1. I never told you this but when I was in a fight with the last person I was with, he told me if all I wanted was a fuck buddy I should go talk to you. At first, I only did what we did to spite him.
2. I never meant to let this happen, any of it. If I could go back in time to October when the first domino fell and stop it all, I would. Maybe if I did I could still lay claim to being good.
3. I keep having these dreams where someone loves me. I wake up feeling sick.
4. I thought I was over him until I saw him again and something happened in my chest. I’m scared of what it means.
5. I can’t feel anything unless someone wants me, unless someone needs me. I don’t know what this says about who I am. I don’t want to find out.
— Confessions that don’t involve apologies– Lily Rain