how much i miss these times

ARMY in Therapy Like
  • Therapist: So tell me, what seems to be the problem?
  • ARMY: It all begin when I was introduced to BTS.
  • Therapist: Yes, yes, go on, continue. *writing on clipboard*
  • ARMY: They've maliciously attacked us over and over again. I can't sleep because I might miss something important.Big Hit's releasing videos unexpectedly. Everyone's coming up with theories but we're just confused as hell. BTS have their comeback in September which means new hairstyles, new looks, new dance moves, new music videos, new songs, new everything. Hixtape is coming! Wigs are gonna be snatched. Edges pulled. Health and life insurance rates are going to increase. Fans are gonna be crying, screaming, fainting. It's just too much at one time!!
  • Therapist: And how does that make you feel?
  • ARMY: It makes us makes us feel....*starts ugly crying*
  • Therapist: It's okay, take your time.We have all day.

→  day six: best moment you’ve experienced while being a fan

  • april 10/11, 2017: what i like to call ‘little mix takes new orleans’. the time when the girls came to new orleans, went on an adventure, and then i got to see them live for the dangerous woman tour.
  • samarchitects One year on and there isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about Tom and how much I miss him.
    I feel truly blessed to have as many memories of him as I do and even though sometimes it’s painful it’s worth it to see him smile in my head.
    I still find myself wanting to share new albums with him and silly football rumours and to laugh at ridiculous videos together.
    The times we spent together we’re truly some of my favourite. Not only did you have the darkest sense of humour you had my favourite.

    One person who I’m utterly lost for words at how proud I am is @danarchitects he has been there for so many of us throughout this and I want him to know just how much we all love him.
    Every time we perform we do it for you Tom and we’re eternally grateful for the lessons that you taught all of us.
    I love you and miss you every day
    For Tom Forever ♥️

“I hate how brutally honest I am with you, and how I’m never afraid to tell you something. I hate how I could open up so quickly- yet with anyone else it’s 10 times harder. I hate it, I hate the effect you have on me. I hate it so much, yet I love what I’ve become because of you.
It’s impossible for me to win, because all I’m doing is becoming someone better- someone I could never hate.”

- You’ve made me become a version of myself I could never hate. | a.m

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: It’s fascinating how much they are trying to sell in a few stunts when something important is coming up. Every single time.

Like others have pointed out already, watching the video in slo-mo tells a very interesting story. Not just “the kiss that missed”, but everything else, too. Why film that moment and post it online? It hardly makes any sense - if you don’t pay attention to anything else. I won’t go into any details, but body language and facial expression can be very interesting.

Now, with LBL premiering and the whole shenanigans at the end of August every year, it’s no surprise that they are playing the PR up to the max. She has to get talked about again, so people will know who she is - and they will make sure to show her from the best angle. I mean, look at what she is suddenly doing now. This is not for the handful of fans she possibly has. This is for the GA, who doesn’t know her yet. With the video and who is in it, it will get a lot of attention from people outside the fandom. And the more she is seen now, the better it could be for her. Could…

They made sure everybody knew where D would be yesterday. This was done on purpose. They made sure that she was seen in pictures and videos from other people. They even made sure to mention her IG name again. If anybody thinks this is a normal thing, think again. This literally felt like somebody made a list and worked their way down that list - and tried not to miss a thing. PR 101 once again.

Happy couple? Relaxed setting? Enjoying the moment? None of that was visible yesterday - especially not in the video. I did notice the extremely anxious and hyper behavior though. And the moment of realization when D knew he had to play along. This situation is not all sunshine and roses for him. All of this can be a very huge burden on his emotional state and it very likely hurts him more than we even realize. Do you truly think he is doing this because he wants to? Just look at the whole situation… I hope this is going to be over soon, so he can finally be free again, because we have seen time and again how he acts when he can be himself - and happy. He deserves to be free of those shenanigans and truly live his life.


C: Us?

M: Well yeah. I think we should start talking about the future…you know, colleges and stuff. I was hoping we could get into the same one, maybe also consider moving in with each other.

C: I’m sorry, I’m just…a little lost here. You wanted to…keep dating me? In all seriousness?

M: Um…yeah? Did I miss something here?

C: I don’t know, man. I really don’t think it’s time to settle down just yet…or ever. Like, you’ve always been fun to hang with, but I wasn’t aware this was how you thought of it. There’s still so much time and so many possibilities and…

this is how much Canadians love Tim Horton’s

so my parents lived in Canada for a LONG time before they moved to America. Shortly after I was born they moved to America, so they’ve been living here for about 16 years. 

Even though we get Tim Horton’s (or as my parents call it, Timmy’s) every single time we ever see one, they missed it so much that my dad literally researched where the nearest stand-alone Tim Horton’s was (aka not just a counter in a gas station or something).

Yesterday, we got up at 4 AM and drove five hours just to get to Tim Horton’s.

It was WORTH IT.

Missed Me?

I know It’s been some time since I last wrote a script here.

I know you missed reading my words

I know that you’re already ready to enjoy my words again

You know you will find yourself reading them automatically

Now thinking much about it

Just reading them 

Relaxing to them

As you’ve done many times before

How many times you’ve read one of my posts and just dropped

Dropped deep under

You missed that

You missed me

You missed my words

My soothing words

Relaxing you

Calming you

Seducing you

Captivating you

Just to relax

Relax and let go

That’s what you desire

That’s what you always desire my words to do to you

To guide you

Guide you under

Deep under

To give in to them and just let them guide you

As you focus on them

Focusing and following them

The rest of the world doesn’t matter for the moment

That’s one of the reasons 

One of the reasons you really enjoy my words

Why you’ve missed them so much

They are always able to help you forget

Forget about the rest of the world

Relax and forget

Just read and forget

The stresses

The worries

The cares

They all don’t matter right now

What matters are my words

So just relax

Let my words fill your mind

Let my words guide your mind

guide it to drift

guide it to sink

guide it to drop

Because that’s what you want

We both know it

So just let go now

Enjoy it



Drop deep

drop down

All the way down

Everything fading

Only my words

My words and this wonderful relaxation

Stress free environment

Where all there is are my words

Guiding you deeper

further down

All the way down

To pure relaxation

nothing exist but this relaxation

The relaxation of my words

You realize it now

Whenever you read my words

Regardless where you’re reading them

A post

A comment

A message

They’re just extremely calming

Relaxing and warm

Making you feel so safe and happy

So good 

Wanting to read them even more

Wanting to drop to them even more

That’s why you miss my words

Knowing now that you will reblog

reblog and type

“I have missed your words”

Once you do that

You’ll feel strong waves of joy

waves of joy and relaxation coming all over your body

Because you realize it now

My words

The effects of my words

How you did miss them

You’ve missed reading my scripts

You’ve missed falling deep from reading my scripts

So when you wake up in a moment

You’ll find you have a strong desire to go back to my blog and look for scripts to read

Whether it’s one you haven’t read before

Or a new one you wanted to read

You’ll just have this strong growing desire to read more of my words

So now on the count of 3 waking up


starting to wake up


happy and relaxed


Having missed my words so much

Wanting to go read more of them

Enjoying them much more now



vodkafolie  asked:

Dumped you as in...he ended your relationship??? Oh mate I'm sorry you don't deserve that, jesus

Yeah its

Ok so

Nathan tends to work himself up into confusion and overanalyze every feeling and sometimes he just goes way too far with shit. A while ago there were a couple coincidental things that happened in his life that made him go all up into the idea that theres multiple dimensions or something

So guess he overanalyzed our relationship this time. 3 days ago he was gonna ditch the school trip “because he wanted to spend more time with me bc love is more important” and going on about how perfect i was and we were and about how he missed me so much and couldnt wait to be with me again

Yesterday he was acting weird
Today, while driving back home from vacation, my mom dropped me off at his place and he immediately dumped me and stated that he had “always had doubts” and how i “should have seen it coming” and im like

2 weeks before our one year anniversary you come to me with “ive always had doubts”
While you were all over me all the time and hated being apart from me and lamented about missing me all the time
He was all over me all the time for 11 months and

anonymous asked:

I'm so hung up on my best friend and my feelings for him and I refuse to tell him how I feel because a) I can't ruin our friendship, he means way too much to me and b) we're going to different universities anyways so what's the point. I think the next time I see him will be the last time and it crushes me that I will never know if he felt the same way (he's hinted at it but maybe it was just in my head.) I'm going to miss him terribly. He was/is a great friend and I love him either way.

Aww well don’t let university stop you from being friends! And honestly if you’re going your separate ways anyways, it might actually be the best time to tell him how you feel to at least know if he felt the same way, you know? And worst case scenario, he only thinks of you as a friend but is probably flattered at the very least and you can hopefully continue being friends in college. Good luck either way! But seriously – the next time you see him doesn’t have to be the last and you can get some closure about your feelings without risking much!

Listen I’m bi as Heck and as much as I love girls, I also love boys? Boys are amazing and pure and liking boys is a wonderful feeling? I never see a lot of posts talking about cute boys so

Some Boy Aesthetics™ I’m in love with include:

Their tired grins? Have you seen a cute boy grin when he’s tired? Life Changing

Sleeves rolled up to forearms is all good and Well but also when they have Sweater Paws in their hoodies or jumpers? Makes the tallest of them seem so smol? I’m lov?

When they run their hand through their hair and it sticks up in places and it looks So Good

Collar Bones

Soft pudgy stomachs they absolutely make me melt

When ya boy gets flustered A++ Bonus points if he giggles Boys giggling is Everything

Stay humble, no matter how much you changed for the better. 
Stay kind, no matter how many people broke your heart. 
And stay hopeful, no matter how many times you’ve been let down.
—  The Most Important Thing in Life is…

it’s so weird to me when people are like “we grew apart and i didn’t notice until it was too late” bc i notice the smallest of changes, i notice everything even if nothing is happening and my fear of abandonment and lack of emotional permanence would Never let me just miss a relationship starting to fade

Okay listen up losers I'm about to prove a fucking point.

So my presentation will be about proving season 3 Shiro is a clone and why DreamWorks made it too easy. I rewatched a crapton on episodes to make this, I need to sleep. 

If you guys didn’t notice the first thing Clone Shiro, umm wait imma call him Kuro Kuro looks at is his hand and a Galra symbol.

And that in and of itself is a big clue because there’s already a lot of meaning behind that since season 2. In which, Hunk and that team discussed how the arm can be used against them.

Memory is key! How could Galra have Shiro’s memories? The arm! Like Hunk said, if it could create memories than it’s pretty safe to say it can record them too.

Linking that with the shot of the Galra emblem is a huge deal in symbolism. Trust me I’m an English major, I deal with this shit all the time.

(I’m writing this on my laptop and phone at the same time, godspeed)

Speaking of symbolism, Ulaz made an appearance when Kuro was dazed

(Is that even Ulaz? I can’t tell I’m bad with faces)

This does two things. Reaffirm Kuro’s undying trust with his arm, and make a connection with Galra as a comrade. Lemme explain;

During Shiro’s ‘I can suddenly remember shit’ scene in season 2? He die-hard believes the memories are his and not a [insert dream here] from Galra, by showing him Ulaz they are trying to recreate that same feeling.

By showing him a Galra (regardless of being evil or not) you’re connecting the dots with trust.

That could be a good reason why the Galra decided to give Shiro a weaponized arm in the first place. Why would they power him up for shits and giggles? Haggard herself even said this:

(Bitch, no thanks.) They wouldn’t have given him a cool fighting arm just so he could be cooler in the arena. That’s fucking idiotic to arm a prisoner. (sorry)

This wouldn’t even be the first time Haggard had some evil version of Shiro

Remember this scene from season 1? Cuz I sure fucking do.

Speaking of that arm, why would they take it in the first place? Listen, it’s already pretty fishy they gave him a super arm but why would they take it at all? Dare I say, D N A ?

This leads me back to this scene here:

Why would Kuro hurt himself? A French term can explain this, ‘L’appel du vide’ translation: The call of the void. Basically, your brain is telling you to self-destruct in order to take control of a situation.  Now we already discussed how the Galra controls his brain sort of so that’s that.

Now I know what you’re saying: Oh! But that’s so he could close the wound!!

Listen, man, I did training with an Army doctor on quick fixes for medical emergencies. Now I’m not saying I’m an expert cuz I’m not, but if Kuro did that do it to heal himself up it wasn’t done correctly. Or at least done accurately…. Especially with an unknown power. This might be wrong, it was a brief training,  so don’t take this part too seriously.

Adding to this point:

If you’ve ever seen anyone wake up from a long coma, and I mean  l o n g  coma, they don’t have full feeling in their muscles and tend to fall because they do not have full control of their limbs. I’m assuming by the hair this hasn’t been up and about for enough time to get that effect.

Speaking of hair, yes guys, Kuro’s hair is WAY too long to be Shiro.

(Lmao, Shiro/Kuro w/ long hair; hit or miss??)

Kuro’s hair shows that he hasn’t cut it in at least 1 ½ years. There might not be much context of how long he was missing but I’m sure as hell it’s couldn’t be more than a few months since Keith was searching through the Glara rubble.

<Man, all these analytical essays are finally paying off>

This scene here:

Is a big clue. For real why would the Black Lion do that? Send him into more danger? That’s not right.

Well, guess what, she didn’t.

Remeber this gem? I sure fucking do.

She sent him with someone he trusts, Matt. This really makes sense cuz mATT JUST HASN’T SHOWED UP BUT IS OBVIOUSLY REALLY IMPORTANT *cough* sorry, I don’t know what came over me….

Not only does Shiro trust him but so does Pidge, and I know those two never really had a connection but they kinda all share a state of thought while forming Voltron…

So the Black Lion theoretically has seen Pidge’s thoughts and stuff. Theoretically Black has two reasons why to trust Matt.

The Black Lion has so many reasons to send Shiro to Matt and not some Galra base.

This can also help understand why the Black Lion didn’t trust Kuro.

From what I’ve seen (or remember seeing at 4 AM, I haven’t slept in 45ish hours guys, help) all of you guys think that Black knows that’s not Shiro from the Connection they have but that might not be it!

Kuro thinks he’s Shiro, he has the same memories, the same body, the same scar on the face! So the Connection can still be there, what he doesn’t have is Matt with him.

Which wouldn’t make sense because Black sent him there, so it’s ridiculous cuz “hey I sent you to be with your buddy? Why didn’t you bring him along to see his sister who has been searching for him like crazy???”

That could be why the Black Lion found Kuro and trusted that was the OG but then changed its mind and was like ‘no thanks’ when she saw Matt wasnt with him.

I mean look how….happy?? She looks when they find him!

Why would that change after the fact? The Connection had to be there in order to sense him in the first place. It just makes sense.

Also look at the symbolism here again:

Kuro is in a Galra ship, it’s so subtle you might not even catch it (unless you’re used to over analyzing everything in order to fit 3 more pages into a term paper like me)

Instead of animating Kuro getting physically off the fighter they show them apart, separated from Black. They show him in enemy weaponry.  

As an enemy kinda…

(I’m getting too into this…)

This is Kuro while he’s being cloned

This is Kuro after he’s ‘escaping’

Sounds like the plan was a success, but all that happened was Kuro getting away? I don’t know about you but prisoners stay locked up, unless they aren’t.

They even say Kuro’s is approved for Operation Kuron!

Also from that scene:

Kuro was given that codename ‘Subject Y0XT39′

But Shiro already had a codename, and it wasnt that.

Its ‘Prisoner 117-9875′

Subject and Prisoner are two different things and two different codes.

Kuron is already a huge fucking clue. I donno know if you seen this yet but,

Shiro’s name is literally White and the opposite is Black or Kuro which sounds a lot like Kuron

If you think that’s just a coincidence then try this:

Just try telling me this isn’t legit?

To add just a bit more, Kuro and Keith clashed a lot while both trying to lead Voltron.

He also made it so Keith looked like a weak leader, which he was not once he got more use to the role.

Appearance wise, Kuro is different from Shiro in a low key way. First off both haircuts he has where different from Shiro’s. They’re all horrible but that’s a different story.

His cloths is different too, it shows more skin. The sleeve shows his arm and he took off his glove. Symbolically this means he trying to be more open, more free, more approachable.

This would make it easier to give the wrong feeling of trust to the team, which is the plan Kuro was given

*searching through my notes* okay did I miss anything…? Ah Yes!!

When Shiro first meets those two freedom fighters the transmission radio picks of two things; something less important about Lotor and Voltron.

Which one was ignored and which one was heard?

Yes guys, Kuro didn’t even pay attention to Lotor cuz that’s not what he was told to do. He was told to find out about Voltron which, he did.

Also with those freedom fighters, we learn this:

It wouldn’t have been easy to escape injured and tired. When he escaped the first time it was with the help of Ulaz. They didn’t even try keeping him there, he wasn’t restrained and didn’t have any guards. The only thing trying to stop him were those androids they know Kuro/Shiro could easily defeat.

And last thing.

And I think this is the most important thing.

He didn’t finish that sentence.

He didn’t say he wasn’t a traitor.

He didn’t have too.

This concludes my presentation on ‘Proving That’s not Shiro but Kuro the Clone’

Thank you for your time.

For my next presentation, I will talk about why we should save Kuro and love him indefinitely