Well, its finally done, in all its lack of glory! I meant for this to be a Valentine’s Day video, but what was supposed to be a weekend project just turned into a months-swallowing video monster. And as we all know, I can’t leave a project undone no matter how ill-advised it is. But it was educational, and the next time I attempt a video like this I know what I need to do differently. So here you go internet, just what you’ve always wanted: another list video! But at least now I am free to start on projects that actually matter. Like taxes. Ug. Sometimes being an adult is the worst.
I feel like I'm never good enough for anyone. All I want is to make people happy and I feel like no matter how hard I try I can't even do that much. Like am I doing something wrong? Am I not trying hard enough? Am I just here for convenience? I feel so useless and unneeded. I don't want to seem attention seeking, because I'm not trying to be. I just feel really shitty about myself and feel like I don't belong anywhere.