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Today’s 1990s Music Video of the Day is:
How Am I Supposed to Live Without You by Michael Bolton, 1990

Blink Of An Eye

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 1062

Author’s Note: I’d recommend listening to Blink of an Eye by Tori Kelly while reading, since this one shot is inspired by that song. Let me know what you think about it~ <3

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Originally posted by jjkook


“Y-Y/N, he is.. I.. I think the time has come, Y/N..“

Hearing those words, you stopped breathing and your grip around your phone tightened. You never believed that you would hear those words coming out of your best friend’s mouth. Not now. Not so soon..

Now was not the right time, he knew that. He promised you. He promised you that he would fight a little bit more. He knew that he wasn’t allowed to go so soon. 

Not if you weren’t there..


With every step you took, you felt like you were being dragged away from your destination by someone. It felt like someone was holding onto your body, preventing you from moving forward while you were trying so hard to reach your destination, reach him.

No matter how much you quickened your pace, the corridor seemed like it was never going to end, your blurry eyes making it even harder for you to see your way to him.

‘Everything is okay, he is going to be okay‘ were the words you were mumbling to yourself as you turned the last corner, which felt like a big obstacle separating you from the love of your life.

The moment you lifted your head up, you were met with six pair of eyes, each of them reflecting sadness and sorrow, some of them even looking hollow, their bodies frozen, helplessly sitting on the ground.

When the realization finally decided to knock on your door, your whole body started shaking, your weak legs giving up on you, making you collapse on the ground as you shook your head from side to side. “N-No.. No, no no, please don’t! No, it can’t be! No!“

Only when someone wrapped their fingers around your hands did you realize that you were harshly tucking on your hair, your sobs echoing through the whole corridor of the hospital. “I-I’m sorry, Y/N.. I am so, so sorry..“

When you heard his voice, you immediately leaned back and looked at your best friend’s bloodshot eyes. “He can’t, Taehyung.. Not now.. He.. He promised me! He said he would fight! He promised me that he wouldn’t leave me alone..“

Leaning his forehead on yours, he stoke your cheeks as he whispered. “He did.. I know he did but not everyone can keep their promise, Y/N-ah..“

Sobbing even harder, you tried to stand up, locking your eyes on the door of his hospital room. With wobbly legs, you took hesitant steps towards the door, your shaky hand reaching out for the door handle. “ Are you.. Are you sure you want to go in?“

Slowly nodding at the question coming form Yoongi, you took a deep breath before you opened the door, stepping in with closed eyes since you were scared to face the heartbreaking reality.

Closing the door, you hesitantly but slowly turned around, your breath hitching in your throat when you opened your teary eyes.

There he was, the love of your life, lying lifelessly in his hospital bed.

Was this the way how a heartbreak was supposed to feel? Feeling it shatter into million pieces, each piece feeling like a stab into the chest, was this the way? Because if so, you weren’t sure if you would be able to handle it, let alone survive the hurting feeling.

You tried to cover your sobs with your hands as you took tiny steps towards his lifeless body, sitting on his bed as you reached out for his now cold hands with your shaky ones.

Without saying anything, you rested your head on top of his chest, biting your lip when you became fully aware that his once rhythmically beating heart wasn’t beating anymore.

“Jungkook-ah.. I’m here, I came..“

Nuzzling your head further into his chest, you whispered as you let your tears roll down your face and on his chest. “I’m sorry that it took me so long to come.. I never thought you would leave so… so soon..“

Chuckling lightly, you asked.“Isn’t it strange? I’m currently resting my head on your lifeless body but for some reason, I still can’t believe that you’re gone.. It feels like you’ll wake up in a few minutes, your sleepy voice filling the room while you’ll wrap your arms around my body..“

Closing your eyes, you continued talking. “What about your promise, Jungkook? You promised me that you’d stay by my side no matter what, that you would never leave me alone.. How could you leave me like this, hm? I don’t even know what your last word was..Everything happened so fast.. How can you leave right when I wasn’t beside you?“

Intertwining your fingers with his, you placed a long kiss on his knuckles. “The world is cruel, Junkook-ah.. You left but the clocks upon the wall keep ticking on and the world keeps spinning on.. You should have taken me with you.. How am I supposed to live without you? What about your Hyungs? Your family? Your fans?“

Lifting your head, you started stoking his soft hair. “You still have so many songs left to sing, so many things to learn and experience, Jungkook.. Its too early for you to leave this world..“

“How could you? How could you leave me in a blink of an eye and expect me to learn saying goodbye to you while heaven already holds you in its arms?..“

You leaned your forehead against his, your lips only a few inches away from his and thought about your conversation you had with him a few months ago. 

“Beautiful?“

“Hm?“

“Can you promise me one thing?“

“Depends..“

“Y/N, please, only one thing, hm?“

“Okay..“

“If something should ever happen to me, don’t cry and don’t be sad, okay? Just move on..“

“Yah! Why are you saying things like that?! Stop it, Jungkook!“

“No, first, promise me..“

“No!“

“Y/N, please..“

“Okay, then promise me that you’ll never leave me, that we’ll live together forever.“

“I promise..“

“I promise..“

Placing a long, last kiss on his lips, you whispered in between your sobs.

“I’m sorry, Jungkook, but I can’t keep my promise. I’m really sorry.. I love you..“

how am I supposed to live without you

Bellamy and Clarke were something, until they weren’t.

But now she’s in the hospital and Bellamy’s the only one around.

Inspired by The Big Sick, but only in the sense that it’s angsty-exes-and-a-hospitalization.  Chapter ½, ~7k.  Rated a very light M.

Bellamy was halfway to his car when his phone rang.  He considered ignoring it— in addition to a backpack that weighed a ton he had three books in his left hand that hadn’t fit into his bag— but given that Octavia was the only person who contacted him regularly and she would rather die than use a communication method other than Snapchat or text, he figured it was an emergency.

A local number flashed at him and he definitely considered hitting ignore then, but the part of him that worried— the part Octavia and Miller liked to tease him about— got the better of him.  He hefted his books higher and pressed the phone to his ear.  “Hello?”

“Is this Bellamy Blake?” a vaguely familiar female voice asked.

His heart leapt into his throat.  Something bad was coming, he could feel it. “Yes?”

“It’s Raven,” she said briskly and it took him a second to place the name.  He’d done his best to put that part of his life behind him, after all.  It still hurt to think about.  

“Raven?  Why are you—”

“Shut up and listen,” she snapped.  “I just got a call from Arkadia Memorial and Clarke has been in an accident.”  His stomach plummeted, even though just Clarke’s name was enough to pierce his heart.  “I need you to get there and hold down the fort until I can get back.”

“What about—”

“Her mom is out of the country and unreachable, Monty and I are at a conference in Chicago and can’t get home until tomorrow night, and Wells lives in fucking Seattle.  And absolutely no one in their right mind would put Jasper in charge of this,” she said grimly.  “Trust me, you’re my last fucking option.  Only option, actually.”

“Is she—”

“She’s fine,” Raven said, apparently uninterested in letting him finish a sentence.  “Well, not fine.  But she’s alive and stable and that’s what we’re hanging onto.  Are you gonna do this or not?”

“Of course I will,” he said without thinking.  “Arkadia Memorial’s just over ten minutes from here.  I’ll be there in fifteen.”

“Make it five,” Raven said and hung up.

He didn’t even know Clarke was back.  He knew her fellowship ended a month ago, of course, but she’d been so happy in Monterey he assumed she’d want to stay there.  He couldn’t blame her for not contacting him but it still stung to know she had moved back to Virginia and didn’t even send him a Facebook message.

Not that he would have responded.  He was still pissed at her.  Really pissed.

So pissed that his heart raced and his hands shook the whole way to the hospital, and he was reasonably sure he ran at least two stop signs on the way.   She’s alive and stable did not sound comforting, and he didn’t know Raven well but he knew what a stressed out, worried friend sounded like.  He didn’t remember parking and vaguely hoped he wasn’t going to get towed, but shit like that didn’t matter when Clarke might be dying and the last thing he said to her was just fucking leave.

Read the rest on ao3.

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JAMES CORDEN (AS MICHAEL BOLTON) + DANNY MCBRIDE (AS KENNY G) : HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU (LIVE ON THE LATE LATE SHOW WITH JAMES CORDEN)

Why am I still here?

Anon asked:

Can I request a Mafia!Yoongi scenario where he and his s/o has an argument before he has to go on a mission and then she leaves his place but he’s too busy and angry to go out and find her so he left but when he gets there it was a set up and he’s about to get shot and killed but his s/o runs and takes the bullet for him and she dies in his arms? 

Trigger Warning

Originally posted by mvssmedia


“I can’t believe you, Yoongi! Why do you never tell me anything? I’m here, worrying myself sick and you just shrug it off. I am so done with this.”


His face remained emotionless. He didn’t even look at you as he continued to rummage through his things, trying to find the items he needed for tonight’s mission. He did not have time for this. You wouldn’t have understood anyway.


“So you’re not even going to look at me? Fine. Have it your way. You’ll see how it is when you don’t have anyone to comfort you when you need it.” you growled as you stormed out of the apartment.


You needed to cool your head and arrange your thoughts. Why must he be so distant? Did he not see how much you cared about him? How painful it was for you to see him leave without telling you where and not knowing if he would return?
Lost in your thoughts, you wandered aimlessly through the town.
When you finally reached the apartment complex you saw his car was gone. Obviously. Were you even expecting something else?


From the corner of your eye, you saw two black figures rounding the corner, towards you. You ducked under a car and held your breath. You were becoming too paranoid. Maybe being involved with a mafia member wasn’t such a good idea. Everything seemed malicious lately.
But as the two men passed you, you could make out from their hushed voices.

“Yeah, they’re gonna get rid of him tonight”
“‘Bout time. That Yoongi guy was becoming too much of a pain”

Your breath hitched. Was this a… a setup? Did Yoongi not know about this? No no no. This couldn’t be happening.


You tried to be as silent as possible as you hurried towards your apartment, unlocking the door and going straight to his office. You knew he wouldn’t answer his phone so you had to find out where he was. You had to warn him.
Your trembling hands didn’t help with your search, but in the end, you found a file with the details of an exchange. The address was scribbled on a piece of paper, along with the details of the deal. 

You had to be fast. You couldn’t lose him.


Yoongi knew something was fishy about this whole deal, but he decided to go through with it nonetheless. He wasn’t one to back down, after all.


He checked his gun and surveyed his surroundings. He noted the glint of knives tucked in the belts of his supposed partners and the gleam of gun barrels. There weren’t supposed to be so many of them and so heavily armed. Not for this kind of deal. He should’ve brought backups, he thought grimly. But now wasn’t the time for remorse. Maybe he was wrong and this is the way the other gang did things. But he was rarely mistaken.

Have something for me?” he questioned.

One of the men in the front responded. “Maybe, maybe not.”

Yoongi could see the man adjusting his stance, reaching for his weapon. 

Your boss couldn’t do this by himself, eh? He doesn’t have the stomach for a real brawl if it would come down to it, does he?

“I’m the one at your table, so hurry up and say what you want.”

“Sure of yourself, aren’t you, Min Yoongi?”

He remained silent, glaring at them, pondering what his next move should be. He was outnumbered. Even if he did manage to hurt two of them, there would still be one left. Damn it. 

“You know,” said the man in front “ I wonder what would happen if you were not around. Everyone knows you are the spine of your little group. Snap it, and they all will collapse.”

“Came here to start a war? That’s fine by me.”

“Such bravery. I admire that. Maybe it will help you on the other side” the other man spat, as he brought out his gun ready to fire.

But Yoongi was faster. By the time the man could think to pull the trigger, a gunshot had already split the air. The man was on the ground, sputtering blood.

The other two jumped at him. He managed to knock them out and was preparing to stand up when he caught the glimpse of metal and someone running towards him from his side. Then he registered the gun shot. There were more of them. This was it. He would be dead. He shut his eye. But the pain never came. Instead, he heard a thud and when he opened his eyes he saw… He couldn’t believe it.

“Y/n!”

He shot up in fury, aimed at the retreating man and shot him straight in the head.

Then he came back to you, worry painted across his face.

“Y/n… How did you know about this? Why were you here? How… Why… ”

He could see the wound was fatal. You would be dead in less than ten minutes. He took you in his arms gently, tears threatening to spill from his eyes.

“I wouldn’t have let you die, you know? Even if you piss me off so much, I still love you.”

“But why would you sacrifice yourself for someone like me? How am I supposed to live without you? ”

“You will, Yoongi. Promise me that you will.”

“I.. I… I can’t lose you.”

“I’m sorry it had to end this way… I always dreamed of our future together. But I’m glad I could save you. ”

“I’m so sorry I didn’t talk to you. I’m sorry for being such an asshole sometimes. I wish I could go back. I wish I would’ve listened to you more…Y/n… please don’t go” he sobbed, burying his face in your neck and holding you tightly.

I’m sorry too… I love you…so…much… But.. I have to go. I’m so sorry… Good …bye… I will always love yo-”

Only Yoongi’s quiet sobs could be heard. 

But he would get his revenge.

My first time atttempting and angsty scenario. Yay. This killed me. I’m out. Hope you liked it. 

-Light

‘  all around the world girls will be girls  ’
‘  all i need is someone to love  &  tonight it’s you  ’
‘  all i wanna do is make love to you  ’
‘  and baby, talk dirty to me  ’
‘  can you, my darling, can you picture this?  ’
‘  dig if you will a picture of you  &  me engaged in a kiss  ’
‘  don’t come around here no more  ’
‘  don’t dream it’s over  ’
‘  don’t forget it’s me who put you where you are now  &  i could put you back there too  ’
‘  don’t give me no lines  &  keep your hands to yourself  ’
‘  don’t go away mad, just go away  ’
‘  don’t wish it away, don’t look at it like it’s forever  ’
‘  don’t you forget about me  ’
‘  don’t you want me, baby?  ’
‘  even then i knew i’d find a much better place, either with or without you  ’
‘  every now  &  then i fall apart  ’
‘  every now  &  then i get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears  ’
‘  everybody dreams of angels  ’
‘  girls just wanna have fun  ’
‘  heaven isn’t too far away, closer to it every day  ’
‘  hey, little sister, what have you done?  ’
‘  he’s been knocking, he won’t leave me alone ’
‘  hold me now ’
‘  how am i supposed to live without you?  ’
‘  how could our love be so blind?  ’
‘  how do i get you alone?  ’
‘  how i love the way you move  &  the sparkle in your eyes ’
‘  i can’t believe you’re gone  ’
‘  i could never steal you from another  ’
‘  i didn’t want to see you go  ’
‘  i don’t belong to you  &  you don’t belong to me  ’
‘  i don’t know why i did the things i did  ’
‘  i don’t know why i said the things i said  ’
‘  i don’t wanna lose your love tonight  ’
‘  i don’t worry about nothing, no, cause worry’s a waste of my time  ’
‘  i guess it would be nice if i could touch your body  ’
‘  i guess that’s why they call it the blues ’
‘  i haven’t been there for the longest time  ’
‘  i just wanna use your love tonight  ’
‘  i know this much is true  ’
‘  i met her in a hotel lobby masturbating with a magazine  ’
‘  i need you more than ever  ’
‘  i never really cared until i met you  ’
‘  i never wanted to be your weekend lover  ’
‘  i only want to be some kind of friend  ’
‘  i pretend you still hold me  ’
‘  i really didn’t mean to hurt you  ’
‘  i remember you  ’
‘  i see your true colors shining through, i see your true colors  &  that’s why i love you  ’
‘  i still love you  ’
‘  i think we’re alone now  ’
‘  i wanna new drug  ’
‘  i want your sex  ’
‘  i won’t forget you, baby  ’
‘  if i could turn back time, if i could find a way, i’d take back those words that hurt you  &  you’d stay  ’
‘  if this ain’t love, you better let me know  ’
‘  if this is it, please let me know  ’
‘  if we blame it on anything, let’s blame it on the rain  ’
‘  if you fall i will catch you, i’ll be waiting time after time  ’
‘  if you want my love, you’ve got it  ’
‘  if you’re lost you can look  &  you will find me time after time  ’
‘  it’s a nice day to start again  ’
‘  it’s such a shame our friendship had to end  ’
‘  it’s the same ol’ ball  &  chain  ’
‘  it’s the same ol’ situation  ’
‘  i’ll be gone in a day or two  ’
‘  i’ll take my chances, i forgot how nice romance is  ’
‘  i’m going crazy, i’m losing sleep  ’
‘  i’m gonna keep on loving you  ’
‘  just one more night  &  i’m coming off this long  &  winding road  ’
‘  maybe i’ll be sorry when you’re gone  ’
‘  maybe i’m just like my father, too bold  ’
‘  maybe i’m just too demanding  ’
‘  maybe i’ve been hoping too hard  ’
‘  maybe you’re just like my mother, she’s never satisfied  ’
‘  my future’s so bright i gotta wear shades  ’
‘  no one will ever know how much i loved you so  ’
‘  once i ran to you, now i run from you  ’
‘  perhaps i should leave her, go far away ’
‘  she will play around  &  leave you  ’
‘  she’s got the looks that kill ’
‘  she’s the kind of girl you dream of  ’
‘  sometimes i want to give up,  want to give in,  i want to quit the fight  ’
‘  stay with me  ’
‘  tell her about it, tell her everything you feel  ’
‘  tell me how it is that you can sleep in the night without thinking you lost everything that was good in your life to the toss of the dice  ’
‘  tell me what it takes to let you go  ’
‘  tell me why can’t this be love?  ’
‘  tell me your troubles  &  doubts  ’
‘  the power of love is a curious thing  ’
‘  then i see you  &  everything’s alright  ’
‘  they could never tear us apart  ’
‘  things ain’t always what they seem  ’
‘  think of good tender things that we were working on  ’
‘  till now, i always got by on my own  ’
‘  too young to fall in love, guess we knew it all along  ’
‘  we are the youth gone wild  ’
‘  whatever you want, i’ll give it to you  ’
‘  what’s love got to do with it?  ’
‘  when i said that i love you i meant that i’ll love you forever  ’
‘  when i see you smile, i can face the world  ’
‘  where do we go now?  ’
‘  wherever you go, i’ll be with you  ’
‘  who knows how much further we’ll go on  ’
‘  why do we scream at each other?  ’
‘  words are like weapons, they wound sometimes  ’
‘  you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone  ’
‘  you feel so right  &  i could be wrong  ’
‘  you know i like my girls a little bit older  ’
‘  you know i’m a dreamer  ’
‘  you know there’s nowhere that i’d rather be than with you here today  ’
‘  you say i’m a dreamer, we’re two of a kind  ’
‘  you were the first to be the last  ’
‘  your love made me a prisoner, my heart’s been doing time  ’
‘  you’re all i need  ’

FicRequest: The plan

FicRequest: The Plan
Pairing: Father!Tony x Daughter!Reader, Bucky x Reader
Word count: 814
For @chrixa
Warnings: Nothing much, this might turn into something more though.


Originally posted by thealextheshipper

“I will not!” Y/N yelled across the full common room.

“You absolutely will or there will be consequences!” Tony replied, losing the battle he was fighting to keep his cool.

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1004 (Angel)

[SONG] Lyric ENG-SPA | B.A.P - ANGEL 1004

Album: 1st Album First Sensibility / Artist: B.A.P
Release: 140203

[Lyric ENG]

You’re like an angel, who has left me and gone somewhere
I need you

I don’t know how I’m living
After you left me, I’m going crazy
Every day, every night
I can’t even sleep
I’m all alone, drinking away, cry

So I miss you (I think of you) and I need you (every day)
I can still hear your voice
Come back to me (I don’t have anyone) Come back to my side (but you)
You’re like an angel

The reason I live is you
I don’t think I can see you anymore, I think I’m really dying
The person to love me is you
Shine on me in the darkness

Look at me now
Come to me now
(Come back to me, how am I supposed to live?)
Look at me now
Come to me now
(How am I supposed to live without you every day?)

I didn’t know you would really leave me
You were like an angel
Why am I such a good-for-nothing?

Oh no, you have turned away from me
I’m a fool who has lost you
I’m like a beggar
I can’t do anything without you

So I miss you (I think of you) and I need you (every day)
My wasted self is so pitiful
Hug me (I don’t have anyone) Embrace me (but you)
You’re like an angel

The reason I live is you
I don’t think I can see you anymore, I think I’m really dying
The person to love me is you
Shine on me in the darkness

It’s like I’m so out of it
I’m so blank every day
After you left, I’ve become ruined
Come back to me, I only had you

Hurry and save me
Stop, please don’t go far from me (don’t leave)
Never let you go

I want to find you
Where, where, where am I going?
To the place where you are
A better day, a better day, a better day
You’re like an angel

The reason I live is you
I don’t think I can see you anymore, I think I’m really dying
The person to love me is you
Shine on me in the darkness

Look at me now
Come to me now
(Come back to me, how am I supposed to live?)
Look at me now
Come to me now
(How am I supposed to live without you every day?)

[Lyric SPA]

Eres como un ángel que me ha abandonado en algún lugar. 
Te necesito. 

No sé cómo estoy viviendo, 
después de que te fuiste. Me estoy volviendo loco. 
Todos los días, todas las noches. 
No puedo dormir. 
Estoy solo con mi alcohol …. * Llora * 

Te echo de menos (pienso en ti) y te necesito (Todos los días). 
Todavía oigo tu voz. 
Vuelve a mí (Sólo tú a mí) que junto a mí (Te tengo). 
Eres como un ángel

La razón por la que sigo viviendo es por tí. 
Yo no creo que pueda verte nunca más, me siento morir. 
La persona que me puede amar esa eres tú. 
Brillas sobre mí en esta oscuridad. 

Mírame ahora 
Has venido a mí ahora 
(Regresa de nuevo a mí, ¿cómo puedo vivir?) 
Mírame ahora 
Has venido a mí ahora 
(¿cómo puedo vivir sin ti todos los días?) 

No sabía que tú realmente me dejarías, 
tú eras como un ángel. 
¿por qué estoy tan mal? 

Oh no ahora me estás haciendo caso omiso 
Soy un tonto que usted perdió. 
Me veo como un mendigo. 
Yo no puedo hacer nada sin ti .

Siento que estoy perdiendo la razón,
después de que me dejaste, estoy arruinado. 
- Vuelve, tan solo te tuviera -

Date prisa y salvame
Detente, por favor, quédate a mi lado, 
no vayas muy lejos,
nunca te dejare ir. 

Quiero encontrarte 
hacia donde donde donde donde debo ir 
en donde está ese lugar… 
Un mejor día ….
Eres como un ángel. 

| Eng: kpoplyrics Spa: lisjiyong