how i miss talking to you

Is it just me or does Jack and Dan almost always look at the camera like they’re actually looking at us? It feels like forever since we’ve had a vlog from Jack and it just warms my heart that when he talks to us, it feels like there’s actually eye contact. And Dan does the same too. It’s just nice to feel like you’re having a conversation rather than watching a video.

anonymous asked:

Okay i'm sorry to bother but can u explain to me why HOME is such a gay af song. I mean i 28299/% support it i guess i just don't see it? In the lyrics and stuff so ilcan u explain or link me somewhere bc i'm lost ksjsjs sorry to bother thanks❤️

Nonnie,,,I love you so much for sending me this ask bc I can be extra af, but aLSO how can you not see the gayness in this song skjfskgh  im really sorry for answering just now btw whoops

Okay so, let’s talk about the lyrics yeah? This is how I interpret them, so this is just my opinion but I know gay ppl like me will agree

Make a little conversation
So long I’ve been waiting
To let go of myself and feel alive

So many nights I thought it over
Told myself I kind of liked her
But there was something missing in her eyes

First we have these lyrics, they talk about how they try to convince themselves that they kinda like a girl, but there is something missing. Of course when you are gay and you start to discover your orientation, you might feel internalized homophobia, so like you try to convince yourself that you are straight because that’s ‘‘the normal thing’’ and that you have to like a person of your opposite gender at least a bit, but of course that ends up not good because you are just hiding yourself.

I was stumbling, looking in the dark
With an empty heart

Then, we have these lyrics, the person feels lost and empty because they feel they are alone and no one can help them and they will always have to hide who they truly are or that no one feels like them.

But you say you feel the same

So then the person meets another person who is just like them and who feels just the same, so they start feeling valid and that it is okay to feel how you feel and to feel attracted to people no matter their gender/orientation/etc.

Could we ever be enough?
Baby we could be enough

I feel that with these lyrics they mean like they are enough and their feelings are real and valid, and they don’t have to fake being something else because it’s okay to be who you are and that’s more than enough. And the person who they met is reassuring that.

And it’s alright
Calling out for somebody to hold tonight
When you’re lost, I’ll find the way
I’ll be your light

Here the lyrics talk about how it is okay to ask for help or opinions when you are confused about your orientation, or gender or anything. There will be people out there who will love to help you and try to figure out who you are.

You’ll never feel like you’re alone
I’ll make this feel like home.

These lyrics are the most important to me because once again, if you are part of the lgbtqiap+ community, most of the time when you are in a place where you don’t know a lot of people from that community you might feel very lonely and that no one will truly understand you. So it feels really nice if you have someone there who will support you and who you are no matter what (for example me and my partner, they are my home for multiple reasons but one of them is because they made me feel valid and loved)

So hot that I couldn’t take it
Want to wake up and see your face
And remember how good it was being here last night

To be honest I feel that with these lyrics the person is trying to say how good it feels to spend time with the other person because they don’t have to hide themselves and they feel safe around the other person.

Still high with a little feeling
I see the smile as it starts to creep in
It was there, I saw it in your eyes

These are other very important lyrics for me. Remember how at the beginning they use she/her pronouns, but now they use you instead of her. That’s something that honestly only people from the lgbtqiap+ community will understand. How it goes from ‘‘I should like this person because that’s what society tells me, even though I don’t even like them that much, but that’s the ‘right thing’’ to ‘‘I feel safe and everything that I always wanted to feel around you, and what it was missing with other people I could find it with you even if society thinks my love for you is wrong’’.

The change of pronouns is a very important thing specially because most songs by 1d are very gendered and heterosexual so knowing that this song has that big change is something that we shouldn’t sleep on.

This got long af but I’m not even sorry lmao. I hope this helped you to understand more about the song nonnie 💜

today i thought about you

i wonder how you’re doing
are you still the person i used to know
or did i miss your growth
do you still love listening to music
that makes you feel things deep in your heart
or are you now the busy college guy
that stays up all night partying out

we haven’t talked for almost two years
but it’s your birthday tomorrow
i just wish that you will be surrounded by your loved ones
and that you feel happy and peace in your heart
and maybe one day
i’ll feel it too

2p Canada: Love letter
  • Hey maple, how are you? I'm writing you from the middle of the forest, because now, with the wind blowing at my hair, I can't stop thinking about how much I miss you. Is funny how I can write this pretty shit, but when I have to talk all that comes is a bunch of nonsense. Maybe is because I love you so much that, adding my anxiety and my lack of social hability, I lose my focus and just can't find the right words that I wanna use. So, at least now that we can't see each other, and you're far far away, I want you to know what I always want to say.
  • That I love you and I'd never want to lose you.
  • That I love your smile and your company and that bunch of cells that make your existence.
  • And that I really want to see you and give you a nice maple-flavored kiss. I'll leave the bed with the sheets that you like and make your favorite pancakes, so come as fast as possible, okay?
  • Missing you a lot,
  • M. Williams.
Fanartists and Fanfic writers!

You brave creative warriors!

I need to ask you a question: When your work gets reblogged, is it cool with you if someone adds text talking about how much they love the work/commenting?

I never know if I should write it out as a comment or just put my thoughts in the tags, since tags can get missed out, but comments might pollute the artwork/story? What would you guys prefer?

It took me months to talk to my actual boyfriend, because everytime we were with other people in a room I ignored him purposely: that was my way to say “look I’m talking to everyone normally, but I CAN’T talk to you” so ‘You should take it as a compliment that I’m talking to everyone here but you’.

Then, when I finally had the courage to talk to him - even if it was not because of alcohol - ‘I made fun of the way he talked’ cause that is my way to hide my crush on him.

And I didn’t know what to do, how to behave, what to say, what to tell him, and I was so furious at him for making me feel this way cause I always know what I want but in that moment I didn’t know anything.

But what can I say?

He’s gorgeous

This is Miss @taylorswift , the most relatable, humble and normal human being in the music industry. And the only one who make you feel that your life is like hers and her life is like yours.

P.s.: do I also have to add I have two cats and my bf has blue eyes?!

The Rising Sun: 13x2 Not the Worst...

So that episode could have been worse. In fact it was probably the best BL ep we’ve been given. Don’t get me wrong, there was a lot to not like. Dean’s reaction to Jack’s self harm moment at the end was one of those moments that I patently reject. Given all that Dean has experienced with absent fathers and the lesson that time and again keeps resurfacing about how we can be better than the people that raised us, you’d think Dean would respond in an entirely different way. 

There were shout outs to past seasons though. Dean spends some time in the Black Spur talking to a blonde barmaid about parenting and feels. Turned out that she was just Asmodeus, but hey, it was a good talk. Also, Dean throws Cas’s name into arguments about Jack because he misses Cas that much. 

I just can’t get over how he is treating Jack though. Jack is a sweet little cinnamon roll. He is pure and just wants to do good. He even defended his “friends” when the choice was presented. I thought that the thing that would hurt the most this season was Dean grieving. Turns out that the most painful thing this show has presented to me is Jack, this tiny child in a teenaged body that has lost everything and just wants to be the kind of person that Kelly thought he could be. He’s afraid and lonely and hurting, and I just want him to be okay.

So apparently there was another Rhode Island ss yesterday?? How did I miss it?? I’m literally on this website 24/7?? Why is no one talking about it?? Where are you people tell me about your day, tell me how was is??? I wanna hear your stories!!!

anonymous asked:

hi seo, I heard that you made an instagram live talking about the reasons why you disliked eleanor and park, and I missed that live, so I wanted to know the reasons why you didn't like it. The only thing I've caught on so far is that the guys name is park but thats a last name in korea, and it makes no sense for the korean mom to have named his son park.

here’s a link to all the posts abt eleanor and park that i’ve made on this blog. honestly, i could go on and on about how problematic this book is :/

i didn’t rlly talk abt it much in the other posts that i’ve made before on this blog but i also felt like the two black girls that eleanor meets later on were very… one-dimensional? idk how to describe it very well, but it felt like they were shoved in there for the sake of diversity and not characterized very well.

also! i dislike how eleanor, as the so-called “fat” girl, is unpopular and disliked and viewed as the weird one. like, how often is that stereotype played up in movies? i understand how rainbow rowell developed her to be accepting and loving of herself, and yes! body positivity is good! but something that i said in the livestream was: “there aren’t prerequisites to being fat.” you don’t have to pigeonhole larger girls into this one stereotype. chubby girls can be popular and loved and i feel like there’s just not enough of that kind of body positivity in the world? again, rainbow rowell did a better job with eleanor than any other character in the book (mmmmm :////) but still, i just wish that there was more diversity in body types and ethnicities that was treated well and positively instead of like this.

i think that + the other topics mentioned in the other posts that i’ve made on this blog pretty much summarizes what i talked about in the livestream. hope that helps, anon!

I just want to be with girls. Im around men constantly and it’s so exhausting being all like “haha yup that’s me, one of the guys I’m exactly like you.” I miss having friends I actually like, and at this point I have a really hard time liking men. It’s been so long since I’ve had to sit there listening to them talking about women when they think there isn’t a woman around and I’ve forgotten how fucking nauseating it is. Im lonely as shit so I need the social contact but it’s also just so demoralizing and alienating. I hate men, I hate being around men, and most of all I hate that people think I’m one of them. I just want to be a girl and I want to be friends with girls.

“Why do you still care about her after what she did to you?”

“Because it doesn’t work like that. Giving a shit about someone that you give a shit about, doesn’t just evaporate the second that they fuck up.”

—  the magicians

video game challenge: [1/5] heartwarming scenesa romanced morrigan talking about her warden

Sometimes I’ll be sitting in my room, perfectly fine, and then I just get slammed by this wave of loneliness and I hate it

I’m more of a Callie kind of guy to be honest but Marie in the new trailer got my mind going crazy. Here’s my little idea about what she’ll look like. 

anonymous asked:

Do you think being part of the Marmora is a better job for Keith than piloting the black lion? I wrote so many times about how he loves flying and speed and piloting. With BOM is basically spy stuff (and sacrifice). I miss Keith flying Red through asteroids you know?

The thing is, “better” is a pretty broad term. Better for Keith to get the extra training? Better for the team to have a Marmora spy in their ranks? Better for the BOM? Better for Keith’s identity crisis? Better for his longterm emotional stability? Cause if we’re talking about his mental health, I think the answer is a firm no

It takes a hell of a lot more out of Keith to be part of the BOM than Voltron. With Voltron, they’re all friends. At the end of the day, they can all just squish together on the couch and have a movie night. With the BOM, Keith’s seeing his comrades die right before his eyes. The guy right next to him might well not be there tomorrow. That’s absolutely terrifying, and we see firsthand just how hard that loss hits Keith. He’s someone who has difficulty connecting to others as it is–imagine how closed off he’ll be now that he knows every new friend could be a corpse the next day. And Keith is so selfless and dedicated to helping others, wants so badly to save people. And knowing he can’t save everyone, knowing he could do everything in his power and still lose people? That’s incredibly traumatizing.  

We’ve seen in past seasons how readily Keith would give his life for the sake of the mission. And self-sacrifice is simply a part of the BOM. Knowledge or death. You have to be ready to throw your life away knowing no one will come chasing after you. It’s part of what I mean when I say Keith has this tendency toward daring, life-threatening stunts. I’m not going to say he’s suicidal exactly, but he feels his life is of no consequence and would discard it without a second thought. It’s heartbreaking, and I’d hate to see him continue down that path. 

I feel the universe has taken enough from Keith as it is. I love him training with Marmora and uncovering more of his background, reestablishing his ties to some sense of identity–but I don’t want him to be there on the front lines longterm. I don’t want to see him be just another causality out there. He deserves better.