how i would cope

Sometimes Jehan has nightmares that they’ve killed someone. They wake up on edge not knowing what’s real or not, so Montparnasse holds them close, asking for every single detail so that he can cover the murder up and reassure them

You deserve much better than me...

Ethan Grant Dolan deserves the whole world. He deserves to be happy. I love him with all my heart and seeing him not being himself and not seeing that goofy smile on his face truly breaks my heart. I love him with everything I have in me and I just want him to be happy. That’s all I want, for the person who’s helped me through all my problems and has put a smile on my face for the past 4 years to be happy. I don’t know where I would be or how I would even cope with living in general if it haven’t been for him keeping me happy and I wish I can do the same thing he did for me. I love him with all my heart and nothing will ever change that. I can understand what he goes through and honestly it’s bullshit he shouldn’t have to go through any of this. He’s truly amazing and I just hope he realizes that.

anonymous asked:

How is your drawing more important than people's identities and coping mechanisms? They're not claiming your shit by putting a simple tag there, you need to step back and your lack of education on this subject is seriously impeccable

mmmmyes my unimportant art. The craft I have poured my life into, the thing that is shaped by every living experience I have had, the characters and stories that help me fight through the fugue of my most brainweird days. The thing I have a very personal attachment to (since, yknow, it came from me), and have preferences for how others interact with it. Much less important than someone’s impulse to tag a reblog as ‘kin’

“Apparently, she and I are gonna be quite the team one day.”

I wanted to draw future Flynn and Lucy from the journal. They’re an interesting pair to think about, aren’t they? A little older. A little crazier. His hair is longer, hers is shorter. That feels right.

Flynn’s hair is based off Goran’s look in this old Madonna video. So I know for a fact he can pull it off.

Personal Assistant Part4

Previously: Part3

Seb slammed the door shut and screamed in anger, he punched the wall, making a hole and dropped to the floor sobbing an angry mess. He was angry with himself for not telling you any sooner and he was angry at Chris for liking you and angry at the woman he fucked.

“I gotta fix this”

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Hi everyone, long time no see.

It’s been a long year. A lot of things have changed and I think it’s time I talk about something important. This Update has to do a little with the blog and a lot with me, so if you want to skip the rest of this you absolutely can, this is just something that has been on my mind for a while and pushing to be said. This seems like the best time to say it and I’m sorry if it gets a little long and a lot personal.

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so some of y'all jumped straight on the mikael x yousef ship with no problems even though they hadn’t had ANY screen time and there were only two pictures of them in existence but will then turn right around and vilify young wlw and say we’re ‘reaching’ when we hc vilde as a lesbian…..,,,,… your ugly is showing

As the sunlights begins to fade, I begin to feel the air leave my body and suddenly it becomes difficult to breathe. I tell myself I’m okay but my heart is more than certain I’m far from okay. I miss you, every single part of you. I reach for you knowing you aren’t there but hoping you would be. I wish I knew how to cope with this ongoing feeling of unbareable heartache. I can’t keep myself from wanting you, from craving you, I need you to tell me you feel the same way.
—  Tenari Ioapo

What could have changed your mind? What would have made you choose me? What could have made you want to stay out of love and not obligation?

I never wanted to hold you back, the last thing I wanted was for you to stay with me because you were scared of how I would cope with being alone. I am sorry that I wasn’t enough, I’m sorry I couldn’t be all that you deserve. But I will never be able to repay you for the time you spent loving me despite falling out of love with me.

You stuck by me when I was struggling, even though there was someone you knew you could love stronger.

—  Thank you for being selfless, and loving me in a way that wasn’t how you used to, but loving me none the less.

levi-snk  asked:

Weird af but what would the vets and 104th reaction be if Levi was suddenly a woman? How would Levi cope? I don't know why but I asked this but I just want to know lol.

Mikasa: Wouldn’t care
Reiner: Would be like “fuck, she’s hot”
Bertholdt: Would be even more intimidated
Annie: Okay, who cares?
Eren: “Whooaaaooott!!” “NO WAY!” not in a mean way though, but like someone changing gender in this way is kinda weird lol
Jean: “wtf?!”
Marco: “Okay :)”
Sasha: “That’s so weird, oh my god do I have to share a changing room with Levi now? Please no?!”
Connie: “?!?!?!?!??!!!!”
Historia: “I’d tap that if it wasn’t Levi”
Armin: Very confused
Ymir: “He makes an even uglier girl”
Levi: Just binds his breasts so they’re not in the way and goes on with life
Hanji: Doesn’t even notice a difference
Erwin: Invited Levi to a fancy restaurant
Nanaba: “uhm, okay this is kinda weird?!”
Mike: “Now it’s not even fun anymore to make fun of your height D:”
Moblit: “Gotta tone down on the booze…”


“I would date someone, figure out we weren’t compatible or figure out we didn’t work out, and then we’d break up. That seems like a very normal thing for a young 20-something to do, and that is my biggest scandal. I think it’s healthy for everyone to go a few years without dating, just because you need to get to know who you are. And I’ve done more thinking and examining and figuring out how to cope with things on my own than I would have if I had been focusing on someone else’s emotions and someone else’s schedule. It’s been really good.”

Why do you care? - Jughead x Reader

Request: Prompt 8 - “It’s much easier to humiliate someone than to admit you have feelings for them”

Word count: 2218

Warnings: Drinking, maybe a little bit of violence.. little bit, and like one or two swears, I’m sorry 

A/N: Please give me feed back loves :)

It all started just after you moved to Riverdale, man, your parents picked the right time to move to a new town, some guy called Jason had been murdered and everyone was trying to figure out who did it. You didn’t know Jason, or that his family were some big shots in this small town, you didn’t really care too much either, “At least we won’t be suspects” you told your parents as you unpacked the moving truck, they subsequently told you not to make fun of this tragic event, “some boy was killed, Y/N” your mother said, “his poor mother must be a wreck, I don’t know how I would cope if that happened to you” she continued, you sighed deeply then took your things to your room.

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I may have listened one too many times to a certain opening and all its countless remixes and versions while thinking about my sons like I always do.

So I keep thinking about Aaron potentially going to prison….and I keep having these thoughts about how Robert would cope with Aaron inside (I touched on this a little bit here), and something @godamnarmsrace said got me thinking about a moment between Robert and Chas.

I imagine Aaron has been inside for a while, maybe a few weeks, maybe a month. And he’s struggling to cope. He feels sad and lonely and he’s scared and self-loathing, desperate to come home soon.

And I picture Robert visiting him, as he always does, as much as he’s allowed. And one time he visits on a particularly bad day for Aaron, and Aaron can’t pretend he’s doing “okay” anymore. I can imagine Aaron getting a little tearful, and finally being brutally honest about how much he hates it inside.

And Robert hates it too. It absolutely breaks his heart to see his husband in such a state, but Robert knows he has to be strong. That’s the role Robert has played from the moment Aaron got sent down; he knows he needs to be strong and positive. He’ll almost make out that Aaron being inside isn’t too much of a big deal, because he’ll be home soon. And he’ll always do his best to keep Aaron’s spirits up, to tell him about how things are going with the Mill, making sure he’s being really positive and giving Aaron a lot to look forward to when he eventually comes home.

But inside Robert is breaking. He feels absolutely broken and devastated that he can’t magic Aaron out of prison and make everything okay. But he keeps that brave face on, to the point where he even gets a little smile out of Aaron by the end of their visit, but as soon as Robert turns his back on Aaron to leave, his face falls, and he is once again crushed to have to leave Aaron alone like that.

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