holy shit it was weird doing this after months

anonymous asked:

just curious, how do you convince someone to get out of their thicc Tom phase- or, at least make it so they make it semi-realistic to his actual character? They say his moments of strength are just- adrenaline- like wHAT THE FUCKLE- THAT'S NOT HOW STRENGTH WORKS- *shivers* hELP ME

Uhhh what made me stop making thicc tom was one of my friends anyway telling me how unrealistic and weird it was to make him look like and girl and after months and months of her and other people on Tumblr telling me that, I realized “ holy shit, they were right” It might take sometime, but don’t worry, they will get out of it sooner or later

The accident-Part 5 (Final) Chanyeol Scenario

A/N: Hey everyone!! sorry this is a little late, but I wanted it end the accident exactly how I wanted to and it ended up taking a bit longer than expected. This is the final chapter, and I hope I did it justice. I’d love feedback on the series and I hope you guys enjoyed it. I loved this request and I’m super happy with how it turned out. I hope you all enjoy. Let me know what you think and happy Chanyeol day! -A

The Accident: Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4

“Hey Y/N? Can you come here for a minute?” Chanyeol said as he sat on the couch, gesturing me to sit next to him.

“Sure thing, what’s up?” She asked, her brow furrowed.

“Do you remember when I said about a plan to possibly help get your memory back?” He asked, biting his lip.

“Of course. So, what’s the plan?” I replied.

I noticed he was playing with his hands a lot. He took a deep breath and rubbed his hands on his pants before continuing.

“I want to take you out on a date. I thought that maybe, If I did, you’d remember the ones we’ve had in the past. W-What do you think?” He said, stuttering a bit at the end.

I waited for a moment, gauging his reaction before I spoke.

“Sure, it actually sounds like a bit of fun. I haven’t been out much since I’ve been home” I replied, smiling.

A smile quickly spread across his face. “Okay great. What about tonight?” He asked.

“Tonight sounds great. Pick me up at 7?” I joked, nudging him.

He shook his head laughing as he got up and walked away.

“Where are you going?” I asked as he headed towards the door.

“I have a date tonight, gotta get ready!” he yelled back as he left the apartment.

“Well, I guess I should get ready too then” I said to myself, and I headed to the bathroom to get ready for tonight.

Chanyeol POV

A few hours passed and I was finally picking her up for our date, and to be honest, I was nervous. I was nervous about the date itself, but I was more nervous about whether this plan will work or not.  I sincerely hoped that this would help get her memory back, but I was terrified that this would fail.

Luckily for me, I had a little bit of help. While I was getting finishing touches ready, Minseok and Jongdae were assisting (Y/N). They convinced her to let them pick out her outfit, and they chose the exact same outfit she wore on our first date.

I walked to the apartment door, but instead of just going in per usual, I knocked and waited for (Y/N). She opened the door and It was like going back in time.

My breath hitched in my throat when I saw her, and I suddenly became more nervous than I originally was. She was stunning, her soft features watching me. She turned her head to the side cutely, waiting for me to say something.

I cleared my throat, trying to get my nerves in check before speaking.

“You look beautiful” I said as I pulled a bouquet of peach colored roses from behind my back, handing them to her.

“These are my favorite! How did you know?” She asked, her eyes wide with excitement.

I couldn’t help but smirk before I replied, “I had a pretty good guess” I said, waiting for her to catch on.

“Oh yeah, right” she chuckled, “Sorry about that.”

“No worries. What do you say we get out of here?” I said, offering her my arm. She gladly took it and we headed off toward the restaurant.

Dinner went well. It wasn’t exactly how I had planned things, but It went well enough. Once we got there we got our usual table, we had shared a nice meal and some small talk.

I had hoped that bringing her here and re-enacting the first date would have brought her memory back, but so far, it hasn’t seemed to work.

I was a bit disheartened at the end of dinner, but I didn’t let her see that. We headed back to the car and were on our way back to the apartment when an idea came to mind.

I quickly turned around and headed to the one place that may change everything.

“Where are we going?” She asked, confused about my quick change of direction.

“I have one more idea. Just trust me okay?” I asked, glancing over at her.

She nodded as we reached our destination.

I got out of the car and helped her out on her side. She stepped out and looked around, a confused look on her face.

“What is this Chanyeol? Why are we here?” She asked, still looking around for a hint.

“This is going to sound crazy, but we used to come to this park all of the time at night. I thought maybe if we did that now, it would help you remember.” I explained, trying to help her understand a bit more. “Will you come with me?” I asked, extending my hand out to her.

“Of course.” She said, placing her hand in mine. I interlocked my fingers with hers and we slowly began strolling down the sidewalk that was illuminated by the light of the moon.

“The moon is beautiful tonight.” She said, looking up at the sky. “And all of the stars! I love the night sky. I used to go outside as a kid and lay on a blanket and just look at the stars. It was one of my favorite things to do.” She said as she stopped walking. “Now that I think about it, it still is one of my favorite things to do.”

Reader POV

I looked over at Chanyeol, his face illuminated by moonlight. There was something familiar about that face. I know he’d been helping me for weeks now, but I never really realized how handsome he was until this moment.

Some of the little things he did at dinner gave me complete deja vu, and it seemed like I had been there once before, maybe in a dream. The way he pushed my chair in, the way he poured my drink, even the way he absentmindedly reached across the table to rub the back of my hand with his thumb.

Everything was starting to feel that way, as if I had encountered them before, but it just wasn’t fully connecting with me for some reason.

I looked down the walkway and noticed a park bench. “Hey Chanyeol, can we go sit for a few minutes? I think I want to look at the stars a bit more before we head back.”

He nodded his head in agreement and we went and sat down. He stretched his long legs out and propped his back up against the armrest, pulling me into him. I laid on his chest as we both looked up at the stars.

“Look! There’s the big dipper!” I exclaimed, pointing it out to him. “See the four stars that make up the ladle? There, there, there, and there! I said, as I gestured to each individual star. “And the three stars that make up the handle!” I exclaimed again, pointing at each star that made up the handle as well.

I felt him chuckle slightly beneath me as I continued talking.

“And Sagittarius, the archer is rather bright tonight. Do you see it?” I said, looking up at the sky. I’m not sure why I felt this way, but it’s as if a switch flipped inside of me when I came to this strange realization. “Hey, Isn’t that your sign?” I asked, and I felt him shift slightly beneath me.

“Y/N, how did you know that? Did you ask Dae or Min?” He asked, sitting me up and looking at me. He looked as if he saw a ghost.

“No, It’s something I have always known. You were born in November, right? The 27? Or am I incorrect?” I replied, unsure of why he was acting this way.

“Y/N, this isn’t funny. I never told you about any of that since the accident. What exactly do you know about me? Can you tell me?” He asked, cupping my face and staring at me, as if he was frantic for answers.

I looked at him with a furrowed brow, taking a long deep breath before I began.

“Well, first off, I know that you adore animals, even though you’re allergic. I know that you prefer sweet food to salty, that you can’t seem to stay still no matter how hard you try. Your hands are always moving or fiddling with something. I know that you love playing with my hair, that you play your guitar for me any chance you get, and that writing and performing is your biggest passion.

“Holy shit, okay, (Y/N) I have one last question for you. He said, his hands shaking. “Where did we first meet? Do you remember?

“Babe, why are you being so weird? We met at the bowling alley the first time I ever visited Korea. My friend and I were bowling next to you and you came over to give me pointers because I was terrible. You helped me improve my game and after I thanked you, you asked me out. Don’t you remember any of this?” I said, still searching his face for answers.

“Baby, I don’t know that you remember this, but a few months ago you were hit by a car. You lost your memory and had no idea who I was or what was going on. Min, Dae and I have all been working to help you get your memory back. Are you telling me you remember who I am?” He asked. He looked at me with a shocked expression plastered across his face.

“Park Chanyeol, of course I remember you. You’re a hard one to forget. How could I forget anything about the love of my life? My soulmate? I may not remember much about the accident or the days following, but I remember how much I love you, and how much of an amazing person you are, and that’s all that matters.” I explained.

“Oh my god baby I’m so so happy!” He said, his voice wavering as he brought me into a tight hug.

He cupped my face and looked at me like he had almost lost me forever. His dark eyes bored straight into my soul.

“I know you don’t know much about what happened, but I promise I will explain everything to you, and I promise I will never, ever let you go. I love you so much and I don’t want anything like this to ever happen again.” He explained before he leaned down and kissed me gently.

I quickly reciprocated the kiss, and he kissed me with more passion than I’ve felt in a very long time. It was needy but quick, and he broke away after a few moments.

“I’m sorry, I’ve just been waiting to do that for so long now. I missed you so much baby, and I’m so glad you’re back with me. He explained, looking at me again “I love you so much.”

“I love you too baby, with all that I have” I replied.

We sat there for a while longer, just enjoying each other’s embrace and looking up at the night sky.

I knew that we had a long road ahead of us, but for right now, this was enough.

I mean, this is a stressful time and all, but as I was stumbling around downtown with my arms full of bags of assorted things, getting through a bajillion items on my to-do list, I caught myself thinking, “Holy shit, my life is cool.” The next few months are going to be incredibly weird and unpredictable for many, many reasons (some of which only came up after a few key convos today), but I don’t think I’d have it any other way. <3

anonymous asked:

Still the led on lesbian girl lol. Like holy fuck, she led me on and did so much couple shit that made me feel wanted for once. She was crazy for me and then as soon as I fell in love with her, she made it look like I'm the one who's crazy for her - which I am but that's besides the point lol. We got drunk four months a go at a house party and she initiated a kiss, few days after she told me to act as if it never happened, she was scared it'd make things 'weird'. I don't know what to do.

Maybe now you can try to “make things weird”? She had time to think about of she likes you in that way or not. I think you can try to flirt with her and to show her romantic kind of attention to see what she would answer with


I’ve been wanting to make this post for a long time and I have finally gotten around to it sO

First three photos: the teeny 1 gallon “tank” I first kept Smaug in. He started getting really pale and I got really worried so I started looking up what could be wrong with him. After looking around i learned that what I had him in was WAY too small and he was probably freezing (his tank was not heated and my dorm was constantly below 70 so I can only imagine how cold he was, poor bab). So I went and bought him a heater and a 2.5 gallon tank

Next three photos: after just a few hours in his new tank he brightened back up and would NOT sit still. After a few weeks his fins had grown considerably and he was much more lively.

And finally, the last two are Smaug now in the divided 10 gallon tank that is heated and cycled as well as planted. In the 9 months that I’ve had him (holy shit I didn’t realize it had been that long!) he’s changed so much from that teeny pale fish with clamped fins. In that time I’ve come a long way and learned so much about fish keeping

Moral of the story is: fish do not belong in bowls, and do some research before buying a pet, not after