how the sun sees you

I know people talk about Aries moons like they’re explosive and angry children, but honestly I think they’re one of the most vulnerable moon signs. I think they are truly just sensitive and have trouble dealing with that sensitivity. I think what Aries moons need is someone to protect them a little. They will absolutely NEVER accept protection if you’re obvious about it and coddle them, but I think they do need a helping hand when it comes to dealing with the rawness of their emotions.

HEY GUESS WHAT, OL YELLER IS BACK, DOIN WHAT I DO BEST BY YELLIN BOUT MY SON

The game wants us to hate Ryuji so much and I don’t???? get it?????? The whole beginning of the game when Morgana’s the only effin one “guiding” he’s BERATING the poor kid during every battle like “oh ya surprise surprise skull missed a hit cuz he is the literal worst person alive” and I’m so :( cause my boy tries so hard i genuinely don’t know how anyone could not feel bad for Ryuji

And if that’s not heartbreaking enough during *SPOILERS* the whole splitting up thing it’s like…I feel bad for Morgana but we ask him a thousand times what’s wrong and he won’t say and then he gets into that fight with Ryuji and SOMEHOW Ryuji is portrayed as the bad guy?? That fuckin video montage of the like, TWO times Ryuji said Morgana wasn’t as useful as he used to be baffled me because where was the montage of Morgana saying the same AND WORSE to Ryuji??? I can’t remember a single time Morgana said something even semi-nice to Ryuji. I like literally don’t understand how anyone can be like “wow how could Ryuji say that” when it’s VERY OBVIOUS HOW

Even suspending my Ryuji-love for a minute, no one lets Ryuji off the hook like “oh man that wasn’t nice but it’s ok you’re not The Worst.” They act like all he does is be shitty when he’s constantly looking out for everyone EXCEPT himself???? The whole team is like wow fuck u ryuji how could you when it’s clear he feels bad that he lost his cool??? And EVEN WHEN HE APOLOGIES like ok sure not the greatest apology but my boy is TRYING (literally starting yelling HES TRYING at my screen ok) everyone is STILL like “wow fuck u ryuji how could you be so shitty to the cat that hasn’t been nice to you once in the entire game”

I JUST??? AGH. HE IS SO PURE AND GOOD AND HE MESSES UP SOMETIMES BUT HE IS STILL PURE AND GOOD. WHY WILL NO ONE PROTEC MY BOY??????????????????????

Ask Me Astrology!
  • Aries: What are you passionate about?
  • Taurus: What are your most valuable possessions?
  • Gemini: What friend do you consider your "double"? What are their placements?
  • Cancer: Are you empathetic, sympathetic, or both?
  • Leo: How do you feel in the spotlight?
  • Virgo: What do you study, for fun?
  • Libra: How's your love life?
  • Scorpio: Sex life?
  • Sagittarius: Do you go on adventures? If so, what kind? Got any stories from them?
  • Capricorn: What are your ambitions, and what drives you towards them?
  • Aquarius: Are you manipulative / Have you ever manipulated anyone? Why?
  • Pisces: What's your biggest non-sexual fantasy?
  • -
  • 1st House: How do most people see you?
  • 2nd House: What's one thing you love about the material world?
  • 3rd House: Are you introverted or extroverted?
  • 4th House: What do you call "Home"? If you aren't happy with it, what would you like to call "Home"?
  • 5th House: What do you do for fun?
  • 6th House: How do you treat your body?
  • 7th House: How do you feel about commitment? Does commitment and love go hand and hand for you? Why or why not?
  • 8th House: What brought you to Astrology? Do you mess with other things that fall into the "occult" category?
  • 9th House: Do you believe in a Higher Power? What are your religious beliefs?
  • 10th House: Dream Job?
  • 11th House: Do you belong to any groups or communities? What are they?
  • 12th House: How do you see death?
  • -
  • Sun: How do you see yourself?
  • Moon: What do you do when you're upset to make yourself feel better?
  • Mercury: What do you talk about most?
  • Venus: How do you view love?
  • Mars: What do you do when you're angry?
  • Jupiter: What do you have "luck" in?
  • Saturn: What are the restrictions you've faced in life? Would you say they're still present? What have you done to surpass them?
  • Uranus: What causes do you fight for? What do you rebel against?
  • Neptune: "Ignorance is Bliss", true or false?
  • Pluto: How do you feel about sex?
  • -
  • Juno: Who's your ideal partner?
  • Chiron: Do you have anything that it's hard to heal from, physically or mentally? (Don't have to go into specifics).
  • Vesta: How do you feel about your mother/mother figure?
  • Eros: What's your sexuality and would you describe yourself as hyper-sexual, sexual, or non-sexual?
  • Lilith: What would you say are the worst traits you have?
  • Pallus: When you cast judgement, are you usually fair?
  • Ceres: What do you need to feel cared for?
gay books that i read recently rec
  • i’ll give you the sun by jandy nelson - centered around a pair of artistically gifted twins, noah and jude. (noah is gay.) they’re driven apart by the secrets they’re keeping and an ill timed death and try to find away back to each other over the course of the book.
  • you know me well by nina lacour & david levithan - two (gay) classmates, mark and kate, have a chance run in at a (gay) bar and form the brotp of a lifetime.
  • robins in the night by dajo jago - the story of robin hood retold with robin hood as a trans woman. dangerous vigilante lesbians are everywhere in this book. just trust me and read it its so fun
  • wolfsong by tj klune - the werewolf romance of your dreams tbh. the protagonist is the sweetest, most wonderful person and you will fall in love with all of the characters in this book. also, like no one is straight. not a lot of girls in this book though. very much a dude book.
  • Adam: I kept a close eye on you Blake while you were at Beacon and I never wanted to see that blonde teammate of yours flirt with you constantly. That's why I did what I did.
  • Blake: Wait, what? Yang hasn't been flirting with me.
  • Adam: Don't lie! I saw a blonde haired person take you for tea and I saw you went to the dance with the same blonde!
  • Blake: You mean Sun?
  • Adam: ...Who's this 'Sun?' Are they not your teammate? I cut off their arm, right?
  • Blake: CAN'T YOU SEE ANYTHING THROUGH YOUR STUPID MASK?
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i’ve been trying to post a drawing every day so…here’s some lineless practice with allura holding… molten steel? a star? you decide.

For today’s body positivity post, I’m coming back to something I’ve adored for a few years now. Story time.

My sophomore year of high school, I dated this kid named Brad (if you’re reading this, congrats kid). We were riding the bus to a different campus for our last class of the day, and the sun hit my eyes. He stared at me in wonderment before telling me how beautiful my eyes were. You see, when the sun hits my eyes just right, they turn a beautiful, rich gold. That day just happened to be one of those days. After that fateful day (and Brad and I’s breakup [we’re still friends]), I began to watch my eyes to see how they changed.
Like almost everything else about myself that I liked, I lost my love for them during my last relationship (abuse induced depression and anxiety), but I found them shinning brighter than ever as I found myself again. Two days ago, one of my friends (who’s been by my side for years) told me my eyes had life he hadn’t ever seen before. And I agree. They hold more life than I thought possible, and every day their light grows a little bit more.

Forever, I love my eyes.

the gang on a cruise - hcs

requested by anon - these take place in a modern au!!

  • who comes up with this wild idea???? 
    • “so…….guys…. we got u all together here today because” (soda looks at two)
    • “how bout we go….”
    • “on A CRUISE”
    • two and soda said that and nearly everyone erupted in a collective “NOOOOOOOO”
    • steve and johnny were the only two to say “yEAH”
    • lil steve has never been more excited for anything in his damn LIFE 
    • “FUCK U DALLY ITS 4 VERSUS 3 GO GET UR FUCKN SWIMMING TRUNKS”
  • the curtis household is an actual MESS between booking it, packing and just the whole thing in general
    • there’s literally never a dull/quiet moment (as always) (but now it’s 10x worse)
  • they literally dont pack until last minute
    • like it’s 5 hours before they’re supposed to be leaving 
    • and nO ONE
    • NO ONE
    • EXCEPT DARRY & PONY 
    • HAS PACKED
    • bc we know darry probably drilled down on pony to make sure he was packed on time
    • darry is losing his fuckin mind when everyone is at the Curtis house asking for shit
  • they have to catch a flight to miami bc their cruise is to the bahamas
    • darry saw the groupon and he hasn’t looked back since
    • darry is def on the plane asking if someone has aspirin or excedrin
      • “sometHING I NEED SOMETHING” 
      • dar thought he was getting a vacation asap but this whole process of preparing and getting there has never made the times so stressful
  • steve keeps asking for food??
    • “DARRY IM HUNGRY”
    • yknow how they give out pretzels or peanuts?
    • HE HAD ONE OF EACH
    • HE EVEN ATE THE PAPER OF A NAPKIN BY ACCIDENT
  • johnny is softly sleepin
  • dally is kicking the chair of the lady in front of him
  • and two is snoring at mAX volume
  • before they board the ship
    • they have all their luggages and shit and their hair is all messy and fucked up w/out grease!! (but in a sloppy-cute way)
    • but darry turns around and he’s like
    • “when we’re here, i don’t know any of you. i don’t know your names, u don’t know mine. if you bother me or make trouble, i swear on our parents that i WILL RING YOUR DAMN NECKS”
  • steve ends up yelling
    • “AWWWW FUCK”
    • “WHAT STEVE WHAT HAPPENED”
    • “I FORGOT EXTRA UNDERWEAR”
    • “I LITERALLY ASKED YOU THAT BEFORE WE LEFT” (darry)
  • EVERYONE IS DUMBFOUNDED AT FIRST BY HOW BEAUTIFUL THE WATER IS
    • CAUSE EVEN DALLY’S NEVER SEEN CLEAR BLUE WATER BEFORE 
    • BUT THEN EVERYONE HAS THESE SECONDARY THOUGHTS THAT ARE HYSTERICAL
  • soda’s all
    • “can we drink it”
    • “it’s water isn’t it?” (steve)
    • “ITS BLUE WATER” (soda)
    • “I THINK ITS LIKE POOL WATER” (steve)
    • and then u can hear darry speedwalk w his squeaking flipflops 
    • “god, you guys r just embaras-”
    • *already drinking it*
    • “you guys it’s saLTWATer”
    • *already spitting it out*
  • dally’s reaction to the water is ike
    • guys it’s just water
    • it’s just saltwater
  • stevepop takes another swing at drinkin the water to see maybe if it tastes different a second time (spoiler alert….it doesn’t)
  • but pony and johnny r still so struck by it
    • “wow. it’s just so beautiful. you see how the sun glistens off the water johnny? it’s awfully gorgeous”
    • and johnny’s like
    • “i aint never seen somethin so big in my life. well, except for the sky of course. it just looks neverendin”
    • steve overhears and says passingly
    • “calm down u two, the water aint nothing special it just tastes like ass”
  • two foR once in his LIFE
    • isn’t putting his two-bit into somethin
    • he’s actually speechless about the water
  • on the cruise itself tho,
    • darry is deadass in the saunas
      • he’s gettin massages and facials and shit
    • steve and soda are chasing each other around one of the decks
    • pony is getting seasick as FUCK
    • johnny is eating icecream
    • dally is smoking his life away
      • and getting yelled at by staff for it
      • and then continuing to do so anyways
    • two is having margaritas and sangrias at 3 in the afternoon bc he promised not to drink heavy
      • even tho by like midnight
      • he drinks a six pack of beer and he’s havin a grand ol time
  • steve and soda are horseplaying
    • on the deck
    • in the saunas
    • in the pool
    • in the meditation room
    • all im picturing is that in each room darry is somewhere w a grump face
    • while steve and soda are messin around with the playfighting and chasing and backflips??
    • LMFaO just change the backdrop of the location and stevepop are still fuckin around while darry is just “omgfdsfkh”
  • im tellin u rn that the playfighting becomes real after some time
    • like someone’s startin a fight
    • steve gets his tooth knocked out again
    • “cmon soda really??? the doc just replaced it”
    • “don’t be stupid it’s the tooth doctor u fuckin airhead”
    • “it’s the deNTIST U DROPOUT”
  • dally & two are always checkin out girls w soda
    • but soda only comes along when steve sleeps in
    • bc he loves hangin w his bro :’))
  • SODA IS DEF THE TYPE TO SUNBATHE 
    • AND DARRY COMES OVER AND HE’S LIKE
    • “soda what are you doing”
    • “move, ya michelin man. ur blocking my sun”
    • “you’re sunbathing?”
    • “well darry whAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE”
    • “well u need sunscreen, that’s what it looks like”
    • “go and get a massage or somethin jeez”
  • pony is 1000% gonna yank johnny down where they can see the sky real well at 7:02pm exACTLY
    • in order to see the sunset and stargaze afterwards
    • johnny will probably appreciate it but knock the fuck out
  • dally is definitely burning holes in towels with his cigarettes on purpose after he gets yelled at for smoking
  • KAROKE NIGHT IS A MESS
    • they have to drag two away from the mic
    • buT before he leaves, he gives the microphone a drunk peck of a kiss??
    • (DONT ASK WHY - IT’S JUST AN IMAGE IN MY HEAD OKAY)
  • okay well johnny is just THE happiest lil boy
    • he’s just so happy to be there with everyone in a place so far away from home
    • he’s just chillin with that ice creams and makin sure pony isn’t dead
    • and fkjshfk he’s just a lil ball of sunshine on the cruise, this kid

i think my favorite part about lito feeling sun’s menstrual cramps was that the show set it up to showcase that men really can’t handle the pain and mood swings

sun is just going through her day like normal, but lito’s having a fucking mental breakdown it’s HILARIOUS

A happy reunion

I can’t believe that I’m finally getting to see you; the girl that’s been on my mind for so long. It seems like it’s been forever since I saw you last. My heart starts to race as I begin planning what’s going to happen. As I get closer and closer to your place, my mind floods with all of these small romantic ideas, that eventually turn into panicked thoughts when I figure out they aren’t good enough. “ stark, she deserves better than that. Come on man, think.” I say to myself as another mediocre idea takes form. Unfortunately, the clock runs out. I pull into her driveway, with no plan whatsoever. My palms instantly start sweating as I approach the door slowly, shuffling nervously up the walkway. “ just cut your losses. She probably didn’t hear your car pull in, you could just turn around and leave. No one would know.” Except I would know. I don’t think I’ve wanted anything else more in my life. Thinking of that gives me a refreshing splash of confidence as I reach the door. If you want something, you go get it. I knock on the door, standing semi-confidently preparing myself for what’s on the other side. Foot steps approach, and she opens the door. I look up to see the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. The kind that look innocent, but cut right through you to your core. I’m stunned. She stands there in a beautiful sundress, looking at me for a moment. I forget how to speak, I can’t say anything. Luckily she breaks me free from my silent prison. “ you’re here!” She shrieks happily, running to me, wrapping her arms around my neck as she jumps up into my arms for a hug. She begins barraging me with kisses, her cheeks wet with tears. Holding her, I walk through the door and shut it behind me. “ you have no idea how happy I am to see you moon ( her nickname. She’s the sun, the moon, and all of the stars to me. I call her moon for short)”. Between kisses, she says “ stark…sooo many miles…. so happy…. to see you… don’t talk”. Our kisses continue, becoming less frantic and more loving. I kick off my shoes and her legs wrap around me as I walk over and sit down on the couch, her on my lap. She runs her fingers through my hair, instantly comforting me, sending my head to rest on her chest. After just a moment I begin kissing her her skin exposed on her chest, and up her neck. My hands find their place on her hips as our lips meet again. Her hands grasp both sides of my head as she pulls me in. I give her deep passionate kisses, leaving us both breathing heavily. I use one hand to pull her strap off of her shoulder, exposing it to my warm lips as I kiss across her collar bone. Her hands go down to the bottom of my shirt. She slips them under and presses her soft hand on my abs. My hands slowly scrunch up her dress until they’re resting on her bare skin. Electricity is coursing through her skin into my fingertips. It feels like my hands are tingling. She then pulls back her kiss, lifts my shirt up and takes it off, exposing my skin to the cool air. my hands go to the small of her back inside of her dress, and I give her goose bumps as I lightly trace shapes with my fingertip, driving her wild. Her hands got to my belt buckle then my zipper, making quick work of the clothing I have left. Our pulses quicken, our breath becomes more ragged, our touch, more aggressive. We start to feel it more and more, the magnetic attraction. My hands go back down to her hips and my fingers hook inside the waist band of her panties. I pull and rip them, making sure not to hurt her. I throw the piece of cloth across the room. She gets up quickly, strips my pants and boxers off me, and then returns to her previous position on my lap as lust grows between us, she begins to rock her hips back and forth on my lap, rubbing against my hardening member. I reach up and free her other shoulder from its strap, and pull down on the dress slightly, exposing her beautiful breasts, ready for my touch. We keep grinding as I lightly kiss, suck, and tease her hard nipples, driving her wild. She lifts her body up, sending me a message that she can’t wait any longer, and neither can I. I line up my now throbbing cock, and she slowly lowers herself on it, pushing further and further until her body won’t allow any more. My hands go to her waist, and I control her as I swirl my hips and thrust upwards causing her to moan. I allow her to push back down, driving my cock deeper into her. She lets out a small whimper as my finger finds her clit, and starts light slow strokes. After a few minutes of this treatment, I feel her start to squeeze me inside of her. The friction and the thought of her cumming is too much. Our pace quickens and my fingers grip her amazing toned ass tightly as we climax together. She grabs my hair and pulls my head back as I let out a growl. In the very last moments, our lips come together and our tongues twist together as her body begins to shake, and my muscles harden, rocking our hips together as we both orgasm.

4

You don’t know about the meaning of strong bonds until you’ve seen two people communicate without spoken words..

The kids aren't alright // Carl Grimes songfic

This is my first time writing one of these, I hope its okay!


Stuck in the jet wash
Bad trip I couldn’t get off
And maybe I bit off more than I could chew
And overhead of the aqua blue


You didn’t know how long it’d been, you couldn’t see if the sun was still up or if the stars where out but you did know it had been a while.
You sat with your back against the wall, knees to your chest debating if you really were tough enough for this world. Day by day you watched the people you loved drop like flies. It started with your father and little sister, of which you both ended up having to shoot. That same fate sadly got to Beth, Lori, dale and so many more.
You were stuck in a world you didn’t want to be in, but the truth was in a world of cruelty and pain who did want to be a part of it?
“Y/N please come out, we’re worried about you” came the voice of your long term best friend and short term boyfriend. You reluctantly opened the door, one thing about you and Carl relationship is you never hid your feelings from one another.
“What’s wrong?” He asked sounding concerned as he joined you on the hard wood floor.
“I-I don’t know how much longer I’m going to last Carl, everyone we love is-“you began but stopped when you choked back a cry
“Don’t you ever speak like that. You’re only of the strongest girls here. Heck you can fire a gun better than Daryl” Carl coaxed with a small smirk on his face
“Being able to fire a gun won’t keep me alive” you said, always being one for reality.
“We will survive this together, that I can promise you” he murmured and pulled your shaking figure into his arms.
Maybe you’d bit off more than you could chew choosing to fight.

-

Fall to your knees bring on the rapture
Blessed be the boys time can’t capture
On film or between the sheets I always fall from your window
To the pitch-black streets


You winced as you were thrown to your knees roughly, you barely had time to register what was going on before a gun was pressed to your temple. After years of experience the feel and shape of the weapon was burned into your memory.
A few places away was Carl, who was practically glaring holes into the man who could shoot your brains out in seconds. Not caring as much that the same was happening to him.
You could hear the distant sound of cries but to you, the sound sounded miles away. This was a new level of shock.
You weren’t listening to a thing anyone was saying, too busy trying to collect your thoughts and stop yourself from passing out of fear until a certain man walked towards you, bat in hand. He held a glimmer of mischief in his eye as he pointed his bat directly at you.
“Well aren’t you a pretty wee thing, I’m Negan, what’s your name?” The man chuckled. The bat was now slung over his shoulders and that’s when you realized that bat could end your life in seconds. It would be an extremely slow and painful few seconds that you, or anyone else here exactly wanted to experience.
“Don’t touch her” Carl spat from his place Eugene
“Ohhh I get it now, this is your girl, is she?” Negan asked pointing his bat at you once more Carl didn’t answer
“Shit kid at least answer me when I talk to you! Didn’t your mother ever teach you some manners!” Negan screeched Carl snapped his head up at the mention of Lori and his jaw noticeably clenched.
“Yes, she’s my girl, I love her” even in that shitty moment, you smiled.

-

And with the black banners raised as the crooked smiles fade
Former heroes who quit too late
Just want to fill up the trophy case again


Glenn and Abrahams death had truly hit hard at Alexandria, you will admit you cried adding their names to the wall and had nightmares ever since that day. Most involving the owner of the weapon that killed two of your family.
“do you think one day our names will be up there?” You ask your boyfriend, pointing to the wall that held the names of the dead.
“Maybe… but if they do end up there, I know our names will be written together” he said, giving your hand a small kiss.
You stared at the many names remembering the people you once had, and still did call your family. Those where the names of the people that died fighting for something.
“I miss them” you sigh “I do too, but they’re looking down on us. They’re probably up there right now all together, they’re happy” Carl replied You knew they were in A better place, as cliché as that sounds. Any place was better than the apocalypse.

-

And in the end
I’ll do it all again.
I think you’re my best friend.
Don’t you know that the kids aren’t al-, kids aren’t alright?
I’ll be yours.

“Carl, we shouldn’t be doing this” you say wearily as you landed with a small ‘humph’
Carl had decided that you two should break out of Alexandria for the day and go for a walk, maybe read a comic book or two while you had the time.
“You’ll have fun, promise” he said with a large smile “I’m here to protect you if anything happens” he gripped your hand softly while keeping his other hand firmly wrapped around his Knife.
“That’s what you always say right before shit hits the fan” you laugh
“In this world, when isn’t shit hitting the fan?” you nodded, seeing as he had a point
Carl surprised you by kissing you softly. You’ll never get over the feeling of his lips, hundreds of kisses later and you still got butterflies.
“No matter how much shit hits the fan, I’ll always be right beside you” he promised. You didn’t need any kind of promise ring or proof, you knew he meant it.

-

And it’s our time now if you want it to be.
Maul the world like a carnival bear set free.
And your love is anemic.
And I can’t believe that you couldn’t see it coming for me.

Ever since that night with Negan, the night two of your closest friends were mercilessly killed, Carl had his mind set on killing Negan. He’d form plan after plan, each plan would most likely result in his death and with each plan you got more worried for him.

“I-I’m going this time Y/N, you cant stop me” Carl begun “I have to do this, for Alexandria”

“No you don’t, you can come back with me right now. We can go lay down a-and you can tell me everything you’re feeling” you tried, but deep down you knew nothing would convince him to stay.

“I love you” he said and wiped away a strand of hair from your face, he stared at you intently as if it was the last time he’d see you.

“I cant let you go. You’ll die and I can’t watch the person I love die” You cried and wrapped your shaking arms around his waist.

He hugged you back hard. You could have fought more, locked him in the bathroom, told Rick what he was about to do, but you knew Carl had to do this or it would drive him insane. There was no stopping Carl once he knew what he wanted.

“Be safe, come home”

-

And I still feel that rush in my veins.
It twists my head just a bit too thin.
All those people in those old photographs I’ve seen are dead

It was a good day. Finally, the man that was holding them down like puppets on a string was gone, dead.

Although you had lost some of your own in the battle they had died fighting.

“We did it” Carl smiled from ear to ear, he was practically beaming with joy all the while mourning the death of his own.

“We did” you smile and kiss him. The kiss was hurried at first but filled with love all the same. Weeks leading up to the attack you and him hadn’t had any ‘alone time’ if you can catch on, so you planned on making the most of the time you had.

Your hands snaked up his shirt and removed it, running your finger tips down his chest.

“I’ve missed you” you moaned when his lips left yours, landing on your neck instead.

“I see that” he smirked and you were to far up on cloud nine to roll your eyes at his cocky remark.

You shivered feeling his cool fingers land on the skin between your shirt and your pants, his touch being something you missed most. He slid his hands down, his fingers wrapping around the waistband of your pants.

You reposition yourself on his lip, hearing him lightly groan at the contact.

And well, we all know what happened after that.

-

And sometimes I just wanna sit around and gaze at my shoes, yeah.
And let your dirty sadness fill me up just like a balloon.

As the years past life had surprisingly got less stressful, or at least it was until you gave birth to your son who reminded you more and more of his father with every passing day.

You heard light cries coming from the room just next door and feel your husbands arm remove itself from your waist before the bed dipped.

“I’ve got this one” you hear Carl’s raspy voice and snuggle further into the sheets.

The clock next to you said 4 am but you knew it was an hour ahead, it was currently 3am. You forcefully push your blankets back and head towards your babies room, seeing your husband was already working on calming the crying child.

Carl gently shushes the baby and rocks him back in forth lightly before he starts singing quietly. You smile and stay by the door where Carl still hasn’t noticed you lurking.

This was truly a beautiful sight.

“We made him” you speak suddenly, saying your thoughts allowed.

“We did, and there isn’t a single day I regret it. Even in this shit filled world” he replied and lay your son back in his crib. You had managed to give your child a pretty normal start with a crib, a good amount of baby toys and even books.

Life was good.

college!AU Taehyung
  • major: mechanical engineering 
  • minor: geophysics 
  • sports: he’s not in any on-campus sports teams, but he professionally skateboards 
  • clubs: engineers without borders, arts & crafts club 
  • taehyung got into engineering through building robots as a kid in high school and also once trying to strap extra engines onto his bike to see if it would go faster, basically he’s been into building things and science since forever so that’s why he’s perfect for mechanical engineering
  • he sorta despises all the math that goes into it, but he has a skill for drawing up plans and numbers is just a part of it that he has to battle through even though he basically died while taking multivariable calculus and kept crying into his textbook while jin and jimin patted him on the back and yoongi was just like “you shouldn’t have taken engineering if you don’t like math” and taehyung was like thE math sucKS but the cool stuff i GEt to build in lab is so FUN HYUNG 
  • but classes like designing informative devices, heat transfer, and his uttermost favorite: mechanical design lab are just where taehyung let’s his imaginative mind go to work
  • and whenever he like purposes an idea everyone is like “what? that will never work, scientifically it’s impossible!” but taehyung never takes ‘impossible’ for an answer and he just stays up for like four days straight doing the calculations and drawing up the plans and reading through books upon books and manuals upon manual until he finds a way to make his idea work
  • and then in lab everyone is just like hOLY shit he did it and taehyung, with like slightly messy hair and bags under his eyes and jittery hands from too much coffee is still so damn excited because i TOLD YOU i COULD DO IT 
  • and then he like crashes to sleep for three days straight and not even in his room in like namjoon’s room and namjoon is like this isn’t your dorm tae…..and taehyung sleep talking is like: if y=mx+b then that’ll be this much in kelvin temp and;…..basically a bunch of science and math nonsense 
  • his minor in geophysics is solely based on his obsession with volcanoes and magma and basically the physical phenomena of electricity and radioactivity and when he went abroad for engineers without borders he basically begged to get sent to Guatemala mostly because he wanted to do good work there but it’s also the home of Santa Maria one of the most active volcanoes in the world and he hAD to see it himself 
  • he’s basically a big, curious kid whose fascination with machines and science and the earth producing cool as hell phenomenon never went away and he hopes to like make a career out of it??
  • but also on the side he’s a pro-skater and competes in like local and even sometimes nationwide competitions and he’s cute he has like stickers that say ‘engineer 4 lyfe’ on his skateboard and like a sticker of an erupting volcano
  • and most people are like “oh you skate for fun?” and taehyung with like three hundred medals and awards behind his bed he’s like “yeah!!! i do it cuz it’s fun!!!”
  • and you actually meet because of taehyung’s skateboarding see you’re making your way to class with a huge stack of books and taehyung has his headphones in and he’s listening to a lecture on like thermodynamics and for a split second he doesn’t pay attention and you can’t really see where you’re going and basically a huge crash happens and ,,,, all your books are thrown into the air and taehyung like wobbles backwards and his board goes like out beneath his feet and you also fall backwards
  • and it’s just a MESS 
  • and honestly taehyung tries to rush to your aid because he’s a nice boy you know also he feels bad because your books are scattered just about everywhere and he’s like ?!??!?! are you ok??!?!?!?
  • and you’re fine thankfully you fell onto like the grassy part of the quad but taehyung slammed down onto the pavement park and you can see a slight cut on the side of his calf and you’re like !!! “you’re leg!!!” and he’s like my what?
  • and you like scramble to get your backpack off your shoulders and you pull out this little emergency first aid and you like fumble a bit with a bandage and taehyung is like “hey, hey it’s totally ok, hey listen to me-”
  • but you’re just like SHH and you disinfect the cut and put the bandage on and taehyung is like 
  • looking down on it and he’s like 
  • “did you just put a hello kitty bandage on me?”
  • and you’re like “listen.”
  • but taehyung like twists his leg this way and that and he’s like “you know, i like it!”
  • and for the first time you like focus on his face and ok what the heck he’s adorable with his hair all in his face and like a cute smile and you’re just like ,,,,,, he’s got such pretty and kind eyes,,
  • and he’s like dressed really haphazardly but it like works?? he’s got like cut off denim shorts with holes in them, old beat up vans, and this like boat necked white t-shirt with a flannel tied around his hips and a dingy old dad looking baseball cap turned backwards on his head
  • but like ok he just has the nicest vibe coming from him??/
  • and he even helps to like gather your books and then he like runs after his board and you see the volcano stickers and you’re like ??? what no way he’s a science major???
  • and you wish you could have asked but he looks at his phone and he’s like fRICK class started ten minutes ago see ya later hello kitty sticker person and he like skates away like nothing happened
  • and you’re standing there with your books like FIRSt of all hello kitty sticker person shouldn’t be as endearing as it seems coming from him,,,,but it is. It Is.
  • and that isn’t the last time you hear ‘hello kitty sticker person’
  • taehyung calls that from across the campus lunchroom where he sees you with your pile of books later on in the day and he like bounces over with his board under his arm and a tray of food in the other
  • and he just sits himself down across you, one leg up on the chair beside him as he shoves rice into his mouth messily and is like “sup?”
  • and you’re kinda like ,,,,,,,,,,ok i guess this is normal we don’t even know each other’s names but by the way taehyung presents himself you don’t really think he’s the type to care about the casualties of making friends, he’s just a people person
  • and you’re like “not much, i have to return these but the library doesn’t open back up till 3 so….”
  • taehyung like nods at you and he’s like “if you wanna kill some time, wanna come skate with me?” and you’re like hA i can’t skate also what am i gonna do with this leaning tower of books and he’s like “i can help you carry some, and i can teach you. my labs at like 4:30 so i got nothing to do either”
  • and you’re kind of flattered that he’s offering but you’re also like ,,,,, don’t overthink it he’s probably just looking for someone to like he says “kill time” with
  • so you’re like “you know i don’t know-” but taehyung’s like leaning over, stealing some meat from your own tray to pop into his mouth like you two have been bestfriends for 5000 years and he’s like “it’s like 1:30 now, we can drop your books off at my dorm and then i can teach you some basics. unless you gotta study or something?”
  • and for some reason you remember that isn’t he a science major and you’re like “shouldn’t you be studying? you’re a SCIENCE major” and he’s like “mechanical engineering” with a super proud smile as he like keeps chewing and shrugs and is like “that comes naturally to me” and you’re just looking at him like is this kid for real
  • and he’s just like “soooOOOo you gonna skate with me or not? it’ll be fun, i promise~”
  • and somehow you don’t know why maybe it’s his super duper cute face that you fall weak to you agree and taehyungs like COOL! grabs both your trays and kicks up his board into his free hand and he’s like grab your books c’mon
  • and you drop off your books in his dorm that he shares with this nice nursing major jimin who when he sees you is like “is taehyung taking you skating?” and you’re like “yeah! why?” and jimin just gives you a smile and winks @ taehyung and you’re like ???? and taehyung is like jimin shuttup or else ill throw this week old ham and cheese sandwich at you and jimin is like gtg 
  • and you’re kind of shy,,,to be in his dorm like you’ve known him for a collective 45 minutes but he’s so free and open and he’s like throw your books on my bed and you see that his walls are covered with like medals for skating competitions and like customized boards are up on his wall and his desk is a mess of textbooks, manuals, and like drawn up plans for these cool looking machines and like you have so much to ask him but taehyung’s like let’s go! as soon as your books are on the bed 
  • and you like follow him to this abandoned parking lot not far away from campus and you’re like “isn’t there a skate park somewhere around??” and taehyung’s like “yeah, but you’re a beginner what would you be doing in a skate park?” and you’re like “hey, i told you im not interested in-” but taehyung is like here’s a helmet put it on and you’re like when do you pick this up 
  • and he’s like everyone’s always so scared of skateboarding, but it’s fun you’re gonna love it i promise and it’ll be a good way to waste an hour and a half
  • and you don’t know how much you trust him but when he puts the board down in front of you and offers his hand out to hold you steady your heartbeat increases and you’re just like ,,,fine ill try
  • and you know he’s right, it is fun!! it’s scary but taehyung never lets your hand go and ten minutes in you’re both laughing like fools and taehyung is steadily helping you move across the parking lot and under the sun when you see him smile how it reflects in the light and how he’s so handsome 
  • like you can’t help but fall a little deeper and want to know so much more about him
  • that when time is up and he’s like let’s go get your books and im gonna start heading off to lab you don’t want him to leave and instinctively you grab a hold of his flannel before he turns and he’s like hm??/
  • and you’re just kinda like “can i see you again? taehyung, right?” and he gets this smile thats a little goofy but also a little hard to read and he’s like “i donT knoW can YOU~~~”  and you’re like akhfgf TaehyUNG and he’s like ofc you can here’s my number and he like gets a pen out of the back pocket of his shorts and scribbles the numbers down on the bookmark in one of your books and he’s like “see you later” and does like the thing skaters do the like two finger wave thing you know what im talking about 
  • and like the next time you two see each other its because you call him to maybe give you another skating lesson and he’s like sure where are you and you’re like “oh im doing laundry in the campus laundromat ill be done-” but he’s like “it’s fine ill come over now!”
  • and you’re like ‘oh ok- wait what?” but it’s too late. he’s already on his way
  • and when he gets to you you’re like !!! im not even done drying yet and he just climbs up to sit on one of the machines and takes like a candy bar out of his pocket and is like “it’s cool i can wait with you here and we can skate when you’re done, so what’s up?”
  • and you learn fast that taehyung isn’t one for dull conversations like it’s never a “the weathers nice” “i had a hard exam the other day” kind of topics he asks  the most intriguing, sometimes even personal questions and like if anyone else even tried to approach you with that kind of questions you’d freak out but with him….it feels safe
  • like he’ll hold onto your secrets forever so somehow over a period of time you and taehyung open up to each other like neither of you has to anyone before
  • and you learn that as much as he loves engineering he hates the way people associate him with laziness and some kind of unhealthy lifestyle because of the way he dresses and because he likes to skate and you tell him about all the shortcomings you’ve experienced with college too
  • and you become a frequent guest over at taehyung and jimins dorm because taehyung is always like “come over, come look at my new plans!!” and you don’t know half of the terms he’s using but you love seeing him get so excited about science
  • and one day you guys are out late at night because taehyung also enjoys making you go get snacks with him at like 4 am from the corner groceries off campus 
  • and taehyung is telling you about how radioactive decay works when he suddenly stops and is like “hey there’s something i don’t really know the answer to” and you’re like snorting over your ice-cream like “yeah, what is that?” and he just looks at you and he’s like
  • “i don’t know why the hell i always want to kiss you.”
  • and you’re like “oh that’s- what?” and you meet his eyes and taehyung lowers his own ice cream and is like “can i try it? once? i want to know, but if you say no…..”
  • and you’re like ok to hell with this ice-cream as you toss it to the side and wrap your arms around taehyungs neck and he’s like oh oh ok we are doing this and like
  • it’s the most ???? interesting???? first kiss you’ve had with anyone but it’s somehow still romantic with like the night breeze and taehyung’s soft touch against your cheek and like before he walks you home he shrugs off this big hoodie he has on and lets you have it for the night and oh my god you two cuties think about kissing each other even once you’re separated
  • like it’s so cute jimin wakes up to taehyung over pouring coffee into his cup because he got caught up thinking of your lips and ok it’s the beginning to something aDORABLE
  • so you and taehyung meet up at the parking lot for another skate lesson but this time taehyung is slightly more cautious about touching you or holding your waist and you’re like is something wrong??? and he’s like 
  • well he’s like “there’s this small local competition for skaters happening later tonight, do you want to come with me?” and you’re like oh sure!! and he’s like “it’s gonna be a lot of skaters so it might be awkward, but - it’d be nice if you cheered me on….” and you kinda blush because alksgjdfemfw but you’re like ofc ill come
  • taehyung picks you up at around like 7pm and the competition starts at like 9 so you guys take the train into the city and it’s cute taehyung like holds you close against him when the train gets crowded and you guys share like a quick snack and like once you get to the park where it’s being held everyone is like taehyung!!! and he’s so popular and everyones like fawning over him and trying to get his attention
  • and you’re not surprised taehyung is an amazing person it’s cool that he has so much recognition and like right before it’s his turn he like leans in and kisses you really fast and winks like “it’s for good luck!!” and ofc he ends up winning and everyones like taehyung let’s go get drinks and party but he’s like ahh maybe another time!! and like wraps his arm around you and is like “well, did i do well?” and you’re like “ you won!!!” and he’s like “YEAH but DId i LOOK cOOL?” and you’re like giggling like yes yes you did!!
  • and you look up to see taehyung like watching you and instead of the usual boyish charm and sunny smile, he’s got a more serious even kind of mysterious far off look in his eye and he leans in closer to you and is like placing his lips on your neck and you’re like taehyung…? but he just bites a little into your shoulder and you’re like oh! o ..h…
  • and taehyung is like we should get back to the dorm shouldn’t we? but you’re like there’s a little alley next to this park and the wall will suffice and he’s like are you su- but you’re back to kissing him
  • and taehyung like lifts your legs around his waist and just continues to let his mouth wander downwards
  • and if it wasn’t for the fact that you were on cloud nine with the feeling of his soft lips on you you would have been like taehyung we’re still technically in public but like no one is gonna see
  • and taehyung’s shirt can easily be unbuttoned it’s no big deal and you’re wearing something lite because it’s hot out so like 
  • you get my drift you know where im going 
  • and when taehyung notices you’re a little tired after he’s like ill piggyback you to the train and you’re like thanking him but he’s also like do you think i can piggyback you AND skate at the same time and you’re like taehyung pls don’t try to kill us both
  • but yeah you get to the dorms and you don’t want to let go of taehyung so you two just collapse in his bed together and it’s so soft
  • jimin wakes up in the morning to see you walking around the place in taehyung’s big ripped up shirt and taehyung is like asleep with very prominent marks on his neck and messy hair and jimin’s like
  • thank god i have an early morning shift at the hospital and he zooms out of there
  • but you and taehyung are like the most endearing couple he like skates from lab to your classes to meet up with you 
  • and you always make sure taehyung isn’t late to any of his math lectures even though you know he hates them and he makes you give him a shit ton of kisses before going inside so he can brave this horrible course
  • you get taehyung a custom board made that has like an engraving of Santa Maria on it and he gets so hype about it he won’t stop showing it off to EveryONe even jimin whose like ‘ive seen it a hundred times we dorm together’ and taehyung is like ‘look AT it ITS Great’
  • and anytime you hear someone say something about taehyung being in the engineering program you just talk really loud about how SMART and HANDSOME your BOYFRIEND TAEHYUNG A MECHANICAL ENGINEER MAJOR is and you’re not shy to be like his number one supporter 
  • taehyung picking you up into his arms and like skating you to one of your classes and you’re like kinda half screaming like taEHYuNG nO this i S DANgerous and you like hide your face in his shoulder and he’s like “don’t worry!!! my balance is gr8!!!”
  • took you to one of his arts & crafts club meetings so you two could make couple bracelets for each other and it was so cute everyone in the club was just like you two cuties look at you and you and taehyung just grew so red hehehe
  • also just imagine getting to wear all his big loose comfy clothes like what an a+ addition honestly WOO
  • kissing a sleepy taehyungs forehead when you come over and see him knocked out over one of his new plans for lab and you’re just so proud of him he’s so cute and hardworking !!!!

find namjoon’s ver (here), jimin’s ver (here)
find vixx college!au (here)
and please look forward to the rest of college!bts soon~ 

Do I cross your mind from time to time
Can you even love me
with your eyes closed so tight?
Yes blood is thicker
But water is deeper
And fruit rots in the sun

Hot pavement burns
My always bare feet
You’re forgetting me more
Day by day
Sharp pebbles feed girls
With sharp tongues

Fruit is fruit
Blood is blood
Water is an agent of the sea
Leaves behind salt
When it washes away
A river between you and me

Lanterns at midnight
Miles away
You still love me at five in the morning
But when the sun comes up
You see my face
And how heaven took back the stars in my eyes

—  Love sick, truly

anonymous asked:

could i hace a jimon drabble maybe about simon being a daylighter????

ok this has been in my inbox for so long im so sorry allksls but i want to start writing again so here u go (also its rly bad i apologise) 

His arms instinctively came up to cover his face as the curtains were drawn open.  He felt the sun’s rays brush over his skin and waiting for the burning sensation that was never coming.  Slowly lowering his arms, he realised he was safe.  It had been a week and Simon still wasn’t used to the fact that the sun wouldn’t hurt him anymore.  Even though he had only been a vampire for a couple of weeks, he had become resigned to the fact that he wouldn’t see the sun again, wouldn’t live a normal life again, and now that he could, he wasn’t ready.

He looked out the window at the early morning sun, watched some birds fly across the sky.  He looked down at the street seeing early morning people going about their daily business, people who would never know the emotions he was feeling right now.  Simon had never taken in the beauty of the sun before, had always take it for granted and gone about with his daily business.  But not anymore.  Now, every morning he did this.  He stood in front of the window, gazing out at the sun as if he’d never seen it before. Taking in everything he could as though he was suddenly going to turn back into a vampire again.  Well, a normal vampire.  Instead of whatever the hell he was.

He felt arms wrap around his waist and instinctively relaxed into the feeling of a body against his back. Soft lips ghosted across his neck as Jace mumbled a good morning to him, squeezing him harder for a second before letting go.  Simon smiled harder as Jace spun him round so they were face to face and softly connected their lips.  The kiss only lasted a second and before Simon was ready Jace was pulling back complaining about morning breath.

“Were you staring out the window again?” Jace asked, a teasing tone to his voice.  Simon blushed and looked away not knowing how to explain his feelings to seeing the sun again.

“I just, though, you know, that I’d never see the sun again.  You never really know what you have until it’s gone.” Simon blushed harder realising how cheesy he sounded, cursing himself for even uttering that comment. He looked over at Jace and was surprised to see a soft smile directed his way, instead of the teasing looks he usually got. He opened his mouth to either ask what Jace was smiling at, or to explain what he meant, Simon wasn’t quite sure yet, but Jace beat him to it.

“I keep forgetting, that you weren’t able to see the sun for, what was it, two weeks?” Simon nodded but said nothing, waiting for Jace to continue, but Jace didn’t.  He slowly, as if he didn’t want to startle Simon, edged across the carpet towards him, before they were close enough that Simon could kiss him if he wanted to.  Jace’s arms came up to wrap Simon in a hug and Simon relaxed into it.

“It must have been terrible, not being able to see the sun,” Simon hummed in agreement, enjoying the way Jace’s voice reverberated around his body.  They parted slightly, enough so they could see each other’s faces but not so far that they were no longer touching. “I’m sorry if I keep teasing you about seeing the sun – “

“No, it’s fine,” Simon cut him off, but Jace shook his head, shutting him up.

“No, it’s not fine, I have no idea what you’re feeling right now and I should be happy for you instead of teasing you.” Simon snorted, looking down at their feet. “What?” Jace asked, not knowing what he’s said to bring on this reaction.  Simon looked back up at him grinning.

“Sorry Jace, but the day you stop teasing me is the day hell freezes over.  It’s just not realistic.” Jace rolled his eyes, grinning, and let Simon go before walking towards the door of the room.

“Come on, we’re having breakfast outside today” Simon smiled, watching his boyfriend leave before turning his gaze to the window once more.  He might not be used to being able to stand in the sun yet, but he knew with Jace’s help, he would get there.