how do u do it....how do u stay so happy like???? is it just me and my mental illness or like r u just Way Too Happy man ily but tell me ur secrets.....
Honestly most of it is because I have depression?? It sounds wild but hear me out
My general mindset is that nothing in life matters in the long run, plus my emotions are really stunted and the future doesn’t exist and time passes funny and I have zero energy to do much, the days all blend together and I don’t really have any ambitions anymore, and on top of all that my empathy machine breaks a lot
So with all that at once, I don’t really have the energy to dwell on being sad or upset?? The best way I can explain it is like in the anime Parasyte, how whenever Shinichi starts to feel panicked or scared or upset Migi would be like “Shinichi control yourself we don’t have time for this” and then he’d IMMEDIATELY be back to normal and devoid of all emotion?? It’s kinda like that
Basically, with all that combined, this meme is my eternal mindset (with this song playing in the background)
So I guess all that manifests itself as the personality you see here! ^^;;; Idk quite how it works either but there it is lol