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As the Curtain Falls
A farewell mix for Arc V. Thank you for 3 years

Burn! - Bullettrain ✧ See You Again - Carrie Underwood ✧ Freely Tomorrow - Miku Hatsune ✧ Swing, Pendulum of the Soul - Koutarou Nakagawa ✧ Send Me a Song - Celtic Woman ✧ Home - Daughtry ✧ Shine Days - Girls Dead Monsters ✧ Brave Believers - Kensho Ono ✧ The Soft Goodbye - Celtic Woman ✧ Bye Bye Yesterday - E Class ✧ SAVE the World - toby fox ✧ To My Dear Friends - Erutan ✧ I Will Always Return (Finale) - Bryan Adams ✧ Reunited - toby fox ✧ Speaking - Mrs. GREEN APPLE

The Village Round Table
Many of our sisters complain about the lack of men and the bums who are out here just making babies. Yet, for every brother who is out here not working and just being a bum, there is a woman who is helping him be that bum. Whether this be his mother, wife or girl friend, normally he has a female enabler amongst him. Our women have lowered the bar to the ground in what she will tolerate from the one she calls her man. Many men have taken the roll of chilling at home while his woman goes to work. Many do this under the guise of Islam yet neither Islam nor christianity supports this behavior. Too many of our women accept and support this. Too many of our brothers have chosen to live their lives as a real nigga instead of the beauty of being a real man. This is a dangerous time for such a mentality. It is so dangerous that often when one of our sisters comes upon a true employed healthy functioning brother with values, she has no idea what to do with him. This is why we teach our brothers in the movement the truth and glory of manhood. If you cannot legally provide for your family, then you don’t need a woman and you definitely don’t need to be making sons and daughters. Sisters you need to lift the bar because if he is a true black man he will be able to achieve that level and higher. If he is a real nigga the possibility of him being able to lead divinely and correctly, depends on if he is able to raise his mentality. Keep it 100 Ahki, being a real nigga is as easy as not doing shit all day. For some reason, many of my beautiful sistas have found this to be the perfect type of man for her life. Black women are not the problem of our people but enabling and taking care of these do nothing men surely adds to our dysfunction and destruction. In closing here is a question for you to ponder. If your mate is a reflection of you and he is a do nothing unproductive bum, then what does that make you?

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.