Im honestly just curious so if this at all offends you I apologize deeply and you can delete it without response. Is it strange for you to look at pictures before your transition? Completely different person. Like I even think it's a little weird looking at pictures of me with super short hair (I know it's no where on the same level, just the only sort of comparison I have), I think I look like I totally different person so I can't even imagine when the change is so much more drastic.
I’m not offended. It’s a little weird I guess. When I look at the pictures now I don’t really see ME anymore, if that makes any sense. I recently found some really old pictures from my first time in college and back then I thought I looked pretty and feminine in spite of the fact that I was presenting male, but looking at them now I’m legitimately surprised at how masculine I looked.