how are you all real

In case you all want to know how great @libertybill is, I got real fucking sick the other night. I had real bad abdominal pain Sunday night starting at like 11:30 PM. Pain was racing down my pelvis and up my back. I started vomiting, getting cold chills, and almost going delirious with pain. He had to be up at 4 something in the morning for formation. He held my hair back when I threw up and worried incessantly about me. When the pain got too bad to bare, he drove me to a hospital on base. At that point it was like 2:30AM. I was pretty much crying in pain. I was so dehydrated, none of the nurses could find a vein to draw blood. It took a total of about 7 people (including a medic and the head nurse) to eventually find a working vein. I passed out over and over again, bill holding me up every time and explaining to the nurses that I was super dehydrated and that I have tiny veins to begin with. My arms are all bruised up and throbbing right now. Bill held my hand through it all. He was there with me through the morphine and the vomiting and the crying when the several attempts to find a vein over the late hours of the night left my arms bruised and burning. I passed out over and over again, and couldn’t have any water at all. It was honestly miserable and I couldn’t have made it through without him. We were both up for over 24 hours. He took care of me all day yesterday too while I was recovering, and I couldn’t ask for anyone better in my life.

anonymous asked:

I'm feeling attacked rn. Tell me how can you handle all this cuz I'm struggling real hard. I wonder if their photographer and the crew were nervously sweating bcs of the tension. Jimin is a wild beast omg. JK was leaning back but what's with that smirk and biting lips. Is2g if JK had turned his head and looked at JM he he could not have control himself. Srsly, how many *almost kiss* have they done to make us suffer till now.

How the FUQ are y'all still so calm rn and can still type cohesively.

It’s 1 a.m. here and I CAN’T SLEEP BECAUSE OF A GIF BUT CAN YOU BLAME ME.

LITERALLY–PARK FREAKING JIMIN is leaning towards Jeon Jungkook with the most /beckoning/ expressions in his eyes, nuzzling in like some sort of lead character in a drama. And what does Jungkook do? I’ll tell you what he didn’t do: MOVE. Where’s the playful shoving the “wtf u doing hyung” or even just turning away. Instead he just leans back, marginally barely enough as if to give his body into Jimin. He remains close enough that if he were just to turn his head the slightest there certainly most definitely would be–

SOMEONE. SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME IN A RATIONAL “NORMATIVE” WAY. CAUSE IDK HOW. MY BRAIN IS LITERALLY BRRRRRRRRRRROKE ALL DAY. CAUSE EVEN IF U USE THE “IT’S JUST A PHOTOSHOOT” EXCUSE THEY WOULDVE REACTED DIFFERENTLY. I’M JUST. YEAH.

(jikook is love jikook is life i’ve gone too deep)

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just two guys….bonding… i can’t believe this is my first contribution to this amazing show…

Mary Christiansen, going into labor with her forth child: Well at least Joseph cant name this one some variation of his own last name again

Mary Christiansen after the pain medication wears off: He named my baby W H A T

there’s a rule about taking Doctor Who seriously and it’s that to take it seriously you need to not take it too seriously 

this show doesn’t take itself seriously, no matter how dark it might get at times

this isn’t some fucking gritty Edgelord show, this is a show watched by millions of children about hope and belief and trying to help people even when it seems hopeless and even when it doesn’t work, we should never hope that anyone in it stays dead, especially not anyone that represents so much for so many

above all we should never as older fans want anything for it that would take away from the enjoyment of the younger fans

you can’t treat it the same way you would a lot of other shows. its demographic is anyone who is willing to believe in it, anyone of any age. 

this is a show about an idiot in a magical box who fixes things with a screwdriver and a belief in the goodness of people

an idiot who gets into ridiculous situations that are often also dire, who saves the day always but only uses violence as a last resort, who tries to win with words and cleverness first 

over the last few years it’s been one of the only shows on television still trying to tell a hopeful story in a world obsessed with Edgy Cynical Realism, while never shying away from how harsh the universe can be

it is a show about possibility where almost any thing or person or story that can be imagined could be plausible (hello, people being killed by plastic inflatable chairs, a small box being infinitely huge on the inside, a lesbian being saved by her magical star girlfriend)

it is a show created by lifelong fans, it is a constant love letter to itself with stupid little in jokes and nostalgic trips, and above all it is a message and lesson of hope and kindness

take it or leave it but that is what it will or at least should always be

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woojin being charismatic on & off stage for anon ♡

In this month of pride, let me give a shoutout to all my LGBTQIA+ people who have changed how they identify over the years. To the people still trying to figure out their identity, even if they thought they found one that fit.

You’re no less part of the community if you first identified as a lesbian, but now ID as a straight trans man. You’re not any less if you first identified as bi, but now consider yourself gay. You’re not any less if you identified as a binary trans person but now have a nonbinary identity.

Don’t let anyone convince you that you had to have known you were a certain way since you were a child to be valid. Don’t let anyone convince you that because your label could change in the future, you aren’t welcome. Don’t let anyone convince you that you must identify a certain way.

We’re all growing and learning about ourselves and maybe what fits today won’t fit a decade from now, but that’s okay. You’re not a bad person for not immediately having perfect knowledge of yourself. You’re not a fake because your identity has changed.

Shout out to the dumb boys who yanked my scarf off in the hallways and then laughed when I dropped all my books. Shout out to the guy who thought it was funny to go behind me during class and pull my bra strap to hear it snap then got defensive when I brought my fist out. Shout out to the guys who would say ‘that shit around your head is ugly you think you’re pretty?’ ‘let’s get married so I can see ur hair’ shout out to you because I love wearing hijab 100000x more because of you jerks

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“I feel like I could eat the world raw.”

Please consider Song of Achilles au for tododeku im crying at a dennys

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i made a helpful diagram for everyone