One of the many explicit letters Karla Homolka wrote to Paul Bernardo. This one is from April 27, 1988 right before she turned 18:
Hi honey. I just called you but nobody’s home. At least nobody answered. Where are you? Who are you with? What are you doing? These are the questions burning in my mind. I want to talk to you so badly (and much more than that, I want to see you). I ache to be with you. It is Wednesday at 9:16p.m.
Just think–if this were any other normal weekend we would be together right now. How I wish we were. Guess what? My parents are going to a dance tomorrow night. They’ll be going for a long time. Want to come over and play? I know, I know. We have to learn to work together as well as play together. How does a 50-50 mixture sound to you? Okay 60-40(work to play). Sounds good to me. Please say yes. Please, please, please, please. I’m on my knees begging, begging in the way you love most.
You know, there is only one short week left for you to enjoy your cute little 17-year-old girlfriend! Better take advantage of it (and her) while you can. And how can you resist your cute, cuddly, furry little creature, your adorable little rat, your sweet little Karly Curls, your very own little fantasy, your loving princess, calling you, begging on her hands and knees to come and spend a scant few hours with her? You can’t can you. I didn’t think so.
You know what I love? Having you make love to me on my bedroom floor with my parents in the next room. Having you ram it inside me, making me gasp for air. Having us united spiritually and physically as one. You turn me on so much Paul. Just thinking about you and your perfect body excites me so I can hardly stand it. Oh, your strong chest, muscular arms, your beautifully shaped legs, your hard flat stomach, and Snuffles, Oh Snuffles. The pleasure I get from touching, from licking, from sucking Snuffles is indescribable. I love it when you shoot in my mouth. I want to swallow every drop and then some. And seeing you in your suit does incredible things to me. The power you wield over me is indescribable. When we sit together on the couch I have to use all my strength to keep from ripping off your clothes.You make me so horny. You send tingles with your touch. I love you an amount that I never thought possible.
Words can’t even come close to expressing my feelings. With you in my life, I feel complete. Whole. With you by my side, nothing can go wrong. You have opened my eyes to a new way of thinking and being. I will love you forever, no matter what.