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5mins later craving heavy amounts of food
Rubbing your belly
Dreaming of being bigger
5 days later
Then realize Tumblr has made u gain 5lbs in 5 days
Still doin it
Realizing Tumblr and the feedee and Feederism community has helped you with your self and embrace your inner feedee or feeder.
Don’t ever look back
If like to feed people keep doin it
Like to be a feedee indulge in it
U can walk away but at the end of day
You are in your bed on tumblr eating chips or cookies while scrolling and rubbing your glorious belly.
Then you will pass out and wake up next day
You are a lil bit fatter
A lil bit wider
A lil bit bigger
I fought for years
But when it comes down to it after neglecting it
I’m at peace with myself
I lose a pound oh well
I gain 5 lbs oh well
I still get butterflies in my stomach when I gain and I see my body change everyday
I’m happy and others hould be happy
AND BE YOURSELF
“Daddy I already told you that I
can’t wear things like that to work,” I tell Baekhyun for the fifth time. He
huffs as he shoves the cute baby blue dress back in the closet.
“We are going to have to go
shopping for you all over again, everything in here is pastel colors or too
girly as you say,” The man shuffles out of my closet and sits down next to me
on the bed.
“We don’t need to go shopping I
have a whole closet full of work clothes at home with Jiyong.”
“Home with Jiyong?”
I sigh, “My other home,” I specify.
“But I want you to wear things we
buy for you.”
“Okay, Daddy, we can go shopping
His face lights up, “Just the two
“We may have to bring one or two
people along to make it somewhat fair but we will see tonight or tomorrow
I can’t help but smile as he
tackles me to the bed, “That good enough!”
“I’m happy you are so excited Daddy
but I still need to get dressed, so if you want to do my makeup you are going
to need to hurry up.”
“Is this what you were asking about
earlier?” Chen comes into the room holding one of my suits on hanger.
“That’s the one! Thank you so
“So I take it Baek couldn’t find
something to fit your requirements in your closet.” Chen’s eyes scan over all
of the clothes scattered on the floor that Baekhyun made me try on to prove to
him that they are not appropriate, though I’m pretty sure he started doing it
on purpose just to see me in them.
“You would be right, sorry guys,
pinks and purples aren’t going to work for me when I go out for work. But when
we go out, just us, I will wear whatever you want.”
Chen hums, “So when is it going to
be my turn?”
“Well,” I pause to think it threw,
“Xiu got his time, so did Lulu, Kris, so next will be Suho, then Yixing, Baek,
then you, so we could probably go out some time later this week. Anything
specific you want to do?”
“Can I plan it? I know you are big
but is there any chance you can let me take the reigns?” He beams at me.
“Of course, now let me get dressed
before Jiho shows up.”
Chen pauses with the suit just out
of my reach, “Kris hyung had mentioned something about a song, he tried to hum
it to us but none of us thought it sounded right, could you hum a few notes for
I cock my head in confusion, “Why?”
“He said it made him uneasy so he
really wants to place it.”
I mindlessly hum the song I’ve
heard a million times since I met Jiho. My mind tingles at the familiarity of
the song but nothing new comes to mind, just Jiho standing next to me, his arm
around my shoulders. The thought makes me smile.
“I wish I could place it,” Baek
groans. “I know that song, I swear.”
Chen nods, “We will figure it out
at some point, lets not worry about it for now. Lets get you dressed and
ready!” I let them help me out of Kris’s massive shirt and into my suit. When I
was ready and they too, we wander down to the dining room where everyone is
already waiting. Kyungsoo appears with a bowl of porridge and sets it down in
front of me, kissing the top of my head. I thank him as I take a bite,
automatically regretting it.
“Hot!” I pant, sticking out my
tongue and waving at it frantically.
“Oh Baby,” Kyungsoo rushes over and
cups my cheeks, “I’m sorry! Is hould have warned you!”
“Here,” Yixing offers me a glass of
water, “This will help.”
I chug half a glass of water before
taking deep breath, “Thank you. I’m sorry I just get so excited whenever I see
your food, I missed it!”
“Well I will be cooking for you for
a long time so you don’t need to worry about running out.”
I grin up at him, “Okay Daddy.”
“This is so weird,” Chanyeol
mumbles from his spot next to me, “You go from being big to small so quick.” My
eyes scan the full table, appreciating each mans’ neat suit before looking down
at my own. It’s all black with matching black stilettos. I wink at Kai who is
matching me to the black button up with a few undone buttons.
“I have to agree,” Kai blushes
across the table.
“I feel like this is normal.”
“No, it feels weird.”
“Just think of it as me going to
school. I mean it’s kind of similar, I’ll be gone for about eight hours and
then I’ll come back and things will be normal.”
“The difference is that we have no
idea where you are, what you are doing, who you are with and when you will be
home.” Suho mumbles, “You will be home, right?”
I chuckle, “I will be home, don’t
Just then there is a knock at the
door. I jump to my feet and rush to open it, on the other side is a lot more
than I was expecting. Jiho is there with my foot soldiers, all completely poker
faced until they realize it is me. Grins spread on their faces, “Jooyoung!”
They yell together.
To my surprise I’m pulled out of
the doorway but an upset boy, “No,” Sehun snaps. “She is only my Noona.”
“Sehun,” I tap on the boys arm but
he doesn’t release me, something Jiho notices and isn’t happy about.
“Who the fuck is this?” Hanbin
snaps, ready to charge in and rip me from the boy’s grip but Jiho stops him.
“Joo,” Jiho says surprisingly calm,
“We need to go, we have a meeting soon, I picked up the boys already so we
could go straight there.”
I nod, “Okay, just give me a
second, you didn’t need to bring them to the door with you. You aren’t helping
the problem.” Jiho smirks. “Okay, Sehun-ah, you need to let me down, I need to
go to work and so do you.”
He lets my feet touch the ground
again but his grip on my waist stays firm. His head leans down to rest on mine,
not caring about the on lookers and his brothers who are on their way to join
us. “Do you promise to come home?”
I turn around and wrap my arms
around his neck, “I don’t know why you guys are so worried about that. I will
“We already don’t want you at our
door, the least you could do is not bring guests,” Luhan comments.
“I’m going before things get messy,
you guys have a good day at work, okay?” I let go of Sehun with a short kiss on
his forehead, before turning on my heel and leading my group back to the car.
My daddies just watch me go from the steps until I’m in the car driving down
the driveway, with one last wave I’m out of sight.
“Well that was weird,” Jinhwan
“Why is everyone saying everything
is so weird today? I think today is going great! Today is going to be a great
day!” I bust out.
The car goes quiet, Jiho looks over
at me with a confused look, the boys in the back just look scared. “What the
“I’m sorry, it has just been an
interesting morning. Everyone is so worried about me coming home that they
literally asked me about it every ten minutes. Now I just keep thinking that
something is going to happen that will make me not want to go back but I don’t
know what it is. So now just keep rethinking everything they are saying, absolutely
everything like should this offend me? Is that what they are worried about? Am
I just being to passive to everything?” I groan leaning forward and resting my
head on the dash.
Jiho chuckles, “So it really has
been a good morning!”
“Oppa! I’m serious! I don’t know
what to do about all of this!”
“Well just don’t worry about it for
now,” He pats my head. “It’s time for work, focus on that.”
I take a deep breath, “Lets do
this! What are we even doing?”
“We are going look over some
shipping details with Seungri hyung and Daesung hyung.”
“You made it seem like we had some
big important meeting,” I sigh relaxing in my seat.
“I just wanted to get you away from
those idiots,” He admits.
I glare at him, “Oppa, what did I
say about bad mouthing!”
“You didn’t scold Hanbin for it. He
looked about ready beat the shit out of that kid if I wouldn’t have stopped
I turn around in my seat, leaning
to the side so I could see all of them, “Okay guys, I know you are all really
confused on what is going on and why I’m not at home with Jiyong but I need you
to understand that you can not, I repeat cannot,
try to harm those guys in anyway, okay?”
“Understood,” They respond together
like I knew they would.
“Great, now I’m giving you a five
question limit, starting now!”
“Are you and Hyungnim not together
anymore?” Donghyuk is the first to ask.
“We are together,” I answer simply.
Junhoe questions me next, “Were
those guys the leaders of EXO?”
“Wow Jun-ah, I didn’t expect you
guys to know them right away but yes, you are right. That’s two.”
“When are you coming home?” Chanwoo
Jiho and I share a look, “I’m not
sure yet, soon though, but even if I come home I won’t be staying forever, I’m
going to be bouncing back and forth.”
“For how long?” It’s Jiho who asks
this one, throwing us all off.
“How ever long I can…” I admit,
“You guys shouldn’t worry, I honestly don’t imagine this is going to last
Hanbin mumbles from the backseat,
“Who do you think is going to give up first?”
The question was not expected from
the little information I gave them, but of course Hanbin doesn’t miss a thing,
“I’m assuming they are fighting for your love or something?”
He nods, “Are they both safe?”
“Pretty safe I guess.”
“Would any of them hurt you?”
I hum for a moment, “Not
He nods, “Okay.”
“Just let us know who we need to
kill in the end.”
“You don’t need to explain anything
else, we had our five questions. We trust you, we know you know what is best
for yourself. If you need anything you have us and Jiho hyung, of course, but
if you need back up for anything, like an escape or a murder, just let us
I rest my chin on the back of my
chair and smile at him, “That’s all I ask for, thank you.”
He gives me a small smile, which is
rare for him, “You are welcome.”
“And they loyal boys are hard to
find, I got eight right here, I must be a lucky girl.” We do a little playful
banter on the way to my office in Jiyong’s building. Jiho tells me that he will
be out for most of the day so he won’t interfere with our work. But when I work
with my oppas nothing really gets done anyway.
“Jooyoung!” Seungri yells happily
when I walk into the conference room.
“Hello to you too Oppa,” I chuckle
as the man comes up and hugs me.
“We’ve missed you lately,” Daesung
whines as he hugs me as well.
I stare at them for a moment,
taking in their nice suits and large smiles, noticing a bouquet and box of
candies near where they were sitting, “So I take it Jiyong told you that I
Seungri drops to his knees in front
of me, “Jooyoung I’m so sorry!” He apologizes profusely, being as dramatic as
“Please forgive us!” Daesung soon
follows suit, grasping my hand with the saddest face I’ve ever seen, “Oppa
would never do something like that to you!”
“It was all Seunghyun hyung! I
swear it! I will sign a blood oath to prove my loyalty to you!” Seungri’s
amazing acting continues as he grabs a letter opener from the table and looks
at me as if he is going to cry. “I’m going to do it!” I watch with a straight
face as he brings the blade down on his trembling hands, Daesung is watching as
well with judging eyes. When I say nothing Ri stops and glares at me with his
hands on his hips, “Are you not going to stop me? Why aren’t you saying
“I was just seeing how far you
He pouts, “Joo-ya! Are you
seriously doing this to your Oppa?”
I sigh, “Of course not Oppa, I have
no reason to be mad at you so you have no reason to worry. Now can we get to
“But I still feel guilty,” Daesung
“Buy a good lunch to get rid of
your guilt. Then I will be happy.”
Sorry guys it took a bit longer
than I thought, I hit a wall for like an hour and suddenly I got a new idea and
had to redo the whole chapter. But I finished it! I feel like I’m going to hit
another wall so if you guys have any requests that you would like to see,
special dates, moments or scandals, certain peoples POVs, please let me know! I
can get ideas from the smallest things so anything will help! Hope you have a
“Vitya, this blizzard’s really bad, we should pull over.” His husband’s voice is strained, trying to sound calm, probably for Viktor’s sake.
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“We’re ten minutes away, Yuuri, almost there.”
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