how do things like this even happen to people like me

[Update] No Imagine

I know I said I would have an imagine up today or sometime tomorrow, but I haven’t even started, and now I lost the drive to do that no thanks to a sudden upset that happened last night. I feel cornered and like I am not sure how or what is considered ‘too taboo’ to respond to when it comes to my asks, as I don’t want to upset this person again; especially when they went so far as to threaten to delete their blog and sever the main thing we use to talk to one another.

All I can say is, I had to get used to these acts—I had to get used to feeling used, walked on, cheated, used as a platform to get somebody’s OC/Canon ideas more likes and views, stolen from in terms of headcanons and stuff I already touched upon in my imagines for people to garnish more praise and notes on their own blog—it’s not fun, no, but if I didn’t bury my head in the sand in regards to most of it, I would have left months ago.

To be honest with you, this is why I don’t surf the Jacob Frye tag on Tumblr. This is why I never go out of my way to look at art or fanfics of him, because I just don’t want something to upset me. I’ve even had to go out of my way to name block on my savior somebody in this fandom who upset me way before they even watched me, and now that their name is nearly everywhere and nearly on everything Jacob Frye, I just cannot even watch some people because of it—I envy you folks for being able to see the good in this person; I truly do, but every time I see them, I just seethe with anger given the selfish vibe I get from them daily. Since it is not their fault (entirely), I just make sure never to bother them, but I still treat them with respect when they come to me.

All the same, it’s made being in this fandom SUPER hard because of them—mainly them, because of their actions and how they flip-flop from one thing to the next just to get likes, praise, and admiration. It’s a drug, I get it, but don’t use me, my thoughts, and my fics as a reference sheet for these things.

Also, people are just running out of ideas when it comes to Jacob Frye. I’ve recycled some of my own thoughts into love letters and sexual scenes, and some people treat it like it is new. They see ‘Jacob Frye’, and they forget what they’ve already seen 95% of the time, I feel (but then there are those that just make an interesting twist on it, so I guess it is easy to see it as ‘new’).

But, in every fandom I’ve been apart of, I’ve been stolen from in some fashion. Hell, I had a comic book idea of mine stolen from some guy in the UK back in 2004 when I was trying to work on it to be published (but the ideas were stale and my artwork and writing sucked back then, so I don’t count it a major loss—just a lesson not to show too much of my original work).

Yes, this fandom can suck—but there are people here that make it worthwhile, and I guess I was hoping to this person, I was one of them. It brought me to tears to see them think otherwise in their actions. They were and always will be the main reason I ever bothered to stay here.

If they left, I would lose their kind support and everything they’ve done for me. It was why I threatened to delete my blog in return if they did theirs. I just wouldn’t see a reason to continue without them, so I pray they reconsider their actions.

If not, well…I’m at a loss.

I will be working on mostly angsty things—artwork and, possibly, The Clockwork Soldier. There’s a scene in my head that’s been there wanting to get out, and it’s depressing enough to let me get my emotions through it.

~Oreana Galena

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“[Steven] is one of my best friends. I was with him when he proposed to his wife. He’s been on this run with me since before I even started on the show. Losing him as a character and as a guy I get to hang out with every day is a bummer. It’s the last thing in the world I ever wanted to happen. You lose people on this show and you’re like, ‘That’s how the show works,’ but when you lose somebody that close to you, it just sucks. I’m a fan of the show as much as I am an actor on it, and I fall in love with these characters. You see these characters change, and I see people grow as actors, and I see them take chances, and I see them do things that blow my mind. I cry with them. I fight with them. We built this friendship since day one, just like Daryl and Glenn did. I fucking love Steven.” – Norman Reedus

People writing articles about how Moriarty set this crazy thing up for Sherlock after his death, like…did you even watch the show?  This had nothing to do with Moriarty’s plans.  He didn’t set shit up.  Eurus invited him to Mindfuck Palace and said “here make some reaction gifs and sound bytes for me so i can fuck with my bro in like five years” (why wait five years??????) and because she can control minds and idk possess people apparently he did what she wanted. Like…he had literally nothing to do with anything that happened in this godforsaken episode.  Moriarty’s presence was absolutely unnecessary.

what to do if you are feeling gross

so sometimes I’m just sitting around being lazy, watching tv or getting distracted by internet things, or I’ve eaten too much or I’ve just had a super long day. and sometimes I’m even aware of how much of a blob I am being, I’m sure this happens to other people, too. anyways I wanted to share this little list to motivate me/others to stop being a blob:

1. very very first thing. shut off your internet. put all the tv and stuff out of reach. this is really important, but you will feel 100% better afterwards.

3. uncover your windows, let natural light filter in. if you can/want to open them, that’s also fantastic. it really helps lighten your mood, always makes me feel more connected with the rest of the world.

2. put on some music. it’s ok to use your phone/computer for this, but remember to just keep it away from arm’s reach. also, you can use whatever music you’d like, but I suggest something soft, like Frank Sinatra or Beegie Adair or Jack Johnson.

3. take a walk. look at the colors and plants people surround themselves with. pick out houses/buildings you like. look at the sky, listen to what’s going on around you. I don’t generally listen to music for this because I like to feel grounded when I walk, but if you’re more of a song person that’s okay, too. it’s really easy to forget how long it’s been since you’ve had some fresh air.

4. take a bath. if it’s hot out, turn on a fan and cool down the room so you’re all cosy in the water, put in some bubbles and scents. grab a book or magazine. exfoliate, do your nails, put on a face mask. throw yourself a little spa day. when you get out, put on lotion, put on new underwear and soft, comfy clothing.

5. make your favourite cup of tea or coffee, or maybe pour yourself some lemonade or just cold water is fine too.

6. go sit in a common area of your house, like a living room or dining table. if you’re not home alone and don’t want to be bothered, gently voice it to the people around you or go sit somewhere else where you feel comfortable and relaxed. just get out of the same walls, find a change of scenery. you could even leave and go to a café or a park if you’d like.

7. do some writing/doodling. whenever this happens, I always like to use a spare piece of printer paper or something not connected to a notebook so I’m less attached to it and less likely to care about the way it looks. let the pen do its own thing, don’t worry about messing up. if you feel that you’re getting frustrated, step away and do something else.

8. make some lists. this is one of my favourite pastimes. list nice things that you’ve seen recently that you think you’ll forget later on. list little details of your dreams, list things you want to do in your favourite season, list recipes you’d like to try. the possibilities are endless.

9. cook/bake something. important reminders—if you don’t find this relaxing, don’t do it!! find another hobby that you love where you can enjoy doing something productive. also, even if you’re making something fantastic, be sure not to snack too much or overeat (I’m very prone to this). you could also make something for a friend or a neighbour!! people always enjoy a heartfelt craft made by someone who cares.

10. catch up with an old friend or family member. ask them out for coffee or something, it’s always nice to talk. trust me, they will very much appreciate you reaching out.

11. write a letter to someone. you do not have to send it.

12. go to a park and look at the flowers or sit in the grass. grab a sketchbook, some sudoku, a book, a puzzle, your thoughts, or anything else you could tinker with while enjoying the fresh air. something to make your brain work a little.


there’s more, of course, but this is all I can really come up with at the moment—I hope it works! now get off that web and have a good time!!

Shy Slytherins & Introverts

• are good at socialising for work functions or charity fundraisers, they were brought up doing it

• but personal socialising and meeting new people can be challenging and scary

• they don’t know how to act and would rather get to the point where they know them well enough to be more themselves

• they generally make friends with Hufflepuff first because they aren’t even aware it’s happened till much later

• won’t put their hand up in a class full of people they’ve never talked to, they’ll tell a friend the answer so Slytherin still gets the points

• like being quiet and being around unfamiliar people drains them so they need time to check out. Possibly with a book

• like observing more than participating

• have people they hang out with and don’t consider it socialising so it’s not draining

• ridiculously good at socialising for work or if it goes towards achieving a goal

• closet silver tongues

• have very strong opinions, they just don’t necessarily share them

• “fake it till you make it” is the reason why there so good at professional socialising

Yesterday, after accidentally teaching 8 uninterrupted hours of calculus (I had a 2-hour break between discussions, but I told them I would keep teaching if they stayed and SO MANY PEOPLE STAYED!), I had the sudden realization that I got paid to do the talk-about-math thing….

WHAT?!? IS THIS REAL LIFE?

Like, that whole day I just did? Yeah, they paid me for all of it. And that stunned me, because I feel like I’m conning the school… Do they not realize I would absolutely do everything I’m doing right now for free? They have to realize that. Heck, if I had the money, I would pay people to look interested while I rattle on about math nonstop, solve problems and talk about how cool the ideas are… Do they understand what a rare treat that is? And it’s even better because my students chose to hang around and learn math for several hours longer than they even had to do. 

Let me say this again. It is my job to talk about mathematics all day to people who care about the mathematics I’m discussing. That’s more exciting to me than going to Disneyland. I get paid to go to Disneyland every day.

This can’t be real life. 

And you know something else? My students thanked me for staying late yesterday, as if I was doing them a favor. Hahahahahahaaa like I would choose literally any other activity over talking about math. Hahaha never. 

Anyway, it’s Friday which means I don’t teach tomorrow and I’m so sad about that. One of my supervisors asked if I had anything fun planned for the weekend and I had to stop myself from saying “No, I’m just going to sit around and wait for Monday :(”

Things I absolutely loved about ep 12

Because oh boi so many things happen…

  • Victor crying because Yuuri decides to leave (because he’s mad, I liked that he was so direct with his feelings for once)
  • Victor basically implying that it would make little sense to go back without Yuuri by his side
  • They managed to give us the feels for JJ…?!
  • Phichit’s dream, he’s a pure and precious angel I can’t even begin to say how pure he is. He just want people to enjoy themselves and love figure skating as he does
  • The whole Yuuri/Victor speech before the FS. The touches they give each other. How, this one time, Yuuri doesn’t crush under the pressure to impress Victor
  • When they press their hands together before Yuuri leaves for the ice and Victor’s hand lingers there, like he doesn’t want to let go
  • Yuuri nailing it. Being bloody amazing. Nailing the quad flip and making Victor cry because of it (I totally called this omg)
  • “I don’t want it to end here, Victor. I want to be in figure skating with you forever” “Look at the Victor who lives on inside of me”
  • How he literally express his feelings on the ice

*gross sobbing*

  • Yuuri breaking Victor’s WR (I KNEW ITTTT)
  • YURIO BEING THE MOST GRUMPY SUPPORTER OF YUURI LIKE KILL ME ALREADY He looked so upset when Victor said he was coming back, asking if Yuuri was retiring. You do play the grumpy teenager part very well my son bUT YOU CARE SO MUCH
  • Victor hugging Yuri… There’s a meaning there I still need to understand. Victor are you asking for help?
  • I can hear Georgi crying off-screen
  • Our son Yuri still fight purely fueled by anger lol the knowledge that Yuuri wants to retire pisses him off so much!
  • Yuri referring to Yuuri with his given name lol?
  • Lilia moved to tears is me and you and all of us do not lie
  • Yuuri decided to stay in competition because of Yuri I need a hug as always these cuties are better at expressing their feelings and emotions on the ice
  • Victor’s cute face, slightly scary pfft. And all that happens in hereeee (Victor wants to be a super-human and be a skater, a coach and a coreographer at the same time pfft OFC VICTOR WHY WOULD YOU WANT ANYTHING LESS)
  • They skated together I’m deceased I lost the ability to type, to think, I want to bring a copy of this to my grave. The duet version of this song is even more beautiful and they cut out the “sad” part of the lyrics and left all the gayness (aka it still uses masculine nouns and adjective aka it’s still a love song about two guyssss)

“Stammi vicino” *caresses Victor* “non te ne andare” T_____T *ugly sobbing*

  • You know how much I wanted to see this part? I’ll be more specific. In this part the lyrics say “Your hands, your legs. My hands, my legs” and I’ve been DYING to see how they would coreograph it for a couple and I WASN’T DISAPPOINTED IN THE LEAST.
  • THOSE RINGS WERE BLINKING SOOO MUCH IN THIS EP TOO iN CASE WE FORGOT THEY’RE THERE
  • “We call everything on the ice ‘love’ “ and these two idiots smile happily at each other
  • YUURI WITH LONGER HAIR HELLO THEREEE
  • “See you NEXT LEVEL”

On a side note… Why is JJ 3rd??? Otabek should have been there!! T_T

Ok I maybe should express my point a bit better:

The thing that bothers me so much, is that when the teasers came out literally everyone was drooling over Ravi, who was, as we all know half naked. 
And let me tell you I read the worst things, to just quote one: ‘’If there was one person I desperatly wanna fuck it’s Kim Wonsik (…).’’ and that’s how a lot of comments looked liked. 
And people, do you know what that is? It is, indeed sexualization (a male gets sexualized, yes, that does exists!). Ravi basically gets reduced on his body, his abs, looks and turns into an object. 
Now, thing is, when that happened to Ravi, no one was complaining how he was viewed, hell even in his MV when he only wore underwear (just like the girls btw, just sayin) no one even bothers to complain. Sexualization is problem regardless of gender, no one should get turned into an object purely because of nudity.
Don’t get me wrong: I like looking at hot men and women as well, but I don’t reduce them on their bodies.
Now, this might be because I come from a country were nudity isn’t really viewed as sexual (we got nude sections on every beach yay!) but I do not think that the problem here are the girls in a bikini. 
The problem is that they are in a bikini around Ravi and people are so obsessed with him that they feel jealous. So jealous that they find any reason to hate on the women, and in the end on Ravi, because how could oOOppPPAArr hurt us like that right???????? Dancing in underwear around naked women so hurtful towards my feelings I hate him!!!

And that gives me a wonderful bridge to the next thing I want to address: Did you see what I just did there? I took the role of an obsessed fan and exaggerated it to show how ridiculous and problematic it is.
And this, my people, is considered as Satire, mockingly exaggerate things to show something is problematic. And I do think this is what Ravi did. 
If you look closely, and put your attitude aside for a second, there is a lot of imagery and actions showing that this is, indeed, a form of satire. 

To sum it up: 
- The hypocrisy is real
- Sexualization can happen to anybody
- Nudity =/= Sexualization
- Learn the meaning of satire 

INTP superpowers

Knowing another person’s insecurities and using that to their advantage when necessary.

Randomly disappearing for various lengths of time and then reappearing like nothing happened.

Answering questions asked to them 20 minutes earlier in a conversation like it’s completely normal.

The ability to completely disconnect from the concept of time. It’s 11PM and seemingly minutes later it’s 3AM.

Coming to a conclusion or answer without being able to explain how they know the correct answer.

Knowing a person’s shoe preference because eye contact is hard.

Offending all of the people without even trying to do so or knowing they have done so.

Saying something creepy, rude or sexual without realizing what they’ve said until it’s too late.

Stuttering when asked a basic question like “how are you?”, but not even breaking a sweat when explaining a complex theory.

Singing to themselves or to their pets and making weird faces for no reason (or maybe that’s just me :/).

OMG!! I FORGOT TO TELL YOU GUYS!!! A GUY THAT HAS MESSAGED MOST OF US ON SA AND THAT WE’VE BLACKLISTED, IS MY FUCKING PROFESSOR!!!! HOW CAN I FORGET TO POST THIS VITAL TEA!! 😭😭😭😭😭 BRUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH let’s just say that class is awkward as fuck. I can’t even look him in the eye!!! I was skeptical if it was him or not because he looked sooooooo familiar but all white people look alike so you can never be too sure. So during class I’m straight up staring at him cause I had a strong ass feeling, like my stomach was doing flips and he kept glancing at me. He mentioned how he goes fishing often and that’s when some ‘That’s So Raven’ type shit happened and I had a vision. It triggered the damn memory of his SA profile and a pic of him holding a fish on a fishing boat (is that a Florida thing?) and I’m like…… This is him, it has to be. But here’s the shit, we had a test a couple days ago and I know I failed. I’ll admit it, I didn’t study but whatever, C’s get degrees am I right? Anyway, I turn my test in and pray to God that he didn’t notice I Christmas treed that shit. He takes my paper, eye fucks me, and then winks at me. I awkwardly walk away cause he’s fucking ugly and I was shook. Fast forward to a few minutes ago… I check my grade today. Bruh….. How I got a 98% if I didn’t study? How I got a 98% if I didn’t even open the damn book not once this semester? There’s no way in hell I guessed my way to a 98%! He knows I know!! I don’t have that class until Tuesday so I’ll have to update you on this tea when it comes around 😂

Disabled bodies are commonly treated as public property. They are not. Part of being treated like anyone else is being treated with respect and courtesy, and awareness of autonomy. It’s not that disabled people don’t want help and should be ignored at all times. It’s that they, like the rest of society, may sometimes appreciate help when it is offered, and may at other times be cool and not in need of assistance even if an onlooker thinks otherwise. And help, for people who have been disempowered, disenfranchised, and abused by society both historically and now, is a loaded proposition — how would you feel if you were pursued by a flock of people trying to ‘help’ just because you happen to be nondisabled and out in public alone, which is an awfully brave thing to do, really, and are you sure I can’t just take that for you, oh no, I know you probably have it but I’m right here and it’s no trouble, really, here, just let me — no — I’ve got it — oh, I’m sorry, did I break your eggs?

Ya know it’s super frustrating to me that people always dismiss demi and graysexuality with things like “well everybody waits until they know someone to bang them” (which first of all no, one night stands are a thing and are all well and good for those who like them so???)
and also that “yeah duh nobody wants to have sex all the time” Like yeah?? We know? (sure some people are pretty gross about the way they talk about non-ace people but I would say that most of us are respectful, especially those of us with lgbt identities)
Its really not hard to understand that being ace has to do with sexual attraction not action. People seem to get so stumped by this but I don’t see how. I’m demisexual. I have had many romantic crushes and am aesthetically attracted to even more people than that, but I’ve had sexual attraction towards all of two. This includes those that I got close enough with to consider dating. It just didn’t happen except for these two, despite the fact that I had no issue with the idea of sleeping with the others if we had dated, I just didn’t have the desire. And for graysexuals, correct me if I’m wrong, but it isn’t about not wanting to have sex because your head hurts or youre tired, it’s just that you lose desire and get it back (randomly or under specific circumstances?) Why is that so hard to understand? Probably because so many people don’t care to actually try to understand. Like the wiki page is confusing, and it really should be updated and explained better, but like, don’t just immediately deny our validity because you don’t get it.

Sooo………this happened. I reached 2000 followers. Where do you guys come from and why?
Okay, I’m pretty sure most of you follow me cuz of the amount of JiKook I reblog. However if you’re here cuz of my fics, chats, edits or what not:
THANK YOU SO MUCH  ❤ ❤ ❤
Even if you’re not for my own content:
THANK YOU HELLA LOT  ❤ ❤ ❤ 
You have no idea how happy it makes me when I see people like, reblog, comment on the things I do. 

I decided to screw the categories this time and just write all the blogs I like, I see a lot on my dash, are interesting, are awesome (all of them are) etc. 

So without further do, here they are:
(warning: a lot of artists incoming xD)

@koallou @chimchins @robins-art @yes-i-got-jams @fhawn @flowerboyscouts @ask-witch-namjoon @ask-witch-jiminie @ask-dragon-kookie @ask-jungshook @aramiint @totomochi @marys-artwork @ask-seokjinnie @seulin @yunn-ee @soregerimis @sheruxi @jeonjikookie @anaeiis @hosomiame @bubblyfelicity @eruzayne @satellite-jeon @rainy-raiin @maja-sinika @astro-child @sellianeul @catchbluestars @noej @our-kpopreact @kenmaisme @softraincloud @tanukai @staycute1234 @vacuumchan @eto-nani @aycalla @renkarts @seokjinyoung @jungkooksgf @p-mustacho @debrenner @ax-thelian @97salt @crystallurvesftbubblybaek @eternalxgyu @aletheia-l @jikookielove @junkthekook @tofublock @demigod-dems @helaxart @theashina @ask-joonie @ask-chimchim @refrainbow @berry-happy-tokki @jiminpoppins
@artofennun @kimnomster @classyrobotss @jamkook @ask-bts-stuff @minie-kookie @jiminniexmochi @blt-prf @hobieyo @xianmiu @notxela @mgitkart @confessionsofacoordi-noona @seonmuriya @fy-jungkook @noranb @eternaljikook @jimiyoong @kawacy @xotaebae @jungkuke @bottomkook @placeyoursinshere @armyforbts @tennouuu @iezz-art @cloudjimin @holyfuckmark @got7europe @pinjix @samittie @auriee @montrealae90 @koookie @jikookfic @jjibooty @dansunrevelucide @ask-college-seokjin @bloominflowers @chimilkeu @asteryskrainie @twinnoms @byebyesandwich @kharys @mirsuga @leewooji @candyscissors @taetaetown @jikookiejar @bangtanficrec @polkari-seuta @jihanlife @lightlsh @warriorrbunny 
And special place goes to special people:
@gzbnana @romanoakalovi @ieva990327 @bangtanpasta

(If I tagged two of someone’s blogs, sorry, pls deal with me)
To everyone tagged here and everyone else that I follow:
THANK YOU FOR EXISTING  ❤  ❤  ❤
To all the artists:
Please keep making art, fics, edits etc., they mean a lot to us!

Last but not least thank you so much once again to everyone following me  ❤
Unfortunatly I didn’t pass 2 of my exams so I have to study for them again but I promise that once I get more free time I’ll spend it on writing and updating my fics. 
And one more thing, if you guys ever need to talk, rant or want to know something about me or my works, don’t be afraid to message me! 
I’ll answer everything, literally.

I’m sending my love to you all,
Alex
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Fuck me but do I love werewolf AUs. Werewolf!McCree is still a thing that people like and do, right? Right.



He wakes with a head full of cotton fuzz, wrapped around a dull pounding behind his eyes – like one might have after a night of heavy drinking. McCree wishes it was just that; it would be far preferable to what had actually transpired. He blearily forces himself into wakefulness, tongue dry, stuck to the roof of his mouth. It makes him grimace with distaste. His entire body is sore, and eyes still closed and aching, he forces himself into a sitting position and attempts to take inventory of where he is and what could have happened under this most recent full moon.

The second of three nights has passed, and it makes him thankful to already be halfway through his monthly transformations with little issue. He’s even more thankful for your presence, since admitting to his… condition, and you’ve spent the last several cycles with him (despite his insistence to the contrary), keeping him company, keeping him calm. He doesn’t often like to admit it, but he wishes he had better control of his lupine side. He’s often jumpy and irritable during the days of the waxing phases, transformations aside, and it irks him to have his moods yanked around by the moon.

You keep him calm. You keep him controlled.

…You aren’t there.

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Today I was reminded how my attempt to replay the past with familiar people fail miserably and how I came to disgust my best friend for that. It happened 4 months ago but, I would still wonder and wonder for reason, why did she do it? Was it because of me? Or was it because she did not value me as a friend?

I had brother but he’s no better than a stranger to me, so I feel really attached to my friend who is nice to me. 

The very fact that the person you trust whole heartedly can betray you is the saddest thing, perhaps this is how RFA feel after knowing the truth about Rika?How can you describe this feeling? It cant even be comprehended by word, language is so useless, other advice seems unreasonable, and my mind replays painful memory like that all the time. Everytime I think back I feel like dying a little inside.

I’m just so tired. So very tired.

londongirl2001 replied to your photoset “In this season’s exploration of Isak and his sexuality, this might…”

It is this scene that makes the eye-fuck scene later on rather sad than hot to me :-(

Well, I think two things happened before that scene that changed Isak’s outlook again? I agree, he was having really dark and self-hating thoughts that week. When Sonja was introduced, it hurt him far more than just Even being taken. He likely was beating himself up for ever thinking about the possibility of this being something, telling himself he must have been projecting his own attraction onto Even. So, he turns around and he’s ready to give up entirely, he’s going to arrange a new pre-game with Emma and do his best to hook up with her. Be better at being straight. 

But then, Jonas reacts so strongly when he makes that remark about the dance instructor being gay. Jonas is one of the most important people in his life and also a source of some of the casual homophobia Isak has absorbed too so I think that moment of being called out by him really sticks with him. But really, the ♪ eye-fucking to Call Your Girlfriend ♪ neverrrr would have happened without Even saying “You don’t think that’s a bit of a superficial generalization?” and having that conversation with Emma. @ravenclawisak already did a great breakdown on just how much that would have meant to Isak, to sum it up: “This is the first time he’s heard that he could say ‘I’m gay’ and not have every other part of himself erased in other people’s eyes. Even if they had never gone further in their relationship Even would still have changed Isak’s life with this moment.”

I think that’s why his eyes first seek out Even, his mind is completely fixated on what he just said and what that could mean. He just cracked open the world again: made Isak wonder it wasn’t just him and offered him something he desperately wants.

I mean, it is fucked up though! It’s hot and sad and conflicted, hopeful and jealous and wanting and wondering. Just singing with tension. That’s what makes it so good though, it’s such a loaded moment. But it didn’t happen with Isak hopeless like he had been before and that question to it makes all the difference imho. 

I love this episode because everything builds on the moment before: if Even hadn’t said what he did, Isak wouldn’t have been looking him on the dance floor like that. Then Even looking up and their eyes locking leads right into the almost kiss in the kitchen. Rather than this being a “game” they’re playing, I more think everything they do is feeding more and more into what’s between them. Until they reach that breaking point and… *cue Noora*

totally out of the blue but...

@ everyone who has a HUGE crush on someone: ASK THEM OUT / tell them u like them!!

worst thing that could happen //if they’re a good person?// they say no & THAT’S OK! I’m sure that u two can still be buds and/or you’ll get over them & find some1 even dreamier!!

& if they humiliate you 4 asking them out they’re obviously as dumb & useless as mosquitos so drop kick them out of ur life & all the way 2 Timbuctoo and try to move on!!

+ THERE’S ALWAYS THAT CHANCE THAT THEY WILL GO OUT W/ U LIKE HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE?!

UR LOVELY & DESIRABLE!! have fun with this random advice buds

(there’s also like an entire paragraph of advice & reassurance in the tags… just sayin)

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I really, really hate this kind of thing
Although some people think that’s just a little thing
But in any case this is my work
Is my property
Why do people think that can be arbitrarily taken away without my consent?
And after I found without even explained to me
What has happened to this world
Some even taking pictures to print any sales of goods
Have you ever thought how much time we spend to complete a picture?
Why can of course use our works
I’m glad someone likes my work
But not like my work is random
It’s not the first time
While it may appear trivial thing
I began to feel that don’t care
I feel very tired
At least
At least with my picture on a provenance can be hard to do?

I’m not sure if my grammar is correct
These texts are translated with software

I hate how I want people to notice when I’m sad without asking if I’m okay or bringing it up and just being really gentle with me and speaking softly instead. and when people do notice and they do those things but they also look at me like I’m the most broken person they’ve ever seen, they look at me like they’re scared for my life, like I’m just going to strike and do anything at any second. and when I sit there and listen to them because that’s the thing you’re supposed to do, listen to people even if you would literally want to be doing anything else in life than listening to them. but when you do listen at the end they say “thank you” in the softest voice you could hardly hear it and then they pat you on the shoulder or touch your arm or even hug you. I hate how when that happens to me it’s just what I want. but after its all over and I’m alone I cry about it because I don’t want to be the fucking broken person who people look at like a warning label “warning warning this girl could break at any second. be gentle”
—  I hate feeling this way | @sikedepressed
He is one of my best friends. I was with him when he proposed to his wife. He’s been on this run with me since before I even started on the show. Losing him as a character and as a guy I get to hang out with every day is a bummer. It’s the last thing in the world I ever wanted to happen. You lose people on this show and you’re like, ‘That’s how the show works,’ but when you lose somebody that close to you, it just sucks. I’m a fan of the show as much as I am an actor on it, and I fall in love with these characters. You see these characters change, and I see people grow as actors, and I see them take chances, and I see them do things that blow my mind. I cry with them. I fight with them. We built this friendship since day one, just like Daryl and Glenn did. I fucking love Steven.
—  Norman Reedus on Steven Yeun