how long will i last before i fall behind

Cold Eyes, Colder Shoulders (Avengers x Reader)

Hey! Soooo that last fic? You guys are AMAZING! I will never reach that level again so please forgive me haha! Honestly I love each and every freaking one of you!<3 

For this next one I got a request for a fic but with all the avengers reactions so I’m hoping I can do the request justice because it’s super awesome and different than my usual fics! If you requested this and you don’t like it please let me know and I’ll try to fix it!(: 

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Base after base, country after country, realm after realm the Avengers were searching everywhere and were continuously coming up empty handed. What was so important that every other mission was being ignored? You. 

You had been missing for about a month now and the team was distraught. You had been an Avenger since the Battle of Sokovia and every one on the team loved you dearly. You had forged special connections with them all and now that you were gone they were all kind of lost. That’s why they had to find you.

No enemy could be ruled out as everyone on the team knew you were their weakness and everyone and anyone could be after you. That’s why they had all split up and were scouring the universe looking for you.

Thor was running between realms with some help from Loki. Sam and Rhodey were looking into sketchy military personnel. Tony and T’Challa were cracking down on business and political world leaders. Natasha and Bruce were going into the undergrounds of countries on every continent. Clint and Director Fury were keeping close eyes on all of SHIELD’s known enemies. The Maximoff twins, Vision, and Scott were stationed between Avengers Tower, Avengers Base, and your old house all waiting for you to come back to them. 

Every day they searched for you. And every day they didn’t find you felt like another little piece of them died inside. 

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It was Bucky and Steve who finally called in a lead. They had been racing around the world crashing HYDRA bases at record speed when they finally found a lead to your location. They had run down a facility when they caught sight of a folder with your picture in it. The only other things the folder contained were a location and a list of words which made Bucky’s stomach turn as he realized their purpose. 

“We have to find her Steve. They’ll kill her. They’ll kill the most precious human left on this earth.”

“We will Bucky,“ Steve promised, opening the folder and lowering his voice as he looked at your picture, “We’re coming for ya doll. Hold on.” 

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It took less than 32 hours for the Avengers to assemble. Each one was prepared to do whatever necessary to save you. All their hearts pumped with adrenaline and stomachs twisted with anticipation. To see you safe once again and to hold you in their arms. That’s what they wanted. What they needed. 

The jet ride over there was tense and felt like an eternity. No one spoke as they feared the worst and quickly tried to hush their inner thoughts for being so negative. The second the quinjet touched the ground the team was gone and on the offense. 

The fight lasted about three minutes before the ground was littered with fallen HYDRA agents. Parts of the base were on fire and the Avengers stood huddled around a room marked with your name. Everyone was scared to open the door, afraid of what they’d see inside. But eventually Tony couldn’t take it anymore as his shaking hands threw open the door.

A plain grey room laid on the other side. Grey walls, a grey concrete floor, and a grey bed which held your sleeping frame under grey sheets. 

Pietro was the first one in as he sped past the others to kneel next to you. His hand lightly touched your shoulder as he whispered a desperate, “Printesa?” 

You sat up slowly and turned to face the anxious superheroes as they all filed into your room. Their faces held a wide array of emotions from pure relief to utter confusion. Why weren’t you happy to see them? 

Your face had remained stoic as you sat on the edge of your bed and studied the people who had previously been considered family. Much like the bare walls your face was free of any emotions. It was starting to unnerve some of the Avengers as they stepped closer. 

“Why are you here?” Your question stopped them in their tracks and Pietro’s hand, which had remained on your shoulder, pulled away like you had burned him.

“Little Bird we’re here to bring you home,” Clint’s voice was soft but firm, thinking you were just scared and confused after being hostage so long. 

“But I am home.” Your head tilted to the side as they all looked shocked. Bucky fled the room while everyone else tried to keep their breathing in check. Of all the possibilities they had prepared for none of the Avengers were prepared for this. 

“No baby girl, back to the Tower with us where you belong,” Tony’s brown eyes looked broken as he reached out to stroke your cheek but you jerked away.

“I belong here though.”

“Listen Bitsy Spider I know it’s confusing, but they tricked you,” Nat’s voice was quivering as she tried to sooth you. 

However, before Natasha could continue any further Bucky burst back through the door and threw a manila folder onto the floor, letting the contents scatter across the room. “You lied to us!” His metal hand went up to point an accusing finger at you, but T’Challa threw up his hand and pierced Bucky’s arm through with his claws. 

“Do not touch my Queen.” T’Challa warned with an even tone that Bucky barely even registered as he simply yanked his arm free and continued to stare down at your still blank face. 

“You lied to me,” Bucky’s jaw was clenched, his nose twitching and his eyes welling up with tears he fought not to shed. He swallowed down the crack he could feel rising in his throat as he raised his voice.”To us! You sat there for years and pretended to be something you weren’t!”

“Bucky what in the hell are you talking about?” Sam asked defensively. He had fought the soldier before and was willing to do it again if Bucky continued attacking you like this. 

“She’s a HYDRA experiment. A blank slate that can absorb a person’s power and personality.”

“We were HYDRA experiments too Barnes. That does not mean (Y/N) is evil!” Wanda’s hands were starting to glow red with anger.

“No. It doesn’t,” Bucky agreed. His icy stare had never left your blank cold one. “But using that power to get close with the Avengers and give all their information to HYDRA does.”

“What?” Bruce whispered feeling more confused than the first time he had Hulked out. “Bucky that’s crazy. (Y/N) would never-”

“Agent Barnes is correct.” You finally stood up as your even voice sent the Avengers into a deeper state of shock. “I was given a power strong enough to put me on SHIELD’s radar and a personality sweet and luring enough to draw each and every single one of you in. After getting the information required I returned home and HYDRA wiped me clean for my next assignment.”

“So we were just another assignment to you?” Rhodey asked, glad he was in the suit to keep him upright.

“Don’t spend too long caring about what you were to me. I won’t about you.” You blinked calmly as you tore the teams world apart. Everything had been a lie, and now they didn’t know what to do. As they all stared in hurt at your uncaring face Thor turned on his heel and walked away not sparing another look back.

“Thor where are you going?” Vision asked, calling attention to the blonde god trying to make a hasty escape before his emotions could get the better of him.

“I am leaving. I cannot harm someone whom I care so deeply about. If you wish to bring justice then it shall have to be without me.” His red cape whipped out behind him as he continued to take large steps away from the scene. 

“I have died once before and the pain I feel now is just as strong. Count me out as well,” Pietro muttered, looking deep into your eyes one last time before seeing how truly dead they were inside, then speeding away.

“There’s some blood even I don’t want on my hands,” the tears were falling freely now as Natasha made her escape, Clint saying nothing as he crossed his arms over his chest to hold himself together just long enough to get back to the jet. 

“I thought I was going to be fighting bad guys. I didn’t sign up to fight loved ones,” Scott didn’t even bother putting his helmet back down as he shuffled away wondering how he was going to break the news to Cassie. 

“I can’t even read the thoughts going through her head,” Wanda whispered with tears in her eyes. “The (Y/N) we knew is already dead.” Vision followed the sobbing Sokovian girl and wondered what exactly the aching in his chest was. 

“I fill one hole in my chest just to get a new one,” Tony flipped his helmet down before flying off, Rhodey following quickly behind with defeated eyes.

“There is no hatred deep enough to cover the love which once ran through my veins,” T’Challa’s somber voice echoed around the quickly emptying room before he walked out with his head hanging unusually low..

“I’ve lost enough people I loved at the doing of my own hands. It’s not a mistake  I plan to keep making,” Steve seemed to be in a daze as he and Sam left Bucky alone with you in the blank grey room.

“Are you going to try to kill me now Agent Barnes?” Your voice was as cool as if you were discussing the weather. The air was quiet save for the sound of fire burning in the near distance as you stared him down waiting for his response.

“I just need to know if any of it was real,” Bucky’s blue eyes begged for something deep inside of you to snap. For you to remember who you were just like he had so he could take you back home and everyone could stop being so damned lost. So he could once again stop being so damned lost.

“No.”

Bucky caught his breath in his chest as it expanded painfully to the point of implosion. He gave a brief nod and went to walk away, unable to look at the hollow shell of the woman he once loved.

“Wait!” You called as he reached the door frame and lingered in it, not looking back. “My name. My name was real.” 

And with that he was gone. Along with the last sense of warmth you had felt in your bones when the Avengers had first burst into your room. Your brain made the logical connection that the fire that had been ravaging your home base had finally died out, but you knew. Somewhere deep inside you knew that the closest thing you were ever going to get to a family had just walked away and they were never going to think twice about you again. 

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I think I broke my own heart with this one guys…. but I hope you liked it and like always I’m sorry it’s kinda late! I should be catching up on requests though so!

As usual Requests, Ships, and Preferences are all OPEN!  The list is getting longer though (YAY!) so they should be coming more frequently (let’s hope) but there may be a slight wait (like that wasn’t the case before right?). 

Have a great day and send me love!^^^

Caught: Part 2(Sirius Black)

Request: i think you should continue with idk, they have a fight before it and they arent talking then reader discover she is pregnant. james tries to kill sirius because first, they have sex “my littLE SISTER HAVE SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND”, and second because she is pregnant????

A/N: I FREAKING LOVE THIS REQUEST!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! THIS IS WHY I LOVE TUMBLR!!!! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! YOU ARE THE GOOD IN THIS WORLD!!! THIS ENDS THE WAR!!!! 
So sorry about how long it took for me to write this, I literally had homework every night and then the busiest weekends(with more homework). However, it’s really long, so I hope that makes up for that. Sorry for any and all mistakes/typos I made, I was really trying to hurry and get this up. 

Part 1
So I imagine Caught to have taken place during their fifth year, but I’m going to make this sixth year. 


(Y/N’s Perspective)

I walk into the Common Room. Something’s off the second I step through the portrait hole. I glance around at everyone as I take my spot next to Sirius on a couch. He seems tense about something. 
“What’s up, babe?” I ask, curling up against him. James gives us a careful look. I roll my eyes at him. 
“Nothing, nothing. It’s nothing,” he shrugs. 
“He got in a fight today,” Peter pipes up. Sirius shoots him a death glare. 
“What happened?” I question. 
“Nothing. Nothing happened. It’s nothing.” It sure didn’t seem like nothing happened. Sirius seemed to tense up more. 
“Doesn’t sound like nothing,” I say. 
“I said it’s nothing,” Sirius snaps. I give him a shocked look. He rarely gets upset. And never at me. James looks over at him with warning. Sirius huffs and leaves, I fall sideways on the couch. I sit up as Sirius exits through the portrait hole. 
James looks as if he could punch Sirius. 
“What happened?” I ask, again, this time to James. 
“Well, I wasn’t there, so I’m not the best source, but apparently somebody was trying to pick a fight with him and he got upset pretty quick,” he explains. There’s a pause. James sighs. “Look, Y/N, I…I think you might want to be careful with Sirius. He doesn’t have the best reputation, and…just…it makes me nervous, you dating him.” 
“James, this is your best friend we’re talking about here. You’d trust him with your life, but not my heart?” I ask. James starts to say something, but Lily walks over. 
“Can you come with me, Y/N?” Lily asks. I nod. 
“Sure,” I say, getting up. “James, don’t worry about it. ‘Kay?” I add before leaving. 

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Song and Shuffle

I was tagged by the lovely and talented @theysangastheyslew to shuffle a playlist  my downloaded music and name the first ten songs that come up! I have no idea how I wound up on your tag list (and as the first person on it??? somehow??? so you probably weren’t grasping at straws???) but I decided to do it even though I had already done it just a little before you tagged me for it! Sorry this is a kind if late (and that the preface got so long arfggghih)!! 

  1. Elastic Heart by Sia
  2. Somebody That I Used to Know by Goyte
  3. DJ Got Us Falling In Love by Usher featuring Pit Bull
  4. People Like Us by Kelly Clarkson
  5. Blow Me (One Last Kiss) by P!nk
  6. Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson
  7. Halo by Beyonce
  8. The One That Got Away by Katy Perry
  9. It’s Still Rock and Roll to Me by Billy Joel
  10. Rewrite by Asian Kung-Fu Generation

And I’m tagging anyone who wants to do this! Have a lovely day!

Saturday Plans Epilogue: Dance

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Pairing: NicoEli w/ NicoMaki and NozoEli friendship

Summary:  The first time Nico showed up at her house, Eli was completely unprepared. The second time Nico showed up, Eli was surprised. By the fourth time Eli found herself expecting the doorbell to ring, and by the fifth she realized that she was looking forward to seeing the other girl. But it wasn’t until their eighth outing that Eli finally decided to ask why. Why Nico had started spending time with her, why she was trying so hard to come up with places to go, and why Eli herself wanted so badly for their meetings to never end.

Note: This is the end of Saturday Plans. Thank you to everyone who read it, and especially to those that left comments! I really appreciate it. I hope you all enjoyed it as much as I did.

Song 1 | Song 2 | Song 3 

  —  The story will tell you when to start and switch the songs  —

Dress References - thanks again to @yoshizora for drawing these!


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anonymous asked:

Without the eastern front could Britain, France, and the U.S. be able to defeat Germany? I know it's a HUGE what if question but what's you Idea of it

I have my doubts.  I imagine what would happen is that both sides would end up in a stalemate, fighting battles in the periphery like North Africa and Scandinavia, but never being able to strike a killing blow.   Thus a very long Cold War would develop much like with the US and the Soviet Union.  From there who knows what could happen, although I don’t see the Third Reich coming out of it favorably.  

The German education system under the Nazi’s was a joke, a system which favored indoctrination and crank ideas that supported ideology rather than reality.  While the Germans had incredible technology and great scientists like Werner Von Braun, that was all a product of the old system before the Nazi’s took over.  I remember in the book “Life in the Third Reich” by Richard Bessel, there are records of how high school and college grades plummeted after the Nazi’s took control.  There were complaints from military commanders that new officers were dimwits who lacked proper reading, writing, and math skills.  So as new generations take up the Third Reich’s torch I bet German science and technology is going to quickly fall behind that of the rest of the world.  In terms of economics, I can’t imagine it being a system that lasts long.  Basically the German economy raped their conquered territories for resources to benefit the fatherland without investing anything back.  Doesn’t sound like an economic system conducive towards building prosperity and growing wealth.  And Nazi culture? Nazism and fascism doesn’t seem like a good system for fostering culture.

In the end I think what the Third Reich is going to devolve into a large version of North Korea today.  Basically a backward and decrepit nation full of brainwashed people who are decades behind the rest of the world in science, technology, and culture, led by a goofy yet maniacal tinpot dictator. Instead of Kim Jong Un The Interview will be a comedy about two journalists plotting to kill Adolf Hitler III.  And Germany’s Reich, eventually the oppressed peoples of the conquered territories are going to rebel, and it will only be a matter of time before the Reich collapses.