how old is soul even

i wish to pause my existence
i do not wish for death
i wish for an escape
before i drown in the sea of deception
before the darkness consumes me whole
and i am no longer my own person

i do not wish for the last breath
i wish for a pause
while i mend and heal
while i become whole
but time waits for no man
and i am not an exception

i have to be brave
i have to be strong
no matter how hard
or how they thought i was wrong

it won’t be easy
but i’ll have to try
because my only salvation
lies in me, myself and I.

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When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not, and who I am

I Won't Give Up Cover

@theflowergirl asked for a song from a favorite artist and I love Jason Mraz, so here is part of I Won’t Give Up 

When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

Trying to Sing Meme

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J-hope Palm Reading

This one was requested to be deciphered(lol) next. Many have had trouble understanding what he said, so as requested, I’ve written it down. He slurs and mumbles a lot so there might be some missing/omitted words lol.  He uses terminology that is common in palm reading, so I suggest try looking them up.

For the other members, follow the bts palm reading tag :)

“Well everybody’s born spiritual, but this guy’s got a lot of it. I’m sure he thought(grew?? idk) up with with it… the real power in his hand. He’s got a magic hand. (okay hehe) He could have psychic ability, he could have inner-knowing, he could be very  strong and sensitive in so many different ways.
He has a heart shaped hand which.. and a very very good line of heart, which is very very strong. And he shouldn’t deny that in himself. He should just be a lover of himself and the people in the world and everything. It’ll bring out the best of him.

He’s also lacking a little bit in the Venus energy. He needs to boost himself up a bit. He may be sort of self-conscious about, “I know I’ve got these things but I’m not pushing enough”, and he really really needs should because Venus and the Upper Mars isn’t working very hard with him  at this time. It even shows in the logic of the thumb. He’s analyzing himself, wondering how to be, or what to be, even though he’s an old soul and had a lot of experience in lifetimes , his thumb does show that he has willpower. He just needs a booster and energy. Very very strong. Very very powerful.

His head line is very very strong, too. His fingers are nicely set apart, but that little Mercury thing in thre, that always gets me. This is a sign of intelligence. He wants freedom yet he wants spiritual… he wants spiritual aspects of life. [that] He’s got really really powerful… That could be religion, it could be meta-physical, it could be all sorts of things. 

But is fingers are so thin, that it’s unsual. Because usually the heavier they are, the more power they have. With him, it just jumps around. He should be involved in all sorts of different art. He should… I bet he could dance, I bet he could sing, I bet he could do all sorts of different things very very well. (YES YES AND YES!) And this finger(Jupiter) itself is very very strong. Say he wants to be… He’s not a group guy, he’s an individual and this is when he should practice and maybe break away and be a star in his own right one day.“ (okay, maybe when he’s like 30, but not anytime soon pls bc my poor army hearteu lol)

To Emma, love Killian - listen here

I’ve been feeling quite inspired these days so I thought I’d put together a cheesy, sappy lovely mix with songs Killian would dedicate to Emma. The gorgeous cover pic up there is by my amazing friend skypeopleandswans​. Enjoy! (◕‿◕✿)

1. Light - Sleeping At Last - ‘Cause you are loved, you are loved more than you know. I hereby pledge all of my days to prove it so.
2. Dust to Dust - The Civil Wars - You’re like a mirror, reflecting me. Takes one to know one, so take it from me. You’ve been lonely, we’ve been lonely too long. Let me in the wall you’ve built around, we can light a match and burn it down.
3. Sea Of Lovers - Christina Perri - A certain type of darkness has stolen me, under a quiet mask of uncertainty, I wait for light like water from the sky and I am lost again. In the sea of lovers without ships and lovers without sight, you’re the only way out of the sea of lovers losing time, of lovers losing hope, will you let me follow you? Wherever you go, bring me home.
4. Thinking Out Loud - Ed Sheeran - I know you will still love me the same 'cause honey your soul could never grow old, it’s evergreen. And baby your smile’s forever in my mind and memory. I’m thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways, and maybe it’s all part of a plan.
5. Your Body Is A Wonderland - John Mayer - And if you want love, we’ll make it, swim in a deep sea of blankets, take all your big plans and break them, this is bound to be a while.
6. Come On Get Higher - Matt Nathanson - If I could walk on water, if I could tell you what’s next. I’d make you believe, I’d make you forget. So come on get higher, loosen my lips, faith and desire in the swing of your hips. Just pull me down hard and drown me in love.
7. She Is - The Fray - This is going to break me close in two, this is going to bring me close to you. She is everything I need that I never knew that I wanted, she is everything I want that I never knew I needed.
8. I’ll Be (Your Crying Shoulder) - The Goo Goo Dolls - The strands in your eyes, that colour them wonderful, stop me and steal my breath. The emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky, never revealing their depth. I’ll be your crying shoulder, I’ll be love suicide. I’ll be better when I’m older, I’ll be the greatest fan of your life.
9. Like Ships In The Night - Mat Kearney - Like ships in the night you keep passing me by, just wasting time, trying to prove who’s right. And if it all goes crashing into the sea, if it’s just you and me, trying to find the light.
10. Tenerife Sea - Ed Sheeran - Should this be the last thing I see, I want you to know it’s enough for me, 'cause all that you are is all that I’ll ever need, I’m so in love
11. Ever After - Marianas Trench - Don’t you move, can’t you stay where you are just for now? I could be your perfect disaster, you could be my ever after
12. You Make My Dreams - Hall and Oates - On a night when bad dreams become a screamer, well they’re messing with a dreamer, I can laugh them in the face, twist and shout my way out, 'cause I ain’t the way you found me and I’ll never be the same. Well, well you, you make my dreams come true
13. She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 - I know where you hide alone in your car, know all of the things that make you who you are. I know that goodbye means nothing at all, comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
14. You’re Beautiful - James Blunt - She caught my eye as we walked on by, she could see from my face that I was flying high. And I don’t think that I’ll see her again, but we shared a moment that will last 'til the end.
15. Somewhere Only We Know - Elizabeth Gillies and Max Schneider - Where have you gone? I’m getting old and I need something to rely on, so tell me when you’re gonna let me in, I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
16. Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic - Sleeping At Last - Every little thing she does is magic, everything she does just turns me on, even though my life before was tragic, now I know my love for her goes on
17. Wonderwall - Oasis - I don’t believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now. And all the roads we have to walk are winding, and all the lights that lead us there are blinding. There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don’t know how. Because maybe you’re gonna be the one that saves me, and after all, you’re my wonderwall.
18. Crash - You Me At Six - We worked and changed our ways, just like wildfire, been burning now for days, tearing down those walls, nothing’s in our way / Just crash, fall down, I’ll wrap my arms around you now. Just crash, it’s our time now, to make this work second time around
19. Never Stop (wedding version) - SafetySuit - I will never stop trying, I will never stop watching as you leave, I will never stop losing my breath every time I see you looking back at me. I will never stop holding your hand, I will never stop opening your door, I will never stop choosing you babe, I will never get used to you. You still get my heart racing for you.
20. Fix You - Coldplay - But if you never try you’ll never know just what you’re worth. Lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones, and I will try to fix you
21. Halo - Beyonce - Hit me like a ray of sun, burning through my darkest night, you’re the only one that I want, think I’m addicted to your light / Everywhere I’m looking now I’m surrounded by your embrace, baby I can feel your halo, you know you’re my saving grace, you’re everything I need and more
22. I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys - Let me be the portable heater that you’ll get cold without. I wanna be your setting lotion, hold your hair in deep devotion, at least as deep as the Pacific Ocean I wanna be yours. Secrets I have held in my heart are harder to hide than I thought. Maybe I just wanna be yours, I wanna be yours
23. Ghosts That We Knew - Mumford And Sons - So give me hope in the dark that I will see the light, 'cause oh that gave me such a fright, but I will hold as long as you like, just promise me we’ll be alright
24. I Won’t Give Up - Jason Mraz - And just like them old stars, I see that you’ve come so far to be right where you are, how old is your soul? Well, I won’t give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I’m giving you all my love, I’m still looking up
25. Same Mistake - James Blunt - Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go. My mind is muddy but, my heart is heavy, does it show? And my reflection troubles me, so here I go. I’m not calling for a second chance, I’m screaming at the top of my lungs. Give me reason but don’t give me choice, 'cause I’ll just make the same mistake again
26. Iris - The Goo Goo Dolls - And I don’t want the world to see me, 'cause I don’t think that they’d understand. When everything’s made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am
27. Je L'aime A Mourir - Francis Cabrel - Elle a dû faire toutes les guerres, pour être si fort aujourd'hui, elle a dû faire toutes les guerres de la vie e l'amour aussi
28. A Drop In The Ocean - Ron Pope - I was praying that you and me might end up together, it’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert. But I’m holding you closer than most, 'cause you are my heaven
29. What You Mean To Me - Sterling Knight - Our story is just beginning, we’ll let the truth break down these walls. And every time I think of you, I think of how you pushed me through, and showed me how much better I could be
30. Hero - Sterling Knight - ‘Cause I, I could be everything you need, if you’re the one for me, like gravity I’ll be unstoppable. I, yeah I believe in destiny. I may be an ordinary guy with heart and soul, but if you’re the one for me, then I’ll be your hero.

Listen

when i look into your eyes

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it’s like watching the night sky

or a beautiful sunrise

there’s so much they hold

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and just like them old stars

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i see that you’ve come so far

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to be right where you are

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how old is your soul

well, i won’t give up on us

even if the skies get rough

i’m giving you all my love

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i’m still looking up

Jason Mraz lyrics sentence starters [part II]

Send my muse one of these to see how they react:

  • “Here we are.”
  • “Although you are biased, I love your advice.”
  • “Your comebacks, they’re quick and probably have to do with your insecurities.”
  • “The wait was so worth it.”
  • “I’m halfway home, and I’m on my own.”
  • “There is something in the way you laugh.”
  • “Hey love, where you going to?”
  • “Awful happens all the time, don’t let it kill you.”
  • “Wherever I’m going, I’m already home.”
  • “I’m leaving in the moment.”
  • “I’m letting go of the thoughts that do not make me strong.”
  • “Maybe I annoy you with my choices—well, you annoy me sometimes, too, with your voice.”
  • “You can take as long as you want.”
  • “I will catch you if you fall.”
  • “Babe, I got your back.”
  • “I don’t wish to change you.”
  • “You’re the woman I love.”
  • “When I look into your eyes, it’s like watching the night sky.”
  • “I see that you’ve come so far.”
  • “How old is your soul?”
  • “I won’t give up on us.”
  • “Even the stars, they burn.”
  • “We’ve got a lot to learn.”
  • “God knows we’re worth it.”
  • “Everything is really possible.”
  • “When things get rough, I like to walk with you.”
  • “If you’ve had enough; well, you can empty your glass and we can fill it back up.”
  • “Whether it’s your birthday or your dying day, it’s a celebration.”
  • “We all need the darkness to see the light in our own eyes.”
  • “In life, you’re gonna go far; and if you do it right you’ll love where you are.”
  • “Wherever you go, you can always come back home.”
  • “Sometimes it may seem dark, but the absence of the light is a necessary part.”
  • “What happened to the ground right where we are?”
  • “I would build you a town if the world fell down.”
  • “I’m hoping you can give me a new chance.”
  • “Yes, ma’am, I’m thinking about you.”
  • “A double bed has never felt so empty.”
  • “What’s missing in the world is you.”
  • “I’ll leave in your hands.”
  • “I love making breakfast for someone instead of me.”
  • ”Just be honest with me.”
  • “It’s not hard for me to love you.”
  • “You’re remarkable.”
  • “I hope you notice that I’m still in love with you.”
  • “I’m coming over tonight.”
  • “I was never over you.”
  • “If ever there was a place I could stay, I found it.”
  • “You fuckin’ did it.”
  • ”If you’re not careful, you’ll become another devil in disguise.”
  • “Do what you like and always like what you try.”
  • “You’re so awesome it hurts.”
  • “What’s your weapon?”
  • “Are you a cat or a dog person?”
  • “Aint it nice tonight we’ve got each other?”
  • “More than just a partner or a lover, I’m your friend.”
  • “We’re gonna give ourselves to love tonight.”
  • “Hello, you beautiful thing.”
  • “Why do bad dreams linger long after I awake?”
  • "This is what I’ve been waiting for.”
  • “The thought of arriving kind of feels like dying.”
  • “I don’t want to go home and be alone.”
  • “Could we stay out?”
  • “Could you drive a little slower?”
  • “Don’t matter where we’re going as long as I’m with you.”
  • “We can take the long way.”
  • “I’m glad to be alive.”
  • “Things are looking up.”
  • “You can rely on me.”
  • “It’s you who brought me back when I was lost.”
  • “You showed me how to listen.”
Ichiruki, a personal life-story.

Firstly, hello to everyone! I’m Stefan and this is my first post here on Tumblr. I currently feel the need to post because of all that’s going on today, mainly the Bleach fiasco. Seeing as our ship has “sunk” , this is a sad sad day for every IR shipper in the world. I think I speak for all of us when I say that we all cried somewhere deep inside (if not even on the outside). Now seeing as this has all happened, myself and the love of my life feel it is an appropriate time to share with you our story, a story of how IR had changed our lives completely. (Pic here)

This wonderful woman, my most beloved, my moon and my queen, is in my life ONLY THANKS TO ICHIRUKI. Now as much as I’d love to go on a long long journey down memory lane, I wouldn’t want to bore you all with these sentimental things that only have significance in my life- MEANING I will go into detail but it won’t be a novel (not really expecting anyone to take 30 min out of their day for this post). Now here’s the catch , I’m from this lovely little country called Serbia ( Balkans, Europe ) and she is from this big scary country we all know as the USA. We met in the winter of 2012 on DeviantArt, an IchiRuki Group created by an ichiruki artist legend called Mikaorurk. I was so in love with the ship back then (which for a guy of my nature was the weirdest thing), I mustered up the courage to ask if anyone wanted to roleplay IchiRuki ( I really liked the idea of RP back then and felt that I could portray Ichigo the best due to our similarities, his life and my real life.). So wouldn’t you know it , this beautiful woman in the picture responded and said “Yes! I would love to!”. Needless to say we ended up actually talking more than we RP-ed and through each other’s pain in life, we managed to see each other clearly for what we were, rather than the masks and facades we wore. It was quite an extraordinary thing , a bond was formed stronger than any other bond I have ever had in my life to the point where I felt like I’ve known her for 912389183 lifetimes, yet we were literally thousands of kilometers (miles - whatevs) apart. The love we both had for bleach and IchiRuki , was only the beginning of the road HOWEVER it paved the path for the happiness and joy I have today.We are finally together now and have traversed this scary place known as the world, only serving to show that love can be found in the most unexpected places and times, but distance will never hinder that fact! Now as we say our final goodbyes to something we had cherished and loved for so long, seeing the ship we hoped would sail away beautifully into a “happy ever more” into the sunset - crash and burn instead…we feel it is time to finally say our thanks to you all. ALL of you that had been a wonderful inspiration, motivation, support or just generally an enjoyable presence. On behalf of MY Rukia (Robin) and myself , I thank you all, my fellow IR shippers for the most amazing people you are and hopefully will continue to be. What happened today in the manga has really hit all of us, however I feel that personally for my @robin-deanna and I it’s a little more than just “awh, ah well…”. To all the dedicated artists of the IR fandom , we hope to see more of your work in the future and continued support for Ichiruki! I really want to express my gratitude of how much (even unknowingly) you have helped this old soul achieve such happiness in life! Long live IR , and god bless your damned faces!!! <3 Hold strong and as they say…”we will rebuild”. ~Jaa na ! 

(Credit to author of the IR art, I do not own this piece of art) 

5

when i look in to your eyes 

its like watching the night skies

all the beautiful sunrise

well there is so much they hold……..

and just like them old stars

 i see that you  come so far 

to be right where you are 

 how old is your soul…..

well i wont give up on us, even if the skies get rough

I am giving you all my love………….i am still looking Up…….

 When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There’s so much they hold

And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up
 

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find


‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I won’t give up (Stiles x Reader)

I am at my boyfriend’s house . We were supposed to be working on some calculus homework ; instead , I ended up helping him figure out some things about Theo .

Stiles was pacing around the room , impatient . He would take a few steps , stop , look at the big transparent board , and start murmuring that there is something wrong with Theo . That he’s not to be trusted , also that I should try to not be left alone with him .

Stiles looked tired , dark circles were starting to show under his beautiful brown eyes .
He is paler than the usual ,also more irritated .
I have learnt that when he gets this type of suspicions about someone, most of the time he’s right . And I’m willing to help him in all I can , but the true is that right now I only want to have some time with him . I miss the Stiles that is always making jokes and being his sarcastic self . That boy is my dork , and I love him in the exact way he’s.
I want him back , and rested .
With everyday passing he makes me worry more about his health . I know he’s been lying to me about getting some sleep ; I know about his nightmares . I know everything .

Stiles draws a circle with a sharpie around Theo’s photography .
I’m sitting in his bed , paying a lot of attention to each of his movements. I notice that his hands start trembling when he does a line that goes from Theo’s pic to the word Dread doctors.
In that moment I stand up , take the sharpie from his hand and put it in its place .

Stiles stares at me blankly .’ There’s nothing in his eyes.A void . Something has happened and he’s not telling me ’ I think .
I take his hand , and make him a sign to sit in his bed . Stiles doesn’t refuse , he does as I said .
I sit in front of him , and try to figure out what’s wrong by looking at his eyes . But I can’t, the void is still there . Some tears start to take form in the eyes of my boyfriend .

—"What’s wrong ?,“ I ask . He shakes his head and whispers a ,” nothing . Just tired .“
—"I don’t buy it , tell me . ,” I say and a tear rolled down his face .
—"Scott and I are not friends anymore , I have lost my best friend. I am not far away from losing the rest of them , from losing my dad and …. From losing you . I don’t want to lose you ,“ he says . Pain is present in each syllable said .
I take his right hand , and squeeze it . “You are not , don’t worry about me ,” I tell him and place a soft kiss in his rosy pink lips .
—"But … You don’t understand , Y/N . Everyone close to me gets hurts . M-y mom… Her death was my fault , I know it . My dad almost died , and the rest …you . You know the story . You a re the best thing I’ve ever had , and losing you will kill me . But as long as you are okay , I’ll be good with it ,“ he says and looks down .
I put my hand in his chin and make him look at me .” No , it won’t be all right . Stiles… Look , I would never be happy without you in my life . You have been with me in my darkest and brightest moments of my life . How could I do that to you? , just abandon someone because they are having a hard time? . Mainly , if that person is the owner of my heart . So , no matter what you do or say to keep me away , you won’t.“
Stiles gives me a side smile , it’s painful watching him in this way . I hug him , he doesn’t hesitates to embrace my body .

I lie my head in his shoulder and start leaving small kisses in different parts of his neck .
Stiles body relaxes each time that he feels my lips against his flesh ; "let’s sleep . I’m tired ,” I lie . I only say it ,because he needs to rest . Stiles separates from me , he looks at me doubtfully , “please ,” I add .
He nods and stands up to move the stuff that were over his bed . I help him after that we cuddle up in his bed .
I was facing him , Stiles smiles at me ,“ thanks,” he says and closes his eyes .
I start singing, and playing with his soft brown hair . It was something I used to do help him sleep . Sometimes we would stay up all night talking until the both felt asleep . When I had nightmares or felt bad , Stiles would go make to make me company until everything was alright. It didn’t matter for him to wake up at 1 a.m and drive to the market for pills , chocolates or a movie . He would do it just to see me happy again .

I’ll do the same things for him .

When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not, and who I am

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up, I’m still looking up.

Well, I won’t give up on us (no I’m not giving up)
God knows I’m tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We’ve got a lot to learn (we’re alive, we are loved)
God knows we’re worth it (and we’re worth it)

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up…


And then I close my eyes …