Mostly straight anon here. I've been embracing my attraction to women lately but I can't act on it. I'm also feeling conflicted by your blog. I feel I'm too much on the straight side. Lately I feel more and more like shit because I am attracted to BTS when they're out there just trying to live their gay lives. I feel like I'm imposing on them.
aw honey thats ok haha! u dont have to like. feel bad for liking them?? i mean they are hot like i mean i can understand why people are. its just when people are like grossly hypersexualizing them (and talking about having them nut on their face and other gross explicit shit my gay eyes dont need to see) is when i get uncomfortable and stuff. but also i cant recall if i mentioned this the last time u sent something but what ur describing is …..pretty generally what wlw go thru with compulsory heterosexuality. like alot of us start off with like…i mean girls are pretty….but i wouldnt ever sleep with one/date one u know what i mean? i mean maybe u just think women are attractive and ARE mostly straight i mean idk ur situation but maybe? dont be so hard on urself and like. just keep an open mind about things i guess.
gently clutches chest. apath knows 100% they’d ultimately be miserable in a monogamous relationship and yet here they are willing to devote themself to Anubis if it’ll make him happy jFC apath hoNEY ITS OK U DONT HAVE TO SACRIFICE UR EMOTIONAL / MENTAL WELL BEING u do not have to do the thing good lord in the morning
Star Trek had never been shown on Soviet television. Neither my parents nor grandparents are even aware of it. You think it means soviet people never saw space gayness or space weirdness? No way. The USSR created its own space cartoon with space gays and sometimes it’s weirder than st:tas. Don’t believe me? Let me show you something:
hello there meet our space family: professor Seleznyov, his daughter Alisa, and Captain Zelyonyy. They are aboard the spaceship Pegas. And they are boldly going to spend their honeymoon on a beautiful planet
I know sometimes our day starts with stuff going out of control, bad news, a negative exchange, and it seems like everything is about to fall apart.
If that’s the case this morning, try to hang in there, okay? For your sake. Not every single little thing is going to fall apart, believe in me. Try not to let a small detail gain the proportion it doesn’t have and ruin your whole morning.
Treat yourself. Eat that little snack you love. Search for a positive talk. Use that bath bomb you’ve been saving. Dress yourself that one way that makes you feel special.
You have a whole day ahead of you that needs to be as healthy as you can make it. Take a deep breath, ok? Give yourself some time. You can solve everything afterwards, worry about it later, talk about it later. There is no recipe, but right now, do something that will do good to your heart and your chest, even if it’s taking a little break.