hope you can deal with me

anonymous asked:

Hi, I absolutely adore your blog. Could you, possibly, do the UT!, UF!, US!, and SF! (Or however many you wish, I couldn't find the rules) brothers finding out their S/O has an abusive family? It would be a huge comfort for me dealing with my abusive family. Thank you so much.

I chose the UT bros, US Sans and UF Papyrus for this. I hope everything goes okay where you are, I know it can be really rough <3 These also ended up being way too long for me to do at once, so I’ll do US Sans and UT Papyrus tomorrow (it is 11 40 PM where I am right now).


Warning: This post may contain triggering content. You may continue to read if you feel you are safe doing so. This is tagged below as abuse mention, panic attack mention and harm mention. There will be no self-harm. Also, these are very long. Be prepared for that too.

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anonymous asked:

Haphephobic!S/O with Oikawa? How does he handle PDA?(Haphephobia is the fear of being touched, more specifically for this, physical contact. I deal with this a lot in real life since I have haphephobia) I'll leave it up to you if you want it to be a scenario or headcannon.

I’m going to go with headcanons, hope that’s okay! Also if you enjoyed this request and want to support your college bound admin, buy me a coffee on Ko-Fi!

-Admin Lana

  • Oikawa is an affectionate man and enjoys to display his love for his s/o in front of others. When he learns of this fear of yours, he can’t help but feel slightly disappointed. He doesn’t mean any harm by it, it’s just not in his nature.
  • He tries to be conscious of his movements and tries not to touch you, but he’ll occassionly forget at times. You’ll have to gently remind him sometimes, but the worst thing you could do is yell at him. It’d hurt him.
  • If we’re being realistic, Oikawa would try to help you overcome this fear little by little. But this setter vibes for physical attention so it’d be quite hard to settle for a long term relationship if things didn’t progress.
Mother You Say (This Is Love)

I wrote a poem this while back to deal with my anger and hurt towards my family, but also my mother in particular. After I came out as trans, she started trying to ‘right’ me. She believes I’m sick and confused and refuses to call me anything more than my birth name. It hurts a lot cause my relationship with my mother was really close, and now there’s a rift between us.

This is a poem I wrote to her. No idea if she’ll ever see it or read it, but it helped me to write it all out. And I wanted to share it with you guys, cause I think a lot of us can relate, trans or not, to a family who ignores you and pushes you down.

I’ve lost track of all the tears we’ve cried
Over the thought of me wanting a flat chest
A bulge in my pants, a swagger in my walk
I’ve lost track of how many times you’ve called me female, sick, in need of help
And yes I know I need help
But not the kind you want me to seek out

I’ve hidden this before
I let you convince me I was wrong
That I deceived myself
A year in denial
It may not seem like long but I wish I had it back
Even if my pain would have lengthened
Because I hate myself for ignoring this just as much as I hate myself for being this

The ability to say I’m proud to be me still resists my tongue
I can’t say my name without being afraid of who hears
As if someone will twist me into a joke on reality
A little girl who wants to be a man
How pathetic
She really should grow up
Be a woman

You’ll never be a real man
You’ll always be a byproduct of genetics
I take in these words
The sting and the spiral
Letting them coat me in loathing and tears
You say you don’t want to hurt me
But your words have sharp edges
I’m just the mistake in the manufacturing process that you’ll never want to meet

How trite

You say you’re only doing this cause you love me
But hurting your child cause your scared doesn’t count as love
Even if you’ve got a choir of voices behind you
Screaming out that we just need to have faith
As they ignore the gone, the broken, the pretenders
Who try hard to make you think they’re fine when we all know they’re dying inside
So don’t tell me to “have faith”
Because I have faith in a God who accepts me for me
Not one who wants me to be the little girl you wished I’d be
Pulling out the hair bows and tearing the dresses you put on me
Cause even a two-year-old knows when something isn’t right

So I’m sorry
I’m sorry for the little girl you never really had
For the nights you spend praying for someone who never existed
For the days you assume I will walk away from the Father because you can’t see the new love I have for him
But I’m not sorry for replacing the son you thought you lost
You may have never had a little girl
But you’ll always have a son

nerfthismf  asked:

Hey, Chris! Could I get a pronoun validation for Jamie / Jessie? (She/Her or They/Them, prefer She/Her) I'm MTF and dealing with a lot. Love the blog, keep it up, love!

You can my friend!!!
Jamie!!!!!! She’s my friend!!!! She’s also Jessie sometimes and that’s awesome too!!! I love them so much!!!! She’s so lovely!!! I’m actually talking to her right now! They’re fun to talk to I’d recommend it 10/10 should talk to Jessie!!! I’m using lots of exclamations cause she’s amazing and makes me happy!!! I hope her day is super amazing even with tough stuff and I hope her whole week is lovely!!!!

anonymous asked:

My parents have known I'm trans for about 5 years, and yesterday I told them I need them to make an effort to use my name and pronouns if I'm going to spend time with them. They accused me of blackmailing them into being part of a lie, and said they will never change what they call me. I don't know if I can ever reason with them, they are radical christians and are very set in their opinion. Does anyone know if there is any hope they might come around :( They suck but they're still my family

Hey there, im so sorry youre dealing that. My aunt and uncle are evangelical christians and they attempted to send me to conversion camp so I get it on some level. I think that they may come around with time, but I also caution you about being overly hopeful. Families can be incredibly difficult and thats really hard. Keep being true to yourself and talking to them about why their support is important. Bur also be sure to take care of yourself. In our FAQ we have some parent resources and also some self help resources that might help. You gender is not a lie, no matter what they say. Hang in there



I am devastated. I have been staring at my screen for a while now, I just don’t have the words for this. I feel like I lost a good friend. And I know that sounds stupid because how can you say that about someone you didn’t even really know personally? I don’t get it either, all I know is that my heart is broken. I never felt understood, until Chester started singing. I went through some horrible stuff he went through as well and I just.. felt connected to him. And now he’s gone. I’m so sorry. I hope his family and friends get to heal from this terrible loss. I hope he is finally at peace with himself. 

I’m sorry I have been gone for a long time again. It happens too often, I know. I’m still dealing with mental issues myself, I’m not sure if it will ever get better. But for this I had to make an exception. I tried to make something special for him and for the rest of the band. I made a photoset of every chorus of the new album. I hope you guys like it. I know I’m not the best editor, but it was really made from the heart. Rest in peace Chester. 

Dear future wife…

I been trying to figure out a way to write these words for like the past 5 years now. I think it’s because that’s when I turned 21, when things were fun for my peers but I was consciously dreaming on how to spend my life with you explicitly. I’ve been extremely patient while battling temptation from a world that tells me “fuck a wife” and “it’s cool to have a grip of girls” — yet I’ve still been roaming the ocean just to prove why waiting for you was worth my world. I can’t tell you how many nights I stayed up visualizing a life, one where I’d never leave your side. Can you imagine how many pieces of paper I balled up out of frustration because I thought I met you in someone else only to give my all, then end up back by myself.

See when you finally look into my eyes, I want you to know that I was the walking definition of persistence. No matter how many times I was told “just fuck these hoes” I resisted. Because I couldn’t imaging myself trading in a night for what’s missing. When you look at me I want you to see the queen within yourself that reflects from my pupils but penetrate your soul. A sight that magnifies your queendom, so if your love were particles and I was blind I could still see them.

You have no idea how many times in my mind you said, “I do” without me even meeting you.

This is beyond fate or a first date. My soul is so entangled in your spirit that even from heaven I can feel it. I need you to know that the last love I believed to be you stabbed me so intensely that life wasn’t worth living. However, your hand touched my faced and it was in that feeling that I found hope. The journey for you became my solace to exist, my reason to persist, my will to resist, my heart to risk.

Never forget I risked it all for you before you knew I risked it.

So no matter where you are in the universe, I’ll find you. No matter how long it takes, I’ll search for you. The reason why is because I can feel you too. You’re searching for me and you’re dealing with heartbreak, fake love, regrets, and setbacks. Once I find you, I’ll set back your setbacks. I’ll make you fall in love so deeply you’ll forget those regrets. Any fake love you’ve experienced will become realer than any HD romantic film you’ve experienced.

On that day you take my hand in marriage I’ll smile and say, “We’re married.” I’ll remind you that your love was always mine to carry. That the men you’ve experienced in your past was exactly what the universe needed you to experience to be the women you are now. I’ll kiss your forehead a million times, to make a million rhymes; you’ll lay next to me and I’ll write you a million lines on this same sheet of paper.

The love I give you as your Prince Charming will become realer than your reality. You’ll never need love as a supplement. Your smile will shine the darkest of days. Your aura will shine the darkest of ways. The love we create when we have children will validate every word I say. I’ll love you like the seeds you grow for 9 months, as if it were a 100 years and we were old and gray. I still hold your hand each and every day.

I don’t know when I’ll find you but I know when I do every single minute will be worth the lifetime you deserved to have me there while I desperately searched this desert.
Believe me when I say on that day we’ll be in love forever…

My future wife.

for a lot of us, it seems nearly impossible to find a balance between our grades and our health. i’ve created a list of tips and resources for managing classwork as well as mental illness. i tried to be inclusive of depression and anxiety as well as other disorders like adhd and bipolar. (i’d like to be more inclusive of others, but i couldn’t find a lot of resources and wasn’t sure what would help aaaa)

please let me know if you have anything to add, and i hope this post can help you out in some way c:

while studying

  • create a routine, and do your best to stick to it. having a consistent schedule can be a struggle, especially when dealing with long days of class or difficulties with sleep. try something more open-ended and flexible if you can’t manage specific times. (studying for an hour in the morning and before bed vs studying at 8 am and 10 pm)
  • start with your favourite subject. there are a lot of suggestions on how to start a study session (and they usually conflict it seems), but i’ve found that this works best for me. your favourite subject may be easy or difficult, but by starting with it, you get in the groove of studying and won’t get burnt out as quickly, giving you more energy to do your other work.
  • don’t take on more than what you can handle. if you’re feeling motivated, great! get as much done as you can! but on the bad days, just do what you can. there are times where it seems nearly impossible to get anything done, but still try to make the most out of each day and do what you’re able to so you don’t fall far behind. do what you can, when you can. don’t overwork yourself so much.

during class

  • take notes. for me, the easiest way to lose track during a class is if i don’t write or doodle. even if the material doesn’t seem important, write it down! it may be useful later, and it’ll keep your mind from wandering during lecture. (that being said, don’t always write things exactly as the teacher says; putting it into your own words can make it easier to remember and understand)
  • record lecture audio. if you can’t copy everything down in time, or if for whatever reason you need to know something verbatim, then you’ll have something to listen to again later.
  • take pics of what the instructor writes on the board. similar to the above tip, you can refer back to the pictures you took. just don’t forget about them! write yourself a note or make an alarm on your phone to remind you that there’s more material to review. don’t be the kid who takes pictures during the whole lecture but never writes anything, that kid’s obnoxious and gets bad grades
  • stay focused. i fidget a lot with my hands and feet, especially during a long lecture or study session. i find that keeping my hand on my pen/pencil is the simplest way to keep my mind on track, but fidget toys may help you as well. most teachers and students are fine with it as long as it’s not too disruptive.

at home

  • keep track of medication. ngl i am suuuper forgetful when it comes to medication :’) if you’re forgetful too, leave yourself as many reminders as you can. set alarms, write notes, or have someone else keep you accountable if you’re living with a parent or roommate. having routine helps here as well, especially if you take meds multiple times a day.
  • communicate regularly with your doctor. if you’re living away from home, or just a busy student, it can be particularly difficult to make appointments. but you should still make an effort to email your doctor, therapist, etc. at least once a month, and more often if you’re currently changing or adjusting medications.
  • “catching up” on sleep is a myth. depriving yourself of sleep during the week and then sleeping in on the weekends won’t fix your sleep schedule, sadly. keep it consistent if you can. even if you’re staying up late and sleeping in, try to get at least 7-8 hours. whether it’s 12-8 am or 2-10 am, it’s a reasonable amount for getting through the day. sleeping too little can leave you tired and grumpy in the morning, but sleeping too much can also leave you groggy, sluggish, and unproductive for the rest of the day.
  • eat something healthy. okay, no one can eat healthy all the time, and i don’t expect you to. i certainly don’t expect myself to lol. but we can still find a healthy snack or meal to make a part of our lives. sometimes fruit is the best comfort food tbh. here are a few simple snacks that you could try, for studying or for whatever else. i personally enjoy anything with berries, especially yogurt parfait or oatmeal.
  • have a support system. it helps so much to have someone you can talk to when you’re not feeling well or in need of encouragement. it can be a friend, a parent, a sibling, your significant other, or even other members of the studyblr community! (if you don’t have anyone to talk to, please talk to me!! i am here for you my friendo)

other stuff

  • community college by @universi-tea - if you’re worried about moving into dorms or away from home (or are simply unable to), i strongly encourage you to try out community college. it’s made schooling much more enjoyable and accessible for me and i think everyone should give it a chance. plus it’s waaay cheaper.
    • also, most (if not all) U.S. schools have a disability services department; this applies to both physical and mental illnesses. talking to them for the first time can be nerve-wracking, but in the long run it’s completely worth it. teachers and staff want to help you! but you have to help yourself a lil bit too. accommodations may include leniency about attendance and deadlines, or they may let you take exams on earlier or later dates with fewer students present. the flexibility with deadlines has saved my ass more than once tbh
  • things to do when things don’t feel right by @affectionsuggestions - sometimes it’s okay to just do small things, and sometimes it’s okay to not do anything at all.
  • ways to start feeling again by @urbanthropologie - similar to above, but with a focus on mindfulness (helps with anxiety, dissociation, etc)
  • my mental illness tag - this has many other resources that are otherwise not listed in this post.
  • my printables tag! - printables are great for when you’re too tired or not sure how to write things out completely by hand. there are some planners and calendars as well as gratitude logs, habit trackers, etc.
  • i have tons of other tags listed here if you need anything more specific :>

thank you for reading! i hope you found some of these tips helpful. i believe in you!!

anonymous asked:

oh, also! one thing i wish your video had discussed was UNDER-stimulation! a lot of autistic people also deal with LACK of sensory input poorly, which is another reason to stim! like i've been known to have friends sit on my lap because i need MORE touch-based input!

Oh that’s so interesting!!! I didn’t know that either!! There was lots not discussed in that video, and I’m learning lots of things!! I also am hearing that for many autism IS considered a disability and should be approached as such! Thank you all for bringing these things up to me. I’m still continuously learning and I hope more content can be produced in the future to clarify these things! It’s such a spectrum, there should be more representation in future vids!

Romanized Korean in Kpop Fanfics

I get it. Sometimes when you’re writing a Kpop fanfic, you want to make the experience as authentic for the reader as possible. And what better way to do that than to throw the occasional Korean in here and there?

Romanized Korean is great; there are certain colloquial things in Korean that you just can’t translate into English. So yes, all the power to you writers out there using romanized Korean - kudos to you for trying to incorporate another language into your writing in a way that makes your story flow more naturally in a certain cultural setting. But are you doing it correctly?

I can’t tell you how much I cringe when I find a well-written fic and am enjoying it… when the author drops some misused romanized Korean smack in the middle. For those of you scrunching their noses at this post and thinking, “What’s the big deal? It’s just a fic. Just ignore it.” I’d like to point out that yes it is slightly insulting when someone misuses your language, acts like it’s not a big deal, and continues to misuse your language even if they may or may not know that they are misusing it.

So to spread awareness on using proper romanized Korean, I am uploading this post to share several common mistakes that fanfic writers tend to make.

Hope you find this helpful!


- “Jongin-yah”x “Hwasa-ah”×
- Can you tell me why these are wrong?
- If these sound right to you, you are probably not using these suffixes correctly.
- RULE: -ah is used with names that end in a consonant sound while -yah is used with names that end in a vowel sound.
- RULE: you should only use -ah/-yah when directly addressing someone.
- “Jungkook-ah, we really need to hang out sometime!“
- “Hani-yah, let’s go study at the library later today.” 
- NEVER use these suffixes in the object form/to refer to someone.
- “Did our Sungmin-ah sleep well last night?”x 
- "I was with Sunny-yah at the club yesterday.“x


- Personally, I dislike seeing ‘jagi’ in fanfics because it does translate into ‘Honey’ or ‘Sweetheart’ and other similar terms of endearment. But if you must use it for whatever reason, make sure you’re using it correctly!
- “Our jagi-yah looks so cute today!”x
- “Is our jagi-yah sick?”x
- This is such a common mistake.
- As in the previous lesson, ‘jagi’ ends with a vowel sound, therefore the appropriate ending is? Yup. -Yah.
- So why is the above example wrong?
- As in the previous lesson, you should ONLY use -yah after ‘jagi’ when you are directly addressing someone and not commenting on their appearance/condition/etc.
- “Jagi-yah, let’s go eat something yummy today~”
- “I bought a pretty necklace for our jagi.”


- “I went on a date with Suhoie-ah yesterday.”x
- That actually killed me to type.
- RULE: Unlike -ah/-yah, you can use -ie in the object form/to refer to someone and to comment on someone’s appearance/condition/etc.
- RULE: Only use -ie if the name ends with a consonant sound.
- “Have I ever introduced you to Sebomie?”
- “Jiminie performed so well on stage today.”
- “Did you get Youngjaeie’s number?”x
- NEVER use -ie and -ah/-yah together
- “Kim Soohyunie-yah is my kdrama crush!”x
- Just. No.
- NEVER use the suffixes -ah/-yah outside of Kpop fanfics.  -ie is okay.
- For example, when commenting on a music video:
- “Sehunie is so good looking” is perfectly fine.
- “Kihyun-ah sings so well!” is not since you’re commenting on a quality of his and not directly addressing him.


- “Annyeong! Jeoneun Irene ibnida!”x
- Lit. Translated: “Hello! I am Irene!”
- Bottom line is, if you can translate directly into English, I implore you to stay away from romanized Korean.
- You might as well just type your whole story in Korean if you’re going to use romanized Korean so heavily.
- “Umma, how have you been?“x
- Lit. Translated: “Mom, how have you been?”
- ahem
- Sorry.  It needed to be said.
- Honestly speaking, using romanized Korean in your fics isn’t completely necessary.  If your story setting is in Korea and the majority of your characters are Korean, then it’s assumed that they are speaking Korean even though you’re writing in English.  You don’t see professional Dramafever subtitles using -ah/-yah or oppa in their subs do you?

Anywaaaaaays happy fanfic writing and I hope this wasn’t too confusing :)

Note: I am Korean



But I guess that’s what the majority of you all followed me for in the first place anyways…. so you can’t complain too much. 

I really hope you can understand what it even says i’m pretty tired right now though, i didn’t have the energy to type text and arrange it for all that

Hunter x Hunter (2011)

Final Rate: S
Cry-o-meter: 4/5


+First of all, holy shit
+The protagonists are extremely likable, well-written, and complex. 
+I’ve never been more invested in a cast of characters 
+The villains are also likable, well-written, and complex. I can’t believe this show threw the most irredeemable ruthless killer at me and then made me cry over him.
+A well paced, slow-burn story that starts deceptively lighthearted and then gets dark and violent and genuinely upsetting
+Stellar character development. Everyone gets a turn to be the antihero and I fucking love it.
+Actions have actual consequences and the show isn’t afraid to kill off characters
+Intense and creative fight scenes
+The Phantom Troupe arc was dope as all hell
+Kurapika is the accumulation of all of my least favorite tropes but it’s played completely straight and he’s my favorite 
+The art gradually increases in quality. It starts off kinda mediocre but by the end of the show it’s great
+It progresses almost like an RPG. The characters start off level one, with not a whole lot of skills or punch, and by the end they’re level 100 or so. The main characters don’t start off powerful (with maybe a small exception to Killua).
+The characters train? They actually train to get better? This is such a little thing but you can actually watch their progress.
+That *iconic* shot when Killua goes full-electric mode for the first time
+It’s not cheesy! it’s not! It seems like the show that would be really cheesy with a lot of angry screaming but it’s not!
+No filler! Everything is plot relevant!

-It’s been on hiatus for a while because the creator is dealing with back problems and people aren’t all that hopeful about it continuing 
-I need more Kurapika! The last clip of him at the very end just left me wanting to see more of him. The next arc in the manga is actually focused on Kurapika and Leorio but it won’t be animated for a while…
-The Chimera Ant arc probably could have been cut down in length, and a lot of the character designs were goofy. It changed and became better, but still. 
-The Alluka mini-arc didn’t really do it for me. She didn’t have any character depth, she came out of nowhere, and it didn’t make me feel those sweet sweet emotions the show usually provides
-Hisoka pops a boner for a 12 year old 
-”sorry but you take second place to alluka lol” b i t ch after everything you’d been through together?
-Unfinished, for now.

Final Comments: Holy fuck I wasn’t expecting to like this show as much as I did. Easily joined my list of personal favorites. I honestly can’t even say anything but if you love that slow burn frog-in-a-frying-pan type of show then you’ll love it. The pacing is so good, I love everyone, honestly please give it a chance and don’t get turned off if the first few episodes aren’t your style. 

“Did you know that Stiles is great at pole dancing?” Scott asked one day as the pack, including the human he was talking about, was sitting around Derek’s living room eating pizza.

Isaac choked.

“What?” Erica gasped, clearly overjoyed. “When? Where?”

“High school, Jungle,” Stiles grunted, watching Isaac choke on his pizza in amusement. “I needed the money, and I just turned 18. So why not?”

“It’s pole dancing,” Isaac said weekly.

“Yes, and I’m a very flexible person. I need to explore my abilities.”

“No you don’t.”

“Can you show us?” Erica asked, eyes wide and hopeful.

“No,” Stiles said in a deadpan.

“Why?” Scott and Erica whined together.

“Because first of all, ew. Second of all, there’s no pole.” Stiles gave Scott a look. “And why do you want to see it?”

“Because it’s amazing, dude! No laws of physics.”

Stiles raised his eyebrows. “Give me 50 bucks and a pole and you got yourself a deal.”

Erica jumped up to her feet. “There’s a pole at my house.”

“I got the 50 bucks,” Boyd replied.

Stiles groaned and sank into the couch with a firm pout.

Scott grinned and clapped Stiles on the shoulder. “Come on, Stiles. No time to loose.”

“I literally hate all of you.”

Anyone else want to finish this for me? XD

Lil’ something for @pale-silver-comb even though it’s not much

i love that louis and harry arent afraid of writing the reality of their situation because they are human like everyone else dealing with a shitty situation like, “yes this is hard, yes we argue, yes we are stubborn, yes this is fucking stressful, yes i hate every single thing we have to do to hide us when we dont want to” but they both still have so much fucking hope “we can get thru this, i love you, you are my home, im going to keep doing my best to make this work, being with you makes all the hell worth it, just keep holding on with me” and like fUCK I LOVE THEM ITS NOT FAIR THAT THEY HAVE TO BE GOING THRU THIS FOR SO LONG AND THE FACT THAT HE PUT IT ON THE ALBUM AFTER WRITING IT SO LONG AGO !!! HE STILL FEELS LIKE THAT AND IM JUST IMA MESS GOD

confusedandroid  asked:

I got into an argument with someone because they were being mean about the Bill Nye gender episode and tried to say that there are only two genders what should I do

In my experience, someone who makes that argument is either ignorant (meaning they aren’t aware of current research as it evolves) or they’re just a bigot who doesn’t want to let a person be who they are. I don’t understand why another person’s gender identity is in any way threatening to anyone else, and I can’t help but feel like someone who freaks out when they encounter a transperson is just insecure about themselves. 

I don’t think gender is a big deal, which is very easy for me to say because I’m a cis white hetro male, and I get the luxury of not having people threaten or attempt to minimize my basic existence. Because it’s not something I have to think about, I don’t have a good answer for you. I hope that someone who is not a cis white hetero male can answer you, because I would also like to know how I can be the best ally I can be.

Until then, though: I think it’s important to treat people with kindness and compassion, until they give you a reason not to. A person’s gender is, as far as I am concerned, not my business to judge or even care about. 

Is this helpful at all? I feel like maybe it isn’t helpful.

Things you’ll have to deal with if you want to stan B.A.P

(+ an effort to promote the group)

[Reblog and add more, let’s do this long]

-Mr “Bang”

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-Mr “I’m too handsome for this planet”

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-Mr “I love BABYz way too much”

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-Mr “Science tried to define me but it was not possible”

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-Mr “I do normal things but weirdly”

Originally posted by bang-sayang

-Mr “I can’t help it I’m too cute”

Originally posted by junhongsprincess

Things BABYz have to deal with:




-Insane epicness

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-and friendship

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-The king of traitors

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-and tears.

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-Best Absolute Perfect music

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-and devotion

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Punk (Chap. 11)

Originally posted by coporolight

Summary: You’re head over heels for your best friend Bucky and hate the nickname he gave you as it doesn’t exactly scream romance.

Word count: ~2500

Warnings: Language, mission/war related violence and gore, shooting, battle related injuries/casualties/mayhem

A/N:  My sincere apologies for how long this has taken.  I’ve been dealing with some personal things and, quite frankly, it took away all desire to write.  I hope you like this chapter, the photo with the shield later on in the story is actually the inspiration for the entire series.  So you can get inspiration from anywhere :)  I want to thank everyone who stuck around waiting and who has been so helpful and kind to me.  Also, I’m very excited to continue writing more chapters!  Thank you for your continued patience.

As always, feedback is always appreciated.  Please let me know how the ‘action’ plays out as I am always looking for ways to improve my storytelling.  Thanks!

Your face fell in horror, but you seemed to be the only one moving, the rest of the world seemed to be stuck in some sort of time lapse.  Bucky was still just crouching there, holding the boy, with that stupid, beautiful smile still plastered to his face, not yet seeing the danger, not yet registering your alarm.

No no no no no no NO!  Your mind was screaming the words as you tore your gaze away from the scene.  The man was getting closer.  NO!

You bolted forward, shoving the woman into the alley screaming for Bucky to run, ripping your vocal chords in the process. Your legs felt like they were trudging through molasses, like some force was pulling you back, weighing you down. And each step on the pavement felt like an elephant stomp making the ground shake.  But it was as if you weren’t moving any closer.  But you had to.  You had to.   Because what was about to happen could. not. happen.

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  • Me, waking up in the morning: boy is it a good day to love NCT Dream!
  • Me, eating breakfast: wow i just really love NCT Dream!!!
  • Me, getting ready for school: Isn't SM's new boy group NCT Dream just the cutest?
  • Me, through each of my classes: Hoo boy i sure love thos Dream boys!!! just the purest!
  • Me, on the bus ride home: You know who I love? SM's subunit with the members Mark Lee, Lee Donghyuck, Lee Jeno, Na Jaemin, Huang Renjun, Zhong Chenle and Park Jisung, NCT Dream!
  • Me, doing my homework: I hope the loves of my life NCT Dream are eating well and sleeping because I love and care about them!
  • Me, eating dinner: Wow I sure am glad I follow the right people who dont sexualize my amazing boys NCT Dream! Because I love them so much and they shouldn't have to deal with that!
  • Me, falling asleep: Man, i can't wait to wake up tomorrow and love NCT Dream even more

Bonus and Final Update (3/3)

And there we have it! Interestingly, the comic is ending nearly exactly a year since I first had the idea for it: on a miserable holiday in London I saw a guy in Forbidden Planet with Pride Flag coloured earrings and later went to eat at a restaurant with a short, sassy waiter. So to create some sense of solace for myself as my real life was crumbling around me, I decided to think about what would happen if they met…

As I was making this comic I had a good number of people ask me if this was based on real life or had happened to me. I was quite surprised by this. I’ll just say quickly that, no, the events and story aren’t real, but I did draw a lot from my own life to create this comic. Things from Harry’s dad introducing him to animation via a stickman flipbook or various things Russ thinks about art, these all come from my life.

Even Harry’s name kind of comes from my life as well as a few people have said I looked like and have called me Harry Potter. As for other names, Russ is named after Russell from the movie Weekend. That movie was a huge source of inspiration for this comic. I really wanted to try and capture its sense of mundane space and existence, but give it a happy ending. Reese is named after the character Reese from Zoids, my favourite show growing up as a kid. Marion is named after a contestant on the show Project Runway whose dress I really liked, but they were sent home anyway. I don’t know why Cole is called Cole. He just is. Gertrud and Mindy are in reference to Gertrude and Minna from the show Strike Witches which one of my closest friends loves a great deal and ships together. Oh, Gertrud and Mindy are married. I forgot to mention that earlier. Isara is named thus because that’s one of my other close friend’s favourite names. And Wilden is kinda named after my other other close friend.

To know about my next project you can follow me on my main art tumblr: e-h-macmillan.tumblr.com . It’s a bit quiet there as I’ve been taking a break from the internet, but I’ll definitely talk about any comic updates I have there.

So that’s that! I hope you had a good time reading this and maybe inspired you to hope a little :)