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anonymous asked:

Sorry to hear about what happened at your work place and about your friend :(. Just wanted to drop a message telling you how thankful I am for your blog because you deserve some love. You are one of my main sources for some soymilk, and I'm sure many of us appreciates all your contributions to this community <3

Thank you for your kind words!  I think it’s a good thing I have the day off tomorrow; I think I’m just going to take some time to myself, maybe turn some of these emotions I’m feeling into something constructive - maybe write some fanfic or make more progress in my NG+ Chaos Zesty run and show off some more crazy grade screenies.  And do my laundry, because I’m a Big Girl and I should do my own chores. That and I need clean work clothes for Thursday, lol.

And it makes me happy that this shippy blog of mine gets some eyeballs.  I started this tumblr account just as an excuse to show some love to all the fanart I saw, and reblog them all to one place so I could keep a record of all the fanart I liked (as you guys can tell, there’s a lot I like, haha).  Next thing I know, I’m pming you guys, answering a random asks, writing snippets of smut (obligatory: Oh my!), and streaming (with voice chat, no less) for fun.  Like, I’d talked on and off about streaming with RL friends (including the one I mentioned earlier tonight) in the past, but every time, I’d always insisted on no mic (at least, for me).  I was always afraid to be known as “the girl”, that I’d get verbally attacked or harassed online for messing up even the slightest bit.  And yet, there I was, streaming for you guys last weekend for Sormik Week 2016, with voice chat and having a total blast.  And at the end of it all, thinking about doing it again.

I literally don’t have enough words to describe how amazing this community is - and I’ve been a part of several, anime and gaming.  I don’t think I’ve ever come across one that’s as inclusive and welcoming as this one.  I’m definitely here to stay, if for no other reason than to keep reblogging pretty pretty fanart and keep blogging about my feels and screenies for Zestiria, and probably Berseria once that releases, and … well let’s just say any other Tales game Bamco decides to release on PC, haha.