member: ong seongwoo genre: fluffy w a lil bit of angst warnings: sexual harassment summary: school au! enemies to lovers au! you and seongwoo have always been secretly in love with each other but it’s always been hidden by endless pranks and teasing. one night, one closet and one confession will change everything. requested: yes enemies to lovers series:bae jinyoung | ong seongwoo | park jihoon | | kim jaehwan
you were known to be one of the most popular girls in the grade
you were sweet, sassy, confident, witty, gorgeous and just outgoing and friendly
surprisingly you used to be super shy in middle school but with your amazing best friend kang daniel you became much more social
but even though you were known as a super sweet girl everyone knew you hated one person
he was the cockiest, most annoying and ridiculously good looking person you’ve ever met
he was one the most popular guys, funny, confident, hot, made everyone laugh, party animal, jock and was basically liked by everyone except you
and don’t get me wrong he hated you too
but that didn’t stop everyone in the whole entire school to ship you
especially your and his best friend daniel
“seriously y/n, when are you and seongwoo going to get together??” he’d say literally on a daily basis
go daniel the cupid!! lol tf is wrong with me
everyone would always say
“you guys would be the golden couple!”
“actually 2nd golden couple, you could never beat daehwi and jinyoung”
“no but actually you would look so good together”
“and the sexual chemistry between you is ridiculous”
you’d dismiss the comments and just roll your eyes
but you couldn’t lie to yourself
you liked him a lot but you’d never admit it in a 100 years
you couldn’t help but smile sweetly at the incident which started the feud between you two
which of course was when you fell for him
seongwoo was dared to pour a whole entire bucket of water on you by jaehwan because all his friends knew seongwoo had the biggest crush on you you didn’t know he had a crush on you tho
seongwoo as much as he liked you would never step down from a dare
so he did it
just as you were entering the cafeteria he poured a whole entire huge bucket of water all over you
he was expecting you to slap him, or get super pissed
to his amazement and surprise you didn’t
you felt the rush of water and you could tell by the laugh it was seongwoo
and you smiled to yourself knowing if you got pissed that means he would get the satisfaction
so instead you turned back to face him just to give a smirk and a raise of your eyebrow and then you screamed out
and it was a hot summer’s day so literally the cafeteria went into absolute chaos
people got their water bottles, cups, someone even got a hose
and water was everywhere, with people running around and screaming
it was one of the best lunches even afternoon classes got cancelled because literally everyone was soaked head to toe even the teachers
and the cafeteria was basically just looked like it was in a flood
just as the water fight started, you filled up the bucket he used on you
and seongwoo was just in awe of you of turning this whole entire thing on him
you walked up to him still drenched and with the same exact bucket he poured water on you, you poured it on him
he couldn’t help but smile brightly as you did thinking
“shit this one hell of a girl”
and you were smiling the whole time
you couldn’t help yourself but admire his smile, his joking casual attitude, and him wanting to make people smile
but you also thought he’s such a cocky jerk but you knew
as you were pouring water all over him and he was grinning happily
you were gonna fall for him
and oh boy did you
and then as the last droplet landed on him
you whispered in his ear “better luck next time”
you winked at him and walked off
luckily he didn’t see your super red blush and couldn’t hear your racing heart
he also was trying to stop his ears from going bright red and to stop smiling the goofy adorable smile he knew he had on his face
he stared at you the whole time as you walked away from him
but for the grande finale you rang the fire alarm in the cafeteria making the sprinklers go off
then you just strutted out there like the boss ass bitch you were
and seongwoo literally fell so in love with you right there and then
he knew he could never meet someone like you ever in his whole entire lifetime
someone finally outsmarted the great ong seongwoo
and he finally fell for someone
but that was like 6 months ago
in those 6 months you turned into enemies who secretly loved each other
seongwoo would do ANYTHING to get your attention
which usually meant annoying the shit out of you
and constantly be super competitive
but you couldn’t help but love it, any interaction with him made your heart flutter
but literally in every test, exam, sports competition
you both would always be 1st or 2nd
and the bragging rights were huge
“yah! y/n i ranked 1st in maths and guess where you are 2ndddd” he’d tease as the score sheet was up
“oh shut up, i beat you in english”
“and remember last week, aren’t you supposed to be in the soccer team?? how come i beat your team when we were playing soccer in sport??” you retorted
both of you stayed silent for a few moments thinking of that lesson
basically what happened was seongwoo was getting jealous at one of the guys, xiumin being too close to you
and he literally “accidentally” bumped into him super hard making xiumin fall
but he didn’t apologise and left him there making you super pissed off
after you helped him up and he told you he was fine
you stormed up to seongwoo and demanded
“apologise! you literally made him fall!!”
“why the hell should I?” he cockily remarked back
you stepped closer to him making people not sure whether you were gonna slap him or kiss him
you getting more aggravated basically shouted
“GET YOUR ASS OVER THERE AND APOLOGISE!”
he scoffed at your remark making you want to strangle him and stepping so close to you your noses were touching and said
“sweetheart, make me”
everyone was just staring at you two, the sexual tension was so thick literally no one said a thing
you were glaring daggers at him while he was casually smirking
then you sickly sweetly smiled at him and stepped on his foot super hard
and said “whoopsie”
you walked off as he was groaning in pain clutching his foot
these sort of incidents happened between you two
and everyone could see the sexual chemistry between you two shipping you two all the time
but all the hatred, teasing, snide comments stopped one night
you were both at a party, you weren’t really enjoying it
feeling super duper jealous as you saw seongwoo dancing with at least 3 girls
minhyun noticed and said to you “yah y/n stop staring at seongwoo, you’re making it so obvious that you like him”
“i don’t like him minhyun-ah” you said with a sigh
“mhmmm sureee keep telling yourself that” sungwoon butted in sassily
“just make him jealous y/n he’ll be all over you in seconds” drawled jaehwan
“dance with woojin then, sexily of course” daniel said with a teasing wink
“all of you just stoppppp” you groaned
“jisung help me out here??” you pleaded at jisung
“as much i hate to admit, i agree with the boys” he said raising his hands up in surrender
you huffed and puffed and then said fine
you went up to woojin who was dancing in the centre of the dance floor
and you told him that you were trying to make seongwoo jealous so is it okay if you danced with him
luckily you guys were good friends but
he still blushed so hard at first then shyly agreed
but once you were both dancing it just became a lot of fun
and of course seongwoo couldn’t help but get jealous and stare at you two
then the guys moved to him
enjoying making you two squirm
“seongwoo stop making it so obvious you’re jealous” sungwoon teasingly said
“ME?! jealous of y/n and woojin?? no way in hell would that happen” he denied outright
“seongwoo even me, i can tell you’re basically in love with her” jisung said exasperatedly
“seriously though when are you going to ask her out” minhyun asked
seongwoo just sighed and gave up lying to them and said
“gosh i like her so much, it’s crazy, i’d do anything to get her attention, i have literally gone on no dates for 6 months, she’s perfect but she’d never like me, she probably hates my guts” he ended dejectedly
literally everybody rolled their eyes at that
“HOW IS IT THAT YOU DON’T REALISE SHE’S ALSO MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU??!!” daniel exclaimed throwing his hands in the air and then dramatically falling back onto the floor
“she’s doesn’t like me at all she hates my guts?” seongwoo said confused
“okay hyung, look at y/n dancing with woojin right now, that’s to make you jealous okay? and you can tell by the way she’s literally looking at you every 5 seconds to make sure you’re watching” jihoon said slowly trying to explain to seongwoo
seongwoo scoffed at first but then he noticed what jihoon said was right, you kept looking at him to make sure he was looking at you dancing
he started to grin broader and broader
as he realised what the guys were saying were right
he literally felt like doing the biggest happy dance
he felt he was on the top of the world as he realised you liked him as well
on the other hand
you couldn’t help but blush at his intense gaze on you and the way he was smiling was making your heart melt
you excused yourself to woojin saying you were going to get a drink so you could calm and collect yourself
you headed upstairs and as you were relaxing in front of a door
someone grabbed your wrist super tight and wrapped a hand around your mouth
harshly pulling you into a small closet
your eyes meet some random man trying to kiss you
you could smell the alcohol in his breath
you tried to get out of the closet but realised it was locked
your instincts kicked in and you started kicking and hitting and screaming for help
he restrained you and held you down making you feel desperate and helpless
after so much effort of getting him off you
screaming that he was a pedo and creep and to stop
he still tried to kiss you
just as you were about to give up and let him kiss you
the closet door flung right open
it was seongwoo
he saw you walk up the stairs and thought to leave you to be for a while before confessing but after 10 minutes he got worried
he knew there were a lot of drunk guys around and hoped nothing bad happened to you
he went upstairs and found guanlin on his phone and asked him super concerned
“guanlin-ah did you see y/n??!”
“no sorry hyung, i came up just like 2 minutes ago” guanlin said
seongwoo than frantically tried to find you, going from room to room
then he heard the banging from a closet
he then heard you scream
and all he saw was red after
you couldn’t help but relax as you saw seongwoo
the guy gruffly said “get the hell out”
seongwoo said in a voice which was dangerously low
“you have 3 seconds to get your fucking filthy hands off the girl i love before i beat the crap out of you, 1, 2, 3″
the guy still hadn’t moved
he was basically ripped off from you then seongwoo got one punch in
before the guy scrambled out and slammed the closet door shut
you both realised you guys couldn’t get out but didn’t really care anymore just glad that it was all over
you relaxed as the guy wasn’t in your sight anymore
then you tried to process everything especially
the girl i love bit
but before you could say anything
two muscular arms wrapped around you super tight
you felt so warm and safe in seongwoo’s arms
he whispered into your ears “i was so worried about you”
your heart flutters as you hear the sincerity and concern in his voice
“thank you for saving me” you said your voice slightly trembling
still traumatised from the incident
“of course, don’t worry now, i’m here okay?” he said sweetly
“okay” you say sighing in relief
for a few minutes you just stood there just hugging each other
you eventually break apart and you couldn’t help but say
“the girl you love huh?”
“i never said that” seongwoo denied adamantly
“say it againnn” you tease
“say what again?” he asks pretending to be clueless
“that you love me” you say with a smirk you say stepping super close to him
you both stared intently into each others eyes and seongwoo’s eyes kept on flittering to your lips back to your eyes
making your heart beat faster than it ever has
seongwoo not even registering what he was doing
softly kissed you at first in a way like asking your permission
and allowing you to break apart
you didn’t want that at all and you deepened the kiss
he reciprocated almost immediately
as it continues it continuously became more passionate
all the sexual chemistry between you basically exploded
you ran your hands through his hair
and he couldn’t help himself but fall in love even more as you kept on smiling as you kissed him
but as the kisses became more passionate
he’d bite your lips softly making you moan softly
he’d trail kisses all the way down to your collarbone
making you arch your back slightly
then he’d recapture your lips and kiss you over and over again
you both end up making out for a solid 10 minutes
as you parted, seongwoo wore the cheekiest smile
you scolded him but you couldn’t help but smile
“wipe that smirk off your face ong seongwoo”
“yes dear’ he’d teasingly coo
you rolled your eyes
you guys ended up getting out of the closet by you picking the lock with a bobby pin
without saying goodbye to anyone, you grabbed your stuff and headed to seongwoo’s house
both your parents were out of town
so you just stayed at his place for the night
stop thinking so dirty no they did not do it
just because you were still scared at the incident of tonight
and seongwoo wanted to make sure you were okay
seongwoo gave you one go his t-shirts to change into and it was a simple loose black t shirt
you went to seongwoo and twirled around and asked
“do i look okay?”
seongwoo just cheekily smiled and couldn’t help but rush up to you and kiss you sweetly because of how good you looked in his shirt
“you look perfect, you’ve always been perfect to me and you are the perfect girl for me”
“y/n will you be my girlfriend?”
he ended with a sweet forehead kiss and you nod and sweetly reply
“as cheesy as it sounds i’ve basically been in love with you for the past 6 months so of course i will”
he’d kiss you softly after you said yes both of you grinning like you won the lottery
you both end up talking for hours, eating junk food, while cuddling and
laughing about how you hated each other and constantly teased each other and all the small arguments you guys had
after talking about the most random little things to the deepest secrets you’ve never revealed
laughing you head off or teasingly arguing with each other
you both were super exhausted
and you then ended up falling asleep in your favourite place in the world
in seongwoo’s arms
once you went to sleep seongwoo smiled at you in a way someone could if they were in love and before he passed out himself
he whispered sweetly in your ear
“sweet dreams, y/n, i love you”
THIS WAS A BLESSING TO WRITE!!! i love seongwoo so much he’s my bw and just AGH FEELS!!! also this was super rushed so whoops sorry. i hope the sexual harassment wasn’t too much and the makeout sesh you enjoyed ;) I’M ALSO TAGGING @starrywinters SO I CAN RUIN HER BIAS LIST and we will fangirl over how much we love seongwoo and how we’re unloyal hoes. Y’ALL SHOULD FOLLOW HER she has amazing fics
anyways hope you enjoyed it!!! love you all, message me and send me anons!
These two are both huge dumbasses and I won’t stop until the word is heard!
- Eddie and Richie have weekly game nights where they play board games together and eat snacks. Stan and Bill decide to do a double date with them one game night. They both cannot BELEIVE Eddie and Richie. They play Scrabble and Monopoly and neither Eddie or Richie plays it right. When they play scrabble, Eddie literally just makes up words NONE of the words he plays are actual words. And when Richie plays monopoly he thinks the main goal is to try to die in the game. Bill tries to explain to the two, how the actual games work but neither Eddie or Richie listens they are both just like “Lmao Bill, we’ve been playing these games since forever, we know how to play”
- In High School Eddie is put on a soccer team in gym because the school requires it. And at their first game Richie and all the other losers are there watching him for support. Eddie, in sort is fucking awful. He doesn’t follow any of the rules and at one point picks up the ball with his hands. Everyone is so embarresed for Eddie but Both Eddie and Richie think Eddie is doing wonderful. The entire time Richie is yelling things like “YEEAH LOOK AT MY BOYFRIEND GO HES SUCH A PRO AT THIS”. And Even after the game Eddie is just says”Wow guys did you see me out there? I didn’t know I was that good at soccer” and Richie is like “YOU SURE WHERE BABY” and they high five and all the other losers feel too bad to tell them Eddie was actually awful
- Eddie and Richie go to the movies together for dates and are just,, so annoying. The other losers stopped going together with them because they cannot actually watch the movie with Eddie and Richie there. Richie and Eddie talk loudly through the ENTIRE movie, Eddie eats his food so fucking loudly and Richie is constantly moving and standing up cuz his legs are always falling asleep. Eddie and Richie have both been kicked out on multiple occasions because they are such a public nuisance.
-Stan takes the whole group out birdwatching, all the losers are really excited to learn more about Stan’s interests. Stan tells them all they need to be very quiet so they don’t scare off the birds. And they all are! Except Eddies and Richie. Both of them try to be quiet but in the end richie keeps making loud jokes and imitating the birds and Eddie is just grossly laughing and snorting at every joke which just fuels richie even more to the point all the losers ask them to leave so they can actually bird watch.
Dick: *overly hot guy that like everyone from old wrinkly grandmas to tots are ogling at* *totally plays it off as if he doesn’t notice his admirers*
Barbara: *overly pale one that literally shines white light when the sun hits her* *evidently the nick name blinding ghost was soon created by Jason*
Jason: *swims out to the farthest buoy in the lake and stays floating on top till everyone is ready to go* *if he’s feeling board, he’ll draw on Steph’s back with sunscreen to create annoying tan lines*
Tim: *a shadow blocks out the sun over him* whoever you are, go away, I’m trying to tan my white ass body
Stephanie: *wears revealing swim suit* okay, I’m officially ready to tan my entire body *looks to Jason* don’t you fucken dare ya’ little shit
Cassandra: *quietly slips away from the groups camped out spot on the beach to go play on the monkey bars*
Damian: Let’s play football. Can we play football? How about soccer? Soccer sounds enjoyable. It’s to hot. I disapprove of this outing. The sand burns my feet. That morbidly obese woman is wearing a bikini. This beach is the only terrifying place I’ve ever been too. I'de rather be dead again than be here.
Duke: *slaps Damian in the back of the head* do you actually have no chill?
omg sWEET SHY sOCCER PLAYER NEIGHBOR HYUCK 👀👀 he kicks his prized n overpriced ball imported from cali into ur backyard n hes gotta get himself to ask his rly cute neighbor (tHE REAdEr) for it back (also i jus wanna think abt him in a soccer uniform n headband n like disheveled but ethereal ok)
i’ve been writing this and listening to and july on repeat for almost 2 hours
you’ve been seeing a boy just aggressively enjoying soccer in his backyard from ur window for as long as u have lived at that house
he practices like every single day
so much dedication for such a lil boy
u high k e y thought he was super cute every time u would see him while going to school or just going outside
one time u were just watching him play soccer with his friends bc it was so entertaining, and he looked up at u in ur window
ofc he was nice n waved,, but he looked so smiley n proud and u closed the curtain so f a s t
neither of you have the courage to knock on the door and actually talk
but one day,,
you were doing some work and looked out the window occasionally as he was practicing again
but he seemed really,,, off
and after a while, he started to fall
it’s really hard to concentrate on work when that cute neighbor boy keeps falling and getting hurt
he ended up falling as he kicked the ball and it went sideways
into ur yard :))
he laid there for a lil bit,, probably crying
u were rly concerned so u went out in the back to get the ball
by the time you got inside he was knocking aggressivel y
like,, sCARY knockingg
u opened the door anyways bc u needed to give it back
but when u opened the door,, he looked really nervous and like he hadn’t slept in 27 days :))
he had dark circles n a really exhausted aura abt him
but he was rly cute,, wearing shorts n some expensive shoes n a nice shirt n a cute pink headband
his small, awkward smile also just made him 903x better
and his face was g l ow i ng
his hair just stuck to it from all the gross sweat and his shirt was clinging to him but he was still goin strong
“oH uhhh,,u havE m y ball,,”
“ye a i can see that”
really awkward exchange, but he was really eager to meet u n u wanted to meet him,, so u tried to attempt conversation anyways
“unjkdnj my name is donghyuck!! i like socc er “
“i ‘ m y/n and ur rrly cute :)”
he was concerned,, but also a lil happy abt it and gave a nice laugh
and then it was so much easier to talk
he started getting his ball “stuck” in your backyard smh
u let it happen bc he was so cute and wanted to talk so bad
a lot of the time you both would just sit and eat snacks and talk about whatever you wanted
“hyuck!! did u know koalas have fingerprints”
and sometimes he would let u sit in his backyard n watch him play soccer
n if we was feeling up to it, would teach u his special tricks
all of his friends know who u are n they never had to a s k
he’s so cute tho,, always takin breaks while ur doing homework or studying or smth while watching him play just to see how you’re doing and if he can help
and he!!! always tells u abt how he did something new and cool
it’s amazing bc he looks so bright and happy when he yells abt it !!!
and he sometimes worries about boring u,, but u always reassure him by saying he looks so pretty while he’s running to ur door and screaming abt how he scored twice as fast with his friends while covered in sweat and has a really dorky grin and bright eyes ufhdhg
ur the only person he trusts with his nice n expensive ball istg
and !! once the season starts,, he always begs u to come to his games
literally will serenade u
or throw a soccer ball at ur face idk
but when you do!!! he gets so giggly n happy and has so much more motivation to do his best
if you cheer for him then !! he is so smiley and encouraged
and if you don’t,, he is still so smiley and encouraged bc u took the time to go out and see him play!!
and after his game, he hugs u so tight even tho he’s sweaty n gross
and he always does his best for you !!!
“HYUC k pls i don’t wanna be covered in sweat :))”
“o h sorry” but he hugs u tighter
and even if he doesn’t win the game, he still gives moist hugs with a wide smile and just looks genuinely happy
“i did my best!! i’m still proud even if we lost, because i did my best for you!!”
and that’s just the most uplifting thing i have ever written
but you buy him snacks and plushies and make nice cards with 74 stickers on each page for his games
and he has a special box for all ur gifts and shows you his nicely decorated shoe box with all ur favs on it !!!!
he probably spent more than ten hours just trying to figure out where to place one heart sticker
as the season ends that year, n you’ve been friends for quite a while, he feels so much more obligated to win the last game just for you !!
so he gives the whole team the stern “u better fuk i n win or i’ll fight” talk n sURPRISE
they all do their absolute best
n when hyuck sees u on the side while he’s runnin to get to the field, he stops for a second just to wave and give u a nice smile to make ur heart screech
then he just plays so aggressively yet amazin at the same time
ur just,, in awe
bc that gross sweaty boy who collapsed n got his expensive california soccer ball stuck in ur yard and came to ur doorstep in a dirty pair of shorts, a pink headband, and had dozens of scrapes on his arms n legs
with that dorky and lovable smile,, :”))
is such a cutie who loves u more than his soccer and plays his games for you 🤧🤧
and when he wins his last game, he runs over to you before even congratulating his team and hugs you s o tight
and u can hear him sniffling so u ignore the gross and hug him back
and then he pulls away to look at u n hold ur face and just smiles so softly
it makes u feel blessed by our lornd and savior rjesus christ
it’s almost 6am and i havent slept in almost 20 hour r ss or is my math wrogn
he just tells you how special you are to him and how loved and happy you make him feel
just by sitting in his yard and giving him a cute smile when he cheers after he scores a goal against a friend
makes him the happiest lil boy ever
and he couldn’t ever ask for a better person in his life
I had this sudden idea , i dont really headcanon it but it seemed interesting to me , what if lance is adopted, its not really likely but maybe thats why he cherishes his family, i mean its not likely but it seems interesting,
[fandom exists to enjoy things - seriously, it doesn’t matter how likely an idea is to be canon, you are here to explore things and play with the characters you’ve come to know and love. so never hesitate to send us an ask, no matter how (un)likely it seems to be, we’re open for everything^^]
MOVING ON TO THE ACTUAL ASK,,,, THIS BREAKS MY HEART??? WOW. W O W.
Imagine tiny, 3 years old Lance in an orphanage with next to no memories of his real parents. And he’s getting along fine with the other kids, he isn’t the most popular but not the most unpopular either, but he doesn’t have real friends. Sure, there is always someone to hang out and have fun with, but no one he can come to when he’s crying over the hurt bird he found in the backyard. Crying is looked down upon - everyone has a hard life, so what business does he have crying about anything? Learn to grow up.
So young Lance learns. He learns to smile and tease and be happy and outgoing. He learns to be confident and radiate positive energy because that’s what makes people want to stick around. When he is 7 years old, he knows how to be a “cool kid”.
A year later he gets put into a foster family. A foster family with lots of other children, all older than him. They are happy and outgoing and touchy and love to hang out with him.
[Once, just once he tested how far this love would go: he pretended to have a stomachache. His foster parents were so worried for him that they forbade him to go to school, his siblings brought him crackers and kept him company in his room while he ‘rested to get better’. His grandma went out and bought new medicine, ‘just in case it might get worse’. For Lance, it was heaven - he thought that these people might really become “family”. People that maybe, one day, he could share secrets with and depend on.]
The first time he cries is when he gets adopted into the family. He is 10 years old then; he is 10 years old and loved and knows that these people want him.
When his family sees him crying, their reaction is not the friendly teasing he anticipates. It’s shocked faces and hugs and reassurances and, finally, laughter when he admits that he is just so happy that he couldn’t help himself. He gets his hair ruffled and arms arounds his shoulders - and when they take their picture with a “612 days in foster care: now we are one family” shield held up by him and his siblings, he later discovers that he wasn’t the only one that had tears in his eyes.
They move to the US. The first months are harsh; he has learned some English in school but it wasn’t nearly enough to keep up with the kids over here. And the first time he cries because of insults getting hurled his way, his mother comes and envelops him in a hug.
No one laughs about his tears anymore. No one puts their image above anyone’s feelings and for the first time Lance really understands what it means to have a family. He vows to protect them all and help them in any way he can. He cooks with his mom; he talks about planes with his dad; he knits with his grandma; he does face masks with his sister; he learns how to play soccer with his brother. Once a week, they all go swimming together - they all miss the ocean. They all miss their home in Cuba.
When a few years later the topic of adoption comes up again, Lance is the first one to say “yes”. His parents look at him in surprise and for the first time ever he really tells everyone how much becoming part of their family means to him. It’s an emotional event and more than one of them ends up crying. But it’s okay: it’s okay because crying is not a bad thing here, they are family, they are each other’s support, they have hugs and shoulder pats and cuddle piles. It’s okay.
A few months later, they adopt two new children. Lance is happy and proud and makes sure to be the best big brother anyone could ever ask for. He teaches them how to tie their shoes, how to sneak out of the house, how to whistle and how to properly throw a ball.
Not even a month later, he goes on a school trip to a planetarium. It’s when he realizes that he wants to become a pilot - he wants to reach for the stars. He wants to fly and reach for the stars and be free of judgement. He wants to fly and have a home to come back to.
When he excitedly tells his family about it, they cheer for him and support him. They help him look for programs to get into flight schools, his father lends him all the plane magazines he has, they buy glow-in-the-dark paint and paint his bedroom ceiling. They help him with his grades to get him into the Garrison flight program and when he gets accepted, they have a huge celebration party in his honor.
He never forgets the picture they made at the airport, all together, waving him goodbye.
[He misses their hugs.]
[He misses their hugs just like he misses the ocean.]
[He misses their hugs, he misses the ocean, he misses home - but over time he comes to realize that he has found a new family. A smaller one than before but one that’s just as lively, just as fun. He still misses them, of course; but this new family makes the distance between them much more bearable.]
I know that I truly love her because she hurt me on a whole another level and I still love her. I have a right to be mad at her, but I’m not. I “should be” speaking poorly of her, but I’m not, I only speak positively about her. I could have flipped out on her, but I didn’t, I don’t want to, I see no need to. I could be the most bitter thing towards her, but I’m not, I don’t want to be, I let her go knowing that I love her and I always will, she will always have someone to turn to. I could have left her before she got the chance to leave me, but I didn’t, I gave her the decision, because if it was up to me we would be in each other’s lives forever. I want her to be free, I want her to be happy, I want her to know that she matters, I want her to know she is so dearly loved, I want her to know she is so incredibly unique and special, I want her to know I will always love her, I want her to know that my arms will always be wide open for her, I want her to know that I have yet to find anything that compares to her, I want her to know that she is so valued, I want her to know that there will always be a spark of love in my heart for her, I want her to know that I love all of her, even though I don’t know every single detail of her life, I see who she is because of it, she is strong and beautiful and so gentile and she has been hurt, I can see those parts of her and I love her. I don’t only love her because she is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, I loved her because she was raw, she had such spark about certain things, she understood, she listened, she was patient, she had a way with words, she could make me melt in a single sentence, she worked so hard, she made me feel like I mattered to someone, to at least her and that is all I needed in life, she gave purpose to life, she saw the beauty of things and the sad side of things, her mind took a while to learn, but once I got a drift of how it worked I fell in love, she has so much genuine love for her pets, she was true, she was the definition of cuteness, she was such a goofball, she had sass, she changed me, she made me happy, she made me smile, she made me cry, she made me sad. She was the only person I let my walls down for. I gave her my heart and forever I think she will have it, maybe one day it won’t be all of it, but she will always have the majority of it. I wanted to know all of her. I wanted to know her full story of life. I wanted to know why she is the person she is, I wanted to understand her in a way that no one had before, I wanted to be the one for her, I wanted to know all major events of her life, all the little ones too, I wanted to know the little things that she loved, the tiny facts that no one pays attention to, I wanted to truly know her, I wanted to feel her pain and joy, I wanted to know her favorite memories and her least favorite, I wanted to know her favorite thing about herself, I wanted to know her least favorite thing about herself. I wanted her to know I would love her no matter what. I wanted to spoil her, I wanted to take her on dates, I wanted to love her in her best and worst moments, I wanted to take her places, I wanted to finish that game of 20 questions, I wanted to love her through every mood and phase, I wanted to take her to the movies and leave not even knowing what the movie was about, I wanted to hold her hand, I wanted to give her my jacket when she got cold, I wanted to hug her, I wanted to kiss her forehead just because I could, I wanted to stare into her beautiful eyes and just think “wow”, I wanted to take her out to dinner, I wanted to stargaze with her by my side, I wanted to give her a massage after a long day at work, I wanted to dance in the rain with her, I wanted to hold her at night when she got frightened because of a nightmare, I wanted to fall asleep next to her, I wanted to wake up next to her, I wanted to see her do something she loved and watch how she would light up, I wanted to go on deep conversation walks, I wanted to be with her, I just wanted to be in her presence, I wanted to do that cute little run hug thing and then fall on our butts because it’s not a movie, I wanted to show her everything, I wanted to take her to New York City and Paris, I wanted to love her forever, I wanted to wake up every day just feeling so happy because I got to be with my love, I wanted to take her to that place she dreamed about, where we could love each other endlessly, where we could be ourselves without worries, where we would shiver from closeness, where nothing would stand in our way, where it would be every thing that she dreamed of and so much more, I want to take her there and be with her. I wanted to fall asleep listening to her voice, I wanted to show up at her work and order breakfast, only paying in change, because I know it annoys the crap out of her, I wanted to look at her, I mean just look at her, take in her beauty, I wanted to know every scar on her body and where it came from, I wanted to give her some of my own clothes, so that she would think of me every time she wore them, I wanted to buy her everything that her little heart desired, I wanted to give my little girl a kiss whenever she was down, I wanted to be a brat whenever she would try to kiss me and turn my head so that she would end up kissing my cheek, then she would get upset and she would make me kiss her, I wanted to tell her all of my useless knowledge, I wanted to tell her all of my stupid thoughts and ideas, I wanted to horribly sing love songs to her, I wanted her to meet my puppy, I wanted to meet her little bunny, I wanted to do all stupid cheesy sappy stuff with her, I wanted to teach her how to play soccer, I wanted to watch the sunset with her, I wanted to wake up early and see the sunrise with her, I wanted to enjoy her favorite month (October) together, I wanted to tackle her into a pile of leaves and then run away from her chasing me trying to tackle me, I wanted to carve a pumpkin with her, I wanted to just sit with her watching the leaves fall, enjoying the silence that we rarely ever have, I wanted to wake up extra early to make her breakfast, I wanted to get all bundled up with her go to the beach and watch the way the waves crash onto the shore, and see how the fall waves differ from the summer time waves, I wanted to catch lightning bugs with her and then let them go because we want them to be free, I wanted to take her to Starbucks and get the cliche seasonal drinks, I wanted to go through a flipping corn maze holding her hand, and I wanted to get lost doing so because we were being such morons, I wanted to watch her kick ass on the court, I wanted to kiss her in the moonlight on a night time fall walk, because I can’t resist kissing my little cutie, I wanted to be with her while the seasons changed and we had to deal with the terrible winters that we get up here, I wanted to play in the snow with her, because we truly are children at heart, I wanted to tackle her into pile of snow and again have to run away from her chasing me, I wanted to catch snow flakes on our tongues, I wanted to have snowball fights with her, I wanted to go ice skating for my first time with her, and you know of course fall on my ass and have her laugh at me, I wanted to go around looking at Christmas lights with her, and a cup of hot chocolate of course, then I wanted to kiss her when the ball drops and we start a New Year, after that I wanted to give her the absolute best birthday and birthday present ever, whatever that would have been, I would have made it happen. I wanted her to be my cheesy valentine I wanted to buy her a teddy bear and all of that stuff, I wanted to take her out on a ton of dates, whether that be dinner, a movie, stargazing, napping, breakfast, watching the sunset, dancing at 4 in the morning, watching the sun rise, cuddling, going to a carnival, or anything really. I wanted to get to know her in a way that I have never known anyone else before, I wanted to know all about her, I wanted to know all of her thoughts, I wanted to know all of her ideas, I wanted to bring her flowers, I wanted to give her everything, I wanted to be there when she gets sick so that I could give her soup and medicine and make sure that she rests and gets better, I wanted to be there when she gets a tummy ache and just needs to relax, I wanted to do all of this and soooooo much more. She will always be my 11:11 wish, my birthday wish, and my wish upon a star. I truly do think that I love her, I can’t say for sure because love never really was my forte. I believe that I am, because if I’m not in love with her, then what the hell does actually falling in love feel like?!?! Like that must be some crazy shit! I mean this is some crazy shit that I’m feeling to begin with soo….
Thank you for reading my “rant”. If anyone is hurting, I’ve heard that it gets better eventually. I feel your pain, we are all hurting together. Try listening to some Halsey she understands pain. Huge thank you to you guys too! Thank you for letting me air out my thoughts, feelings, and pain, it has helped me so much!
I LOVE YOUR BLOG and I was wondering if you could do were BTS reacts to their Gf playing soccer in a sports bra and some Nike shorts and shoes I know this is stupid but I think it would be cool if you could do this thanks💗
YEEEE BIH SOCCER IS MY SPORT ୧(๑⇀‸↼๑)૭ It ain’t stupid at all this mah shit bro
BTS: Reaction to you playing soccer in revealing sportswear
Jin: He wouldn’t know how to react. Should he be mad or horny? Either way he was getting a boner. He watched you play soccer for a little bit, undoubtedly impressed by your skills (and the jiggling of your ass but that’s besides the point). He didn’t like that guys were staring at you though, that’s why he never let you leave the house like this. But here you were, all hot n’ shit. He decided he had to end this because more men were showing up.
“Princess, let’s go home. I have a big surprise for you.”
Yoongi: At first, he wouldn’t be able to stop smiling. He loved how good you looked and admired every bit of the skin you were showing off. He licked his lips when he watched you bend down to pick up the ball, making sure to be behind you wherever that may be. But as more people showed up, he grew worried. As much as he wanted to show you off to the world, he also wanted to save it all for himself.
“No… No one’s gonna look at my girl right?”
Namjoon: No doubt, he’d be instantly turned on. How your shorts rode up slightly higher so your ass popped out a little… how sweat trickled down your body… he was going crazy watching you. You made eye contact a few times, and the smile on your face was taunting him. He was being tortured, and he couldn’t think of what he could’ve done wrong to deserve this. And seeing other guys watch you the same way he was watching you made him beyond jealous.
“Babygirl, get your shit we’re going home right now.”
Hoseok: On his way home from dance practice he stopped by your soccer practice. It was a nightly routine. You’d usually go home together from there. But when he laid his eyes on you tonight, seeing how you were showing off so much more skin than usual, he got really salty towards you. He’d shrug you off and give you really short replies. He’d try to embarrass you by glaring at the other boys and yelling at them.
“What? Do you think my girlfriend is hot too? Well guess what, she’s mine. And when we get home tonight I’m gonna make sure she knows that.”
Jimin: He’d enjoy it wayyy too much. He loved to watch your ass bounce, and your thighs jiggle with every step you took. When you were talking to him he’d stare at your chest. He wouldn’t actually pay attention to your words and just give you half-assed replies. He just couldn’t get his mind off you being in his bed later. And never mind the guys that were staring at you! Jimin would just out his hands all over your body to show that you belonged to him.
“Mmm. Oh yeah? Mm… Let’s go home.”
Taehyung: He would get super dramatic. That’s what he was known for, after-all. Every goal you made, he’d scream your name and fall to the floor, rolling around a couple times and laughing at himself. He’d hype you up every time you ran downfield or knocked a girl down, and his eyes would focus on your ass most of the time.
“THAT’S MY BABY!!”
Jungkook: He wasn’t too vocal about this situation. Just silent glares and facials that read, “you’re fucking dead when we get home tonight.” And he could tell you were enjoying teasing him. Every time you adjusted your shorts you made eye contact with him. And when you tied your shoes you bent over in front of him to give him a good view. He had a hard time concealing his boner so he had to go wait in the car and play with himself for a few quick minutes.
“Who does that girl think she is? I’ll fucking give her a show.”
What customers don’t seem to understand about this place is that you can’t do returns at the cash registers. We have a special department set aside for this, conveniently labeled “Guest Services” in red letters so massive they can probably be seen from space. Normally, when a customer asks to do a return at my register, I point them in the direction of the appropriate department and they go on their merry way, no problem.
But there are, unfortunately, a certain subset of customers who take extreme offense to being told that they need to go wait in a different line.
I narrowly dodged one such customer on this day, but was still close enough to see how everything played out. There’s just something about middle-aged soccer mom types that makes them the most unpleasant people to deal with. And I could tell the moment I re-directed her to the returns desk that shit was about to get ugly. After she huffed and puffed about my audacity to ask her to wait some more, she stomped off. From what I could hear behind me at the desk, the thing she was trying to return was a very, very broken ceramic planter. Think an unrecognizable pile of shards. I’ve now worked here long enough to know for a fact that these planters don’t come in a box or anything, so she definitely bought it when it was intact and broke it on her own, but was trying to be refunded for it anyway.
The woman working at the returns desk told her this. The following shouts made all activity in the check lanes halt. I turned around just in time to see one of the most spectacularly petty actions I’ve ever witnessed:
The customer, enraged that she couldn’t return her completely obliterated planter, takes a bottle of shampoo out of her cart and squirts the entire thing out on the returns counter. We’re talking one of those big-ass Head and Shoulders family sized bottles. Blue soapy goop everywhere and on every surface as the poor returns clerk watched in shock.
It was legendary.
Officer Bad-Touch then showed up in record time to escort the customer out. I almost wanted to laugh at the clerk, but all the same I felt a grim solidarity for her. That could’ve been me. But at least I have some perspective: if there’s any comfort with this job, it’s that I don’t have to work at the returns desk.
Overprotective, but lovable, mom. Got the,"Mom of the month!" award from School Committee. Is jealous of Maya from the School Committee because Maya makes better lemon squares than her.
Cool mom every other kid wishes they had. Every mom on the School Committee hates her because she's that,"One mom." Picks kid up from school on a different vehicle every day.
Silent mom every other kid is secretly afraid of. The School Committee loves her though. She makes the best orange squares.
Nerd mom that tries to act 'cool' around kid's friends. All the kids like her and she was hit on by a seven year old once. The moms absolutely ADORE her. ("Oh, Rose, did you make that cake?" "Rose, you have GOT to see this!" "Rose, did you hear what happened to Michelle's daughter earlier today?")
Overenthusiastic soccer mom. Yelled at Cynthia from the School Committee and called her cookies,"Bland, tasteless, over glorified rice cakes." Absolutely hates School Committee meetings and does everything she can to get out of them.
Forgetful mom. Doesn't remember they have basketball practice in ten minutes. Fell asleep at the monthly meeting of the School Committee and could only wake up when Jasper slapped her. (To be fair, it was lightly. And Rose, Pearl, and Lapis had already tried any alternatives and had given their consent to the practice.)
Hot single mom. All the moms on the School Committee are super jelly of her, and all of their kids have crushes on her. Got flowers from an anonymous secret admirer a few times.
Constantly worried mom. All the moms on the School Committee think it's scandalous she's in a relationship with Sapphire. Keeps up with the kids. Super good with them too.
Calm, keeps the peace mom. All the moms wonder how her kids never seem to fight and are constantly asking tips. They also think it's scandalous that she's in a relationship with Ruby. She's "That one mom" we all know.
My 20 year old Idol Husband - [Day 11 - It’s Definitely You]
20 yr old Jungkook, at the top of his idol boyband career, has a secret only he & his bandmates know – An underground relationship, with you, a girl he met at a fanmeeting. Things get a little out of hand and you find out you’re pregnant.