houlding

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some belle ballgown inspiration after having to witness that horrible prom gown today….. heres some of my faves!

1. I believe this is art by Maria Elena Naggi inspired by a painting of Madame de Pompadour by Boucher

2. pretty sure this is Ann Hould Wards design, correct me if im wrong..

3. Design by Terry Parson

4. The dress in the bottom two pics is by Miguel Angel Huidor

Feedee and or feeder risk of Tumblr

Open tumblr app
Check follow feed
Check search feed with suggestions

5mins later craving heavy amounts of food
Rubbing your belly
Dreaming of being bigger

5 days later
Same thing
Then realize Tumblr has made u gain 5lbs in 5 days

Month later
Still doin it
Realizing Tumblr and the feedee and Feederism community has helped you with your self and embrace your inner feedee or feeder.

Don’t ever look back
If like to feed people keep doin it

Like to be a feedee indulge in it

U can walk away but at the end of day
You are in your bed on tumblr eating chips or cookies while scrolling and rubbing your glorious belly.
Then you will pass out and wake up next day
You are a lil bit fatter
A lil bit wider
A lil bit bigger

I fought for years
But when it comes down to it after neglecting it

I’m at peace with myself
Whatever happens
Happens
I lose a pound oh well

I gain 5 lbs oh well

I still get butterflies in my stomach when I gain and I see my body change everyday
I’m happy and others hould be happy
So
Be HAPPY
AND BE YOURSELF

FUCK WHAT OTHERS SAY

HAPPY EATING AND HAPPY GROWING!!!

Bad Girl Ch 19: Loyalty

“Daddy I already told you that I can’t wear things like that to work,” I tell Baekhyun for the fifth time. He huffs as he shoves the cute baby blue dress back in the closet.

“We are going to have to go shopping for you all over again, everything in here is pastel colors or too girly as you say,” The man shuffles out of my closet and sits down next to me on the bed.

“We don’t need to go shopping I have a whole closet full of work clothes at home with Jiyong.”

“Home with Jiyong?”

I sigh, “My other home,” I specify.

“But I want you to wear things we buy for you.”

“Okay, Daddy, we can go shopping later.”

His face lights up, “Just the two of us?”

“We may have to bring one or two people along to make it somewhat fair but we will see tonight or tomorrow okay?”

I can’t help but smile as he tackles me to the bed, “That good enough!”

“I’m happy you are so excited Daddy but I still need to get dressed, so if you want to do my makeup you are going to need to hurry up.”

“Is this what you were asking about earlier?” Chen comes into the room holding one of my suits on hanger.

“That’s the one! Thank you so much!”

“So I take it Baek couldn’t find something to fit your requirements in your closet.” Chen’s eyes scan over all of the clothes scattered on the floor that Baekhyun made me try on to prove to him that they are not appropriate, though I’m pretty sure he started doing it on purpose just to see me in them.

“You would be right, sorry guys, pinks and purples aren’t going to work for me when I go out for work. But when we go out, just us, I will wear whatever you want.”

Chen hums, “So when is it going to be my turn?”

“Well,” I pause to think it threw, “Xiu got his time, so did Lulu, Kris, so next will be Suho, then Yixing, Baek, then you, so we could probably go out some time later this week. Anything specific you want to do?”

“Can I plan it? I know you are big but is there any chance you can let me take the reigns?” He beams at me.

“Of course, now let me get dressed before Jiho shows up.”

Chen pauses with the suit just out of my reach, “Kris hyung had mentioned something about a song, he tried to hum it to us but none of us thought it sounded right, could you hum a few notes for us?”

I cock my head in confusion, “Why?”

“He said it made him uneasy so he really wants to place it.”

I mindlessly hum the song I’ve heard a million times since I met Jiho. My mind tingles at the familiarity of the song but nothing new comes to mind, just Jiho standing next to me, his arm around my shoulders. The thought makes me smile.

“I wish I could place it,” Baek groans. “I know that song, I swear.”

Chen nods, “We will figure it out at some point, lets not worry about it for now. Lets get you dressed and ready!” I let them help me out of Kris’s massive shirt and into my suit. When I was ready and they too, we wander down to the dining room where everyone is already waiting. Kyungsoo appears with a bowl of porridge and sets it down in front of me, kissing the top of my head. I thank him as I take a bite, automatically regretting it.

“Hot!” I pant, sticking out my tongue and waving at it frantically.

“Oh Baby,” Kyungsoo rushes over and cups my cheeks, “I’m sorry! Is hould have warned you!”

“Here,” Yixing offers me a glass of water, “This will help.”

I chug half a glass of water before taking deep breath, “Thank you. I’m sorry I just get so excited whenever I see your food, I missed it!”

“Well I will be cooking for you for a long time so you don’t need to worry about running out.”

I grin up at him, “Okay Daddy.”

“This is so weird,” Chanyeol mumbles from his spot next to me, “You go from being big to small so quick.” My eyes scan the full table, appreciating each mans’ neat suit before looking down at my own. It’s all black with matching black stilettos. I wink at Kai who is matching me to the black button up with a few undone buttons.

“I have to agree,” Kai blushes across the table.

“I feel like this is normal.”

“No, it feels weird.”

“Just think of it as me going to school. I mean it’s kind of similar, I’ll be gone for about eight hours and then I’ll come back and things will be normal.”

“The difference is that we have no idea where you are, what you are doing, who you are with and when you will be home.” Suho mumbles, “You will be home, right?”

I chuckle, “I will be home, don’t worry.”

Just then there is a knock at the door. I jump to my feet and rush to open it, on the other side is a lot more than I was expecting. Jiho is there with my foot soldiers, all completely poker faced until they realize it is me. Grins spread on their faces, “Jooyoung!” They yell together.

To my surprise I’m pulled out of the doorway but an upset boy, “No,” Sehun snaps. “She is only my Noona.”

“Sehun,” I tap on the boys arm but he doesn’t release me, something Jiho notices and isn’t happy about.

“Who the fuck is this?” Hanbin snaps, ready to charge in and rip me from the boy’s grip but Jiho stops him.

“Joo,” Jiho says surprisingly calm, “We need to go, we have a meeting soon, I picked up the boys already so we could go straight there.”

I nod, “Okay, just give me a second, you didn’t need to bring them to the door with you. You aren’t helping the problem.” Jiho smirks. “Okay, Sehun-ah, you need to let me down, I need to go to work and so do you.”

He lets my feet touch the ground again but his grip on my waist stays firm. His head leans down to rest on mine, not caring about the on lookers and his brothers who are on their way to join us. “Do you promise to come home?”

I turn around and wrap my arms around his neck, “I don’t know why you guys are so worried about that. I will be home.”

“We already don’t want you at our door, the least you could do is not bring guests,” Luhan comments.

“I’m going before things get messy, you guys have a good day at work, okay?” I let go of Sehun with a short kiss on his forehead, before turning on my heel and leading my group back to the car. My daddies just watch me go from the steps until I’m in the car driving down the driveway, with one last wave I’m out of sight.

“Well that was weird,” Jinhwan notes.

“Why is everyone saying everything is so weird today? I think today is going great! Today is going to be a great day!” I bust out.

The car goes quiet, Jiho looks over at me with a confused look, the boys in the back just look scared. “What the hell?”

“I’m sorry, it has just been an interesting morning. Everyone is so worried about me coming home that they literally asked me about it every ten minutes. Now I just keep thinking that something is going to happen that will make me not want to go back but I don’t know what it is. So now just keep rethinking everything they are saying, absolutely everything like should this offend me? Is that what they are worried about? Am I just being to passive to everything?” I groan leaning forward and resting my head on the dash.

Jiho chuckles, “So it really has been a good morning!”

“Oppa! I’m serious! I don’t know what to do about all of this!”

“Well just don’t worry about it for now,” He pats my head. “It’s time for work, focus on that.”

I take a deep breath, “Lets do this! What are we even doing?”

“We are going look over some shipping details with Seungri hyung and Daesung hyung.”

“You made it seem like we had some big important meeting,” I sigh relaxing in my seat.

“I just wanted to get you away from those idiots,” He admits.

I glare at him, “Oppa, what did I say about bad mouthing!”

“You didn’t scold Hanbin for it. He looked about ready beat the shit out of that kid if I wouldn’t have stopped him.”

I turn around in my seat, leaning to the side so I could see all of them, “Okay guys, I know you are all really confused on what is going on and why I’m not at home with Jiyong but I need you to understand that you can not, I repeat cannot, try to harm those guys in anyway, okay?”

“Understood,” They respond together like I knew they would.

“Great, now I’m giving you a five question limit, starting now!”

“Are you and Hyungnim not together anymore?” Donghyuk is the first to ask.

“We are together,” I answer simply.

Junhoe questions me next, “Were those guys the leaders of EXO?”  

“Wow Jun-ah, I didn’t expect you guys to know them right away but yes, you are right. That’s two.”

“When are you coming home?” Chanwoo wonders.

Jiho and I share a look, “I’m not sure yet, soon though, but even if I come home I won’t be staying forever, I’m going to be bouncing back and forth.”

“For how long?” It’s Jiho who asks this one, throwing us all off.

“How ever long I can…” I admit, “You guys shouldn’t worry, I honestly don’t imagine this is going to last long.”

Hanbin mumbles from the backseat, “Who do you think is going to give up first?”

“What?”

The question was not expected from the little information I gave them, but of course Hanbin doesn’t miss a thing, “I’m assuming they are fighting for your love or something?”

“Yes?”

He nods, “Are they both safe?”

“Pretty safe I guess.”

“Would any of them hurt you?”

I hum for a moment, “Not intentionally.”

He nods, “Okay.”

“Okay?”

“Just let us know who we need to kill in the end.”

“Hanbin, I-”

“You don’t need to explain anything else, we had our five questions. We trust you, we know you know what is best for yourself. If you need anything you have us and Jiho hyung, of course, but if you need back up for anything, like an escape or a murder, just let us know.”

I rest my chin on the back of my chair and smile at him, “That’s all I ask for, thank you.”

He gives me a small smile, which is rare for him, “You are welcome.”

“And they loyal boys are hard to find, I got eight right here, I must be a lucky girl.” We do a little playful banter on the way to my office in Jiyong’s building. Jiho tells me that he will be out for most of the day so he won’t interfere with our work. But when I work with my oppas nothing really gets done anyway.

“Jooyoung!” Seungri yells happily when I walk into the conference room.

“Hello to you too Oppa,” I chuckle as the man comes up and hugs me.

“We’ve missed you lately,” Daesung whines as he hugs me as well.

I stare at them for a moment, taking in their nice suits and large smiles, noticing a bouquet and box of candies near where they were sitting, “So I take it Jiyong told you that I found out.”

Seungri drops to his knees in front of me, “Jooyoung I’m so sorry!” He apologizes profusely, being as dramatic as possible.

“Please forgive us!” Daesung soon follows suit, grasping my hand with the saddest face I’ve ever seen, “Oppa would never do something like that to you!”

“It was all Seunghyun hyung! I swear it! I will sign a blood oath to prove my loyalty to you!” Seungri’s amazing acting continues as he grabs a letter opener from the table and looks at me as if he is going to cry. “I’m going to do it!” I watch with a straight face as he brings the blade down on his trembling hands, Daesung is watching as well with judging eyes. When I say nothing Ri stops and glares at me with his hands on his hips, “Are you not going to stop me? Why aren’t you saying anything?”

“I was just seeing how far you would go.”

He pouts, “Joo-ya! Are you seriously doing this to your Oppa?”

I sigh, “Of course not Oppa, I have no reason to be mad at you so you have no reason to worry. Now can we get to work?”

“But I still feel guilty,” Daesung mumbles.

“Buy a good lunch to get rid of your guilt. Then I will be happy.”


Sorry guys it took a bit longer than I thought, I hit a wall for like an hour and suddenly I got a new idea and had to redo the whole chapter. But I finished it! I feel like I’m going to hit another wall so if you guys have any requests that you would like to see, special dates, moments or scandals, certain peoples POVs, please let me know! I can get ideas from the smallest things so anything will help! Hope you have a good night!

er so viktuuri mpreg and birth basically?


“Vitya, this blizzard’s really bad, we should pull over.” His husband’s voice is strained, trying to sound calm, probably for Viktor’s sake.

They’ve already made one trip to the hospital today, early that morning when the contractions had started. Yuuri, sleepy and grumpy and sore, hadn’t put up much fuss about being bundled into the car and taken to the hospital with a frantic Viktor babbling at the wheel. He had one contraction on the drive over (twenty-three minutes after the last, by Viktor’s precise count) and had hardly woken from his sleep in the passenger seat. It was early, and he was tired.

Once at the hospital, Yuuri was seen to promptly, but he’d barely started early labor and was summarily advised to return home.

Viktor had fretted all day, fussing over details of the nursery if not over Yuuri himself.

The contractions steadily increased, each one meticulously timed by Viktor, until Yuuri finally gave in and decided it was hospital time again. Viktor doesn’t think he moved so fast even on the ice.

“We’re ten minutes away, Yuuri, almost there.”

“That’s if we turn onto the main highway, which we both know is not safe in this weather even if you drive slow.”

“Then we’ll go slowly on this road.”

“We’ve swerved twice going slow, not to mention the other drivers who don’t notice our speed and probably can’t even see us.”

“I’ve seen worse-”

“Please, Vitya. There were so many warnings about traveling tonight. I don’t- I c- aah!

Viktor pulls over immediately. That was the loudest Yuuri had been through a contraction so far. He takes hold of his husband’s hand, letting him squeeze and breathe until it’s over. Forty-five seconds.

“My- my water broke.”

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be hopeful and believe there’s some slight chance of me passing and spend my day studying?

or accept likely reality that no matter what i do i’ll fail the test and spend my day enjoying myself?

[At Atsushi and En's wedding]
  • Priest: Should anyone have a reason why these two should not be a wed,speak now or forever hould your peace.
  • Kinshiro: *looks around*
  • Kinshiro: Really? We're all just going to let this happen.

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