how does that feel people who make fun of me

senshiofmom  asked:

Top 10 sailor Moon Monster of the week

10. Screaming violin woman (093)

9. Pegasus hits the gym (143)

8. WHAT the ACTUAL HELL (151)

7. An 80s stripper who also happens to be a shoe (106)

6. Me (114)

5. The animation department had a lot of extra pink paint (174)

4. An elephant vacuum cleaner, but like in a sexy way (094)

3. My breasts are two small screaming snowmen (038)

2. Ball Family (132, 140, 146)

1. A straight-up, actual volcano (067)

Why so much hate?

Why is there so much god damned hate? I know your parents/guardians/someone taught you better. You would never say half of this mean and hurtful stuff to someone face to face and don’t act like a badass because you know you wouldn’t. Why does it make you feel better to make fun of someone who enjoys something that literally has nothing to do with you? You do realise you are just a bully and you are no better than the bullies at school. You know like how some of you guys are tiggered by our “bothersome” ships. Being bullied about something I like is triggering to me and I’m sure a bunch of other people. You are not a warrior of justice. You are just an asshole. You don’t like it, don’t look for it. Stay out of the tags. And I can guarantee there will be some fucktard out there who says “But Ereri/Sebaciel/rivamika/etc. is full of rape/pedophilia/incest and it’s abusive.”

You wanna know what else was abusive and full of rape? My 8th grade relationship. So if you want to shit on this post now. Go ahead. Not all people who were abused hate these ships a lot of people see these ships as an outlet.

I AM A PAST RAPE AND ABUSE SURVIOR AND I AM OKAY WITH A PIER FULL OF “TRIGGER” SHIPS.

So please. Scroll past the stuff you don’t like because not everyone needs to follow the cookie cutter fan ways.

Say it with me. Come on.
-What other people ship is none of my business.
-I will stay out of the tags of my notps.
-I will leave people alone because it’s not affecting my life.
-I will not go out of my way to send hate.
-everyone has the freedom to ship what they want.
-I am nothing but a bully who picks on people who have done nothing to me.
-I am sorry.

come on. Say it haters, you know you want to.

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Okay. PSA over- Zari, out
~ Zari

@pharahhs tagged me for this favorite films thing!

1. Princess Mononoke: honestly this is my favorite film of all time. Every time I watch this movie, I gain something new from it. I could write essays about everything that makes this movie great, but I’ve got a list to finish here. WATCH IT IF YOUVE NEVER SEEN IT!!!
2. The Blues Brothers: does it count as a musical? Idk but it never fails to make me happy. Plus, it reminds me of why I do music, and how fun music can really be.
3. Heathers: There’s a reason so many people love this movie. The surrealist atmosphere and often absurd humor help this movie tackle a lot of serious subjects. And the somewhat sappy ending always leaves me feeling relieved.
4. Ghost Dog: The Way of the Samurai: so my brother was the one who originally recommend this movie to me, and I’m so glad he did. Kind of a sparse movie, but it’s premise is unique and the protagonist is unconventional in the best of ways. RZA did the soundtrack too.
5. Rear Window: This ones a little odd, because I’ve only ever actually seen it once before. I don’t want to watch it too much though, so I can leave it unspoiled. Basically, it’s a Hitchcock movie with a happy ending for the main characters. The scenes through the random neighbors apartments always fascinate me too, because their stories get told without any dialogue.
I tag @vodkagirls @scnjunipero and @feminism-and-sprinkles

What Making Fun of My Body Does to Me

It is not a secret that I have discussed how others criticize me for my weight. I think that people do not realize how it affects me especially when it is repetitively done. I feel like making fun of them back is not going to do any good, but I feel like they think it is okay because I laugh it off, but I am really laughing at their ignorance and not at the jokes. Anyone who consistently makes fun of my weight are the types of people I tend to stray away from just because if they can make fun of me for something like my weight, I can only imagine what else could come of it if I were to open up to these types of people. I have reached that point where I just cannot take it anymore really and I feel like if I stand up without smiling, maybe they will see the error in their ways, You don’t see me going around calling the same person fat day in and day out because if you someone to make an improvement, the last thing you want to do is point out what you don’t like about them. I don’t want to be at this weight and it has been an uphill battle for me to gain weight. I have always been underweight; it obviously got worse when Crohn’s Disease came into the picture. I can tell fellow patients that I have trouble loving my own body because of what others choose to use their voices and say things about it.

The thing of the matter is that you don’t see me put down these people for their weights. I could easily do that, but how would I look by trying to get someone to feel insecure about their own body? What does that solve in the end? Absolutely nothing is what it solves. All I get from these several interactions are my feelings hurt and that’s where it leaves off at every time. I am tired of always feeling like I need to be on the defensive. I feel like a lot of times, I take a page out their book and make fun of myself, hoping they would see how they sounded, but I cannot make them see what they have already shut their eyes to in this world. I am tired of being labeled as someone who is scrawny and then made to feel like my body is not up to par. I wish people looked beyond my exterior and cared to know the man behind the body. I continue to wish and hope for better days for all of us.

Love and Wishes, 

Wade