertive? More possessive of their loved ones? If she was in danger he wouldn’t mind running into save her from anything, he could be a hawk then. But in situations like this, every tactic he tried left him feeling like a fledgling.

Tonight, it was even worse. Tonight, was about her. It was the celebration of her accomplishment. Bruce had graciously had allowed her to start a Wayne subsidiary company that focused on developing technologies designed to catapult the world into the future. It’d require a lot of funding, as there was bound to be a large amount of failures with experimental tech, and Bruce trusted her to oversee this production. Her intelligence and own inventiveness made her the prime candidate to manage the such a company. There was a large buzz about the company, especially when she announced one of the first technologies that she had in development would be one that would commoditize artificial intelligence. A bold claim, that many would write off until they met the woman.

She looked magnificent in a floor length, midnight blue gown, the sported a deep dip that exposed her lovely back.  While she seemed to glide around the party he felt like he stumbled. Every time his hand ghosted over the exposed skin of her back a shiver would run down his spin at how soft her skin was. What was she doing with him? Why had she chosen him? Every time he’d accompany her to one of these events, he’d find himself questioning their relationship more and more. The more he thought about it, the more their puzzle pieces didn’t match. The more their relationship didn’t make any sense.

“Where are you?”

She’d snapped him from his thoughts with her question and sly smile on her painted red lips.

“Sorry, I was caught up in my thoughts. Did you say something?”

A manicured eyebrow arched in suspicion as she stared through him, as if trying to read his thoughts.

“I was asking you what you thought about leaving early? Sometime after the toasts.”

“This is your party though,” he said looking over the crowd of people gathered in the room. She probably didn’t notice, but every time she moved, eyes followed her from one corner of the room to the other. The entire party seemed to take a deep inhale and waited for her permission to exhale. But why would she notice something like that? When you’re that magnanimous of a person you didn’t notice things like that. He supposed that Bruce on some level understood the effect that he had on people, but Tim could never actually relate to it. Neither of them completely understood what their presence felt like to those who experienced it.

She took her seat at one of the long banquet tables and waited for him to join her. He hesitantly sat down.

A waiter came and placed a flute of champagne in front of the pair of them. She took the glass in her hand and took a sip, before placing it back down with a roll of her eyes.

“I don’t get the point of buying the most expensive bottles it all tastes like ass.”

With a chuckle, he paced her one of the many glasses of water that sat on the table, “Or you could admit, that you don’t like the taste of alcohol.”

“That’s not true,” she said with a slight pout. “I like the taste of alcohol when it doesn’t taste like alcohol.”

He gave her a teasing smile, “You still mix apple juice with wine when we are at home.”

“It makes it tropical.”

He puts a hand over his mouth to hide the wide smile that covered his face, but the laughs the spilled from between his lips had captured the attention of a few guests. When they eyed him disapprovingly, he felt his lips turn down quickly, afraid of embarrassing her.

“You see, this is what I mean,” she says brining his attention back to her form. Her furrowed brow and stern eyes expressed an amount of disappointment and irritation he didn’t want her to experience on a night like this. “There is no point in celebrating with people who make you miserable.”

“I was just making too much noise, it’s no big deal.”

“It is big deal if they are going to make you feel like shit,” she says rather harshly. “Who are they anyway? I don’t know them.”

“They’re probably investors.”

She shakes her head and crosses her arms over her chest, “I should have them removed.”

“You’ll probably need them one day.”

“Well I need you now, and if you’re all depressed because of what some asshole thinks or says then there is no point of them being here is there? This is why I wanted to leave. Pretending to like these people is Bruce’s specialty not mine.”

In her anger, she picked up the champagne and drunk the leftover contents down, an angry frown pulling at her face.

“I’m fine, you don’t have to worry about me.”

It sounded pathetic and unnatural to his own ears. He was willing to give up his own happiness to make her happy, to make sure that she was successful. They both knew that, but they also both knew that this would not make either one of them happy. However, his insecurity kept letting words slip from his mouth that he didn’t really mean. And they would reach her ears before he would be able to pull them back.

She looked at him blankly for a moment. Emotion draining from her face as she observed him. And he realized he would probably be the person that irritated her the most tonight.

She doesn’t respond and instead opted to physically turn away from him. Her body shifted toward the stage watching as the first speaker began to make their way up on stage.

This would be a miserable party.

***

“It was wonderful to see you again, my dear.”

Tim couldn’t remember the name of the older woman who was currently pressing kisses to his cheeks, but he knows that he’s seen her at many of Bruce’s parties, meaning she was likely closely involved with the company.

“It was nice to see you to,” he said with a smile. His cheeks hurt from how long he’s had to keep the smile on his face.

As he pulls away from the hug, his eyes can’t help but worriedly linger on the form of his girlfriend who is saying goodbye to her colleagues who’d come to her party, majority of whom were male and seemed to lack the ability to keep their hands to themselves.

He couldn’t hear what they were talking about, but the spark in her eye and the slight smirk the crossed her lips let her know that it was something business related. Had one of the proposed an idea to her? It would make sense, and would likely be the only reason that she would willingly remain at a party that she so clearly didn’t not want to be a part.

She leaned into one in particular, He was taller than the rest, with fiery red hair. It bothered Tim. The wider her smile got the closer the stranger moved into her.

“Are you all right, dear?”

The older woman, once again broke him out of his thoughts. He dark brown eyes regarding him worriedly.

“Yes,” he said weakly unable to fully break his gaze from his girlfriend surrounded by wolves.

“Oh,” the woman said, her tone flattening to sympathize with him. “People like that aren’t always meant for regular folks like us, dear.”

“What?” He said questioned looking back at the woman.

“I don’t mean regular, as in lacking money. I mean we weren’t born with it, so it can be hard to keep up with those who do have it. They move in circles around us, and some of them can’t be contained.”

“What should I do then?”

“Let her go, that is probably going to be the best advice I can give you.” She said comfortingly patting him on his arm. “Otherwise, the rest of your life will be like this. She’ll be living her life to the fullest and you’ll be here, always on the outside, watching and waiting. Hoping that she’ll think that your more important than her work. But you never will be.”

He doesn’t respond. Doesn’t move as the woman pats his cheek once again and wishes him good luck and leave the room.

The party is over now. People barley filled the room now and aside from the echoing chuckles coming the small group that he’s watching.

She wouldn’t do that to him. Set him aside and leave him hanging, waiting for her validation that he so desperately wanted.

A lump tightened in his throat as he watched a hand drift to rest between her shoulder blades. She stiffens for a moment, skeptically eyeing the redhead who’d placed his large hand on her back.  But she doesn’t do what she normally does. She doesn’t politely shrug him off. Her lips don’t pull down into a distasteful frown nor do her eyes grow cold at his advances.

Slyly she shifts her gaze back to him. Eyes slightly cold, she meets his gaze and with a tip of her head she assessed him. Wondering what he would do at the man’s forward actions.

Tim felt his throat tighten in worry. Was it so easy to brush him off like this? Should he let her? Surely whatever she did was for business. She wasn’t the type of person that the old woman had been describing.  However, he couldn’t justify the thoughts as she turned away from him and didn’t bother to shove off the lingering hand. Instead, she leaned up to the man and whispered something in his ear.

The man’s lips parted with a wide grin the way that a hyena’s wood and he let out a loud raucous laugh.  He couldn’t tell if she smiled at his laughter or not, his vision had become clouded as he watched her place a practiced comforting hand on the man’s back as he leaned into her like they were old friends.

He wanted to vomit. Of course, she would want someone who was like her. Tall, confident, and beautiful.

A part of him wanted to run away. That would probably be best. Making a scene in front of these people would only serve to embarrass her.

Yet even as he thought to go and wait for her, wait for her to turn her gaze back to him, he found his feet marching toward the couple in anger. He could feel his fists clench, his mind felt blank, and his shoulders hurt, he wasn’t sure that what he felt was exactly anger. More like a blinding rage.

Before he knows what’s happening he’s smacked the man’s hand away from her back, and his fingers are laced with hers as he’s pulling her toward the exit. Well maybe he’s pulling her he can’t tell. It doesn’t feel like she’s putting up any resistance. She isn’t struggling or yelling at him for handling her so abruptly.

His breath is coming out in heavy pants by the time they reach the car. Digging into his pocket for the keys, his handshakes when he holds objects to his face. Wordlessly he hands her the keys knowing that he would be unable to drive safely with his mind so disturbed.

She takes them and he numbly walks over to the passenger side of the car.

The ride back to her apartment is loud even though no words are being spoken. His thoughts are running rapidly and he can’t make sense of his thoughts. Hopefully he would eventually be able to say what he wanted when they got home.

***

Just a little push, a little prodding. Maybe that way he’d say what he’d been holding back this whole time.

You watched from your position on the couch with curious eyes as he stomped around the apartment. Fists still clenched in anger. You try to keep the amused smirk from condescendingly playing on your lips, but the longer he paces through the rooms, the harder it becomes.

It was no secret that Tim was insecure. It was something that you had often had to try and shake him out of. You often made it a point to reject those who made flirtatious advances toward you in front of him. That way he would know that he didn’t have to worry about you being interested in anyone else. You loved Tim more than you had ever loved anyone, and you didn’t want him to feel the way that he did.

Sometimes, his insecurity was too much to bare. Tonight, had been a microcosm of some of the issues that come up with his insecurity. He had folded into himself, taking a rather passive approach to those who had made any sort of advancement to you. Even when you had suggested that it would have been best to leave, he had submissively suggested that you stay and do your do duty. That you try and please those people around you. Who cared about those people? If your company failed, they certainly wouldn’t be clamoring to be around you. They were a bunch of crabs in a barrel, using whatever they could to climb up in the world. What you had wanted him to see was that the two of you were the only people that mattered. There was no need to stay in a party where the both of you were visibly unhappy.

You understood his train of thought though. He didn’t want to be a burden. For some reason, he had gotten a silly idea in his head that you were just waiting for the chance to leave him. That the moment someone remotely interesting came along, you would leap for them and leave him behind. As a result, whenever you were in public together, he tried to make himself more complaint, so that he wouldn’t annoy you. So, you wouldn’t think of leaving him.

His good intentions however, had the opposite effect. The fact that he thought you were so fickle hurt. You had been together for years, and you had planned to be with him until time said that you couldn’t. The little flirtations that you had made, had been a result of the frustration that you felt, you just hadn’t expected him to react to viscerally.

“Why are you mad?” You question. He stops in front of you, blue eyes aflame, and chest heaving in frustration. You knew your teasing tone was probably unhelpful right now, but it was natural and something that helped to attract the unwanted attention you got in the first place.

“Can you please just stop?” Its pleading and it forces itself past his lips in rather harsh tone that leaves you a little taken aback. “Can you just stop being you for five minutes? It’s so frustrating!”

Your back straightens as you cross your arms and legs and you look at him with a raised eyebrow with a cock of your head, “I thought you liked me.”

“I do!” He says exasperatedly. “And everyone else does too, that’s the problem!”

“I can’t help it if my magnanimous personality attracts those of lesser capability.”

“Don’t do that right now, please. I’m just like them.” He pleads. There is a rush of emotions that floods his features and you feel slightly guilty when frustrated tears fill the corners of his eyes.

“It feels like I’m drowning,” he says with a shrug, large hands resting on his head as he tries to calm himself. “Every time I go out with you, I realize that I’m not supposed to be there. That there is a world that you’ve created that I can’t ever fully be a part of.”

“You’ll have to forgive me if I seem stupid, dense, or dumb. But isn’t it just like going to a party with Bruce? You should be used to this by now.” You try to reason with him.

“It’s different because it’s you!” With a heavy sigh, he plops himself down next you, head buried in hand. He looks at you tiredly. “It’s like you’re the sun. You’re so big that you don’t even notice the planets around you. How you control their very destiny. Its effortless for you. When I’m with you I can see how everyone hangs on your every word. How central you are for these people’s lives. The things that you have done and will do will save more people in a day then I will have in a lifetime. When we are around those people, it is so hard to pretend, that I’m ever going to be on your level. It makes no since that you would want to be with me.”

“Do you not want to be with me?”

“No, I don’t mean that.” He says with a shake of his head. “It just feels like there is going to come a point where we just don’t make since anymore. Where having someone like me by your side doesn’t help you in anyway. I’m always wondering, how long we’ll have until we reach that point.”

You watch him for a moment, unsure of what to say to bring him comfort. Perhaps you weren’t the best at showing him how much he meant to you. Maybe you just assumed that a part of him, deep down, would understand your feelings. Clearly that wasn’t the case.

“You shouldn’t worry so much,” you say after a while of silence. You reach over and take his hand in yours and threading your fingers together. “Because you’re wrong.”

“What do you mean?” He says with a furrowed brow.

“The sun is a rare, because it’s a single star system. Most stars are binary, they come in pairs. So, you’re wrong I’m not the Sun. That would mean I would be able to do everything I do by myself and that’s just not true. I can’t imagine what it would be like without you. It’s hard to remember what life was like when you weren’t there. All those people, they mean nothing to me. They have no interest in what I like, they don’t know my hopes or dreams, or what I’m afraid of.  They like me because they see the money I can make them, how they can use me for their own ends. For you to even think that I would have any interest in them is foolish.”

“I- “

“I’m not finished, Drake.” You say firmly. “Perhaps I pushed you a little too far tonight. I shouldn’t have flirted, it wasn’t right. But there is a part of me that want you to be the person I see all the time. If we must go to these parties, I want you to be there with me, laughing at their hideous dresses and toupees. It is so strange to see you worry about being good enough for me, when I think you’re the most important person in the world.”

He looks at you for a moment, slightly stunned at your words. You lean toward him and press a kiss to his cheek and lovingly rest your head on his shoulder.

“The rest of those people are just background noise, cosmic background radiation if we are using analogies to space,” you say with a slight chuckle and earning slight smile in return. “If it makes you feel better I can get a tattoo across my chest with your name on it. They’ll definitely leave me alone then.”

“Then I’ll be worried about the tattoo artist that was touching your chest.”

“Well, we are at a dilemma then aren’t we.”

“Sorry, for causing you trouble.”

“It’s good trouble.” You say with a smile. “It lets me know that you care, even if you are being slightly irrational.”

Its silent for a moment and the two of you lean back against to the couch. The grip his hand has on yours tightens for a moment and he lets out a breath as the heavy tension releases from his shoulders.

“I supposed I really do have nothing to worry about.”

“Oh?” You question, eyes shifting to meet his questioningly. “What made you come to that realization.”

“Who else would understand what you mean when you compare people to cosmic background radiation? When they start talking to you they’ll realize you’re just a giant nerd.”

“Yes, well, we have that in common.”

Prompt: Can i request headcanon of Aizawa, Toshinori and Present Mic when their shy s/o  likes flowers so much always get excited when she saw some flowers or sometimes she get flowers for themselves or them?             

Requester: Floral Anon

Notes: This is such a simple request but I find it so cute for some reason???


Originally posted by paarkrosis

Aizawa:

○ He acts really apathetic about it and in a sense he is; his s/o can be interested in whatever they want, mostly, so long as it makes them happy. However he’s more attentive than he seems and pays a lot of attention to s/o’s favourites and preferences within the world of flowers

○ If he’s in the right mood he’ll pick wildflowers he’d seen his s/o admiring and put them in their hair. Aizawa actually gets better with this than one may expect, and gets to the point where he can braid flowers into s/o’s hair if it’s long enough

○ He’ll let s/o do the same. Whether it’s flowers in his hair or flower crows he’ll let s/o decorate him without complaint. He may take them out if he has to go to work, though

○ Tries to take them to more flowery places for their dates. He acts like it’s not a big deal but he’ll stake out local parks and such to find the perfect places for picnics and the like before arranging to bring s/o

○ On more formal occasions or when s/o is feeling down Aizawa will likely pick up a bouquet of s/o’s favourite flowers to surprise them with. He doesn’t get them flowers all the time (mostly because he knows s/o does that already) but he does on special occasions

○ At first he’s not really a flower person, but he appreciates s/o’s gifts nonetheless because he knows how much those flowers mean to them. He always keeps them until they wilt, and s/o can find their most recent floral gifts decorating Aizawa’s home

○ As time goes on though, Aizawa actually begins to love flowers because he comes to associate them with his s/o. He starts to do a better job of caring for the ones they give him (not that he did poorly before but he just learns how to do better for them) and he even starts keeping a vase on his desk at UA.

Originally posted by tetsuruo

Toshinori:

○ He probably found out just how much s/o loved flowers when he brought them a bouquet when he came to pick them up for their first date. He was incredibly relieved that he’d done ok with his gift

○ Actually finds it adorable how much his s/o likes flowers. There’s just something so simple and pure about it that it makes his heart feel like it’s going to burst

○ Learns a bit of floral language so that he can make sure his bouquets convey the right thing. It’s a sweet gesture - even if he realizes later that s/o doesn’t know anything about the language of flowers

○ If s/o tries to buy themselves flowers he is going to pay for them. Don’t fight him on this he is a gentleman and he’s paying

○ Actually, s/o probably doesn’t need to get themselves flowers because Toshinori gets them so often. It isn’t as though that’s all he’s willing to get for them but he loves how happy the flowers make them. S/o may have to tell him to tone it down with the flowers because they love them but there’s only so much space in their apartment

○ Give him flower crowns. Matching flower crowns get him blushig like crazy. He’ll try to make s/o one as well but he’s not good at it at all, so they’ll probably have to make the pair. But, unlike Aizawa he’s willing to wear them to his teacher work - even if it gets him teased.

○ He often imagines himself and s/o getting a small home together and planting a flower garden out front. The idea makes him blush every time

Originally posted by moxis

Yamada:

○ Definitely commits this to memory. He definitely wants to be aware of the things his s/o likes most so he can incorporate them into the relationship where he can

○ Uses it to fish for attention and compliments. If he sees s/o admiring a bunch of beautiful flowers he fake pouts and asks if they like the flowers more than him. He’ll pretend to be offended if they say yes

○ Also uses flowers to compliment them, comparing s/o to their favourites.

○ Buys s/o flower related products. Flower scented perfumes, floral print dresses… whatever s/o likes but somehow flowery.

○ Of course that doesn’t stop him from getting bouquets for his s/o! He likes to get them by surprise, hiding them behind his back until s/o gives him a kiss in exchange. Mostly coordinates the bouquets in his s/o’s favourite colours

○ Will do his radio show or hero work with flowers all in his hair if s/o felt like decorating him. As long as nothing impedes his work he doesn’t mind. It’s a small show of his dedication too them, even if it’s one that only they understand

○ Likes to wear matching flowers with his s/o on dates. He’ll get a rose for them to wear behind their ear and he’ll keep one in his pocket. It’s like a matching couple item in his mind

anonymous asked:

How would they react if their s/o suggested having a couple tattoo and what would be that(if the photos are too much you can skip this) .. thank you!

((*Sigh* Although you did not specify which group, I decided to go ahead and answer this to the best of my ability.))

HEAVENS and their S/O with matching tattoos :

Eiji Otori

  • Upon his s/o suggesting they get matching tattoos, Eiji would immediately be on board. He sees this as the “next step” of the relationship, and is happy to become closer to them. Especially if he sees a future with his s/o, he would think long and hard about what they both would get. 

Nagi Mikado

  • He is among the hardest to convince getting a tattoo, seeing as he might think it would ruin his “cute” persona in HEAVENS. However, if he really loved his s/o and wanted to make them happy he is willing to get a tattoo to symbolize their love for each other. He may also use this to brag with.

Van Kiryuin 

  • Surprisingly Van would be the one to introduce the idea of getting tattoos with his s/o. He is all for showing off his love for them and putting them on a pedestal, so this is the next big step besides marriage. He would pick something small, but likes that only both of them know about it.

Kira Sumeragi

  • His s/o would have to bring up the idea of this, but Kira would be lying if he has not thought about it before. He would silently begin sketching as his s/o brought up points why they should get the tattoos. Nonetheless, Kira is easily persuaded by his s/o and finished the sketches by the time they finished their rant. 

Yamato Hyuga

  • He probably has a couple tattoos already, so he is not foreign to needles. He would think hard about this commitment, but agree in the end. He would pick something that symbolizes strength, since they are such a power couple.

Shion Amakusa

  • Couple tattoos are his aesthetic, if you go through his Pinterest he probably has some saved for future reference. He would like to pick something minimalist, but also resemble puzzle pieces in a way, since he has always claimed his s/o is his other half.

Eichi Otori

  • He was the hardest to convince getting a tattoo, but eventually succumbs to the tears of his s/o. Secretly, he finds this really cute and glad his s/o feels close enough to share this experience with him.

anonymous asked:

Heyo, can I request Junkrat, Roadhog, Reaper, Hanzo and Genji dealing with there S/O who has phantom pains?

Junkrat:

- He knows well what s/o is going through; since he goes through the same thing himself at times. He used to have them all the time, but over time they’ve died down.

- He sits with s/o and holds their hand, easing them through the bouts of pain.

- He always promises ice cream after the pains have faded; even if s/o doesn’t want any, he’s gonna make them feel better anyways.

———-
Roadhog:

- He only knows what to do because of helping Junkrat through this.

- He’s a bit rusty now, but he still tries his damn hardest to make s/o comfortable and ease them through the pains.

- While he doesn’t force s/o to eat ice cream, he will have s/o lay down with him for a while and cuddle.

- He just wants to be sure s/o is feeling better before they go on with the day.

———-
Reaper:

- He has a little experience with this, but he doesn’t know how to help.

- All he can really do is make s/o comfortable and drown them in comforting words.

- It hurts him to see s/o in any kind of pain, and he wants to make them happy however he can.

———-
Hanzo:

- He doesn’t have any experience with this; so when s/o was in pain, he couldn’t do anything.

- He didn’t know how to help, and he was devastated by that.

- S/o would reassure him that it was okay; it’s not his fault that he doesn’t know how to help, so eventually s/o could teach him how to help.

———-
Genji:

- He knows phantom pains very well, so he knows exactly what to do when s/o starts to experience them.

- He never leaves their side until they are feeling better, and afterwards he’ll get them some tea and cuddle with them for a while.

- Like Roadhog, he just wants to be sure s/o is okay before they continue the day.

anonymous asked:

Are you doing requests again? If so, how about the headcanon list? 28 and 29?

Yep, my ear is working properly again, so here goes: 

Movies: 

- Junkrat’s taste in movies is… a bit shallow simple. He loves action movies, he likes it when he can just watch explosions and fast cars, fighting and shooting in general. He doesn’t want to think when relaxing on the couch. So he’s not much for complicated movies or cheesy ones. Don’t let him near any movies starring omnics. He will break the disc. 

- He will go out of his way, though, when it comes to his s/o. He will endure a movie that doesn’t fit his taste if it will make them happy. That DOESN’T mean, however, that he won’t complain throughout the film. 

- It is possible for him to tear up when an animal dies in a movie. He can’t handle that. Roast humans, put them on a pike, he doesn’t care, but don’t you dare hurt that doggy or scare that kitty.


Books:

- Surprisingly he has quite a few books. Most of them contain descriptions about mines, bombs, explosives in general. He had to get that knowledge somewhere.

- He doesn’t read to entertain himself (he just watches a movie then or blows something up), he reads to learn something. 

- Even though he would never read fantasy novels or something like that on his own, he likes to listen to his s/o reading to him. Maybe after a nightmare or when he’s sick or when they just slouch on a couch or in bed. He also likes to listen to his s/o’s voice while he tinkers. He doesn’t really pay attention then but just the sound soothes him. 

miwa-world  asked:

Let's say person A and person B fall in love with each other. But there's person C, who's friends with A and falls in love with B too. Now the thing is, C is very depressed and suicidal. What should A and B do?

I think A and B should put themselves first and do whatever makes them happy. However, they should keep in mind C’s situation and try to support C in any way they can. 

you know how you know you really love someone?

when you don’t care if you get together or not. all that matters is being close to them and making them happy, however you can, as long as you can.

anything else - if you get it - is just icing on the cake.

anonymous asked:

What if you became the main character?

❝ Isn’t it obvious? Things would be a lot different. However, I’m not sure the others would’ve been as happy as they are now. In a way, haven’t I forced myself to be the main character in this narrative? I even made the player character non-existent.  ❞

❝ Seeing how Sayori is now President and acknowledged my hubris, she’s going to be running the club differently. Yuri and Natsuki would be happier, too. Ahaha… It’s kind of ironic, isn’t it? All I wanted was to make everyone happy. However, I ended up causing them the most pain… ❞

❝ … ❞

❝ As long as they’re happy, I’m happy for them. I don’t know how to love them, so I’ll let them go. I believe… it’s for the best. ❞