I can't stop thinking about the Manchester bombing. I was actually going to go to the concert however my mum made me sell the tickets bc of exams. Honestly, I haven't stopped crying & even though I am not particularly life effected, it still scares and upsets me. Maybe bc Manc is so close to home idk. Why is it that I fear this but I am interested in columbine where 15 people died? Ik this is random but I just needed someone to spill everything to. Best wishes to yourself & your family x
It sounds like this hit too close to the mark for you. You should be scared. You should be upset and you should allow yourself to cry. These are all normal reactions as a human being and you’re simply trying to process the shock of it all. It’s always easy to spend time with someone else’s tragedy as you have been with Columbine but when it’s nearly in your own backyard it’s a devastating mind fuck and profoundly all too real..
Take care of yourself okay? <3 *hugs*