how do i get somebody to look at me like this

THERE WAS A GUY AT MY CAMP WHO LOOKED LIKE ROBBIE.

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I S T R U G G L E D ???


-HE WAS REALLY CUTE AND AWKWARD


-HE HAD CUTE LIL CHUBBY CHEEKS


-HE ALWAYS LIKE STOOD TO THE SIDE TO LET ME PASS OR HELD DOORS OPEN FOR ME


-HE DID THE WEIRDEST BUT CUTEST LITTLE DANCE MOVES TO WHATEVER MUSIC WAS PLAYING OVERHEAD


-HE WAS SOOOOOO SO SO SO SWEET LIKE I CAN’T GET OVER IT HE WAS A PRECIOUS RAY OF SUNSHINE


-OK AT MY CAMP IF YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEBODY, YOU GIVE THEM A SPOON. AND I GAVE HIM A SPOON AND HE STARTED BLUSHING AND KEPT SAYING THANK YOU AND HE FOUND ME LATER TO THANK ME AGAIN.


-BUT AFTER I GAVE HIM THE SPOON I WAS BEING REALLY AWKWARD AND LIKE REFUSED TO MAKE EYE CONTACT AND HE KEPT ON TRYING TO GET MY ATTENTION THAT NIGHT UP UNTIL THE FOLLOWING AFTERNOON AND HE MADE EXCUSES TO CHECK UP ON ME A LOT.


-LATER WHEN I ASKED FOR A PIC WITH HIM HE ASKED WHO I THOUGHT HE LOOKED LIKE BECAUSE I HAD ALREADY TOLD HIM HE LOOKED LIKE MY FAVORITE ACTOR. AND I SAID “HAVE YOU EVER SEEN ONCE UPON A TIME?” AND HE SAID “YEAH, I HAVE.” AND I SAID “YOU KNOW THE GUY THAT PLAYS PETER PAN?” BUT HE SAID “NO, I HAVEN’T WATCHED IT THAT FAR, I’M SORRY.” AND THEN HE SAID “BUT I’VE BEEN TOLD THAT I LOOK LIKE THE KID FROM CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY.” AND I TOOK THE CHANCE TO CHECK HIM OUT LOOKED AT HIM A LITTLE MORE AND SAID “OH MY GOSH YOU KINDA DO.” AND HE LITERALLY WENT “OH PLEASE, NOT YOU TOO.”


-AND WHEN MY FRIEND SAID SHE WAS READY FOR THE PICTURE HE WRAPPED HIS ARM AROUND MY WAIST AND PULLED ME REALLY CLOSE REALLY TIGHT I WAS SWEATING


-AND I HAVE A POLAROID CAMERA SO WHEN THE FLASH WENT OFF IT SURPRISED HIM AND HE KINDA STUMBLED BACK AND HE LIKE HELD ME TIGHTER


-AND HE LOOKED AT THE CAMERA AGAIN AND SAID “WAIT, DOES IT PRINT OUT THE PHOTO?” AND WHEN IT CAME OUT THE TOP AND STARTED DEVELOPING HE GOT SO EXCITED HE’S SO CUTE OMG


-AND WHEN WE WERE LEAVING ON THE CHARTER BUSES, HE SAW ME THROUGH THE WINDOW AND STARTED WAVING REALLY FAST AND HE WAVED UNTIL WE WERE OUT OF SIGHT.


-I LOVE HIM OMFG I MISS HIM SO MUCH ALREADY AND I CAN’T FIND HIS SOCIAL MEDIA UGHHH

By Fate //001

Divya knows he should be grateful just to have a job after packing up everything he owned and flying across the ocean to a place where the only people he knew were on television. “You gotta learn how to smile man” Sam,his one friend in the States,told him “you get too see actual real life royalty tonight and you look like somebody just passed gas” Divya had to laugh,even if he was still slightly annoyed at all the pomp and circumstance. “You forget I come from a place with these people. Not exactly groundbreaking for me” Sam nodded “Fair point,then at least pretend to be as excited so I don’t feel weird doing it alone”

“Ethan,for the last time will you please fix that goddamn tie before I rip it off” Prince Benjamin said as he sat in the back of the limo across from his fiancee “I swear sometimes I wonder how it’s even possible you can tie your own shoes” Checking himself out in a mirror he straightens out a loose curl and looks out the window “The crowd is big tonight”

Autistic Daniel Atlas

Stims with cards like who wouldn’t do the twirl and the flip and the !!! (I stim with cards rip)

“Control Freak” nah bro he likes being in charge of his environment and organizing what everyone will do down to a tee so he can predict it and script it out!

he can do shows because the crowd is so big that he doesn’t have to make eye contact, his eyes flit about a lot, plus he gets to stim on stage

talks p much only about magic and did somebody say special interest?!!

Hyperfocus when learning a new trick or sleight

stutters and looks around a lot when speaking aka no eye contact

thinks about how things will benefit him even if it hurts someone else (NYSM2)

has a very strong definition of good and bad which is why he wants to expose the liars 


@autisticheadcanons

somebody just reblogged a really old otherkin post of mine and i dont know how to feel about that.. wait dont get me wrong!! i’m cool with otherkin, it’s only that i’ve been away from that community for so long that it was really surprising and weird. i used to get into so much drama about otherkin and i look back on it and it wasn’t worth it to torment myself like that over an identity that i don’t even identify with now

This makes me so mad. Calling somebody like Jack a faggot isn’t going to do anybody any good, just like how people on YouTube are commenting and calling him mean things won’t do any good either. It’s okay to not like somebody for what they do but that shouldn’t give you the right to insult them. Now I know Jack ignores these kind of things but if somebody who is very sensitive (YouTuber or not) gets called a faggot or some other inappropriate or cruel name, that could affect them mentally, because you don’t know what they’re going through and if they have some type of mental illness or not, and just calling them mean names won’t do them any good, and it’ll only ruin the problem.
And I’m also reading comments below this tweet that say that if they knew their username on Twitter or tumblr that they would fight them. That’s also not helping! It’s making the JSE community look threatening to others and that gives us a bad name.
So let’s all stand together as a community and be nice to one another and just ignore the haters and offer encouragement to one another! I love being a part of this community and I don’t want this community to ever fall apart or be completely ruined by any small thing that gets in our way!

anonymous asked:

dude calm your shit and check the source on the manfred post. why are antis so fucking gullible??? you get so mad about shit without even checking sources, how can you even pull mental gymnastics good enough to convince urself that ur somehow better than sjws...when you just scream at things without even doing research, just like they do. you'd literally only need to click the fucking source link to realize that the post was bait.

Somebody told me they were a troll blog, I didn’t realize lmao. Don’t gotta be a dick about it. Also, I didn’t see a source on it. Now that I look back at it I see the underlined shit, but I didn’t see that before when I reblogged it.

You do realize that there are SJWs that actually believe what manfred was trolling? That they actually hate people based on things that they can’t control? That they want people to get hurt/arrested for their mistakes?

Stop getting your undies in a bundle over a simple mistake, you’re the one being a dick to somebody who was angry that they could be arrested for simply saying “he” or “she”, or one who thought it. Fuck off and get a life.

Sometimes, when I’m feeling really down on myself about my size or my age, I get a reminder that there are guys out there, that most people would think are way out of my league, that couldn’t keep their hands off me.

And that’s not to brag, it’s just a gentle nudge by a voice that tells me that most guys aren’t attracted to looks, they are attracted to confidence.

My boyfriend tells me all the time he’s never met someone who compliments themselves as much as I do, but I tell him it’s not that I’m being conceded, it’s being confident.

I don’t need to wear makeup or be a size 2 to attract somebody, I just need to be me, and me says, I don’t give a FUCK what anyone thinks. I like who I am, I like my crazy hair and my glasses and my ass that never goes away no matter how much weight I lose. Not one guy has ever complained about the fact that my boobs are saggy or I have stretch marks or that I’m overweight.

Love yourself and fuck everyone else! 💚

anonymous asked:

you made a post awhile ago about an ex boyfriend and I was wondering how you get over an ex bc I'm dying rn my boyfriend just dumped me for another girl and yikes I'm broken but I'm trying so hard like do you have any ideas? love you mother 😇

You learn to love love yourself.

By loving yourself you’ll understand what you deserve and you’ll understand how you deserve to be treated. You’ll know that you deserve more than someone who can just walk away so easily. You’ll learn that you deserve someone who cares enough to stay. Some who respects you enough to not look for other girls. Someone who will see stars in your eyes.

By loving yourself; you can accept the love you need. To quote my favourite book: ‘we accept the love we think we deserve’. When you learn to love yourself you’ll start to see things. How somebody treats you for example. You’ll know whether or not you deserve to be treated like that and because you love yourself you’ll have the strength to leave and not put up with anything less than what you deserve as a person.

My ex and I broke up 10 months ago and I miss him more than anything in this world. But I understand that missing someone doesn’t necessarily mean getting back with them is the right thing. I know that you’re hurting and you just want to forget about him but the most important thing is to feel. If you’re hurt then hurt. Don’t feel pressured to move on in a certain amount of time. If you need to cry, cry. I did. I spent months crying and if I had kept in I don’t know where I would’ve been. It’s important to remember this is someone you cared about and maybe even loved and losing them is going to conjure a grieving process so be patient with yourself.

Surround yourself with people who love you and people who listen to you.

Here are some songs I listened too when I felt like I loved someone who didn’t love me back:

- say something - a great big world
-fall for your type -drake
-take care- drake
-shot for me - drake
(Basically the whole take care album)
-bed of lies-Nicki minaj
-all things go -Nicki minaj
-grand piano- Nicki minaj
-emotion - destinys child

I included these because it’s important to feel like somebody understands and maybe it may help you get your feelings out

When you’re coming up listen too

-fight song
-better in time - Leona Lewis
-not a little bit -k Michelle
-cry- K Michelle
-sorry - Ciara
- I bet- Ciara
-sorry - Beyoncé
-girl - destinys child
-trust &b believe- keyshia Cole
-don’t hurt yourself - Beyoncé

When you need to remember you’re good enough

-you & I - John legend
-be alright - kehlani
-24/7 - kehlani
-be alright - Justin Bieber
-be alright- Lucy Rose

Last piece of advice: DO NOT TEXT HIM!!!!
I know you want too but baby his not worth it.
I know you miss him and I I know you loved him more than anything but don’t text him. Stop wasting your energy on somebody who doesn’t give a shit about how they make you feel.

Lastly I love you baby and I’m always here for you ❤️❤️❤️

Birds of a Feather || Fiona & Perry

@perry-c

With a lopsided grin displaying utmost guilt, Fiona wrapped the bed sheet around her naked body, giving the hotel waitress a quick kiss before she left the room. Sheepishly the blonde approached her roommate at the door, quirking an eyebrow at her. She was not exactly sure how she would react about finding her here in their room hooking up with someone but such were the risks of roommates. Perry seemed like the chill sort though, not the kind to freak on her for this. With a nod she looked at her appraisingly. “If you’re wanting to bring somebody back later let me know, yeah? I’ll definitely clear out for you, no worries. Also, I’m getting free dinner tonight if you wanna tag along.”

anonymous asked:

I fell for someone 5 years older than me. He's warm, polite, collected, smart yet sensitive, and owner of a heart wrenching beauty. He's an angel on earth. But he doesn't even know I exist. And I'm so afraid of getting close to him and spoiling everything. I don't want his aura to be ruined by my anxiety, my fears, my clumsiness, my flaws and mediocrity. Trynna become his acquaintance would be like giving a coin to a millionaire. What do I do? How can I stop myself from crying everynight?

if you guys are that far apart not just in age but in general likeliness id say start looking elsewhere. even if you two are both of legal age it’s not worth to chase after somebody who won’t even take a glance back to hear your footsteps. just start to focus on yourself and if you don’t find love soon it’s not your fault and you’ll be fine. this person is not the end of your love life I promise just hang in there and follow your best gut feeling. xx

valanister  asked:

27?

27- “A description of the girl/guy you like.”

I’m not really sure how to describe her. You know when you really like someone and then somebody asks “why do you like them?” And suddenly you can’t find enough words to describe why you like them? That’s how this question makes me feel.
I mean, I could describe her physically. She’s got crazy, dyed red hair that looks beautifully different every time I see her. She has dark brown eyes that get really glimmery in the light. There’s these little lines on the edge of her lips when she smiles, and cute wrinkles on her forehead when she raises her eyebrows. She has really subtle freckles, and clear, pale skin. She has piercings on both her nostrils and her septum, along with her ears being pierced. She’s a little shorter than most people and her body is really nice; not too skinny and not too curvy. Just really nice.
I could describe her personality and behaviors. She’s more shy than she initially let’s off, and she doesn’t immediately open up to people. She takes her time to get to know someone. She’s fair; she’ll give people second chances but she won’t forget what they did to need one. She constantly strives to be her best and to do her best for those she has chosen to keep close in her life. She’s soft and gentle and supportive, but she’s not gonna lie in order to make you feel better. She’s tough and blunt when she needs to be. She likes planning out how you’re gonna spend a car ride, and I think that’s cute. She’s not easy to make plans with but that’s okay because when you get to be around her, it’s always worth it. She makes you feel okay for being you. She’s understanding and apologetic when she feels she needs to be. She makes ridiculous jokes when you least expect them, which makes them even more funny. I’m still getting to know her but that’s what has stuck out to me so far.

So, just like I could try to explain why I like her, I can describe her and how she looks and acts. But in attempting to do either of those, it never feels like I’m perfectly describing what I need to. And I could go on and on forever but I’m afraid I won’t do her or my feelings enough justice.
Without rambling, I guess that’s how I would describe her.
Thanks for asking :)

Send me numbers!

anonymous asked:

Hey! I was just wondering how you got your fics to be so popular? did it just gradually happen or did you have a different way? Bc obviously for somebody like me who's only wrote a few things (they're pretty good, imo!!) it's complicated to get people to read it.. Any ideas? :) thanks ! ^_^

Also I know you’re not in right now but looking through your page, you’re such a good person. You respond with ways to cope when your followers ask for help instead of just blowing it off like a lot of people do?¿ I’m so glad I found you !! :)

It did gradually happen, really. What you can do is submit your stories to @phanfic because it gets more exposure that way. Other than that, I think it’s more luck than anything else. You just need to write the right story at the right time, and then hope that people like it enough to recommend it to others. Some of my stories have only ten notes. Also you need to keep in mind that way more people actually read it then you’ll ever know. About 5% of the people that read your fics will comment, and not all of them leave kudos either or like it on tumblr. So what you’ve written could be someone’s favourite fic, but you’ll never know because they probably haven’t told you. It can be discouraging, especially when you’re new to publishing your stuff because you think it’s just not good enough.

And thank you. :) Honestly it’s cool if people think they can come to me with their problems, I feel honored they think I’m capable of helping them in some way. Although let’s be real, I give terrible advice. 

anonymous asked:

do them all :)

1:What would you name your future daughter?

Isabelle, Charlotte, or Lily 

2:Do you miss anyone?

Kinda

3:What if I told you that you were pretty?

Bitch, I am

4:Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?

Yes

5:What are you looking forward to in the next week?

Moving, I want to get it over with

6:Did you go out or stay in last night?

Stay in

7:How late did you stay up last night?

I can’t remember, like 3?

8:Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?

Yes

9:What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

idk probably nothing

10:Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?

No

11:Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

I physically could but I wouldn’t want to

12:Have you pretended to like someone?

No

13:Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

Yes

14:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

Yes

15:Is it hard for you to get over someone?

Yes

16:Think back five months ago, were you single?

I guess, I wasn’t official with Alyssa until like 4 months ago

17:Have you ever cried from being so mad?

Oh yeah lol

18:Hold hands with anyone this week?

Nope 

19:Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

No

20:Who did you last see in person?

My dad

21:What is the last thing you said out lot?

Yup 

22:Have you kissed three or more people in one night?

No, technically kissless lol

23:Have you ever been to Paris?

No

24:Are you good at hiding your feelings?

Yes, to an extent 

25:Do you use chap stick?

Occasionally 

26:Who did you last share a bed with?

No one lol

27:Are you listening to music right now?

No

28:What is something you currently want right now?

Well, to be with her

29:Were your last three kisses from the same person?

See above

30:How is your heart lately?

Full of love

31:Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

When it’s cold lol

32:When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?

idk

33:What do people call you?

Chase

34:Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?

Of course

35:Are there any stressful situations in your life?

Yeah

36:What are you listening to right now?

Nothing, I’ll put on music when I’m done with this

37:What is wrong with you right now?

Just feeling kinda lonely I guess

38:Love really is a beautiful thing huh?

I think so 

39:Do you make wishes at 11:11?

No

40:What is on your wrists right now?

Nothing

41:Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?

Very taken

42:Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?

Grunt Style

43:Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

No 

44:Have you hugged someone within the last week?

Yeah

45:Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?

No

46:What were you doing at midnight last night?

Idk

47:Do you miss the way things were six months ago?

Absolutely not

48:Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?

With someone

49:Have you ever been to New York?

No

50:Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

I really think so