“...This My Girl, No One Else’s”

Requested by an anon. I hope you enjoy. I love Min Sik, guys. Look at this cutie. A WHOLE SNACK!

Originally posted by streetrapshit

“How am I going to do this? Do you think now is a good time?” Min Sik asked quickly.

He wanted to come clean. It was killing him just to hide you out of the public eye. He loved you too much to not let the world know he was taken. He wanted to spoil you and let the world watch as he showered you in gifts he could get with that rapper money of his. You were his most prized possession and he wanted to show you off as his, and not anyone else’s. You couldn’t blame him. You came from a rough background and all he wanted was to give you a good life. 

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I think honestly my only problem with Nygmobblepot/Smaylor is that everyone insists that because of the way they touch each other that they are “obviously in love”

It’s not the physical aspects that means they are in love it’s the emotional and vocal way they speak to each other that shows their love for one another.

For a while, I could obviously see that they were trying to keep them friends and I bought it because that’s how me and my best friend were with each other for 13 years. We did even more (and I use this term sarcastically) gay stuff than Nygmobblepot did.

It’s the emotion they show each other that proves their love, not their physical actions. Please stop confusing trust in your friend with being “gay” you will cause a rift in people’s friendships.

Sanne @justlookatthehearteyes (thank you, love you <3) tagged me in this game to answer these questions, find 11 new questions and tag 11 people. Let’s try??

1. What’s the best compliment you have ever gotten?

Honestly, I don’t get many? And I also don’t know how to accept them. I just love when people say that I have a beautiful mind and that I can find poetry in everything, that’s what matters the most to me. I also love when people say that I make them comfortable. 

2. If you could live in any TV show world for a month, which one would it be?

My first reaction was saying How to get away with murder because I really want to meet Jack Falahee ahahah but that would be a nightmare, so no. I think it would be Lie to me? I would love to work for Cal Lightman, I have to say that I’m quite good with body language and stuff like that. It’s the most interesting TV show I’ve ever watched.

3. If you could have personally witnessed anything, what would you want to have seen?

WELLINGTON!!! ahahah no okay let’s be serious. I have so many answers? I think I would want to see my favourite poet writing my favourite poem? I don’t know, I would like to watch him concentrate to think about the right words. I would love to look at him when he realized it was complete. 

Also, Woodstock, that would be my dream. And the Montreal concert of Queen, or the concert where Bruce Springsteen sang The River for the first time. (This is the video if you want) 

4. Your favorite clothing article?

I think coats? I just love them so much. 

5. Tell us something you’re proud of?

About me? I’m proud of the fact that I always try to beat that part of me that is my worst enemy. That, like that post on this website said, I never feel strong enough but I always am. 

6. What was your favorite toy as a kid?

Okay, so, I had this weird thing where there were small plastic fishes that opened and closed their mouth while moving in circle and you had to find the right moment to pick them with some magnets? It sounds so weird described like this SORRY

7. Do you have a pet? If so can you tell me something quirky about them?

I don’t have one, no. 

8. Is there someone you look up to? Someone that inspires you?

Yes, it was and still is my grandfather. He came from a small village in the countryside, his family wasn’t very rich. When he was young, he said to his parents that he wanted to study. It wasn’t very common and accepted at that time. So he moved to the city and then he became a Latin professor. He always said that, even years and years and years later, people in the coutryside looked at him like he was weird, like he wanted to prove something. And you know what? He wanted to prove something and he did. God, I miss him so much. 

9. Any advice you want to give the rest of us?

I think that the best advice someone could give me is don’t ever feel like you can’t do something. There was that quote that said something like “You are enough to fill your place in the universe” and yes. That’s it, that’s my advice. 

10. Favorite fictional character?

I could talk about this for hours?! If we are talking about books, I think Emma from One Day, because I’m exactly like her. And also Patroclus from the Song of Achilles. 

If we’re talking about myths, my favourite character are Chiron, Achilles and Aeneas. 

And if we’re talking about fics, my favourite are Louis in AHM and Harry in Liarb. 

So now, questions for you. 

1) What is your favourite place in the world?
2) If you could go back to a moment in your life what would it be?
3) What is your favourite quote?
4) What scene would you add in which fic?
5) If someone gave you a lot of money, what would you do?
6) Who is the one person in this world that knows you best?
7) What is the first thing you notice in a person?
8) What is one thing you absolutely want to do/try in your life?
9) Do you like taking pics?
10) What is the thing that always make you laugh?
11) If you could meet someone from this website, what would you tell them?

I tag @iamnotbeingsarcastic @alicedoesntsharefood @florelikeaflower @istealifly @loveloveolivia @ivegotfirefouraheart @reinventlou @crosstheuniverse @lit–anon @intenselouis @igotaheartandsoul. I know you have all been already tagged, so just tag me in whatever questions you want to do, I want to read them <3 

New Magic

New Magic is a novel/webcomic I’m currently writing and looking for artists to partner with on.

New Magic is a fun, fantasy story about magic and friendship in late 20th century Germany. 

Sawyer is a girl in love with her town and her life. But when a mysterious girl claiming to be an ancient sorceress shows up and offers to teach her magic, how could she refuse?

New Magic follows Sawyer, her best friend Brig, and 200 year old witch Charlie as she teaches them magic and sorcery, while avoiding an angry sorceress hellbent on destroying her German sisters.

It’s a very fun story and I’m really excited to share it soon!

Message me about anything you would like to know, and please share! I would really like to find someone to share the creation of this world with.

anonymous asked:

I recently watched Coles round table Comic Con interview and he said something I was a tad surprised by. He spoke about how Jughead's first and foremost love is himself and I completely see that in the comics but I do not see that translate at all in the show. It was very early in filming the show so I can see where things could have shifted. Do you like that Jughead is more soft lonely puppy or would you have liked to see a more selfish and hard Juggie turned soft by Betty?

Yeah they had only filmed the pilot by then, so everything he said back then is almost uncountable! I like the Riverdale version, so soft yet sarcastic, a puppy like you said but one that makes it for himself. I am quite done with all these hard crackers, ‘tough dudes’ needing to be softened! Maybe I am growin older hey?


Edwin - “Hey son, how’s it going?”

Darian - “Awesome, Dad, glad you could make it. Nissa was starting to sweat a little when the caterer didn’t show up.”

Edwin - “She’s a great girl, she doesn’t need to stress out.”

Melinda - “We really like her, honey.”

Darian - “I admit I was worried.”

Melinda - “Whyever for?”

Darian - “Because I met her on a reality show.”

Melinda - “Don’t you ever worry about that.”

Darian - “You don’t think it’s weird?”

Edwin - “Son, the entire world watched you fall in love with that girl.”


cousy romfest 2k17 | day 4
↳ favorite daisy/coulson scene [1/3] · 1x15 yes men

“Yes Men” is, granted, not a good episode, but it has one of the best final scenes of the entire show. Even now, it makes my cold bitter heart pump wildly with excitement.

Coulson finally talks to Daisy about what happened in “T.A.H.I.T.I.” and basically straight up asks for forgiveness for being responsible for injecting her with something that turned out to be alien. Coulson is afraid of what the consecuences could be for her, and guilt-ridden for doing something he couldn’t be sure she would’ve wanted. In a world that keeps writing fiction about how it doesn’t matter that you go explicitly against a loved one’s wishes as long as it’s because you want them to be alive/well, Coulson being so torn up about the posibility of forcing something onto Daisy she didn’t want is almost a miracle.

And after Daisy exonerates Coulson (she wanted to live, any other issues they’ll deal with later, together), he is finally able to arrive to the logical payoff of Daisy’s influence on him: SHIELD has secrets (from her, from him and from everybody else), they have a bunch of questions and they’re gonna get the answers themselves. Which places them in a good moral position to be only an episode before the whole “SHIELD is infiltrated by HYDRA” bomb fell on everybody. All thanks to Daisy not trusting the system. When will your faves ever tbh.

this video really showed how creative phil is and has always been. at fourteen he created his own world with its own developed plot and characters, complete with deaths and unexpected twists. his laugh throughout the video was so genuine. you could tell he was humbled by dan’s genuinely impressed comments about his little world. phil’s mind really is beautiful.

you might never understand my ways of you showing you love.
Since I never really told you I love you.
But I’ve expressed it into ways words could’ve never showed.
I loved you when I woke you up from bed because you were having a nightmare.
I loved you when I made us breakfast at 3am in the morning just because we were too lazy to go out.
I loved you even when I took the bottle of vodka from you just to stop you from talking about how you wanted to marry me in your sleep.
I loved you even in your darkest days when you wanted nothing but to fall asleep in my arms.
I loved you so damn much when you were putting your favorite song in the car and dancing your worries away.
I loved you so much when you told me your lame jokes and i called you an idiot.
I loved you so much that I no longer thought the sea was what kept me alive.
but you did.
You were oceans and every damn sea and I couldn’t do anything about it , but fall inlove with you every single day.

- you were oceans and every damn sea.

how is carly puth going to tweet “love this jungcook” like. charlotte i know youve seen how to spell his name right and if not chad you could at least show the minimal amount of respect and google the artist before you retweet them ive had enough of this caucacity shirley puth

How to Kill Feelings of Inadequacy

1. Choose to like, love, value, and believe in yourself. Choose to be your greatest allay – and the best friend you could have.

2. Ask a good friend if they’ll tell you what they like about you most. Then believe what they are saying – don’t just push their words aside.

3. Commit to discovering what you’re good at and enjoy, then invest time and energy on developing those traits.

4. Don’t exalt others’ gifts as if they matter more than yours. Every talent is important. Don’t right off your personal strengths.

5. Learn to show yourself compassion when you struggle or you fail. And remember “you are human” - so you’re going to make mistakes.

6. Notice ways that you are growing … ways you’re changing over time. Give yourself some credit for this – you are different from before.

Adore we’ve actually got to the point where victor’s able to recognize such little quirks in the other boy, he understands him to the point he knows when to stay quiet. He knows, when it’s better to just watch over him instade of distracting the boy, when the other has something in his mind.


This not only shows how much the russian man cares for yuuri, but how much thought he puts when it comes to the other man’s actions. How much he has come to understand from watching him everyday since they started living together.


He has come to understand parts from the other, that may not even be that clear for yuuri himself…

How the Venus signs tells/shows you they love you

Aries Venus: They’re passionate people and will usually tell you right away when they feel something. They bring fun to the relationship, spontaneity. They will tell you how much they love you always

Taurus Venus: They’re very protective of their things and they’ll show you they love you by sharing, they’ll give you things they wouldn’t let anyone touch. They’d want to make you comfortable as you could

Gemini Venus: They’d want to share everything with you and trust you with things they wouldn’t dream of saying to anyone else. They would want take you out and do so much with you 

Cancer Venus: They’re very protective people and usually show they love you by standing up to you or staying by you. They’d want to take care of you however they can and just would wanna make you happy.

Leo Venus: They’d tell you they loved you right away, they want to make you feel like you’re on top of the world and they want to make you feel that way because it’s exactly how they feel. They can surely be overwhelming sometimes

Virgo Venus: They aren’t the most affectionate people in the world but they will tell you how much you mean to them. It can take time for them to tell them they love you but you can tell just by their attentiveness 

Libra Venus: They want to impress the person they love, they want to be seen in the best light by the person they love. They’re such romantics and would dream about your future together and plan romantic dates

Scorpio Venus: They’ll seemingly know everything about you and they want to protect you but usually won’t say they love you first. They won’t leave you even if you ask or try and pry them off, they just get better at hiding it

Sagittarius Venus: They want to show you things and take you places, they want to make you laugh, smile and they want to grow with you. They’ll give you space and freedom because it’s what they need too

Capricorn Venus: They’re people you can count on and if they love you, they can even push you because they only want to make you the best you can be. They can seem like cold people but they show their love by their actions

Aquarius Venus: They’re people who will never leave your side when they choose you, when they love you. They’ll protect you and talk you through tough situations. Take you into their arms and share all your experiences together

Pisces Venus: They’re sensitive people, sensitive to what you say and do because they want to help. When they love you, they want the dream and will probably write love letters or say the sweetest things


When someone is drowning, you can try to save them, but not if they’re going to drag you down with them. I did the best I could for my family. For you.

I’ve just been thinking today about how amazing a show Leverage is. I mean you have a drunk-ex-insurance guy who is a genius who’s whole goal in life is to help people (ie. while simultaneously being a control hungry bastard), a woman who could con herself into being queen of the universe while drunk, a dangerous ex-military guy who can filet a steak or punch you unconscious or be trusted with your firstborn because he’s phenomenal with kids, a hacker with skills like nobody’s business and charisma like woah, and finally the best thief in the entire world who loves cereal more than life.  I just…LEVERAGE. I’ve seen it beginning to end like 3 times over and it’ll never be enough.

‘  all i need is for you to stay by my side.  ’
‘  all of the love songs remind me of you.  ’
‘  all of the words in the world can’t show how much you mean to me.  ’
‘  boy,  could i use your love  &  affection right now.  ’
‘  concept:  we’re both awake at 4 a.m.  i call you to hear your sleepy voice.  ’
‘  cute thing that you do:  the most stereotypical giggle  &  then hiding your face.  ’
‘  don’t let this be temporary.  ’
‘  don’t worry about me.  i just want to know you’re okay.  ’
‘  every day i get to see your gorgeous face is a good day.  ’
‘  everything about our relationship feels so natural  &  perfect.  ’
‘  feelings change,  but mine about you won’t.  ’
‘  hey,  guess what?  i love you.  ’
‘  hold me tight  &  tell me you love me.  ’
‘  i always daydream about living with you.  ’
‘  i am so exhausted,  but i’d sleep so much better with your arms around me.  ’
‘  i can’t help but imagine living with you years from now.  ’
‘  i can’t keep setting fires to keep you warm.  ’
‘  i could listen to you talk about the things you love forever.  ’
‘  i don’t think i’ll ever stop wanting you.  ’
‘  i don’t want those memories any more.  ’
‘  i forget who  &  where i am when we kiss.  ’
‘  i get that warm,  pleasant feeling in my chest when i’m with you.  ’
‘  i hope with all my heart that you love me like i love you.  ’
‘  i hope you feel the same way you make me feel.  ’
‘  i just want to softly cuddle with you  &  count the freckles on your cheek  &  i want to run my fingers through your hair.  ’
‘  i know it’s getting scary,  but you’ve just got your perfect self out of bed  &  do the best with what you’ve got.  i believe in you.  ’
‘  i love looking into your squinted eyes while we laugh.  ’
‘  i love when you give me little kisses on my hand  &  cheek  &  neck.  it makes me feel so loved.  ’
‘  i never thought i’d deserve the love you give me.  ’
‘  i think you’ve shown me what love really is.  ’
‘  i want the only thing between our bodies to be our love.  ’
‘  i want the only thing between our love to be our lips.  ’
‘  i want to bury my face in the crook of your neck until we both fall asleep.  ’
‘  i want to listen to the beautiful song of your voice for hours.  ’
‘  i want to make you just as happy as you make me.  ’
‘  i want to wake up to your smile.  ’
‘  i want to wrap my arms around you at 3 a.m.  &  tell you i love you.  ’
‘  i want you to be my yesterday,  my today,  &  my tomorrow.  ’
‘  i want you.  ’
‘  i will always love you.  even when you don’t think it’s a possibility,  i am going to love you.  ’
‘  i would sleep so much better with you right next to me.  ’
‘  if only you could see your angelic self from my perspective.  ’
‘  if you frequently play with my hair,  i might just fall in love with you.  ’
‘  it’s amazing feeling the warmth of your love.  ’
‘  it’s okay to have a bad day every once in a while.  ’
‘  it’s so much easier to fall asleep when you’re in bed next to me,  running your gentle fingers down my back while we softly smile at each other through the darkness.  ’
‘  i’d wait a lifetime to be in your arms.  ’
‘  i’m all yours.  always.  ’
‘  i’m always going to support you.  without even a second thought,  i’ll be there when you need me.  i want what’s best for you.  ’
‘  just knowing you’re there comforts me.  ’
‘  just thinking about how you make me blush.  ’
‘  keep in mind all the things that you have to look forward to,  babe.  ’
‘  kiss me under the starry sky.  ’
‘  let me know if you’re in love with me too.  ’
‘  let today be the day that everything changes.  you are capable of so much.  ’
‘  let’s go on a cute,  cliché date.  ’
‘  let’s sleep together under the stars.  ’
‘  make yourself  &  your own happiness you priority.  ’
‘  make yourself happy before you worry about me.  ’
‘  my kindness isn’t weakness.  ’
‘  my new years resolution is for all our arguments to be settled because i know you’ll still have my love  ’
‘  oh,  what a privilege it is to matter to you.  ’
‘  our love could make flowers bloom int he dead of winter.  ’
‘  pet names are my weakness.  ’
‘  start setting boundaries.  enough is enough.  ’
‘  thank you for caring like nobody else ever has.  ’
‘  thank you for caring when nobody else has.  ’
‘  the world is going to do something amazing for you.  ’
‘  there are times to power through it  &  there are times to say no.  ’
‘  when i look at the stars i can’t help but think of you.  ’
‘  when you look at me,  the butterflies flutter.  ’
‘  you are my happiness  &  you don’t even know it.  ’
‘  you are my starlight.  ’
‘  you are the one i’d do anything for.  ’
‘  you are what puts my mind to rest when i can’t sleep.  ’
‘  you don’t need anyone to rescue you.  you can do it all on your own,  babe.  i know you can.  ’
‘  you feel like home.  ’
‘  you have a smile that lights up my world.  ’
‘  you have no idea how proud of you i am.  you’ve done so much for everyone.  thank you.  ’
‘  you stole my heart,  but i’ll let you keep it.  ’
‘  you’re made of stars  &  you’re my favorite constellation.  ’
‘  you’re my favorite notification.  ’
‘  you’re my home  &  i’m homesick.  ’
‘  you’re not just your mistakes  &  you deserve to be happy.  ’
‘  you’re so much more than good enough.  don’t ever doubt that.  ’
‘  you’re soft  &  sweet  &  too good for me.  ’
‘  you’re something special babe.  you can make a difference.  ’
‘  you’re the happy part of my days.  ’
‘  you’re the one i’m looking for.  ’
‘  you’re the one thing i think about when i wake up every morning.  ’
‘  you’re the reason why i want to get up every morning.  ’
‘  you’re waking,  talking,  living,  loving poetry.  ’

How Feyre’s Character Development Is Shown In The Covers Throughout The Series

I love how simply the covers of the ACOTAR series shows Feyre’s character development throughout the series. It’s mind blowing to be honest. 

You can see in ACOTAR how Feyre is standing straight. Although it could be said she’s standing upright for confidence during the last part of the novel, we know her stance could also show her complacence throughout the novel. Especially after reading the books and from the events that happens within ACOTAR. Her stance also looks stiff to an extent, showing how she is still submissive or under someone’s command. Furthermore, there is only half of her on the cover as if she’s trying to hide herself. The red in the background also indicate either her anger, loss, and/or death prior to reading the novel. The roses, obviously, fits with the title of Thorns and Roses but can also foreshadow Feyre and Tamlin’s relationship in the novel being like a rose: seemingly beautiful and sweet but, in honesty, is also harmful like the thorns of a rose. Her dress is also more conservative (?) (if you compare it to the other two in ACOMAF and ACOWAR) yet provocative (?). It covers most of her stomach and legs, showing how she was still insecure about herself and the only reasons she willingly used an outfit with a front that low is because she was either told to (although I have absolutely no judgement if she wore that willingly, she would work it just fine tbh haha). You could say her outfit is elegant (since it’s from Rhysand ofc) yet it gives off the vibe that she was made to wear it - something she is not use to given her awkward stance.

In a ACOMAF you could see how she is standing more fluidly on the side of the book. She is no longer stiff but looks more comfortable with her body. Her pose exerts confidence and strength, especially with her hand and the way it’s positioned above the wind as if she’s controlling it (which she probably is in some way if you think of Rhysand being the wind since he can fly etc., etc.). More of her is now shown on the cover as if she’s having the courage to step out of the book and show herself on the cover for what she is. Feyre’s hair blowing the way it is can show that she is in movement and could be fighting unlike her previous state in the Spring Court. Her outfit has also upgraded into more of an armour, showing that she is stronger now and fighting for herself compared to the beginning of ACOTAR when she was at the Spring Court. Furthermore, the armour could also indicate that she is working with someone else since we know from ACOTAR that the Spring Court does not have armours of the sort for females but only dresses (egh). The cover, once more, also fits with the title in accordance to the Mist and Fury part: misting is a skill Rhysand has (somewhat a foreshadow that Feyre’s mate might be Rhysand) and fury could indicate either Rhysand’s fury at the events that occurred Under the Mountain or Feyre’s fury at Tamlin showing his true self. Her tattoo on her left arm from Rhysand is also much more visible than her tattoo in the ACOTAR cover, as if she’s no longer trying to hide it like before but showing it off. The color blue is also known as reliable, calm, creative, intelligent, and maybe responsible (from a Google search I did). This foreshadows (EVEN MORE) about Feyre’s personality as we know she stopped painting for a given amount of time before starting again in the Night Court. The blue also indicates calm, intelligence, reliability and responsibility, all of the things Rhysand and Feyre are. Especially the reliability part foreshadows Feyre and Rhysand’s relationship as we know that she trusts him even though she denied it at first. The small city silhouette in the background can also show that she is in Velaris instead of the Spring Court where she only knows Tamlin’s home (palace?). 

NOW IN ACOWAR. LET ME JUST TALK ABOUT THE OUTFIT FIRST. Previously Feyre was wearing armour, as if she was an accomplice of Rhysand’s Inner Circle, working with them to take out Tamlin and Hybern. NOW, NOW IT’S A FUCKING DRESS THAT SHOWS SHE’S A HIGH LADY BUT STILL STRONG AND FIGHTING FOR HERSELF. The design (by the lovely @charliebowater ) practically exudes confidence, strength, and her ability to see what is wrong and right (especially with the eyes on her belt but that could also foreshadow Jurian since his eyeball was Amarantha’s ring). The glistening of the bottom of her dress could also represent starlight, connecting back to the Night Court and Starfall possibly. The position of her arms and the way she’s now showing off both hands and the tattoo shamelessly indicates her confidence with being a part of the Night Court and Rhysand’s Inner Circle. The way her hands are resting on her hips further proves my point of her growing confidence as she stands as if she’s ready to face anything. Also, her full body is now on the cover unlike in ACOTAR when only half of her was showing. This can be seen as her way of finally discovering and accepting her strengths and, once more, exuding confidence. She’s also holding an Illyrian blade, far different than before when she was only showing her hands in the ACOMAF cover. This shows how her abilities have furthered and that she could fight now, with a blade (cause we know her speciality is actually a bow) and with her powers (which is explained in the next sentence). The mist around her could show how her strengths in misting may be improving in the novel compared to when she was still first training with Rhysand and, maybe, her fire powers also since we can interpret this as smoke too. We already know she can control her water powers very well. The color green, after a Google search, portrays balance, harmony, nature but also envy. The balance and harmony of the green could be a foreshadowing of the ending of ACOWAR and how, possibly (hopefully, dear lord hopefully), the ending might be peace amongst Prythian once more. The nature part of the green could indicate the Spring Court and her return. However, the envy part of green, what I really think, is referred to Tamlin and his envy. I feel like he will end up finding out about Feyre being mated with Rhysand and he will be even more envious (pray to the Mother that Tamlin doesn’t do anything stupid like he already did). HER HAIR, again it’s blowing showing that everything around her might be in motion and she’s ready to take them down like she promised. The background also has mountains if you look close enough. This may be a foreshadow that Feyre and the Inner Circle may have to return to Under the Mountain once more to fix Prythian (this is making me extremely nervous). Finally, the title. Lord, Mother, I love Cassian so much please don’t let him die. The cover fits with the title of A Court of Wings and Ruin once more although not entirely: the wings part may be a foreshadowing (I’m sorry I repeat this stylistic feature so much) to, sadly, Cassian’s wings (although I still refuse, to believe it). The “ruins” part may be referring to how everything is falling apart just like the ending of the last book but, this time, it might be the actual ruin of the Spring Court and Hybern. Maybe even Under the Mountain since there are mountain silhouettes in the background. 

Well, that’s my interpretation of the covers. I felt the need to do this the moment the ACOWAR cover came out. I noticed her stance change and the way she brings herself. I couldn’t resist myself. 


How dare those people bash a large subset of their fanbase, the very people that made them famous and got them jobs? First you act and write and produce a show, drawing queer fans on purpose with how you act and write and produce it, and then you wonder if they react angry and disappointed when what was promised isn’t delivered?

BTW, the I Love You scene was a fuck up on so many levels - in a fucked up episode - that I have no idea how anyone can defend it. It’s not a shame to act in a bad film - every actress needs jobs and money and thinks they can make a difference - but it’s a whole other point to defend such a bad film and insult fans who say that it was a bad film. It’s called criticising. Get over it!

ok so i see these all the time so I wanna do one now… so this is my break down of divide

Eraser: I forgot he could rap and I’m shook, “I wish that love was a currency and the whole was wealthy” ICONIC “welcome to the new show” aka buckle up friends 

Castle on the Hill: makes me forget that I do not actually like my small town but reminds me of how much I love my friends, “they raised me and I can’t wait to go home” I’m crying

Dive: I am so here for this!!!!! Honestly I’m speechless, i just love this and the line “Don’t call me baby unless you mean it” YES

Shape of you: I will never get tired of this song, what a bop. Anytime, anywhere, I will go hard to this. I sing it in the shower regularly ngl  

Perfect: The most beautiful. Makes me wanna get married right this second.

Galway Girl: WHAT A FUCKING TUNE I GO SO HARD 10/10 but also does he say he finishes doritos and another bottle of wine??

Happier: going from galway girl to this is emotional rollercoaster. So beautiful and mature

New Man: this lowkey gives me a boyband vibe but in a good way, I love all the dragging and pettiness like I wanna sit down and chat with him about the true story behind this because it seems spicy 

Hearts Don’t Get broke Around Here: makes me feel like I’m in love even though I’m not, also makes me feel like sitting in a field of flowers. So so so so so beautiful. 

What Do I Know: I don’t see enough love for this song. literal definition of good vibes only. “Just remember life is more than fitting in your jeans, its love, undestanding, and positivity” THIS IS SO IMPORTANT

How Would You Feel (Paean): I said this had a John Mayer vibe before I even knew he played the guitar solo bc its so John Mayer-y (which is a good thing, I’m a slut for John Mayer)

Supermarket Flowers: i def thought this was gonna be a love song just based off the title, oh boy was I wrong and oh boy did I tear up

Barcelona: back on the emotional rollercoaster, but this time its going up, this is so much fun! Makes me forget that I’ve never actually been to Barcelona 

Bibia Be Ye Ye: catch me jamming to this but also trying to remember the stuff I learned from high school spanish

Nancy Mulligan: another irish bop what???? i like how he says religion in this song. very theatrical,  like a story time break

Save Myself: another beaut. so so so so powerful. 

Conclusion: I’m either crying or jamming or both. 



I don’t care if they are 13, I don’t care if they are 30.

This is what transphobia looks like. This is what being 27 years old and your family is talking to you like a toddler and telling you “Sweetie, that’s just how the world is. We can’t change our minds. I’m sorry, we don’t love Kyle, we love Katie.”

I am strong. I will survive this. But this is what is killing children. This is what is killing adults. This is the ugly reality of things.

I went home for Christmas in the hopes I could show my family how good I was doing. Even after they told me I wasn’t allowed to come originally. I fought to be here. I had gained weight, me depression is better, my anxiety is gone, my smile was real.

But it was crushed. Every. Day. No one stuck up for me. Not even my siblings.

It’s not wrong to be transgender. You don’t need to be fixed! I don’t give a fuck if a book or some old dude tells you it’s wrong. I don’t care if your mom tells she doesn’t love you anymore and your dad hits you. It isn’t wrong. You are normal and you have to be strong and you have to live for you.

It is time to take control of your life. I don’t know what happens when we die. But I know it’s important that we live and show this world that we deserved love and respect and to be a part of a family.

Please be strong. Please choose to live because I am choosing to live and document this in the hope that one day it is going to get better and someone will find this and see even in the darkest hours we can pull through.