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sinners like us (saeran x reader, part II)

rating: 13+ (707 route + secret 02 end spoilers, idk saeran yells a lot here…)

notes: GOD. i didn’t think it’d take me two damn months to write chapter two. sorry. part of it was me working on other things and part of it was that this fic is a little hard to write because of the setting. i finally, finally ground some things out so hopefully writing won’t take as long. the keyword here is hopefully. 

anyway, i’m a little worried that saeran is a bit spotty here. especially… well, you’ll see. i hope you guys enjoy this update. i’ll try to be more frequent from now on. TT_TT

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“I want
To do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.”
Pablo Neruda

A swinging Valentine’s Day to my precious friend @kag-san, featuring the god tier ship, Kagome & Sango ❤ 

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What was in Victor’s mind in episode 9?

So today I was thinking about the airport scene today again and what struck me about it is that it is never explained what was Victor thinking while saying this:

While it’s obvious what Yuuri has in his mind at the moment (i.e. having Victor by his side these last few weeks before his retirement) there is no reason why would Victor reevaluate their relationship then. Leaving Yuuri for that three days for Maccachin obviously doesn’t make him a bad coach at least Yuuri would never think so. And Victor doesn’t overthink things much normally so while it’s his natural reaction to throw himself into Yuuri’s arms (and Yuuri’s only but that’s another story) it’s why he speaks about coaching first what puzzled me the most.

But then I realised something else about this whole situation and I think that was the same realisation that really made Victor look so miserable on that airport. Because what is interesting is the fact that Victor couldn’t decide what to do when he learned about Maccachin at the first place.

He was seriously torn between staying with Yuuri or going back while really there shouldn’t be a question. Sure, he takes his coaching responsibilities very seriously and he cares about Yuuri a lot and he doesn’t want to leave him especially since they’re finally in a relationship like he always wanted but still we’re talking about Maccachin whom he had for over 12 years? He loves that dog more than anything, Maccachin was the only one to greet him home, the one to care when Victor was down, the one who slept with him… Like Yuuri was apart from his dog for five years and he was still devastated after Viccan’s death can you imagine how Victor would feel? For Yuuri, it’s obvious that Victor should go back, he tells him he needs to because it really is the one right thing to do and Victor. Still. Hesitates? 

Side note, I love the fact that Victor trusts Yakov so much he believes he may take care of Yuuri in his stead but anyway he finds a solution, he flies to Japan and now, we don’t know what happens there but what I think happened is that Victor looks at his miraculously saved dog, he looks back at what happened in Russia and he realises he truly loves Yuuri. I’m pretty sure that the only thing that Victor thinks about while sitting by Maccachin’s side is Yuuri and I’m also sure he gets aware of that too. It’s not a crush anymore it’s not the eros matter, it’s not the fact that Yuuri inspires him more than anything. I believe that while alone in Japan Victor realises that being apart from Yuuri terrifies him because he loves him more than he ever loved anyone. He literally was choosing between two persons he loves the most in his life.

So what I imagine Victor has in his mind when he sits on this airport is “what can I do to be with Yuuri for longer”. Now, there was a great meta on how much insecure Victor is about revealing his feelings and we know from what Kubo said that it is not until he has a ring on his finger that he lets himself think about their future together but I’m sure that Victor already tried to think of something he could do to stay longer by Yuuri’s side and as they communicate mostly thru skating he was probably thinking something like “I’ll tell him about the technical things we need to improve and also maybe suggest him that he may still win at Four Continents and Worlds so he would need me to stay” but even if he wants to play it cool he can’t wait to make sure Yuuri will make him stay and basically the second he holds Yuuri he starts to ramble about that. Like when I look at this scene now it all makes so much sense, that Victor is so touched when Yuuri asks him to stay because that’s what he wanted to hear all along. And then that marriage proposal remark that comes out of nowhere or rather comes from Victor’s realisation that he loves Yuuri so much he could marry him. And then this?

They are emotional because of being apart and because of how much in love they are but I think that what really explains this whole scene is looking at it as at the first time they are together while Victor fully understands his feeling for Yuuri. And Victor is so emotional and honest while saying that last line that it makes Yuuri cry? Yuuri has no idea what Victor has in mind but I think he feels something changed and I really wish Victor wouldn’t be afraid to tell him the truth at that moment. But anyway this scene somehow is even better for me now and I thought I should share it with you guys.

some doodles from tonight of @oztrichbunz‘s precious water-themed Genos who I’m absolutely going to draw more of in the futureヽ(´ヮ´)ノ

@anjelzjelly129 I’ve fallen in love with your drawings of Genos with an undercut and I used that concept here except with a ponytail (which I am,, very bad at drawing,,,, I have almost never drawn hair pulled back uughhguh)
now that the artblock is gone, the laptop is fixed, and I’m no longer sick (surprise, I had a 48 hour flu) I can FINALLY DO THINGS AGAIN

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            Scott, where are you? Where are you right now?

                                                                                                                Who’s this?

anonymous asked:

Can u rec some of ur fave blogs? I need more people to follow! 💎

ahh hi!! i wasn’t sure if you meant fandom or aes, so this is like a mix i guess ?? i’m so sorry if i left anyone out or anything, but literally anyone who i reblog from is great and you should check them all out !! :)

first of all,, the loml @myownlouis 💖💖💖

some more great blogs/friends - @preciousbabyharry , @vanslouie , @warmfringe , @fireproofharrie , @happiers , @thiccmom , @rosanoff , @browneyedgirl , @calmfairy , @turnitaround , @starrylou , @buerella , @baa-ocean , @louisweedsocks , @moonstrucklesbian , @buscrimes , @spellingoutmyexistence , @sapphic2017 , @htmlcactus , @roseylouie , @beyrihka , @daisyau , @prettyhrry , @cmonbemybaby !!

i reblog and like posts from all of these people pretty often, and i genuinely think they have great blogs and you should definitely give their blogs a look and maybe follow !! 💓💓💓

my first Bed

my first Bed

There is a small story … I absolutely wanted to have the single bed from City Living as a double bed. Now I have to say that my knowledge with Blender are still quite modest. So I tried, the frame was easy to scale. With the mattress was unfortunately not so easy, but I simply stole the other of a double bed and inserted into my new mesh. Yay, that worked! When I finished so far I wanted to insert my new mesh in the S4S on a CityLiving double bed, but that did not work. I kept getting error messages and did not know whats up?! Then i tried it with a basegame bed and it finally worked! Since I have no solution to the error messages remains the bed now as it is and everyone can use it. I hope you like it anyway!

Oh, I forgot one! After everything works I still tried to make the mattress and the Frame as individual objects. Of course, the frame was all well but the mattress did not want. I have a lot of error messages again…. I hope to find a solution!

10 Swatches - Basegame

(The color options are the same as on the single bed from CL)

Download: SFS