how can you feel useful when you see this

i love you, i hate you rp meme
  • “feeling used, but i’m still missing you”
  • “just wanna feel your kiss against my lips”
  • "i can’t see the end of this”
  • “it hurts me every time i see you”
  • "all this time is passing by, and i still can’t seem to tell you why”
  • “i hate you”
  • “i love you”
  • “i hate that i love you”
  • “i realise how much i need you”
  • "you want her, you need her”
  • “i don’t want to, but i can’t put nobody else above you.”
  • “and i will never be her.”
  • “i miss you when i can’t sleep.”
  • “i still got sands in my sweater from nights we don’t remember.”
  • “fucked around and got attached to you.”
  • “do you miss me like i miss you?”
  • “you wouldn’t like that shit.”
  • "friends can break your heart too.”
  • “i’m always tired, but never of you.”
  • “i got these feelings but you never mind that shit.”
  • “you’re still in love with me, but your friends don’t know.”
  • “i don’t mean no harm.”
  • “you ever wonder what we could’ve been?”
  • “if you wanted me, you would just say so.”
  • “you say you wouldn’t and you fucking did.”
  • “lie to me.”
  • “lie with me.”
  • “if i were you i would never let me go,”
  • “now all my drinks and my feelings are all fucking mixed.”
  • “i know that i control my thoughts”
  • “always missing people that i shouldn’t be missing.”
  • “i guess this is moving on.”
  • “i should stop reminiscing.”
  • “i learned from my dad it’s good to have feelings.”
  • “sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance”
  • “everyone i do right does me wrong”
  • “all alone, i watch you watch her”
  • “you don’t care, you never did”
  • “she’s the only girl you ever see”
  • “how is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me?”
  • “you don’t give a damn about me”

*feel free to change the words to fit your muse!

We should petition not only a guaranteed second season, but that the second half of History Maker be the opening. The subtle change of lyrics honestly holds so much meaning to how the season would change now that Yuuri and Victor (and Yuri!) are able to support each other and fill each other with newfound motivation and meaning.

“Can you hear my heartbeat?
I’ve got a feeling it’s never too late
I close my eyes and see myself how my dreams will come true

There’ll be no more darkness
when you believe in yourself you are unstoppable
Where your destiny lies, dancing on the blades,
you set my heart on fire

Don’t stop us now, the moment of truth
We were born to make history
We’ll make it happen, we’ll turn it around
Yes, we were born to make history”

The tone of the song changes as well, becoming much more upbeat and cheerful. 

I honestly am so glad that Yuri On Ice has been able to influence me and truly, make history.

  • ♈ Aries: Feeling used
  • But I'm Still missing you
  • ♉Taurus: And I can't
  • See the end of this
  • Just wanna feel your kiss
  • Against my lips
  • ♊Gemini: And now all this time
  • Is passing by
  • But I still can't seem to tell you why
  • It hurts me every time
  • I see you
  • Realize how much I need you
  • ♋Cancer: I hate you, I love you,
  • Don't want to but
  • I can't put nobody else above you
  • ♌ Leo: You want her, you need her
  • And I'll never be her
  • ♍ Virgo: I miss you when I can't sleep
  • Or right after coffee
  • Or right when I can't eat
  • ♎Libra: I miss you in my front seat
  • Still got sand in my sweaters
  • From nights we don't remember
  • ♏Scorpio: Do you miss me like I miss you?
  • Fucked around and got attached to you
  • Friends can break your heart too,
  • And I'm always tired but never of you
  • ♐Saggitarius: If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
  • I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
  • I type a text but then I never mind that shit
  • I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
  • ♑Capricorn: Oh oh, keep it on the low
  • You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
  • If you wanted me you would just say so
  • And if I were you, I would never let me go
  • ♒Aquarius: I don't mean no harm
  • I just miss you on my arm
  • Wedding bells were just alarms
  • Caution tape around my heart
  • ♓Pisces: You ever wonder what we could have been?
  • You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
  • Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
  • Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
I am always terrified that nobody is feeling the way I am at any specific moment. There are weeks I am so exhausted to my core no matter how long I spend hiding inside of my bedroom; the weeks where I feel my body telling me to do something, anything, to stop feeling like this and I answer myself, “maybe tomorrow it will be better” and I can’t help but feel like I am pushing the truth. The problem with having an illness that nobody can see is that when somebody asked what hurts, you want to ask if they know how to bandage a beating heart. I used to be in love with somebody who would brush my hair for me when things got really bad, and he would come sit with me on the bathroom floor while “You Don’t Know How Lucky You Are” by Keaton Henson would be playing and for a few minutes I would be safe and there would be nothing in the world except the feeling that maybe this is what making progress feels like; that each knot pulled from my head means that finally I won’t be coming undone. But this isn’t the movies, this isn’t a book; you don’t magically get fixed because somebody is holding you together. Their arms will get tired. They won’t understand why it seems like nothing they do makes any difference. It is not their fault, and it is not your own either, but what is messy once will be messy again. I think about love so much I’m worried that one day it will consume me entirely, and that there is something so inherently unloveable about me that I can’t seem to scrub off no matter how many times I shower in a day. There are days where the dirt seems to live under your skin and you can stand under the hot water for hours but pieces of people that used to be a part of your life get stuck under your fingernails and you carry them with you wherever you go. Each time somebody gets close to me, I wonder what the tipping point for them will be. If they will be frustrated with me when I need the directions explained over and over again, because the thought of being lost is so much more than just not knowing with way to turn. If they will get angry when I can’t find it in me to take the few steps forward; because I have tried crossing oceans that look like puddles for some people and it seems that all they see is that both of our feet get wet. I wonder why people fall out of love, and if it’s always because there is that breaking point, that one extra knot you needed pulled from your hair that they just could not reach anymore. I see people kissing on the street corner and I wonder if she remembers what his favourite movie is, or who she aspired to be when she was young, or if he listens to each song that he gets sent, from beginning right until the very end. In the end, I think everything comes down to love. Because I see it in each businessman that empties his wallet into a barista’s tip jar, in each mother that’s ever sat through their daughters excruciatingly long ballet recitals, in each father that’s ever edited his sons essays and wrapped an arm around their shoulders as they sit beside each other, in each child that kisses each other messily on their cheeks, in the newly weds that just married their best friends and can’t stop feeling the weight on their ring finger, in the 90 year olds that still hold hands while they walk through the grocery stores, in the college girls who apply each other’s lipsticks in the bars and tell everybody in the washroom that they look beautiful, and in myself, when I brushed my own hair this morning, and told myself that maybe tomorrow will be easier than this.
—  NOVEMBER 13TH, 2016 (k.p.k)
  • psychic: *reads my mind*
  • my mind: can you hear my heartbeat tired of feeling never enough I close my eyes and tell myself that my dreams will come true there'll be no more darkness when you believe in yourself you are unstoppable where your destiny lies dancing on the blades you set my heart on fire don't stop us now the moment of truth we were born to make history we'll make it happen we'll turn it around yes we were born to make history can you hear my heartbeat I've got a feeling it's never too late I close my eyes and see myself how my dreams will come true there'll be no more darkness when you believe in yourself you are unstoppable where your destiny lies dancing on the blades you set my heart on fire don't stop us now the moment of truth we were born to make history we'll make it happen we'll turn it around yes we were born to make history
  • psychic: what the fuck

“So what?” he challenged her. His eyes were demanding — he was searching for an answer.

“So maybe I fell in love with you without meaning to,” she said. Her voice was level, her look was fierce. She was frustrated. She didn’t usually express her feelings out loud. She didn’t know how to address them. “And when I’m around you I can’t help it anymore. I realize how drawn to you I am. I realize that I’m gonna end up with you no matter how hard I tried to fight it. I see our happy ending unfolding in front of us. So that’s what, you big dummy.”

His eyebrows relaxed and a smile spread across his face. He knew better than to acknowledge her profession. She would only take it back. So instead, he poked her side. “You’re the dummy.”

—  excerpt from an unfinished book #139

Some of our songs are empowering, but I feel like more so than our music, it’s who we are. We’re four women who are completely different ethnicities, completely different body types, completely different walks of life and opinions, and you can see that when you watch an interview, when you meet us. We have an energy about us that’s so unique and so intense, and it’s because of how much power we have in us as individuals, being confident, harnessing that power, and wanting to share that with other women. I feel like a lot of women hang on to our message, and it empowers them.“

                                         -Lauren Jauregui


♡ spell to bring money to your loved one ♡

This is a spell I used recently as my boyfriend and I couldn’t see each other due to low funds. long story short he made more than enough for the train fare in tips and has been finding money in odd places since! please feel free to adapt/change as you may wish. 


you will need:

  • Green Candle
  • Rose Petals
  • Silver Coins 
  • Copper/Bronze coins
  • a taglock, if you can get one. 
  • Piece of Paper
  • Green marker
  • little bowl of water

✥ Step One - Think about your intent. how and why do you want this person to receive money? when you are certain, create a sigil (or statement) using this intent and write it on the paper with your marker. 

✥ Step Two - Set up your green candle with the taglock in front of it and arrange the silver coins in a small ring around them. next, take your copper coins and rose petals, placing them petal-coin-petal in a second ring around the silver coins. this should look like the photo above. make sure you have your bowl of water nearby.

✥ Step Three- light your candle! focus on your loved one and envision them drawing in and attracting the money you wish them to have. take your paper and put it near the flame, whilst speaking your intent. for example, I used-

“May the money be brought to he, so that my lover I may see”

burn as much of your paper as possible to activate, using the water to safely put it out. let the candle burn as long as you feel necessary, and blow it out when you’re done!

I hope this brings your loved ones the money they deserve ♡


-sidenotes- I wrote my sigil on a bay leaf AND paper but found the bay leaf was not appropriate to burn inside, feel free to use one though as they can draw prosperity! 

It’s not an accident that we’re sending kids out of school with no concept of how to vote, or even how to register in the first place. Keeping youth ignorant is a very purposeful thought out process that results in generations that feel disenfranchised and powerless and who in turn grow up to not feel like their involvement with politics matters anyway. 

It’s not your fault they didn’t teach you. But you can learn on your own, by your specific state, from How To Vote In Every State. Each video goes over the different requirements for voting in each state and includes helpful links like sample ballots you can fill out at home to use as reference when you go to vote. 

You cannot vote online, anything you’re seeing that says you can is either intended as a parody or is an outright lie to prevent people from going to the polls to skew the election. 

Some states have banned campaign clothing from voting locations entirely. This could include anything from hats to buttons to water-bottles. If you’re not sure what the laws in your state are, it’s better to not wear anything campaign related to vote. You may be asked to turn shirts inside-out, or wear a jacket to cover slogans, put hats away or remove buttons from your bag/clothing/whatever. It’s honestly probably just easier not to wear anything campaign related and save yourself a potential hassle. 

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Okay but there are a lot of implications in Victor performing Ai ni Tsuite: Eros. This choreography was originally created for Victor to perform, not for Yuuri. It was not originally thought to make someone’s sexual love awake, but to express someone’s sexual love which had already been awaken. That’s why Yuuri cannot interpret it without having found what sexual love is for him.

We know Victor created this choreography based on his experience with Yuuri and the way Yuuri danced at the GPF banquet. Victor is using this performance to express his sexual love for Yuuri, and he’s basically telling this to Yuuri when he performs the choreography before him. This is how you make me feel.

Just see how others react when Victor is expressing these feelings:

Now, if just expressing them causes this on others, can you imagine how intense it must be to feel them?

A Note To Fanfiction Writers

I think it’s hilariously awful how little confidence fanfiction writers have in their own abilities and how harsh on themselves they are.

Some days when I’m especially down in the dumps, I get convinced my writing sucks and no one likes it. I enviously watch as other writers appear to breeze around with amazing stories and flawless writing, and I wonder how they do it - how they can lead these perfect fanfiction writer lives where everyone loves their stories and everything they write is gold.

And then the next day you see those same writers posting on Tumblr about how shitty their writing is, how much they hate it, and how inadequate they feel when they compare themselves to others.

It’s hard to remember when you’re feeling low - but we all feel like that. We all get envious of each others writing, we all get sad about reviews or reblogs, and we all believe with complete conviction that our writing is terrible and everyone else is better than us.

It’s not true - we should all be proud of ourselves and our stories. We should celebrate our writing and the writing of every writer in our fandom. Everyone has those horrible days when you want to give up and walk away - but remember that it passes, and that the fanfiction writer you’re comparing yourself to is probably going to feel the same way as you do a week from now.

So the next time you start to feel low just remember that your work is amazing! It’s art and you should be proud of yourself! 

It’s not a competition.

Not to be that person, but since when did it become a trend to use the words “you can go choke” among Kpop fans? I’ve been seeing it going around a lot recently and I’ve personally gotten those words sent to me and it doesn’t feel good at all. You’re pretty much loosely telling a person to go kill themselves and it’s not funny at all considering how often those words are getting thrown around. It’s not funny and it’s not something to joke about no matter how much you hate the person you’re directing it to. You shouldn’t be telling anyone to go choke. Please just stop. It’s gross and no one deserves to have those words of hate directed to them. Seriously.

Do you know that feeling that you get when after being abandoned and feeling like shit about yourself your entire life you finally find someone who can easily see the real you? someone who makes you feel like they’re worth it and keeps surprising you with how much they care about you?

Since you’re not used to that kind of attention you’re just like:

and they go on, they keep surprising you with how much they DO care about you.

So after a few years or maybe even a few months you realize how much you’re in love with them and how much they mean to you that you’re just like:

“ Fuck it, I can’t do anything about it”

So you accept it.

That’s Sasuke.

And those are his feelings towards Naruto ( A.K.A Light itself)

Horror hunger is such a good trope and I really think it’s my absolute favourite thing. As a feeling it’s difficult to depict but there’re so many subtle flavours of it, just-

Hunger that makes thinking feel like fumbling your way through thick, white fog, shot through with crimson clear bolts of intense, crackling need that you can only follow and cling too in the hopes that it’ll bring you back to yourself when it’s sated. It will- eventually. Though you might not like what you find

Hunger that is insidious and soaks into your thoughts like rot, changing how you see yourself and other people so slowly you’re not aware of it at all. Years down the line you don’t remember who you used to be or what that person used to want other than to eat

Hunger that just sits in your belly like an incorporeal, sleeping beast. No matter what or who or how much you eat, how well you manage to fill your stomach, you can still feel it there, undiminished and unaffected

Hunger that sharpens rather than lessens as you feed it, becoming more and more urgent until it reaches a blinding fever pitch that only doing serious injury to yourself will snap you out of

Hunger that makes your teeth and nails itch, makes your stomach snarl and your jaw restless, makes your throat ache for want of swallowing

Hunger that doesn’t send you out of control like an animal but functions like an addiction. You might put off feeding it and let the need accumulate and intensify for weeks because that will make the pleasure of feeding that much sweeter, that much more poignant 

Just. All the varieties of horror hunger

Camila Queerbaiting? Fucking, Come On...

I’m going to keep this short. I’ve seen numerous posts about Mila using her connection with Lauren as an attention grabber. So explain all the times she was caught touching Lauren when she thought the cameras couldn’t see and how guilty she acted when she realized she’d been busted. That wasn’t someone doing it for attention. That was someone hiding their true feelings while trying to figure themselves out. Love you guys but please stop bashing our girls. If you’re a real fan you can see how loving Lauren AND Camila are. Towards each other and humans in general. I doubt either of them would use love as a way to get attention. If you think that, you’re on the wrong blog and in the wrong ship. #RANTOVER (queer or straight…does it fucking matter when the love is real)😘

How-To: Sensing Energy

A lot of the newbies I’ve talked to are so hung up on seeing energy. They have  had results, just not results they could see with their eyes. I’d say that 95% of the time , I perceive energy either by feeling it or by using my “6th sense”. Some individuals with the natural talent of seeing auras may be able to pick up visuals easier than others.

The first step to perceiving energy, is to learn to feel it. After you start feeling it, you develop your 6th sense naturally and, in time, that’s all you’ll use.  You just gotta open yourself up and be open to it. Try visualizing energy beaming into parts of your body and see if you can feel something there. This stuff gets easier, you just have to trust yourself and practice.

Here are some ways we use to describe how these energies feel to us that might help you increase your awareness of them. They may be sensed with the hand or all over the body

  • Buzzing or tingling, like when your leg is asleep.
  • Prickly, like static electricity.
  • A feeling of heat without a heat source. (Usually denotes a LOT of energy moving.)
  • A feeling of cold without a physical source.
  • A sense of a rising or falling pitch without any audible sound.
  • A feeling of something flowing through you like wind or a stream or current of warm water.
  • A feeling like a wave passing through you.
  • A sense that some other Being, like an angel or ghost has stepped inside of you (“incorporation”)
  • Pressure or a pushing sensation with nothing touching you.
  • A pulsing sensation that is not in time with your heartbeat. (Usually a balancing “Healing Pulse”.)
  • A sensation of bubbles rising like carbonated water or Alka-Seltzer.
  • A “clanging” sensation like striking a piece of metal held in your hand with a hammer.
  • A spinning or whirling sensation.
  • A fluttering or shimmering sensation.
  • A sensation like a change in altitude or barometric pressure.
  • A sense of lightness that wasn’t present before.
  • A sense of expansion in some way.
  • A shift in consciousness like meditation or falling asleep.
  • A sudden sigh or yawn. (Denotes that you are getting relieved of something by what you came into contact with.) 

A profound and heartfelt thank you to the few people dropping donations into my tip jar, I really, really appreciate it. It’ll go towards paying off my first extraction which needs to happen fairly quickly before infection sets in. So thank you. You are so wonderfully kind.

As for setting up a youcaring/gofundme….I feel bad when there are others out there who need so much. Like I just…I’ve already benefited so much from the kindness of others in the last year, I have no idea how I’ll ever be able to repay any of it. The best I can hope to do is pay it forward one day.

But thank you for offering…I’ll just need to see how things go for us financially this year. And if shit hits the fan, well…it’s nice to know there are people who care. Thank you <3

✮  - must find a place where to spend the night // here (w/ ceo!yoongi)

The sight of Yoongi on your sofa as he idly channel surfs with a remote in his hand is oddly… pleasing. His coat is hanging on your rack, his sleeves undone, tie loosened, slacks tugged up as he sits comfortably. You didn’t know how to structure your words in a way where it’ll make sense to how you’re feeling but if you had to try it was refreshing. You’re so used to seeing him in a lavish office, high class restaurants and extravagant events.

This… was new.

You head out from the kitchen with a cup, setting it down in front of him and he flinches, straightening his back as he adjusts to your presence (despite feeling it the moment you welcomed him in). He nods in gratitude and retrieves the tea you’ve made for him, avoiding your gaze when he can feel it against the side of his face as he takes small, slow sips.

When Yoongi sets the porcelain on the glass surface, he presses his lips at your question of: “So, you wanna tell me what happened?”

Even at a time like this, Yoongi is still Yoongi (hardheaded and stubborn), “…no,”

Since this was your house, being your territory, you lean against the armrest behind you and pull your feet up to hug your knees. Tilting your head with a smile Yoongi catches, he looks away the moment your eyes meet.

“Oh, really?”

“It’s nothing,” He waves a hand and you only scoff with the rolling of your eyes but kept to a minimum because he’s still-”My boss shows up at eleven into the night, no wallet, no ID, no nothing and he claims ‘it’s nothing’? Hey, I’m merely just an employee but I’m not stupid,”

Yoongi clicks his tongue, turning his head to meet your gaze as he threatens himself to say you really are if you still don’t get why out of all places I came to you for help but he bites that back. Not when you’re looking at him like that, nope, not with those pair of eyes. Hell no, not tonight.

He only sighs and exhales deeply before looking at you dead in the eye and at the back of his mind he wonders if you’re shitting bricks because he sure as hell is.

“I lost my wallet and I was nearest around your area,”

You wait a little, and Yoongi only looks at you weirdly when you keep silent.

“What?”

“…that’s it? No backstory, no buildup?” 

He scoffs and turns to meet you, almost mirroring how you’re sitting when he puts his feet up because you are, “You didn’t ask for a story. You asked for a reason,”

“…what if I wanted a story?”

“Do you have wine?”

“Do I get OT?”

“You get two hours off your next lunch,” He sees how you’re about to accept but he throws in: “But you have to spend it with me,”

He doesn’t know if he wants to slam his head against the wall for how oblivious you are at the clear fucking bait he just threw out, a discrete go out with me for lunch or if he wants to catch his heart from flying out of his ribcage at how giddy you are, rising to your feet to retrieve some wine with deal!

For now, Yoongi thinks, let’s just enjoy this.

Skillet {Sentence Starters}

  • “I must confess that I feel like a monster.”
  • “I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone… Someone that I like better.”  
  • “I know I’d do it all different if I had the chance.”
  • “But I know there’s something more to us than our mistakes.”
  • “Can’t change the past, but I can fight to change today.”
  • “I’m done wondering where you’ve been.”
  • “I’m still trying to figure out how to tell you I was wrong.”
  • “This is how it feels when you take your life back.”
  • “When you’re with me, I can take on the world.”
  • “It ain’t my fault you don’t know a good thing.”
  • “Do you know what it’s like when you’re scared to see yourself?”
  • “Make a change, make the world a better place.”
  • “You thought you knew the truth but you’re wrong.”
  • “I’m done trusting you. It’s ended.”
  • “I’ll do what I want ‘cause this is my life.”
  • “I didn’t know, you should’ve said that you cared.”
  • “So much to do and so much I need to say.”
  • “I’m afraid I’m gonna die down here.”
  • “Just another day in the world we live.”
  • “Why won’t somebody come and save me from this?”
  • “I wanna talk and laugh like we used to.”
  • “'Cause we don’t have long, gonna make the most of it.”
  • “I need a hero to save me now.”
  • “I’ll stand my ground and never back down.”
Yoongi bf headcanons

a/n: no one asked for these but here I am at one in the morning writing them bc I love Yoongi!!

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  • *cracks knuckles* leggo
  • Yoongi is a very reserved person, we all know this, even he knows this
  • but I also know that when Yoongi loves someone he loves them with all of his heart and that’s how it would be with you
  • I feel like you might of been a relative of a bts member or a fan or even a stranger
  •  I can see Yoongi pushing you at first when you confess your feelings for him, he might be distant for a few days but if he were consistent, he would crack
  • its not that he doesn’t having feels for you as well but its that he is so used to not having romantic feelings for people that it took him off guard
  • once you got into your relationship and I mean really really into it, that’s when you’ll meet the real Yoongi
  • the Yoongi that we sometimes are blessed enough to see, the Yoongi his parents raised, the Yoongi that bangtan loves
  • I feel like Yoongi is the type of boyfriend to blow up your phone with cheesy texts when you are laying right next to him
  • he loves showing you new songs he wrote
  • probably actually proposed in a song
  • bringing him food when he insists on staying at the studio longer
  • when you go to leave he’d pull you onto his lap
  • “just listen to this one part”
  • every song is better than the last
  • like god bless u are fuckin talented
  • reminding him everyday that you love him and he is the light of your life, him doing the same
  • doing cute shit like that but also getting texts like “what are you doing ugly” & “get more ice cream fatty”
  • he of course doesn’t think you are ugly or fat he just likes teasing you, which he would stop if it made you uncomfortable
  • Hobi is probably your best friend
  • Hobi is everyone’s best friend tbfh
  • lowkey sometimes gets jealous over yours and Hobi’s relationship
  • which could result in *drumroll* ROUGH SEX
  • im ok
  • king of hickeys, in places only he can see of course
  • since he is reserved, his personality is the same in the bedroom
  • isn’t extremely kinky but can get rougher if he’s 1) in a bad mood 2) jealous or 3) you teased him and he’s getting back at you
  • probably the boyfriend to throw his dirty socks at you and then ask where his dirty socks are later
  • isn’t a huge fan of PDA but wont hesitate to let people know that you are his
  • loves loves loves cuddling but usually wont admit it
  • I can see him wanting to be the little spoon on some nights
  • ok hold on i need to breath for this next one…
  • WILL LOOK INTO YOUR EYES WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF
  • im ok
  • isn’t a big fan of you going places that he isn't familiar with without him
  • i can see him typing on his laptop at 2 am and when you wake up and turn towards him he’d be like “hey, hey, go back to sleep”
  • “Yooooongi, i want to cuddle”
  • “Aish”
  • he’d put up a fit but you bet your ass he crawled under those covers with you
  • i can see him liking to be submissive a lot too (being ridden, you taking control, etc)
  • probably has tons of pictures of you sleeping on his phone
  • “Yoongi, im going to take a shower”
  • he’d race you there
  • you are the only girl he thinks of, looks at, acknowledges, besides ARMY ofc
  • laughs at everything you do
  • you make him so happy
  • pretends you annoy the shit out of him but he ends up laughing with you
  • he doesn’t give a fuck what other people say about him but if you were to point of one of his insecurities, he would constantly be thinking about it for days
  • you’d probably be able to tell too
  • since he once had depression, I feel like sometimes the feeling of it still comes and lingers for a little before it leaves again
  • when it does he would just want a lazy day with you in some hoodies and sweatpants and some comfy socks
  • you two would just cuddle all day, with Holly!
  • “it’s okay, i will never leave you”
  • wants the world for you
  • if he already had his shower, he will sit on the counter in the bathroom and talk to you will you shower (vice versa)
  • only will let you touch his face
  • lowkey gets jealous when your friends have your attention
  • being at a park at 1 am talking about anything and everything
  • laying in bed, holding each others hands, and just staring into each others eyes
  • “sometimes I’m scared of everything out there, and then i remember i have you”
  • WASHING HIS BODY IN THE SHOWER
  • taking Holly on walks together
  • I can see Jungkook teasing his hyung by saying something like “oooh you are a lucky man hyung!”
  • “do you want to die?”
  • all of the members are supportive of your relationship
  • literally invented piggyback rides
  • his face is so close to yours when you guys are having sex, he loves kissing and biting all over you
  • “i love you”
  • “don’t talk to me, im famous”
  • the one guy who is hard and cold towards everyone else but his face softens when he’s with you
  • your thigh? always in his hand
  • i can picture him being the type of boyfriend to push you out of bed if you tried to wake him up
  • i want to write more but its 2 am and im tired :(
  • bottom line: Min Yoongi loves you with all of his heart and while he might not say it often, he will not give you up for the world, you make his life brighter just by being in it and he’s never loved someone more
  • except for hobi LMAOOOOOOO
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a/n: i haven’t been able to post much so i hope you guys enjoy this rushed by heartfelt bf headcanons of Yoongi :)