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So, I’ve been seeing that a lot of you guys follow me because of AUs/OCs, and you have no idea how happy that makes me because AUs/OCs are my favorite fandom related things. I love all the awesome OCs I’ve seen everyone create, and I also really love when other people think up things to add to the AUs I’ve made. Thinking of this made me wonder something:

Where (if anywhere) do you think your OCs would fit in some of the AUs I’ve babbled about on this site?

For reference my main AUs are:
- Gangster AU
-Olympics AU
-College AU
-Fallen Angel AU (although this one is as much @rakpolaris ’s AU as it is mine)
-Boy Band AU
-Star Wars AU

Anyone is welcome to throw there thoughts in if they want, and as always, tweak the AU’s ‘canon’ as much as you want!

Get To Know Me Tag!

I was tagged by @svtcarat1004 (Thanks!!) 

MOST RECENT:

Drink: Water

Phone call: My school friend

Text: My internet friend :P

Song you listened to: Express 999 (SNSD)

Time you cried: I was reading fanfic yesterday so 

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: no

Been cheated on: no

Kissed someone and regretted it: ?

Lost someone special: my grandmother

Been depressed: kinda?

Been drunk and thrown up: no

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: Plenty

Fallen out of love: Yea

Laughed until you cried: @chenosaurdonut LMAO YES

Met someone who changed you: Yep

Found out who your true friends are: Ya

Found out someone was talking about you: kinda

Kissed anyone on your fb list: no

EXTRAS:

How many people from your fb list do you know irl: idk

Do you want to change your name: not really

What did you do for your last birthday: slept

What time did you wake up today: 7ish

What were you doing last night at midnight: listening to music

Name something you can’t wait for: Red Velvet’s comeback, Exo’s repackaged album, Jessica’s pink hair, Jessica’s new album

Last time you saw your mom: shes in front of me lmao

What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: everything

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: does my tom (and jerry) plush toy count?

Blood type: A

Nickname: T-ara (lMAO @chenosaurdonut )

Relationship status: taengsic

Zodiac sign: libra

Pronouns: she/her

Favorite tv shows: Friends!, TBBT, htgawm, OITNB, and a bunch of other stuff

Long or short hair: Long

Height: 163

Do you have a crush on someone: irl? kinda 

What do you like about yourself: my feet

Right or left handed: Right

First surgery: ?

First best friend: idk

First sport you joined: tennis loool

First vacation: idk

RIGHT NOW:

Eating: idk what it’s called but it’s some indian snack

Drinking: water, still

I’m about to: start writing

Listening to: nothing

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: Hmm idk, lips?

Hugs or kisses: hugs

Coke or Pepsi: neither

Cats or Dogs: cats!

Chapstick or Lipstick: chapstick

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: no

Glasses/contacts: i dont need them so

Had sex on the first date: no

Broke someone’s heart: maybe?

Turned someone down:  ya

Cried when someone died: yes

Fallen for a friend: all the fckn time. 

I’ll tag people that I want to get to know better! 

@kidleaderkimbo @jessicasboyfriend , @scoups95 , @kimbap-uh-kidding , @literallyepiphany , @chanleta and @chanbaekaritz (Hello there!)

anonymous asked:

Hi, sorry to bother you, I don't know what time it is where you live but it's nearly 5am here and I just can't get to sleep. My mind keeps on racing because I promised my mother I would go to school tomorrow after missing nearly two weeks and my anxiety is through the roof - I was never really good at maths and the like and I'm worried that now I've fallen too far behind. Also stuff has come up which is making me question if I'll ever make it in future due to my bad mental state. Any advice?

Hey love, I have faith in you. I know it seems scary and stressful, but just promise me you’ll do your best and don’t pressure yourself or beat yourself up. As long as you try and take care of yourself, I know you will get through this. I wish you the best, and let me know how it all goes!

anonymous asked:

I have kind of 100% fallen in love with Kate McKinnon and have read/watched everything about her and I was really thinking wow how awesome is it that someone so great can be gay and unapologetic about it? Then I started thinking about how I'm nowhere near being a "cool out happy lesbian" like Kate is and never will be and now I'm sad because I'm a loser and not marrying Kate McKinnon

there’s no need to be sad about it, i think a lot of people are never going to be as unapologetically gay as kate mckinnon even if they’re out tbh. it’s really hard to be that open about your sexuality, you just have to do what’s right for you.

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged you have to answer these truths about yourself and tag 25 people! (I don’t even know 25 people)
I was tagged by @astronomicalhomicide

MOST RECENT:
Drink: water
Phone call: my friend Samuel
Text: trey

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice: nope fuck that shit :)
Been cheated on: nope
Kissed someone and regretted it: does my ex count?
Lost someone special: my dog lol
Been depressed: all the time
Been drunk and thrown up: no but I felt like it!!
Fallen out of love: yup
Laughed until you cried: yes lmao
Met someone who changed you: not really just made me happier
Found out who your true friends are: yup
Found out someone was talking about you: lots of times
Kissed anyone on your fb list: no.
How many ppl from your fb list do you know irl: I DONT HAVE FB
Do you have any pets: my dog and cat.
Do you want to change your name: I like maya a lot tbh
. What did you do for your last birthday: put my friends in drag and had a weird party.
What time did you wake up today: 8 am lmao fuck
What were you doing last night at midnight: listening to music
Name:something you can’t wait for: my shit to get here
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: thomas?
What’s getting on your nerves right now: republicans
Blood type: O negative
Nickname: may-uh, joe.
Relationship status: single baller
Zodiac sign: Taurus .
Favorite tv shows: TAR, skins, the Simpsons bates motel, ahs, that 70s show
Long or short hair: Longish.
Height: 5'4
Do you have a crush on someone: yes fuck
What do you like about yourself: My emotional connections, my makeup skills, my hair, and my humor.
First surgery: idk??
First best friend: Her name was faith .

RIGHT NOW:
Eating: nothin
Drinking: Water
. Listening to: close to me by cm.

WHICH IS BETTER:
Lips or eyes: Eyes.
Hugs or kisses: hugs
Taller or shorter: taller.
Older or younger: Older??.
Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
Hookup or relationship: Relationship
Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker.

HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: nah
Glasses/contact: none.
Had sex on the first date: nah
Broke someone’s heart: yeah lol
. Turned someone down: yesss
Cried when someone died: of course
Fallen for a friend: ha yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: Yourself: nope
Miracles: maybe .
Love at first sight: nah
Heaven: I believe in heaven on earth
. Kissing on a first date: sure why not

tagging: @damn-dahmer @lovcare
@dylantreebold @spreekillerfanforlife @calnandre and yeah

how do you tell your best friend that you may have accidentally fallen in love with them

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. I wish you could feel the excessive amount of love I have for you, from my heart. I wish you could hear your laugh, from my ears. Maybe then you would see why I have fallen so deeply and compassionately in love with every ounce of your being. If you could listen to how you talk about everything that excites you, and anything that hurts you; you would see why I never want you to stop talking. If you could see your smile through my eyes, you would know why I always want you happy. If any way possible you could feel my heart every single time I see you, you would understand why I always stop for a minute, to catch my breath. In any universe if you could feel and see everything I do about you, you’d realize why I get so scared, why I cry at the very thought of being without you. You make me who I am. You make me whole. My soulmate. My heart. My love.

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anonymous asked:

Hi girls! I loved Beautiful Disaster, do you have some recs? Thanks!

Hi! I don’t read a lot of new adult but I’ll see what I can do :-) (I haven’t read most of these so can’t vouch for how good they are, but I’ve linked to GR so you can read some reviews):

@ladybookmad and @fizzlereads might be more use as they read more NA. 

Anyone else have any NA recs?

anonymous asked:

OMG Danai was talking about richonne and how they have fallen in love and Rick's confidence and his confidence with the apple. And then Andys comment had me dying "it must've been a good night" lmao

I literally lost it when Andy chimed in and said, “it must’ve been a good night”. This is too much for me bye

I’m Castiel, Part 5

Author: castielohcastiel

Characters: Angel!Reader, Castiel, Sam, Dean, OMC Ryan

Relationships: Castiel x Reader

Warning : Angst, some fluff.

Word Count :1868

A/N: Part 6 coming soon! Let me know if you want to be tagged.

Summary:  You are in love with the fallen angel Castiel, but when a witch casts a spell on him, it causes him to have no recollection of who you are. Will you ever be able to get his memories of you back to him? Wil you ever be able to tell him how you really feel?

Part 1,Part 2 , Part 3, Part 4

*gifs not mine

Dean wakes up to the sound of soft crying, his eyes flutter open. He sits up and sees Sam leaning against the headboard of the motel bed, you were laying next to him, crying into his chest. Sam shoots his brother a warning look, to which Dean nods and tries to not call attention to himself as he goes into the bathroom. You will yourself to stop crying, to stop being so weak. All these years on Earth, posing as a normal human, it truly weakened your emotional resistance. Where before you could have never been swayed by human emotions, now you’d have to actually use your grace, so you could remember you were an angel. The time Dean takes to shower and get ready, you’ve stopped crying, apologizing to Sam, who refused to accept it. He tells you it’s okay, that everything will be fine. Dean walks out of the bathroom, as you roll of the bed to use the now unoccupied bathroom. “Dean, we brought you breakfast,” is all you say as ,you close the bathroom door behind you.  

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Voltron Fan Theory: How Keith knew

So I have fallen in love with Voltron Legendary Defenders on Netflix

However one thing did bother me and after putting on my thinking cap for the past few days, I think I have come up with a fan theory that explains at least ½ of what bothered me. 

Fair warning, spoilers beneath the cut

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anonymous asked:

What do you think are the signs of a Mary Sue and how to avoid them? This would be really helpful to me, because I'm a young writer wanting to write realistic characters. Also, I love your reviews!!! (If they're any grammar mistakes, sorry! I'm writing this at 4 am)

So, Mary Sue is a contentious term, and my views on it have changed throughout my reading and blogging life.  Right now I’m pretty well in the “yeah, don’t use it, the concept is pretty sexist” camp, and among the people I follow it’s pretty much fallen out of use.  Part of the problem is that there’s no consensus for what Mary Sue even means, so it gets widely applied to all sorts of things, many of which are pretty sexist.  Another part of the problem is, when people do define it as actual bad writing tropes, well…they’re actual bad writing tropes, why not just call the problem what it is?  Why use a name that specifically calls attention to the gender of the character, and which has so much baggage attached to it?

I know there is a specific kind of character that makes my brain go “Mary Sue” anyway, because brains are jerks like that don’t change as fast as we’d like them to.  It’s a character from fanfiction, the one that shows up among the canon cast and can do everything that’s supposed to be hard in the show, but they pull it off so easily and everything revolves around them and all the focus is on them they get all the shiny sparkles and just every special status the canon has to offer and

and you know what? Fuck it. Yeah, I wouldn’t call that a good character in a ‘technical writing’ sense, but who cares, that’s what fanfiction is for!  Mary Sue it up.  God knows I’ve spent more than a few hours day dreaming about being an American spy in the Order who dates Bill Weasley and dresses down all those other wizards and their plot holes.  I even spent a good bit of time in high school with a dearly held fantasy that the Gundam Wing boys all got amnesia and came to live with me and we made a rollickin fun family and started a rock band. (The rest of the cast showed up years later to jar their memories, and high drama was had by all.) (Ah, good times.) Everyone needs to be the center of the world sometimes, even if it’s just in your own head.

So you’re a young author?  Write Mary Sues.  You don’t need to be good right out the gate.  Write Mary Sues, read good books, keep writing, keep reading…the characters will settle.  You’ll get to a place of writing realistic characters with practice.  What you put into your head is going to matter here, so put in the kind of things you want to write and they’ll become second nature to you automatically.  After that, it’s just a matter of details. And if you don’t quite reach totally ‘realistic’ then who cares because real people are boring.

Regarding Sehun

I’m gonna speak from the bottom of my heart.This post may not get any reads but I’m doing it because I want to get things off my chest.Several months ago I had to encounter an event that would make my world fall into pieces.Funny thing is ,my world was already broken.People keep telling me it’s just the “teenage years”,“puberty” and so on and so on ,I think you get the point.So I started to build a world inside my head ,in order to escape reality.I don’t go as deep as many fans do and I’m not saying this in a bad way.Truthfully,some of you people are very talented at writing fiction,I don’t even know how you come up with so many ideas.While some of us imagine building relationships and families with our idols,for some people it doesn’t really matter that their idols are dating someone or have fallen in love ,for some people the dream is just to see them perform live and have a great time with the person they are attending the concert.Every time I try to get deeper into my imagination something keeps telling me “But it’s not real”.I’m gonna use Sehun’s case as an example.So Sehun can sing ,dance and he is handsome.Who would not want a guy that is sexy and has a great voice?I sure wouldn’t mind having one as a partner,but…I think you guys are getting carried away and I don’t want to make anyone feel bad with my words.Maybe you look at these people everyday and you ask yourself why u will never have the chance to meet them?Why you will never have the chance to build some sort of relationship with them?Maybe you are soo tired from your life and this is making you more and more depressed.The fact that you see famous people dating each other and there you are,either sitting somewhere or lying in bed or maybe u cant stand still so you’re just walking around every 2 minutes,and reality is just so shitty ,all you wish for is to be that famous person,that person that your idol gets to hang out or fall in love with.You see them hanging with their friends and all you want is to be part of that group.Maybe the only way for you to sleep tonight is the pure imagination that one of your biases is telling you adorable things…But why would u go hating on them the minute they tell you who they really are.Sehun saying I like men is not a 100% fact that he is gay,still even if it was Why are u reacting like this? We all dream big ,I don’t know what we would do without dreams but I think that more important than loving Sehun ,Exo members or whatever Kpop band you prefer is to keep yourself sane.Remember that whatever success they have now ,they have gone through hard days themselves in order to achieve it.I head someone crying so hard because Sehun said he likes men and all they kept telling me was “now I will never have a chance with him”.Guys,they meet so many people and so many people love them..put yourselves in their position,just for one minute.I’m even getting pissed as I remember some idols saying “I don’t date cuz the fans will get upset”.How about telling them that we would get upset only if they dated someone that does not appreaciate them enough just because we know that there are people out there who would?How about we tell them to be happy and never ever get depressed?I’m sure u all have had bad days and you know there is nothing worse than that,so why would u want for someone else to experience it ??Why are you going crazy because of this?In the end we all have our own lives.Our idols have their own lives and they live it thinking about the people who sorround them daily,they live it thinking about what would make the fans happy but taking their right to fall in love ? Instead of hating so much ,why don’t u use them as inspiration.Support them and get inspired to do things and work hard with your own life.Keep your sanity before anything else.So you will not date Sehun or Kai or D.O or any of the members.I love Chen ,but I know I’m never gonna meet Chen,I know Xiumin is not going to date me,but their work keeps me going.Their songs and the funny things they do make me think “well if they are comfortable doing that on camera ,then maybe I’m not so awkard after all”,it has given me courage to be myself a little bit more,seeing them work hard it has helped me get more motivated to work harder towards my dreams and just have fun even when I’m on my own,and when they tell us about their hard times I feel a bit better because I know I am not alone.I’m not the only one feeling this way.I’m not the only one wishing for better things,for a greater day,dreaming of not feeling lonely all the time.Lets use these people’s work for good instead of throwing bad words and doing bad things to one another.Lets use them as a way of finding comfort in our own lives and making their dream of leaving an impact on the world true.I’m sorry for the long rant.I just had to say something.I’m not judging any of you,because starting from myself I know you might be doing it for all sorts of reasons just remember no one is worth getting crazy for.

anonymous asked:

Who you think will fall in love first? He Tian or Redhead?

You guys really want to kill me with this questions. :)

Okay I am guessing it is going to be He tian. Why you might be asking yourself why would I choose, He tian. Well previously we have seen how Redhead, has tried to run away from things he doesn’t want to confront such as are his feelings to things He tian does to him. So if Redhead even think of falling in love first he will probably run away, before he tian understands what’s going on. He tian, might not fully understand what he is feeling, but I think he he will not be able to deny he has fallen in love once he is confronted with the possibility of losing Redhead forever. And believe me this will happen really soon, given that the only binding item between Redhead and He tian is a note he has to deliver.

Love means that you accept a person with all their failures stupidities, ugly points and nonetheless, you see perfection in imperfection itself

Thanks for asking this question!

Fic Recommendations!

**If any of the links are broken or you can’t find a particular part or something then please let me know and I’d be more than happy to help!**

This will be updated as I find more stories :) 

First of all I would like to mention some writers with whom I have completely fallen in love with, and I highly highly recommend reading every single thing they have written because it is A R T

@lethallergic @that-jeon-guy @exoticarmy127 @taehxyung @deerguk @pjiminnie @hyacinth-ink @official4nr mindheist 

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I’m Castiel, Part 4

Author: castielohcastiel

Characters: Angel!Reader, Castiel, Sam, Dean, OMC Ryan

Relationships: Castiel x Reader

Warning : a little tiny smut, ANGST

Word Count :2127

A/N: Part 5 coming soon! Let me know if you want to be tagged.

Summary:  You are in love with the fallen angel Castiel, but when a witch casts a spell on him, it causes him to have no recollection of who you are. Will you ever be able to get his memories of you back to him? Wil you ever be able to tell him how you really feel?

Song I listened to while writing this was “I am Human” By Brian Buckley Band

Part 1,Part 2 , Part 3

*gifs not mine

You fingers ran over the spines of the books, carefully examining each title. Humming softly to yourself, not noticing how Ryan is staring at you. He leans against the counter, watching you contently. Tilting your head to read the titles of books, “This place is great, Ryan.” Moving away from the bookshelf, you take a place next to the handsome blond. Standing shoulder to shoulder, Ryan smiles at you, “Thanks, it’s my baby.” A chuckle escapes your mouth, turning to face the tall blond. His jawline is graced with a blond beard, which lines two full lips. Thoughts of Castiel crash into your mind, causing a whirl of hurt to shoot through your chest, right to the heart. He would never remember you, he would never love you. He will never be yours. Those thoughts repeated nonstop in your mind, open 24/7, like a convenience store. Ryan senses your distress, because he slips his hand in yours. Feeling slightly surprised by the physical contact for a mere moment, before welcoming it simply, because it rips you from your own personal hell. Wanting nothing more then to diminish this pain, to not see those electric blue eyes, each time you closed your own. It was a quick movement that placed you in front of Ryan, another movement to place your lips against his. His scruff feels rough against your skin, aching for the roughness, you kiss him harder. Kiss him fast, slipping your tongue into his mouth. Ever single thought in your head , that had an ounce of Castiel, vanished. Ryan pulled your jacket off, tossing it off the ground. Moving your hands to his waist, pushing your pelvic against his body, your lips move along side his jawline.

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welcome to the room of people
who have rooms of people
that they loved one day
docked away

just because we check the guns at the door
doesn’t mean our brains will change
from hand grenades

you’ll never know the psychopath
sitting next to you
you’ll never know the murderer
sitting next to you
you’ll think
“how’d i get here,
sitting next to you?”

but after all i’ve said
please don’t forget

all my friends are heathens
take it slow
wait for them to ask you
who you know

please don’t make
any sudden moves
you don’t know
the half of
the abuse

crookedwiings  asked:

Ahh Just gotta say Your reader X Reaper fics are amazing 👌😍 However when reading both of them it got me wondering how the reader would react if for a moment Reaper became completely human? Would they still love him? Huehue Just food for thought ~

Monster!Reaper fics here (Monsters) and here (Feed)


Ohhh~ That’s such a good question!! To be honest if it were temporary, I personally think that particular reader that I wrote would be unhappy, but at least Reaper is only temporarily human and they’ll be happy again when he’s back to being all monster-y?

If Reaper became human again, became Reyes permanently, I think they wouldn’t love him anymore. I feel as though they have fallen in love with the monster, so if the monster wasn’t there anymore, what is there for them to love? It’s not Reyes they want, it’s Reaper.

But I think I’ll refrain from saying they would or wouldn’t love Reaper if they were human again! All that above is just my personal opinion. The reader is technically you so if you feel that in those fics you would love Reaper regardless, then I can’t really argue against it! Hahahaha

I have fallen in love with the Moose, how I came to adore Sam Winchester and Jared!

Some of you may have noticed why I have changed my blog name to “Moosepolitics” Well the reason is, I now have a deep, deep admiration for Sam Winchester and Jared Padalecki. Honestly I have no idea how this came about. I’ve always thought as Dean as my “Bae” out of the two Winchester brothers… So what the heck happened? I have no idea. It only dawned on me yesterday how brave and heroic Sam Winchester is. Looking back on EVERYTHING that he has been through, being thrust into a life he really didn’t want, being tortured, multilated and raped by Lucifer (who I despise and will never understand why people ship Lucifer and Sam), being used as Azazel’s toy. It just ugh - Sam is actually one of the most amazing characters, and I just realised that. In the past I have been very critical of him and harsh because of his characterisation in Season 8. Mainly because he didn’t at all try to go looking for Dean and save him from Purgatory, or help Kevin. But now that I understand what he’s been through and looking back on how brave he was to go into Hell, back in the cage and face his worst fear. I mean SERIOUSLY, anyone would DIE at the thought of facing the DEVIL. Period. Yeah I’m just sad I didn’t realise this sooner Sammy. I’m sorry. Also I guess now this love for Sam can be added to my love for Jared. His Depression campaigns and Charity work needs more admiration in the media. (Let’s face it everyone’s work in SPN does) But there is something intrinsically brilliant about the amount of time, effort and work Jared puts into it. Also it makes me have so much feels realising that Jared himself has had depression and anxiety. I mean, I myself particularly with exams have become anxious before - thankfully it hasn’t lead to Depression but it was quite a scare - I understand where Jared is now coming from and gosh, what a dedicated cause. Also pls, can we talk about how damn attractive Jared is. help. Anyway, I’m glad I’ve found an admiration for such an awesome character and actor. I will never give up my love for Dean and Jensen but gosh, Sam and Jared, you have a special place in my heart.

Originally posted by samwinchesterappreciation

anonymous asked:

What I love about Beauty and the Beast is that Belle starts having feelings for the Beast only after he starts being civil and kind. If the Beast weren't kind, Belle wouldn't have fallen for him, no matter how powerful and pitiful he were.

That’s the short version of that rant I keep saying I’ll have to make at some point.