hold onto what makes you happy

What makes you happy? Think about that for just a moment. Do you have that list in your head? Good. Keep it there.

What makes you sad? I’m sure there’s a collection of thoughts forming in your head now. Keep those there too.

There’s a question that isn’t asked nearly as often as the two questions above. A question that needs to be pondered and discussed.

What makes you feel complete?
What fills the empty void within your soul?

This concept- filling empty spaces, completing the mind and soul, being utterly fulfilled- is a concept that we, as humans, need just as much as feelings of happiness or sadness.

Completion and filling of the soul isn’t exactly something that is easily explained, however. The feeling of being absolutely overcome and serene with life isn’t one that’s easy to be put into words.

Think about what makes you feel complete. Is it a person, an activity, a place? Whatever it is, you need to hold onto it. Hold onto it with your soul. Because completion is one emotion that can immensely save a life.

Feeling whole and having the soul filled is the key to staying alive. Not so much surviving, but living. Being completed keeps the process of living actually enjoyable. The filling of the soul is so incredibly important to life, and holding onto the things that complete the soul will keep the soul living forever.

What completes you? Form that list, and never let go.

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect—you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break—her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
—  Bob Marley
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect—you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break—her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
—  Bob Marley
Some things I learned from Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo
  • There is no need to impress boys or chase after a love interest. If a person loves me, they will love me for who I am, treat me kindly and respect me! (and vice versa)
  • In reality it’s not all about love at first sight, no dramatic slow motion sequences. Get to know the person!!! Friendship is the best foundation of relationships.
  • Look for friends who will support you and cheer for you! (Not ones that suck up to you, but say crazy stuff behind your back *cough, cough* @ gymnasts…) 
  • It’s okay if we don’t succeed at first or if we aren’t the best! We’re doing all we can!!! There will be people who’ll say the worst things to us, but we shouldn’t let them bring us down. Listen to the people who say good and helpful things. 
  • If something is not yours, let it go! There’s no use holding onto broken glass it will only make you bleed.
  •  Learn when or how to get help!!! There will always be people who’ll be glad to help you! You’re not weak or inadequate if you ask for help! Don’t be scared to take a break and clear your mind! It’s okay to step back and just calm down.
  • Do the things you love. Even if you’re not the best, even if it’s difficult. If you love what you are doing and it makes you happy just do it. Just have fun and don’t rush. 
Among The Beasts: Cursed

Reader x Kol Mikaelson



warnings: smut, violence, swearing. that’s pretty much it. also, it may contain some physical descriptions that might not fit yours. :)

Imagine: Five years has passed; now it’s time to face yours biggest fears and try to save the people you love.

Word Count: 3217

Y/N, in the past five years, had learnt a few tricks on sneaking out of her house to meet up with Kol Mikaelson, her best friend and, as it was bound to happen, caring boyfriend too. It had to be a hidden relationship, though, for his parents could never know she still remained so close to him.

A couple of months ago, his mother, Esther, decided to forbid their friendship. According to the brown haired boy, she said it was way too dangerous to be close to such a wicked family as the Hales; he could get hurt and the great matriarch could not bear losing another child. Although Henrik’s death was not your fault, it was horrible to be accused like that.

Taking a deep breath, Y/N decided to shake those thoughts out of her head. They brought up a dark side of her: it got her wishing to make the blonde woman pay for all of that; through torture or maybe even put an end to her life. Again, this was the vicious wolf speaking; craving revenge. Urgh.

“Kol?” Y/N/N queried, in a whisper. “Are you in here?”

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30 random questions to ask my muse

1.) Which is worse, failing or never trying?
2.) If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
3.) What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?
4.) Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
5.) If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
6.) To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
7.) Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
8.) You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire.  They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend.  The criticism is distasteful and unjustified.  What do you do?
9.) If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
10.) Would you break the law to save a loved one?
11.) What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
12.) How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
13.) Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
14.) If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
15.) Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
16.) Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
17.) Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
18.) Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
19.) Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?
20.) Has your greatest fear ever come true?
21.) Your best friend and the one you love are hanging from a cliff. You only have time to save one. Which one do you save and why?
22.) Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset?  Does it really matter now?
23.) At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
24.) If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
25.) Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
26.) Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
27.) If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
28.) Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
29.) When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?
30.) If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?

fic: Smile Even Though You’re Sad

title: smile even though you’re sad

genre: au/romance

word count: 2700

description: dan is the son of a rich man, unwillingly studying business in London who wanders into a gallery looking for some quiet, and instead finds the happy-go-lucky owner with a camera around his neck, the nicest smile he’s ever seen and a knack for knowing exactly what to say.

a/n: thought i’d post a little mid-week fic to perk you up if you need some, erm, perking…?

read on ao3 here if you prefer.

“They gave me the designer clothes, the trust fund and the private education and they told me to be happy.”

“And are you?”

The steel of Dan’s gaze softens. He ruffles his hair a little and a single curl still manages to dangle across his forehead.

“You know, Phil, you’re the first person to ask me that.”

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You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect—you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break—her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
—  Bob Marley
Preference “How they act when they get possessive”

(I guess…Yay for our faves being creeps and a little crazy…I know this was supposed to be smutty but in the end i did some smutty and some not really cause i felt it was better that way :3 Sorry again if some of them are really creepy and disturbing…I mean…that is what i think of being possessive…so yeah…Yay for Jerry and Aiden :3 first! Hope it is as requested and you all like it :D Gifs not mine/found them in google/credit to the original owners.)

Negan-Whenever he gets possessive of you, his fun and quirky behavior would completely disappear as he would order whoever is flirting with you to leave and tell you to go to your room. He’d go to you once he’s done with his work, only to instantly give you the order to take you clothes off and to go lay on the bed. He’d then walk over slowly to tie you to it before doing you until the only thing you can think of is him.

Daryl-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d put himself between you and whoever is flirting, only to tell them to back away from you and to leave you alone from now on. He’d then turn over to you and just pull you into a tight hug before getting rather aggressive with the way he would pull you towards the nearest place he can have you to himself.

Rick-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d spend most of the day glaring over at you and ignore your pleading looks just to try to get whoever is flirting with you to leave, only to later in the night end up having you handcuffed to the bed. He’d make you get a restless night until you realizing and understand that he’s the only one you need.

Merle-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d patiently wait for the person flirting at you to be done before grabbing your wrist to leave. He’d walk pass the most crowded place to let them know you’re his, only to finally take you to one of the hidden rooms in Woodbury. Once there, he’d managed to strap you to the chair and do things that would make you moan his name.

Glenn-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d grab a hold of your wrist the whole time during dinner. He’d keep his hold over yours as if not wanting you to ever leave him, especially after seeing you still acting kind towards the person who was flirting with you and simply never let go of you, even when you have to go the bathroom. He’d just smile reassuringly and tell you that everything is fine.

Carl-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d go by your room to give you a few of his flannels and tell you to wear one of them for the day. He’d grow tired of people flirting with you that he needed to let everyone know and especially you, who you belonged to. So with a friendly smile, he’d hand you which one he wants to see you in and make you wear it.

The Governor-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d order you over to come meet him in his room immediately, making you leave everyone behind. You’d then be lead by the sound of his voice towards the hidden room inside and as you’d get there he’d make you lock the door behind. He’d then make you sit on his lap and kiss you feverishly, asking you who do you belong to.

Abraham-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d order you to instantly get yourself ready, as you’re going on a run with him, not caring for an instant whoever is talking to you. He’d drive you as reasonably far as he can think and make you spend the day with no one else but him. He’d keep close to you at all times and even at one point, just kiss you to make you realize it’ll lead to something else.

Eugene-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d walk over to you and tell you he needs your help with the bullets, making you leave with him only. As you’d get to the factory, he’d lock you in with him and pretend to have lost the key, acting innocent to make you unsuspicious as you spend countless of hours with him, all while looking for a key that is actually in his pocket.

Ron-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d act rash and get himself in trouble with the person flirting with you as he’d always act smug and shove your relationship down their throat. He’d want them to hear it from him that you’re his but rather than making his message clear, they would all come out as threats, making the other person get aggressive.

Jesus-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d sneak into your room, in Alexandria, later at night and surprise you the moment you walk in by locking the door behind. He’d ask you about your thoughts on whoever was flirting with you and just grow jealous with each kind things you’d say about them, making him pin you on the bed and kindly ask you to deny it all.

Dwight-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d trick you into following him, only for you to end up locked in one of the cells, he had kept clean for you. He’d spend most of his time keeping his eyes on you and take extra care of you, giving you everything he knows you like and whatever you want him to do to your body but never letting you out until you tell him that you understand that you belong to him and only him.

Morgan-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d walk over to grab your hand as someone is flirting with you too much just to pull you away mid conversation with no warning. He’d lie to you that he needs your help with something, only to lock you in the cell he had made in the basement. He’d keep you company on the other side, saying that unless you prove to him that you’re his, he won’t let you out.

Shane-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d follow your every move and just hug you out of surprise once you are finally both alone. He’d whisper to you about how much he loves you and how much you hurt him, letting that person flirt with you that way. He’d resolve to kiss your neck and pin you to the ground as he keeps showering you with affection, making you tell him that you’re his only.

Milton-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d patiently wait for the other person to be done with you before asking you to help him with his work in the lab. Once there, you’d work together and he’d ask you countless of questions that would lead into you answering that you do love him. He’d end up getting closer and closer just to strap your wrist to the stretcher before asking you to prove it to him.

Aaron-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d give you countless of gifts to express his love for you, only to let it slide that you should be returning him the favor for each gift. His hands would linger over yours as he’d give the presents and his gaze would prove to you that someone around you had rubbed him the wrong way, making you thank him just as he wishes.

Gabriel-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d put up an act to make you trust him that he isn’t jealous, only to kindly tell the other person that he needs a word with you and leading you into the church. Once inside, he’d lock you in with him, reciting verses from the bible that suits what you’re doing to him before getting closer to warn you that he won’t let you out until you understand who do you belong to.

The Wolf-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d take you away by pulling you over in his shoulder and just tell the other person to back off. He’d walking you back to your shared tent and just ask you to repeatedly remind him as to who you belonged to, making you obviously tell him that it’s him but him thinking it isn’t enough and having to prove to you that you’re his once inside.

Noah-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d glare at whoever is talking to you just to make them uncomfortable and leave. He’d pretend to not understand what was the problem and just grab your hand to walk away with you. He’d walk you to your room and once there you’d realize some of you clothes are missing, making you walk over to his room and staying for a while.

Simon-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d put on a fake smile but from his eyes and his tone before calling you over to come closer to him, you could tell he isn’t happy. As you’d approach him, he’d grab your hand to lead you into that particular person’s room just to do you in their bed and have you moan out his name, making you and them understand that you’re his and his only.

Ezekiel-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d act as his usual polite self but make uncomfortable jokes about keeping you to himself. He’d simply approach you and whoever is keeping you company and mention his love for you, only to end up saying that he’d just love to keep you the way he keeps Shiva so close to him at all times, whether it be on a chain or in a cage.

Benjamin-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d get you to help with him in the library and end up keeping you inside with him as long as he can. He’d just want to spend some alone time with you that he’d come up with a lame excuse. Once there, he’d lock you in with him and throw the key out the window without you noticing, making you both have to wait for someone to notice you both missing.

Caesar-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d injure himself in front of you and whoever was next to you on purpose just to be able to stay so close to you. He’d do and show you whatever it takes for you to take pity on him and just have take care of him by his bedside. Whenever he’d seem to feel better, he’d deny it and hold you from leaving as he reminds you that because you love him, you have to stay.

Spencer-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d purposely get drunk and walk over to you and whoever is flirting with you, just to bother you both, making you have no choice but to care for him. He’d yell at them saying you’re his and hold onto you no matter what. He’d be a mess from being happy to crying about his love for you and just beg you to tell everyone you’re his.

Richard-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d get quiet and just call you by your name once, making you follow him out of curiosity. He’d lead you out of the walls and into his hidden RV making you think he has prepared something romantic. Only to be surprised by him just grabbing your arm to walk you in. Once inside, he’d lock the door and forbid you from leaving until you show him how much you truly love him.

Nicholas-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d ask you to help him on a run and offer to be the driver. Once inside, he’d drive as far as reasonably as he can, only to suddenly coming to a stop. He’d ask you countless of ways to make you answer that you’re indeed in love with him. Him suddenly getting quiet and telling you that because he’s so proud of you, he’ll prove to you that you’re his.

Gareth-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d somehow trick you and manage to have you blindfolded and your wrists bounded as he keeps you on the bed. He’d want to have you at your most vulnerable state and would’ve convinced you the instant you walked back to your room. He’d talk about how you made him feel earlier and warn you that he’ll make you understand who you belong to.

Tobin-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d invite you over for dinner at his house at night, only to beg you not to leave until the morning. He’d just think about how you seemed so carefree around whoever was flirting with you and stare at you coldly, only to change the moment you look at him in the eyes. He’d smile and put a hand to yours, asking you who is it that you love before begging you.

Jerry-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d still be his friendly self and walk over to you to offer you countless of your favorite meals he had just cooked, inviting you back over to his place as he ignores completely whoever is next to you. Once there, he’d just keep you to himself by giving you more and more food, making you unable to leave his side for the day, especially once you’re so full.

Aiden-Whenever he gets possessive of you, he’d act smug and just be blunt, asking you and whoever is flirting with you as to what you are both doing and thinking. He’d tell them that they have no business flirting around with you as you’re his and his only, making them uncomfortable and leave. He’d then turn to you and make sure you understood how much he meant those words.

Michonne-Whenever she gets possessive of you, the way she should express her affection towards you would seem much different than usually and it wouldn’t even seem to matter that there was someone else next to you. She’d grip your hand rather than hold it and leave lingering touches and glances at you, that indicate to you how much you’re hers rather than just simply being because she loves you.

Maggie-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d walk over to you and just ask you to help her out with something, only to end up having a light talk with you. She’d just act overly sweet and tell you all about how much she loves you and how it would devastate her if you ever thought of leaving her behind. Gradually, you’d just feel her hold your hands closer and closer to her.

Andrea-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d make you understand that you belong to her only by making you have an unforgettable night. She’d notice how casually kind you were towards whoever was flirting with you and come up with any excuse to have you follow her back to your room before she starts to make you weak.

Jessie-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d invite you over for dinner, only to discover that you’re not “feeling well”. She’d pretend to notice how red you are and fake a temperature for you, just to have the excuse that she can keep you in her house. When you would tell her that you’re fine and all she’d get upset at you for not trusting her, making you have no choice but to let her.

Beth-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d just want people to know that you’re hers, making her spend time leaving hickeys all over your neck. She’d seem to notice people’s gaze over you and how they act around you and take it as competition. She’d then find the perfect way to mark you as hers and just make you have a hard time concealing all of them.

Sasha-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d ask you over to come and help her keep watch in on of the towers, only to “accidentally” kick the ladder away, making you stuck with her for a good amount of time. She’d just notice someone making you smile from afar and have the need to take you away, so she’d just call you over and lead you into her trap.

Rosita-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d walk over to you and completely ignore the person flirting with you and just trick you into her room saying you forgot something in there, only to be locked in. She’d laugh on the other side to hear you panic and just kindly tell you that you need some time to reflect on who you belong to for the meanwhile and that her belongings will certainly help you be reminded of it.

Enid-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d sneak into your room as you’re taking a nap and just wake you up, asking you id you want to hang outside for the moment. She’d do her best to convince you and then tell you to be quiet about it simply because she doesn’t want the person flirting with you earlier to come over and bother, making her have you all to herself.

Tara-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d be her kind and friendly self in front of everyone, only to change and be completely different once you are both alone. Once the doors of your house are closed, she’d instantly ask you as to who you love and such. She’d then surprise you by handcuffing you to her and tell you that unless you show her, she doesn’t understand your meaning.

Carol-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d catch you off guard in the house and just tie your arms behind your back before pulling you to the room. She’d notice how kind you were to whoever would flirt with you and just have the urge to remind you that you’re actually already taken, making her just having to show it to you in a way you might finally get it.

Arat-Whenever she gets possessive of you, she’d glare at you and whoever is flirting at you to the point where you both acknowledge her. She’d wait for you to walk over to her before asking you as to what you were doing. She’d then tell you about how her feelings for you and how you’re hers and just gradually getting more mad about what had just happened, making her tell you to kiss her right now, in front of everyone to see.

Surprise (M)

Characters: Baekhyun x Reader

Genre: Smut/Fluff

Word Count: 4916 words

Plot: It’s Baekhyun’s birthday and he’s in for a surprise.

I know this is a day late but I was too busy yesterday to upload it. Part of this oneshot was highly inspired by JacksGap’s youtube video entitled ‘A Film For Ella’ which you should watch if you already haven’t! This is my second story ever and i’m still trying to get used to writing hahaha. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated! :)

Anyways, Happy belated birthday, Byun Baekhyun. ❤️ This guy right here is the love of my life. My ultimate bias and the light of everyone’s life. I hope he stays happy and healthy forever. He deserves all the happiness because he blesses my life and many others with it everyday. Thanks for everything, Baekhyun. ❤️❤️❤️

It was the day before Baekhyun’s birthday. The boys were on their way back to their hotel in Macau for a show which they had just completed and a festival which they would be performing at the following day. The day of Baekhyun’s birthday.

Baekhyun engaged in conversation with Junmyeon, Xiumin and Yixing as the four of them sat together in the small van. The other five members were in a different van because there was no way all nine of them could fit into the vehicle. The driver hummed to himself, not at all paying any mind to the chatter resonating across the car.

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Boyfriend Series; Mingyu

- everyone’s always saying how lucky you are for having such a cool and handsome boyfriend
- but you’re like uhhh “cool” and “kim mingyu” shouldn’t be in the same sentence LOL
- for your first date, mingyu takes you to the seoul lantern festival
- and it’s honestly such a beautiful experience
- he takes you out for street food near sunset, and after that, you both walk around the festival area, waiting for it to start
- the second it gets dark, one lantern lights up, then another and another
- before you know it, there are hundreds of beautiful lanterns floating in the water and they’re so vibrant and colorful in contrast to the dark night sky
- seeing just how amazed you look, mingyu takes out his phone and asks a nearby person to take a picture of you two in front of the lanterns
- the person agrees to it and counts “one, two, three…!”
- on three, mingyu cups your face, turns you in his direction, and kisses you right on the lips
- and under the stars, under a sky illuminated by lanterns of all colors, is where you both share your first kiss
- you’re not even going to lie, he was pretty cool that time, but now that you know him so well…… yeah he’s not cool at all
- mingyu likes to tease you a lot
- he likes to place things up high just to make fun of you
- but then while he’s laughing, he hits his head against an open cupboard and you have to hold ice against his forehead like good job mingyu
- the type to act manly while you’re both watching scary movies when he knows he won’t be able to sleep that night
- he loves lying his head on your lap
- you used to do that until he sneezed in your face and you were like honestly. wtf.
- “(name), are you still mad?? it was an accident!!” “don’t talk to me”
- when you catch him coughing in his hand or sneezing into it, right before he touches you, you slap his hand away and take like three steps back
- “mingyu, i am NOT coming near you until you wash your hands i swEAR”
- you both have matching SOCKS and it’s actually so cute???
- you have like five pairs and you both wear a pair when meeting up without telling each other, hoping that you’d both wear the same one coincidentally
- it took like seven tries but still
- his lock screen is a stolen shot of you petting a puppy and he’s going to keep it that way forever because it has the two things he loves the most in one picture
- good luck with his lame jokes
- he likes to say as a joke “aren’t you lucky to have kim mingyu, seventeen’s visual, as your boyfriend?” and once you said “what? isn’t junhui the visual?” and he was so OFFENDED
- he even went up to junhui and said “how dare you” and junhui was like “…did i do something wrong?”
- for someone who could cook and eats a lot, you’d think mingyu’s favorite food is one of his own homemade meals or at least something from a really popular restaurant but no
- he loves your cooking the most
- the type to crack jokes in the middle of something really romantic and just completely ruining the moment
- like you’re both about to kiss, but then he’d make a pun or just a lame joke in general and you’re like “ok no that’s it, you ruined it i’m leaving”
- he gives you piggyback rides all the time
- it’s not like he offers, you randomly jump onto his back and he laughs and just walks around while your arms are wrapped tightly around his neck
- he has to cover his red face whenever you wear his clothes because they’re so big on you and he thinks you look too cute in them
- bumps into everything, drops everything, trips over everything, makes a mess, forgets to bring things, he’s a tall mess LOL
- he loves holding hands with you and you guys always are whenever you go out
- the story behind this is that once, you were both walking through this crowd of people and guess what you lost him in the crowd
- you were like are you kidding me???? thanks to his height, you were able to spot him but geez mingyu you can’t just walk off like that when something catches your eye
- so holding hands is mostly just so that you both won’t get separated LMAO
- (unknown to you, it was all part of mingyu’s plan, he just wanted an excuse to hold it all the time NICE)
- mingyu loves forehead kisses, he actually melts after receiving one but his cheeks also turn bright pink when asking for another one
- he loves kisses on the lips because he likes seeing you go on your tippy-toes to reach his
- kisses are slow and breathy, and he always has his hands on your waist, or his fingers are tracing circles on your arms or the small of your back
- he likes giving you back hugs and swaying from side to side while you hold onto his arms
- always does something so unnecessary to show you that he still and will always love you after a fight
- these stupid antics never fail to make you laugh and that’s exactly what mingyu was hoping for
- he never wants to frown, he never wants you to cry, he never wants you to feel pain
- this is inevitable of course, but at least around him, he wants you to smile because he’s so happy when he’s with you
- and he only hopes you feel the same way
- “can you reach that for me please?”
- mingyu takes the item down for you, and you reward him with a kiss on the cheek after he gives it to you
- “thanks mingyu, i love you!!”
- “(laughs) i love you too, shortie”

Where Family Is || Taehyung || Oneshot

Originally posted by apgujeon

Word Count: 3584

Genre: angst, based loosely on the Spring Day mv and hyyh mv’s, tw; suicide, depression, abuse, alcoholic

Summary: Warm days will come after the winter storms…

The chug of the train had long left the area and silence had settled over the train station. The frozen branches hung over the stained tracks like gargoyles, protecting the spot and watching those who come by it with a wicked eye. The body had long been moved and now a young man sat at the train station, his feet placed heavily against the white snow, his arms resting against his thighs as he leaned forward and his fingers hooked to each other. Once in a while, this young man would stand, wrap his arms around a column and lean his cheek against it before leaving the wood post and hopping onto the ground. He would sit on the tracks and run his fingers absentmindedly over the rusted and blood-stained rails. He had been in this state for several weeks and he hadn’t left his post. He didn’t want to eat or sleep—in fact, he found that he couldn’t. He didn’t need to.  

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I Don’t Forgive You | Part One

Originally posted by daeguboy

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Pairing: Reader x Namjoon

Word Count: 1.5k+

Genre: Angst

  → Synopis: After years of being together, a lie is uncovered that could potentially ruin your relationship with Namjoon forever.

There’s something that clings onto you whenever you love someone. It’s a four letter word called hope. It sticks to you like gum against your favorite jeans when you unintentionally touch it from underneath a desk. No matter how hard you try to get it rid of it, it doesn’t come off. Hope doesn’t leave. But there comes a time when you just take a step back and let it be. There’s nothing more you can do to take it off.

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Okay but Alana Beck/Connor Murphy friendship

The whole thing starts out as a pet project for Alana who thinks if she makes Connor a better person

Connor, being the cynical asshole he is, accepts her acquaintanceship plot because he’s got nothing better to do, this’ll be entertaining for him.

Two weeks into this acquaintanceship Alana realizes, “Oh dear this is worse than initially thought.”

Connor doesn’t actually take this seriously, whatsoever. He thinks he doesn’t actually have to change. But hey, he’s starting to enjoy this short genius’ company.

Alana progressively learns more about Connor as he starts to let her in little by little.

Connor vaguely trusting Alana more and more each day because who does she think she is being nice to me I’ll show her I’ll be her best fucking friend and ruin her life by being this big trash baby of a friend to her

Connor slowly realizing that the most ‘life’ Alana has outside of him is Zoe, Evan, and her family.

Alana introducing Connor to her family in an attempt to help him reach out and meet new people other than just her Connor you tall, lonely man.

Alana talking to the Murphy’s with respect and kindness because that’s how she was raised.

Alana feeling mortified with how Connor introduces himself to her parents.

Alana’s mom taking an immediate liking to Connor that no one sees coming.

“Mama Beck”

Connor has become a part of the famous Beck Family Dinners and, honestly, the whole idea of a family meal where they actually discuss their day instead of complaining or arguing or yelling at each other.

Alana and Cynthia getting together to discuss Connor’s progress.

Stupid texts at three in the morning because one or the other can’t sleep and “Man have you ever thought like what if the sun just exploded?” “Connor it is 4:37 A.M., eastern standard time. Please go to sleep.”

“Did you know you’re my best friend?” “Did you know that I don’t care?” “Yes I am well aware of that but did you even listen to my fact, Connor, did you know that?”

Connor getting worse at times and Alana is trying so hard not to freak the fuck out because this is her best friend she’s supposed to make him happy that’s what she thinks she must do

Alana’s stress making Connor feel worse because jesus fucking Christ look what I’m doing to her

This friendship is fucking deteriorating slowly because two self destructive forces working to build something up may not work out in the end

Alana is struggling to keep a hold onto this

Connor just thinks constantly that he has to fix something or else it’s all going to fall apart he’s been sober for a few months now for this girl he cant just throw it away

Connor locking himself away for days at a time calling, texting, and messaging Alana, telling her she shouldn’t stress or worry because this was normal he was just like this

Alana constantly visiting the Murphy’s to try to get Connor to step out of his room and step into the sun (hah references)

I think about them a lot please send me headcanons about these two and their cherished friendship

Daily Horoscopes - May 1st, 2017

HAPPY BELTANE/MAY DAY WITCHBABIES 🔮 it’s been a while, gonna try to get back on these daily horoscopes more frequently! Blessed be! 🖤

ARIES: It’s time to think about what’s important to you, and a certain person’s name will be at the top of the list. You also want true intimacy – the ability to be alone together, silently, with total comfort. Mention that.

TAURUS: Your feelings will be tough to hide. Okay, impossible. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try, though, especially if there’s a secret involved. Just don’t be too tough on yourself if something slips.

GEMINI: Dreaming of a far-off place where the Sun shines and the beach goes on forever? Thinking of how much fun it might be to sit and watch the sunset with someone special? Stop thinking about it. Make plans.

CANCER: For most of the day, you’ll be feeling everything pretty darned intensely. But once evening arrives, the mood will start to lighten and company will start to laugh – at what might not even be that funny. Enjoy it.

LEO: Okay, now that the melodrama is at least quieter, if not entirely over, you can relax. Fortunately, a certain someone will be only too happy to distract you. And you’ll be only too happy to take them up on it.

VIRGO: Enough with the secrets. You’ve been holding onto this for long enough. Go ahead and do what comes most easily to you: Speak your mind. It’s not like anyone who knows you will be shocked beyond recovery.

LIBRA: That special person you’ve been thinking about for what seems like forever and a day? Turns out they’ve been thinking the same things about you. Now, what to do about it – that’s the issue.

SCORPIO: It’s all about fire – in the sky and in your heart. You won’t take no for an answer, and ‘maybe’ will sound exactly the same. Heaven help anyone who thinks it will be easy to pacify you with a glib comment.

SAGITTARIUS: As of tonight, you’ll be able to kick back and relax, like you haven’t done in weeks. Several weeks, even. So when the urge arrives, do not – repeat, do not – give in to someone’s pleading to go out.

CAPRICORN: All right, now you can get to work – now that you’ve said what was on your mind and in your heart. It’s best that you don’t tell anyone what you’re planning before it happens, though.

AQUARIUS: You’re not fond of mornings – especially the kind that happen on Mondays. So when the alarm goes off, you probably won’t be tickled to hear it. But what if you knew it was going to be a great day?

PISCES: Still ready to let anyone and everyone see how aggravated you are, even if it’s not politically correct? Well, good for you. No one could ever stop you from that mission. But count to ten, just for the heck of it.

My Eyes on You - McCree/Reader
  • Genre: Angst/Fluff, Happy Ending
  • Rating: T [mild blood, violence, makeouts]
  • Word Count: 3,046 (This ended up being…so so long. I’m so sorry)
  • Notes: For @overwritings contest [i’d be happy to be considered for the first prize? but this was fun to write either way! ty for giving me a reason to get this out of my system] 

Synopsis: While on a mission rescuing civilians from a Talon attack, you get injured protecting your teammates. You play it off and most believe you, but, Jesse’s eyes are sharper than most. You know it.

The air was filled with a smog so thick that you could feel it coating the inside of your lungs. The thin layer of unwanted particles causes a cough to scramble itself up your throat but you push it down, causing your shoulders to shake. It was the only movement you made while hiding behind one of the many large cargo freights that were littered about the warehouse to avoid the rapid fire of bullets and bombs flying over your head. When the bullets halted for even a moment, you and the rest of your team used it as your change to attack. Your fire burned the air when theirs did not, creating the endless echo of war in the makeshift Talon base that didn’t seem to be letting up anytime soon.

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anonymous asked:

Hello, can I request HC with RFA+ V and Saeran about MC, who's really cute and all sunshine and rainbows, but when someone would try to badly hurt her s/o she'd go mad and in rage she'd almost beat the guy to death before pulling her out. Bonus if MC is boxing champion. If this ask is too strange, feel free to skip it. I just want to see another side of MC. Have a good day~

This is such a great request anon! I love the idea of a strong MC, like we need more otome games like this! But seriously I got really into these and made some of them with feels! Anyway, I hope that you enjoy!! :3 

Note: There is violence and some crude name calling in this request so if that is something that makes you uncomfortable or is triggering in any way please skip this one!


  • One day you and Yoosung went to the video game store and you watched happily as he was looking to buy a new game
  • It was all fine and good until you noticed one of Yoosung’s classmates walk over
  • He started insulting Yoosung, telling him that the reason why his grades were so poor was because all he did was play games
  • Then he had the nerve to call say that Yoosung was an idiot who would be forever lonely because all he did was play games
  • Something inside of you snapped and you punched the jerk straight in the nose
  • The guy tried to keep his balance but you gave him a swift kick in the stomach, knocking him to the floor -
  • You proceeded to punch and kick the guy, yelling to him how perfect Yoosung was and you would’ve beaten this guy to death if Yoosung hadn’t pulled you off of him
  • He dragged you out of the store and took you straight home to check to see if you were injured
  • When he made sure that you were unharmed, Yoosung hugged you tightly, in tears as he said that no one has ever stood up for him like that before and that he was so grateful to you
  • You hugged him back tightly and calmed him down, making a mental note to find out any other of his classmates who were bothering him and make them pay
  • “Thank you so much MC! But I’m going to get stronger too so that we can always protect each other!”


  • You and Zen decided to go out on a date to a local cafe
  • Zen wore sunglasses to try and conceal his identity since he truly just wanted to spend the day with only you
  • The sun was setting so it was getting tough for Zen to see with his sunglasses on so he took them off
  • The two of you were happily chatting at an outdoor table when a man comes up and scoffs in Zen’s direction
  • He started calling Zen an ugly, talent less actor who doesn’t deserve any of the limelight
  • Zen stood up to meet the man’s height, glaring at him but before Zen could respond, the man pushed Zen against a wall
  • Big mistake
  • You shot up from your seat and kicked the man’s shin
  • He yelled in pain but you didn’t stop there, you shoved the man into the wall, almost cracking his head open telling him that if he ever said anything rude about Zen again, you would split his skull open
  • Zen stood there, his eyes wide but a sense of pride filled within him
  • On the walk home, Zen asked where you learned self-defense like that and you explained that you use to take boxing classes
  • Zen sighed in relief, and gave you a quick kiss as he took your hand and led you back home
  • “I’m so relieved that you can take care of yourself if I’m not around MC. You’re like my own personal knight in shining armor!”


  • Jaehee had finally agreed to letting herself have a day off to spend time with you
  • The two of you decided to go to the mall to pick up some new clothing and just to generally relax
  • While at one of the clothing stores, you dragged Jaehee to the lingerie section, jokingly holding up garments to yourself making ridiculous ‘sexy’ poses
  • Jaehee laughed and held one up to herself, making you laugh
  • You and Jaehee didn’t notice the creeper guy walking past the two of you
  • He snickered and catcalled Jaehee, telling her that she should wear the piece of lingerie she was holding in front of her for him
  • Jaehee was about to give the perv a piece of her mind but you were quicker
  • You grabbed the man’s shoulders and kneed him in the crotch, making him howl in pain and fall to the floor
  • But you weren’t done yet, you grabbed the man’s head and started to repeatedly punch him, saying that if he ever dared to say anything like that to your girlfriend again, you would kill him
  • Some of the other people in the clothing store started to notice so Jaehee had to pry you off of the man and left the store
  • Jaehee kept telling you over and over again how dangerously you acted but at the end of her lecture, she hugged you and whispered a thank you
  • “No one has ever stood up for me like that before, thank you MC. Just please be more careful next time!”


  • Going out on dates with Jumin were always be somewhat challenging
  • He always wanted to go to some extravagant venue with a ton of security guards but you finally convinced him to go on a normal date with you
  • You decided to take him for a causal stroll in the park, holding hands and Jumin attempting to make some jokes
  • You laughed at them, even though they weren’t very funny, and the date was a lot of fun until some man who looked shady came up to you and Jumin
  • The man grabbed Jumin’s collar, demanding that he give some money since he knew that Jumin was a snobby, spoiled rich man who didn’t deserve the money that he had
  • Jumin was about to call the security guards but you were too fast
  • You grabbed the man’s arm and shoulder threw him, kicking him in the face before he hit the ground
  • The man groaned in pain and tried to stand up but you took hold of his arm again and slammed him into a tree telling him how he could rot in hell since Jumin was an amazing person
  • Once the security guards came, Jumin had to use all of his strength to get you off of the man
  • You apologized to Jumin, telling him that you may have gone a little overboard since you learned it from when you took some intensive boxing lessons
  • But Jumin simply smiled and held onto your hand tightly as he thanked you for holding the man off until the security guards came
  • “That was quite impressive MC. You’re going to have to show me how to do that so I’ll be able to protect you myself.”


  • You and Seven were going out on a late night snack run since his supply of Honey Buddha Chips were running dangerously low
  • Anythime you spend with Seven is a fun time and tonight was no exception
  • Seven was sitting in the shopping cart yelling about how much he loved Honey Buddha Chips while you were running around the aisle pushing him
  • The two of you were kicked out of the store but it didn’t matter to either one of you so you both laughed as you exited the store
  • As the two of you were walking home, a tall man in a business suit looked Seven straight in the eyes saying “Saeyoung Choi. You’re coming with me.”
  • Seven had a look of utter fear in his eyes as he couldn’t move a muscle as he immediatly knew who the man was working for
  • The man roughly grabbed Seven’s arm and shoved him into a wall, effectively making his head start to bleed
  • No way anyone was going to hurt your man
  • You ripped Seven from the man’s grip and headbutted the man to the ground
  • The man tried to grab you but you were too fast and took his arm instead, twisting his bone and snapping it then punching the man in the head, making him unconscious
  • Seven finally got out of his daze and pulled you away from the man before you could do any further harm and ran back to the bunker
  • He pulled you inside and squeezed you with a hug, explaining that the man was one of his father’s men and that he was probably sent to either take him away or kill him
  • Seven thanked you over and over again, peppering you with kisses telling you how much he loved you and if it weren’t for you, he’d be dead
  • “I’m so sorry that I wasn’t the one to protect you MC. I’ll make sure that the two of us live a happy and safe life, no matter what.”


  • You and V always made time in your schedules to have a date night at least once a week
  • They were usually simply dates, but they were always fun since you got to spend time with V
  • The two of you were walking home from an art museum, a place where V wanted to take you for a while and finally had the chance
  • Neither one of you had realized how late it had become so you made sure to hold onto V’s hand tightly so he wouldn’t separate from you
  • The minute you looked away, a man from the museum, who hated V’s art and called him and his work trash, came up from behind V and took his walking stick and threw it across the sidewalk
  • V was about to calmly go retrieve his walking stick until you went in front of him and punched the man’s jaw as hard as you could
  • The man staggered back but you weren’t through with him yet, you kicked the man against a wall and punched him again in the stomach
  • When V grabbed his walking stick, he ran back over to you and got you off of the man before you killed him as he heard you yell to the man that if you ever messed with V again, you would put him in a hospital for the rest of his life
  • V, being the gentle soul that he is, wanted to call an ambulance for the man but you refused, saying that it was good enough that you only beat him up and not killed him
  • He was still incredibly thankful and held on closely to you for the rest of the walk home and cuddled with you hardcore that night
  • “You really are my guardian angel MC. Words cannot express my gratitude or how much I love you.”


  • It was an extremely warm day so you and Saeran decided to go to the ice cream shop to try and cool down some
  • The way Saeran’s eyes lit up when he was choosing what flavor of ice cream he was going to get made your heart melt
  • When he finally chose his ice cream, the two of you went to a nearby bench to enjoy your treats and chat
  • Saeran was still uncomfortable with his body and always wore a long sleeve shirt or a hoodie to hide his scars
  • But it was becoming increasingly hot so you convinced Saeran to take off his hoodie or else he would get a heat stroke
  • He hesitantly took it off, instantly feeling cooler since he had a tank top on underneath and with your reassurance, he relaxed
  • That is until some douche bag passed the two of you, saying how creepy Saeran’s tattoo was and all of his faded scars were just for show
  • Saeran wanted to scream, cry, and kill the guy all at once but before he could do any of that, you bolted from your seat and punched the man’s jaw making him fall back
  • But you weren’t finished yet, you picked the man up only to kick him in his neck followed by his crotch, wanting him to feel as much pain as possible
  • Saeran didn’t want you to get hurt so he pulled you off of the man, mumbling that they should just go home since he didn’t want you becoming a murderer
  • On the way back home, you kept telling Saeran how much you loved him and how his scars didn’t define him, that he truly was a wonderful person
  • When the two of you got home, Saeran wrapped his arms around you, crying as he told you how he genuinely appreciated what you did for him and how much he loved you
  • “MC… I love you so much, thank you. I promise to protect you because you’re my everything and losing you would be like losing myself.”
Mute Part 11

Part 10

Genre: Angst
Words: 1,812
Pairings: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: Rape mentions (pls don’t read if this will trigger anything & also i’m here to listen if anyone needs to talk)
Summary: Bucky doesn’t know what to do when traumatizing events result in your witty remarks dying down to nothing.

When you woke in the morning, your eyes were heavy with dried tears. Exhaustion wore down on your bones from stress and tequila, and you wanted nothing more than to curl back into the warmth beneath you. That was, at least, until you realized that warmth was Bucky’s hard chest.

You didn’t know when he had gotten there, only vaguely remembering your nightmare with Steve last night, but from the look of dark coloring underneath his eyes, he had been up most of the night, too. It hurt your heart to know that he was in pain because of you, and this was exactly the point you were trying to make just the day before. He obviously didn’t listen.

You loved this stubborn man.

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