Seán, I just watched “Gone In November” and I have a few things to say...
In my opinion, your effort to talk about sensitive subjects really paid
off. Because from personal experience it’s not about people rescuing me
or trying to cheer me up. But actually about just listening and TRYING
to understand how my mind works, and eventually finding something I can
Yes, it is different for everyone, especially in terms of
getting help. But please everyone out there, if you have someone who confides in you with
these kind of problems, do not shake them off or get annoyed by them. I
know how difficult “whining” can be, but the worst part really is when
nobody would listen to you. Because some just have a hard time talking
to someone in the first place, and not being taken seriously is just the
worst and can really affect people’s situation.
I’m not saying this to
make everyone feel responsible for other people’s lives. I know there’s
only so much you can stomach, especially when it seems like you can’t do
anything to help. But it’s important to interact, offer help and keep
an open ear and mind about it.
So, thank you Seán. For uploading these
kinds of videos and handling their topics with the sensitivity and
seriousness they deserve. You’re truly a rare species and I just
freaking love you.
How do I delay mental breakdowns until nobody can see me have them?
Teacup blinks slowly, and you find yourself blinking too. When you open your eyes you’re in a crowded place, hundreds of people passing by. They don’t seem to notice you. The soft looking coatl rises up on her hind legs and places her paws on your shoulders, tilting down until her velvety nose touches yours. You make a connection, somehow the world fades away. She is steady and warm.
In tandem, you both inhale deeply and exhale slowly. You can feel your mind turning inwards, seeking your inner strength. You get the sense that no matter how many people are around, you will always have you.
Make a safe place in your mind, visit it often. Hold on. When the world comes back into focus you’re back in Teacups room laying across her fluffy belly. A soft forked coatl tongue flickers across your cheek. Safe.
“If you limit your actions in life to things that nobody can possibly find fault with, you will not do much.” (cl dodgson)
i need to start posting this everywhere and anywhere bc i keep freezing up bc im writing for my class/workshop and one of my charas makes a statement abt the church and it can be interpreted two ways and im not allowed to explain which one and i just cant finish
I am sorry, but I think I will give it up. Everything. I don’t mean, that I want to commit suicide but I’m giving up trying to be the person I want to be. This means a lot to me.
I have a few friends, but I will never belong to the popular people in my class. I will always stand in the shadow besides them. My good friends are there but I’m losing my best friend to the popular site and I don’t know how long I can stand there quietly while she laughs and is happy with them. She deserves to be happy, of course, don’t understand me wrong. But I wish this would be so easy for me like it was for her.
I also tried to find online friends but I think I’m doing something wrong. There is nobody there who would write with me me more than he has to.
I also tried to socialise about my fandoms but I can’t, maybe I am annoying or something. I really don’t know.
Everything I wish for is a person I can talk to a whole night without getting bored. But it will never happen.
I don’t even want to become famous or something like this. I wish for the people at least just to see me and recognise the things I am doing.
Aja Naomi King as Aria Sheridan Kat Graham as Morgan the Magnificent Max Irons as Harrison Byrd Marlon Teixeira as Rok the Reaver Go Ara as Song Waad Mohammed as Ilyria Rajiv Surendra as Liam Archer Taylor Roberts as Scarlet Justice Jamie Bell as Steel Dynamo
My main goal in 2016 is not to change a single thing about me for anybody else. To drink whenever I want, to smoke whatever I want and to trip soooooooooo hard I can say I’ve been around the world and back. Twice.
To love whoever I want, and to love as freely as I want.
To sing as often as I can, and laugh as loud as I can.
To tell every joke that comes to me, and to laugh at it even if nobody else does.
To read a good book, and to go to every party I’m invited to even if I go alone.
I don’t want to feel any less worthy of love, or any less likely to be loved, just because of the lifestyle I love to live, or because of the way I speak, or how often I do.
I don’t want to think about every word I say, and every move I make.
I want to find love, and I hope it is one that lasts.
I want to get so fucked up that I don’t even remember the night, I only remember dancing to the music and finding comfort in the silence.
I want to go to a party withOUT getting fucked up, so that I do remember the night.
I want to live, and I want to love, and I want to experience things that are limited to sobriety.
I want to be.
I want to become.