holding tears


11:47 pm.

Julia left the bar barely holding back tears. The night was dark and cold but she didn’t feel the chill. She couldn’t feel anything but the burning heat inside her chest. How dare he? How dare he to show up here now that she was finally getting better? The scales blanketed her eyes as she walked aimlessly around the streets, lost track of time. 

Eventually Julia found herself in an unknown part of the city. Those huge heels she wore were not designed for distant walks and her feet got hurt. An unlit street was empty, a very few cars passed by. In any other occasion she’d probably admit that the area seemed creepy and probably unsafe to stay in after dark. But not tonight. 

Julia leaned her back against the brick wall. A lone street light flickered above her head.


anonymous asked:

HI. You know, how crAZY would it be to have Seokjin performing "Why Don't You Do Right?", that song from Jessica Rabbit, but him in his usual outfit, and while singing, his gaze sets on RM, who winks at him, and Jin answers by getting of stage still singing, sitting on his lap for a bit moment before tugging on his tie and letting it slip from his hands as he goes back to the stage. And Jimin is watching everything from backstage, arms crossed over his chest, holding back tears? I♥ANGST

HOOO BOY SEXY AND SAD I LIVE FOR THOSE TWO 😭😭😭 But aw man,,, jimin watching backstage as he sees his lessons pay off in a way he never wanted :’^)

anonymous asked:

I keep imagining Clarke and Alex when Lexa is at training camps and Alex is too little to understand how long Lexa is gone for and she sees Clarke being sad but trying to not show it but Alex and Clark are so tapped in to each other's emotions and Lexa is on TV being interviewed or something and Alex climbs up on the sofa and scrambles into Clarke's lap and sighs and goes "I miss momma too..." and then her lower lip starts wobbling and she cries and Clarke is holding back tears like"I know baby"

Clarke holding back tears and kissing Alex and just holding her so tightly and when Lexa facetimes her that night she cries and Lexa cries because she misses her girls so much. It’s really hard on them, when Alex is super young. Alex misses Lexa like crazy and Clarke hates feeling alone.

ladyarlert  asked:

28 would be sweet! :)

“I want a child”

The Doctor kept ranting about how cute his new little patiens were; he just started taking care of two 8 years old twins.
“They’re adorable, I want you to meet them.”
The Host started muttering something to himself.
“What did you say, love?” the Doctor smiled.
“Do you… do you think I could be a good father?” the Host asked shyly.
“Dear…” the Doctor tried to say something, but failed.
“You’re right. I’m not the kind of person who should-“
“Oh course you could.” The Doctor hugged him, utterly excited.
“I want a child” the Host whispered.
“I want it so much, and I feel you would love to have one, but what if I’m not good enough?” he continued, trying to hold back the tears.
“You are good enough, you are. I promise.” The Doctor whispered, kissing him on the forehead.
“I’m glad you’re opening up about your desires.”

my grandma passed away yesterday at 12.30 am. one of her last wishes was that i’d sing ave maria at the funeral, in the church. i would love to do that but i don’t know if i’m able to. it’s such a powerful song and i’m very emotional person who will cry even for the smallest and most simple things.

last summer i sang at a wedding. i didn’t know the couple or anything, one of the guests had just ordered me to perform there. it was so hard for me to hold back the tears when i saw how the bride started crying when she heard the first chords of the song. and now i’m supposed so sing at a funeral???

i’ll still do it. at least i’ll try. it’s an honor and i want to respect her last wish. i just need so so so much encouragement to be able to do that.

i don’t know why i wrote this. i guess this is just one way of grieving.


It’s quite a shame, you see.
She could be so much more.
Her eyes could hold the gaze of the masses,
Instead they barely hold back tears.
And in the most intimate of places she could be desired,
Instead her broken mind begs for pain.
Her sun kissed skin,
So much…
But she has scars, everywhere
Thin white lines or fresh red
Blade’s draw, candle’s burn.
Oh, her issue?
She has no control.


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