how u want to call me

anonymous asked:

Yes hello, I don't hate you, but the way you were acting was childish. I was having a bad day as well when I saw you posting. So that it was made me send those anons.

which is why u wanted to call me a cunt. told me to stop bitching when rly i was just posting how i feel on my own fucking blog

told me i would have no friends or followers bc i was expressing my emotions and ya i had negative emotions but HUNTEY!!! GUESS FUCKING WHAT!!!! MENTAL ILLNESS ISNT “OH IM SAD IM GONNA WRITE POEMS AND MAKE BLACK AND WHTE BOLD ITALIC ARIAL QUOTES” 

the way i was acting was “childish” ha ok. says the fucking child hiding behind anon and making it seem like, since u had a bad day, u were able to call me a cunt and to tell me to shut the fuck up. ya ok but im not allowed to talk alright i see how it is

when i was like 14, i once wore contact lenses instead of glasses to school bc i had just learned how to put them on and i wanted to show them to my friends right, and this one guy goes and tells me “i thought girls were supposed to become beautiful when they stopped wearing glasses. something obviously went wrong with you” and that was??? so incredibly rude i wanted to cry but i just stood there not knowing what to say bc i honestly thought we were friends

but the girl sitting in front of him (who was also his crush, mind u) hears him and turns around with the most disgusted expression on her face, and calls him out on it like “omg i cant believe you said that have you even seen yourself in a mirror you have no right to tell her shit” and then she turns to me and says “dont listen to him, you look gorgeous with or without glasses” and she probably already forgot about that but i always remember it whenever i feel self-conscious about myself

so the moral of the story is: if u see someone being a jerk to someone else, dont laugh along and call them out on it. stick together and bring all the fuckboys down

So we can take the world back from a heart attack
One maniac at a time we will take it back (x)

some good bits from dear evan hansen
  • didievenmakeasoundidievenmakeasounditslikeinevermadeasoun w i l l i e v e r m a k e a s o u n d?
  • waviiiiing wAVIIIIIIING oooOOOOOhoooooo
  • and there he goes racing toward the tallest tree from far across the yellow field i hear him calling follow me and there we go wondering how the world might look from up so high one foot after the other one branch then to another i climb hIgHeRaNdHiGhEr  i climb until the entire sun shines on mY FACEEEEEEEEEEE 
  • oh my god
  • well I’m sorry you had it rough and I’m sorry I’m not enough thaNK GOD THEY RES CUED YO U 
  • except sometimes you see everything you wanted and sometimes you see everything you wish you had and it’s right there right there RIGHT THERE
  • all i see is sky for forever

we dem (tres horny) bois 


h e y but what fucc is a hood and how do u draw i t

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I’m sorry I can’t talk right now, or even breathe right now.
It’s gotten even harder since you’ve decided to stop calling and I can’t remember the sound of your voice or how you said my name but you called me beautiful and I want to feel beautiful again
And you made me fall in love with everything and now everything hurts.
And trust me when I say, you were the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me. I cant help but shake when I sleep in your torn apart T-shirt because it reminds of me how you smelt. I’m so sorry you couldn’t love me more than yourself. I’m so sorry the vanilla in her hair is more romantic than the blood stained floor.
—  I’m sorry I got blood on your favorite shirt.

anonymous asked:

whos blink?

a consequence of peridot’s outburst. a prototype

YD is shown to want to punish an entire gem caste for ones actions. Scaled down in severity, this could happen to peridots

after she realized the entire peridot caste could be capable of such disobedience with a conflict of logic, YD called back the era 1 peridot gemeticist that designed era 2 peridots (you’ll meet her too) to Fix The Problem and harvest+produce the old and new peridots in groups as they still need peridots around in the meantime for their jobs

now, Dr fuckhands mcmike (this is literally the only name we have for her rn im laughing) designs gems’ physical appearance and abilities of gems with great accuracy (that being her claim to fame with will be a Fun thing to talk abt later), but not their personality. so, she has to solve this with what is within her skill.

what does she come up with? she gives them a different, limited form of communication that can be observed at a distance by superiors and even monitored and recorded remotely with a muzzle device.

she got rid of their mouths, gems in their place. they blink

think fast, alien morse code, visualy like how the twins from 9 communicate

Originally posted by escaped-ocelot

Blink is the first prototype, and pretty much accurate to any more made. there might be a few others already? i haven’t decided, but shed be pretty lonely not having any blink buddies (other than being told others thru normal speech)

shes a bit oblivious to the severity of her Existence, until peridot’s reactions

cutting ahead (over a gap in her narrative that has helped been filled by quats’ involvement!) the cgs take her and peridot does what she can to modify her muzzle device to 1. stop recording or at least stop the transmission of recordings and 2. output speech

the muzzle’s software goes through a few iterations, as microsoft sam isnt quite ideal. shes pretty delighted in her new ability to make Sounds tho

one day connie visits and offers up some software she has on her laptop… for no reason in particular…

… Vocaloid. it uh, doesnt work out. (but is cute as fuck)

in the end peridot attempts to build a text to speech voice using her own voice clips. it kinda works? id kill to hear what that sounds like lmao

you can read more in depth about her and the much cuter bits with the cgs after they take her here!

heres a random doodle of her On The Go with her muzzle thing

theres more i can do with her design, mainly with color, ill draw her sometime

“most women want to be Cinderella right? But i feel like I’m Cinderella.”

well he sure is pretty enough to be cinderella imo lolol

(call him day 10 at night if ur wondering when this is)

anonymous asked:

how did ur parents meet

wait this is actually so iconic, they met at a high school dance but my mom was shy and didn’t really say much but my mom’s friend at the time thought my dad was cute and so the next day her and my mom looked up his home number and my mom’s friend was like “u call him and ask if he likes me!!” and she was like ok and called him and she was like “my friend wants to know if u wanna go out with her” and my dad was like “i wanna go out with u” and then my mom’s friend starting spreading rumors about my mom bc she was mad but it was ok bc my mom and dad started dating and then they kept on dating and then they got married and now they’ve been together for like 30 years 

Honestly, this idea that “red state Democrats have more sway and should call more!” is wrong, harmful and needs to go away. I’m represented in the U.S. Senate by Ted Cruz and John Cornyn; they are not going to listen to me about not confirming Sessions or DeVos. They’re lock-step with the awful shit those people want to do. Cruz loves pushing religion on schools and shitting on LGBTQ people in the process; why wouldn’t he vote for Betsy DeVos?

On the other hand, we’ve seen, especially with Sessions, how wishy-washy some Democrats – especially white ones – are on these issues. They need to be reminded that if they betray the values they ran on in the name of a “smooth transfer of power” or “democratic norms” or “being the bigger person,” their constituents will be in danger and also pissed. They need to be reminded, especially in ultra-blue states like Massachusetts or Maryland, that they’re risking a primary challenge if they don’t stand up on this. Democrats have to start acting like the Tea Party on this shit. This is the only way we’ll get a party that actually stands up for us when it’s difficult.

It’s not a bad thing, of course, if liberal Texans are tying up their Senators’ phone lines and not accomplishing much more than making their lives more difficult. “Ruining Ted Cruz’s day” (or more likely, the days of his like-minded staffers) is a beautiful, worthy goal all its own. Where I worry is that this “especially call Republicans!” shit is discouraging people in blue states who absolutely need to be holding their Senators’ feet to the fire. We’ve already seen the costs of “blue staters have no influence” thinking with the Ben Carson committee approval. If you’re in activist Facebook groups or reading blogs or forums, and you see blue staters thinking they can sit this one out or bemoaning their “irrelevance,” you need to shut that down. Remind them of the statements and votes that have already happened, show them that list that only Kirsten Gillibrand has voted no on all the nominees, make sure they know that no one* gets a free pass when our country is in crisis mode. 

Take it from someone who’s lived in every political color of state, including in two deep-blue Northeastern states for most of the Obama years. Even then, I was regularly appalled by some of the garbage I had to call my Senators and Congress(wo)men about, because they were considering voting for it. 

(*Who has the time and money and ability/energy to do XYZ activist things, of course. Always need to say that, or people think it’s okay to shame the poor or disabled or overworked for not being able to phone-bank or march. I’m talking about people who can but don’t think they need to this time.)

November 4th , 2016

My heart hurts . Someone I love and cared for has broken it.
He told me that “Jazsmine u are amazing, the sweetest, funniest, all I could want in a girl, but I’ve realized that I’m not ready ”… how can you say that then break up with me ? You know how many people would love to say that they are with their ideal person .

You told me that “you don’t deserve a person like me , you deserve someone who’s gonna write U poems, someone who can call u consistently. Not me, you can do far better than me.( after this I doubt u want me there Sunday, but if you need anything or anyone, and I know I’m probably the last person u would wanna see or think about,but just know I’m on it”.

I’ve taken these quotes from the messages he sent me over text .. he told me that if we continued down this road when it wouldn’t be good.. crazy thing is the road in my view was clear . I guess to him he saw disaster. “now what did a girl as nice, loving and caring do to deserve someone like me, like imma piss poor excuse for a man. I used to be a guy to take the chance when things like this happen but, I’ve been down that road too many times, and down that road is a flaming pit of hate, grief and negligence.But I refuse to let that happen with you..”
I guess I can’t be mad , which I’m not I’m just heart broken. I’m distraught and my body aches . My mind is sore and my heart is bleeding out. I do thank you lover for showing me that there is someone who can love me for me . You’re the only one who did . You’re the only one who allowed me to be myself . I love you deeply and it hurts to see you reduce to a friend .
I wanted you to be my first , I wanted to share my life with you ,be the first to hear my first song and the first to have picnics with me .. He doesn’t realize that I don’t see him differently, he is still the sun and I am the moon . He is still the sensation of sound and the vibration of light .
I still want to be with you .. and I endlessly will love you. I begged you not to do this and you still did . I begged you not to let me go back to abusive men and men who don’t really like me and you did ..I begged you to reconsider .. and you didn’t .
We still agreed that you’ll go with me on Sunday to the art museum..I honestly only want you to go because I have no one else , you’re my only friend and I hope that maybe you’ll rethink your decision in silence . I hope I don’t cry when I see you . As I lay in bed right now my tears roll down my cheeks like waterfalls , my nose is runny and my head is aching ..

If this is what love does ..i don’t know why I keep putting myself through this .


*request —> Anonymous said: Hello! :D Can I request love triangle between TY, Y/N, Jaehyun? …. I want it a bit angst please >< Thank you, sweetie :*

Originally posted by taeyounq

author’s note: 2,038 words. Part of the request was withheld because I didn’t want to spoil it in the very beginning.

You can call me biased as hell once you reach the ending, but sorry not sorry the anon had already picked who they wanted Y/N to be with, I don’t make the rules ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

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anonymous asked:

How can u be suicidal and also b scared of dying? Like that makes no sense 2 me

Right well  there’s this thing called depression where you want to die and then theres this thing called anxiety where you are scared of many things (sometimes including death) And sometimes people can have both depression and anxiety at the same time and there u go Bing Bong Bob’s ur uncle

Alec: i never thought id see the day, but,, guess what happened??

Aline: what

Alec: golden boy Raj, leaving VICTOR ALDERTREES BEDROOM @4 o'clock in the morning


Aline: raj how COULD YOU??? SPILL THE DIRT

Raj: it was literally NOTHING THOO

Aline: yeah, right .spill

Raj: are u calling me a liar

Alec: we sure as hell aint calling you a truther

Raj: NAGISVSUABAVA we were just working on another lead we got on Valentine and it got late and with all his British kindness he asked me if I wanted to sleep there in his room?? But cloTHES STAYED ON I SWEAR

Aline: im sorry doesn’t raj live in the institute

Alec: he do

Aline: that’s some gay shit @raj

Raj: listen at least i didn’t go all the way to central Brooklyn for cocktails and came back home

Aline: i still don’t believe those cocktails had a tail tbh


Raj: you left us hanging and had nothing to bring back to feed us

Alec: ahGjavsTOP™


Alec: just like your game

Raj: ooh buRN

Aline: fuck yall

Alec: we have boyfriends :////