anonymous asked:

hey so idk how busy you are but I really ship Santifell and I think it's a wonderful ship and I was thinking if you could maybe do a headcanon set for them like you often do for characters? <3 I love your writing and thank you so much. totally anon.

Hey, what a coincidence, completely anonymous anon, I was just talking to my gf about how awesome and underappreciated santifell is and that I should post some of our headcanons. So here you go! (All of these were created by myself and @protectraphaelsantiago <3 )

  • Nicknames! Ragnor likes to give Raphael stupid sarcastic nicknames, such as angelface, angelpie, honeykitten, sugarplum, etc. He does it even more around Magnus to mock his tendency to use not-so-sarcastic pet names. Raphael usually responds by rolling his eyes or swearing at Ragnor in Spanish
  • Ragnor had a crush on Raphael, Raphael had a crush on Ragnor. Everyone knew about it. Except for Raphael and Ragnor
  • Being a devout Catholic who grew up the 1940s, Raphael kinda struggled with the fact that he had a crush on a guy (and a guy who is half-demon too). But pretty much all his friends are LGBT (Magnus, Lily, Elliott) and they helped him realise there’s nothing wrong with being attracted to the same gender and to ‘just fucking tell Ragnor you like him already’
  • Even very old immortals aren’t immune to doing stupid shit because of crushes and Ragnor accidentally told a teeny tiny lie when he first met Raphael and said that he didn’t speak Spanish. Raphael then proceeded to use Spanish as a way of saying how much he has a crush on Ragnor, safe in the knowledge that Ragnor wouldn’t know. Ragnor does, in fact, speak Spanish, and had to pretend he didn’t know what Raphael was saying. Eventually it got a little too far and Ragnor gave in and told Raphael he loved him (in Spanish). Raphael was very upset that Ragnor had lied but yey they love each other
  • Ragnor is Scottish (fight me) and he taught Raphael Scottish Gaelic
  • Raphael likes to namedrop Ragnor. ‘My boyfriend, the former High Warlock of London–’
  • Ragnor may or may not have been the one to tell Raphael that asexuality was a thing and there was nothing wrong with what he was (or wasn’t) feeling
  • Raphael makes breakfast for Ragnor every morning before he goes to bed himself
I wish

I wish I could tell you just how much you mean to me.
I wish you could understand how much it saddens me when you’re hurt and I can’t be there to kiss the pain away.
I wish I could explain why I love you so much.
I wish you knew that it was you, imperfections and all, that I fell in love with.

I don’t care if you’re battered and scarred, your scars have made you the strong woman you are today.
I don’t care if you think you don’t deserve anything, if anyone on this earth deserves better, it’s you.
I don’t care if you stain my favorite shirt with your tears, if you stain my favorite shirt, it doesn’t matter because you are more important to me than any of my material possessions.

I want to be with you every day, and I wish you knew how I feel during each long day I go without you.
I want to spend my life with you, side by side. Not only as lovers, but as a couple, as parents.
I want to marry you, raise our children with you, and live out my days with your fingers laced in mine.

I wish you knew that every time you push me, I take a step closer.
I wish I could stand and face my problems and accept your help, in stead of running and hiding them away.
I wish you were with me right now so I could wrap my arms around you and feel whole again.
I wish you knew that losing you, would be the death of me.