hope i see them tonight

Nothin quite like dealing with all of your mental illnesses all at once at 3AM.

🎂
  • *the garden, Mummy & Daddy's*
  • Molly: *examining the buffet table*
  • Sherrinford: *slides up beside her; puts on a mocking voice* What are you thinking, the pork or the pasta?
  • Molly: *looks up; smiles* Oh, hey. Your mum keeps asking me when we're getting married!
  • Sherrinford: Mmm, she was a mathematician. Knows what adds up.
  • Molly: *chuckles* Very funny. Anyway, I told her it's not like that. Now she's trying to fix me up with Sherrinford.
  • Sherrinford: *smirks*
  • Molly: *eyes wide* You...are Sherrinford, aren't you?
  • Sherrinford: *extends his hand* Guilty as charged, Molly Hooper.
  • Molly: *blushing* Oh God. Sorry, hi. You look like- I mean, Sherlock never mentioned he had a twin brother
  • Sherrinford: Hmm, it doesn't really come under his favourite subject *pauses* himself.
  • Molly: *giggles*
  • Sherrinford: *grins* Or you.
  • Molly: *confused* Huh?
  • Sherlock: *hurries over to them, almost spilling his drinks; almost nervous* What are you talking about?
  • Sherrinford: *winks at Molly* Ears burning...
  • Molly: *giggles*
  • Sherlock: *annoyed* Sherrinford!
  • Sherrinford: *rolls his eyes* If you must know, I was about to tell Molly Hooper - pathologist, brainy, single, cat lady, sexy as hell *turns to Molly* sorry, I'm paraphrasing but that's the jist *back to Sherlock; slowly* that you fancy her *smug*
  • Sherlock: ...
  • Molly: ...
  • Sherrinford: For me? *nicks one of Sherlock's drinks* bonsoir, brother dear *leaves*
  • Sherlock: ...
  • Sherlock: *clears his throat* I-I don't fancy you. It's a...deep affetion *stares into his remaining glass* I love you.
  • Molly: *holds his free hand, smiling* I love you too.
  • Sherlock: *smiles*

this noora plot line better take a big step towards resolution tonight, this specific story needs to get mostly wrapped up in this first half of the season since so much time has been spent on it already (and noora was the first to fall remember 👀👀)

Heartland 1004
My reaction, tonight is not at all what I expected & probably not what you aren’t expecting either.
So,shall we get on with it?

The writers have hinted, about Ty & Amy working together for a long time now (I believe since season 2 or 3) seven to eight yrs! 😮 and because of that, it has become my hope for them as well.
Tonight - I can (actually) see that happening. It seems like and appears, to me that we are getting closer to that being a reality. (Hopefully for Season 11). The way Ty & Amy worked with Casey’s horse was beautiful to watch.

Casey & Amy’s talk -
Casey decided to *let go of barrel racing* (in essence, to let Hank live his dream) to support Hank, without any regrets.
But, I got that there might be just a little, because of how it *popped into her head, without​ even thinking about it .*
That opened the door, so beautifully for Amy’s true support & heart for Ty. I honestly admire that - a lot!

Jack & Ty’s talk -
Jack can see that this means a lot to Ty. Ty will have regrets either way (if he stays or goes). I can honestly say that I respect and love Jack’s wisdom. It is never given with a sore heart and bitting words. It comes from his heart.
Jack’s heart and love of Ty comes out again and is very clear.
“….. for me, it’s like having a son go off to war.” In the end he completely leaves the decision up to Ty and Amy (no matter what he &Tim say) he just wants Ty to make the right decision. Which is tearing Jack apart.

Jack & Amy sing - “When to let go” Lindy’s song!
It’s open mick night at Maggie’s. Jack and Amy make there way to the platform… and when they get to the line , “…..know when to hold on and when to let go” Amy looks at Ty who is near tears listening to and hanging on to every word she sings. It is such a beautiful moment, because it is in complete contrast to 718’s “ Let her go”. 💗💗💗💗💗💗😢😢😢😢😢

Tim -
Over reacted again *of course* but. He is just being a concerned parent tonight because, he already has 1 idiot son-in-law and now a possible second.
The one thing Lou & Peter never did - that Ty and Amy do - is talk, about the things that really matter! Unfortunately, for Ty and Amy - Lou and Peter seem to be the gauge by which Tim judges Ty and Amy. I get that; but he went LOCO-overboard. (As always) I can’t honestly say that I’m mad at him though.
However, Ty doesn’t need marriage advice from Tim.

Amy -
Her reaction to Ty going to Mongolia totally surprised me yet, it was such a breath of fresh air. I loved it. She did not argue with him, and she wasn’t offended with his secret. The growth of Amy’s character throughout these 10 years is very, very beautiful to see, and extremely mature of her.

So in conclusion, this episode brought some very thought provoking tears, for me and has become one of my all time fav episodes.  
Happy Heartlanding

Find Me

Pairing: Luke & Y/N

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It’s always like this. We come to a party together and I always end up alone at a corner, drink in my hand staring at people.

They seem to be having a good time. I don’t know if I’m having one or not cause I’m too fucked up to know.

Everyone is dancing, drinking, grinding… I just watch. I like to watch, see how people react to things, seeing what makes them happy and what makes them sad. I’m a good watcher. I can tell if a person is lying or what kind of person they are, just from watching. I had a lot of practice.

How can they act like nothing is happening? The world his moving on and they are here acting like they have the perfect life. Don’t they have demons?

There he is. He never misses a party. Drinks, sex… Why would he?

I think he’s a good watcher too, different type of watcher. He comes in scans the room eyes on dinks and the hottest girl. The night is planned for him. He never has a hard time to accomplish his plans.

I can see they know he is here. They never stare at him, they act naturally, but I can see them taking glances hoping they are the one he’s fucking tonight.

I don’t understand… How do they want him to fuck them just like that? Cause he will do it and leave. He does it to everyone. Do they hope to be the one to make him stay? Cause that’s stupid. He will never change. He was always this cocky person. Yet he used to be nice when he was a kid the cocky thing made him funny. We used to be friends, I don’t know if we are anymore. He’s a popular kid so… I don’t think we are anymore, right?

I’m not mad at him for that, we were just normal friends that lost touch thought the years.

He was the “king” of the school,  he drawn everyone’s attention, even mine.

I was a normal girl, didn’t drawn attention of anyone, so it was normal he didn’t see me and forgot about me.

“Watching Hemmings again?” Rita asked leaning against the wall where I was.

“More watching the girls trying to gain his attention.” I replied taking a sip of my drink.

“They are ridiculous.” Rita said making a discussing face. She was the type of girl that didn’t care about guys like Hemmings. I call him Hemmings now, it’s weird. She had her boyfriend and she was the happiest person on hearth. She had her own demons I could tell but nothing that Phil, her boyfriend, couldn’t take care off. He made her happy and it was visible to everyone’s eyes.

“I think they are funny.” I smirked.

She looked at me and we started laughing.

“Ok ok. Stupid funny. Cause the stupid makes them funny to watch.” She nodded her head saying the words like she was spiking to herself trying to accept it.

“Exactly.” I nodded too.

“Rita! Come on.” Phil screamed over the music.

“I have a drunken boyfriend that thinks he’s a professional dancer. I think I need to take care of it. You’re coming?” She asked pulling away from the wall.

“No I’m having a good time over here.” I winked at her. She smiled and left.

I scanned the room. No Hemmings… Well that was a record. He’s fucking her already? I didn’t even got to see who she was and the annoyed faces of the rest of them. I’m probably pouting right now.

I was taking a sip of my drink but found that it was empty. Urg, I have to walk to the kitchen… Yup, I’m super lazy.

The kitchen was across the room so I had to pass through all the people to get there.

When I finally made it I got a chair and put it close to cabinets. I knew it had some tequila hidden in there. I climbed to the chair and opened the cabinets.

“Sorry, already fond it.” I wasn’t expecting anyone to talk to me cause no one did so I got startled and lost my balance as I was turning around.

I felt an arms surround my waist that didn’t let me fall to the ground. I was met with a strong chest in front of me.

“You’re ok?” I knew that voice, now that it was closer and the music didn’t drown it out. Shit! I didn’t even look up.

“Yeah, thanks.” I said pulling away from him and making my way out the kitchen.

“Don’t you want it?” He asked before I could leave.

“What?” I asked turning around.

“The tequila?” He said balancing the bottle in his hand.

I do really want it. That shit is my drug. “No, you keep it. You need stamina.”

“For what?” He asked chunking pouring the liquor in two small cups.

“The girls you’re going to fuck tonight.” I raised my eyebrow. Why am I still talking at him?

He chuckled coming to me with the shots in his hand. “Sorry I couldn’t find the lemons.”

I took it and drown it down my throat.

“Thanks.” I said giving him the empty glass and turning around.

“Don’t you want more?” I looked at him with raised eyebrows. Is he really talking to me? What the fuck got into him? “Come on Y/N I know you can do more than that one.” He smirked.

He knows my name? Pff.

“Don’t you have girls to fuck?” I sassed.

“I need to drink first and I don’t like to do it alone.” He said sitting down and pulling out a chair from me to sit in.

No way in hell I’m going to say no to tequila. Already did it and she came after me. She’s a good friend.

We emptied the bottle together. I was totally drunk I already had had many drinks before this. I didn’t know if he was but I really didn’t care, this was my moment. I have nothing on my head, no demons to terrorize me, this is my moment.

I started chucking uncontrollably.

“What?” He chuckled with me.

“I’m free… For now.” I felt a tears escape my eyes and wiped it before he could see it.

“Do you like stars?” I nodded. “I can take you there.” He whispered on my ear.

“Really?” I whispered giggling.

“Hum hum. Come with me.” He stood up extending his hand to me.

I took it and in a second we were at the stairs and then in a room.

“Why did you lock the door?” I asked confused. “And were are the stars?” I asked looking at the ceiling.

“Don’t worry baby I’m gonna show them to you.” He said coming close to me grabbing me by my hips and puling me to him. My chest collided with his and I felt his forehead touch mine. He ran his nose up and down on mine and then bumped them together.

“Are you scared?” He breathed on my face. I shook my head no and he smiled. “Good.”

He brought one of his hands to my cheek and pulled my face to his.

“Jesus princess you feel so good.” I felt his lips move against my neck.

 

His hands ran up and down my body caressing every single spot. “You’re beautiful.”

 

“Urg… I’m gonna come.”

 

I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling. Where the hell am I?

I looked around and found him… He was lying beside me. Shit! It wasn’t a dream it happen. Fuck! I need to get out of here.

I slowly got out of bed and picked the cloths spread across the room. I got dressed right there. He was fucking sleeping and I need to get the fuck out of here.

I heard him groan a little and I froze. I couldn’t move I was frozen I couldn’t even breath. Please don’t wake up.

“Y/N?” He said with his raspy voice brushing his eyes. “What are you doing?”

“I need to go.” I whispered running to the door.

He stood up and grabbed my arm turning me to him.

“I’m the one who leaves.” He said sternly.

“So why didn’t you?” I knitted my brows.

He starred at me for a moment before responding. “I fell asleep.” He finally said.

“Ok but I need to go.” I said trying to get out of his grip.

“You’re not leaving me. You’re waiting until I get dressed and we’ll go down together.” His voice startled me a bit so I just nodded.

He let go of me and went to pick his clothing out of the floor and just then I notice that he was naked. I instantly turned around.

He must have noticed me as he chuckled. “Nothing you didn’t saw last night babe.”

As he said, we walked downstairs together. Well bad idea… His friends stared dumbfounded at us.

Hemmings made his way to the kitchen as I made my way to the door.

“Dude you actually slept with a girl?” I heard one of his friends whisper to him.

“I fell asleep man nothing more.” He grunted out.

“She may think otherwise, you know how girls are.” He warned him.

“Love? Yeah you!” I said pointing at him. “Calum isn’t it?” He nodded. “No I don’t expect your little fuck buddy friend over there to come after me. We had sex and we were so drunk that we slept together. So no I don’t fucking care about him.” I said slamming the door as they stared at me speechless. No one fucks with my face friend.

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I couln’t update DMWS so I did this to compensate you. :)

Hope you liked. Tell me what you think here!

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Just made this “Castiel’s Grace” necklace~ <3

I’m going to keep tinkering until I can make a production quality version. I might sell these at Vegas Con~

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oh my gosh it’s so exciting that tonight is the first twenty one pilots hometown show !!! like just them playing to a huge sold out show in their hometown is so incredible and i think it just shows how far they’ve come and im sO happy for them!! plus it’s the start of the quiet is violent tour which is so wonderful aaah im just sO EXCITED 

TAYLOR!!

This is my BEST FRIEND and her mom. They’re going to be at your show in Chicago tonight!
I hope if you see them, you’ll say hello, or maybe even give them a hug and y'all can Shake It Off together!?!?

Maggie (left) has been your fan since the beginning! I met her because of you on Instagram and I couldn’t be more thankful for you and her. She is the best friend I could ever ask for. She’s there for me when no one else isn’t even though we live over 3,000 miles apart. And her mom, Barb (right) is the best ever. She has flown me out to visit them because she knows how important we are to each other and that I wouldn’t be able to afford it. And flew Maggie to Nashville for the Red Tour so her and I could meet for the first time. She has been there for me more than my own mother has and I can’t tell you how amazing these two are. Say hello tonight?!?

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PLEASE REBLOG FOR TAYLOR TO SEE?!???
I’m trying to help out my best friend and fellow Swifite. Help me help her?

Since I “Quit” Tumblr,

it seems like the only time I show up here is to tell you something horrible that is happening in my life.

Last night was no exception

So, tonight I figured I would add a little positivity to my increasingly depressing, barely-used blog.

  • I decided to reach out to my brother today, even though I haven’t spoken to him in six months or so (not for any real reason - we’re just not keep-in-touch kind of people), just to make sure he’s doing okay after hearing the news about his former wife.

  • My brother told me that he had spoken to both of my nephews. neither of which I have seen or talked to in ten years or so. He assured me that they were incredibly sad about the passing of their mother (as expected), but were doing well and supporting each other in the best way they know how.

  • I told him that I had thought about trying to get in contact with them, but I wasn’t sure if I would be well-received. I didn’t want to just call out of the blue after they suddenly lost their mother if they didn’t really care to hear from me. It’s not that we ever had a bad relationship, it’s that we’ve had barely any relationship. They were babies when they moved away(1995ish), and I’ve only seen them once since then. I miss them anyway.

  • My brother told me he would tell them I was asking about them. I told him to give them my number.

  • Apparently their mother had told them a lot about me. She told them how much fun we had together back in the day. She made me sound a lot better than I am in reality. They actually wanted to talk to me.

  • This afternoon, my oldest nephew called me. I talked to him for about 45 minutes before he handed the phone off to my youngest nephew, who talked to me for another ten. One of them lives in Colorado and the other lives in Washington, so naturally most of the discussion was about legal weed. The conversation flowed freely and naturally like we’ve known one another forever. Blood is weird.

  • I told them they always had a bed, a roof and some food in Rhode Island if they were so inclined. I hope I get to see them again someday. 

  • Falling asleep tonight should be a little easier than last night.