summary: the reader and edmund have been friends for most of their time together in narnia. but, they realize their true feelings for each other at the worst moment; just when they both leave for earth. and it doesn’t help that they live practically half a world apart. pairing: reader x edmund pevensie word count: 1.5k notes: so this is going to end up as a multi-part fic, and a collab with the most lovely @alwaysinnarnia, who (i think) is currently working on the second part. i’m so excited for you all to see the whole of this :) listen to: ho hey - the lumineers
“1, 2, 3, 4…” Peter closed his eyes, leaning his forehead on the stone wall as the memories of Lucy’s very first encounter with the magical land of Narnia flooded his thoughts, a smile being graced on his face.
Susan pulled Lucy up along the giant rocks outside Aslan’s How step by step until they managed to reach the very top and hid in a tree, and Caspian ran off into the woods nearby where he hid in a hole, leaving you and Edmund with nowhere to go.
“… 73, 74, 75…”
“Quick, I know where we can hide!” You whispered to Edmund as you grabbed his hand and ran briskly into Aslan’s How, stopping at the very back to find the secret stairwell Aslan had only told you about. As you knocked quietly on different spots of the wall trying to find the entrance, Edmund sucked air in nervously behind you.
“What’re you doing?! Peter’s going to find us!”
“Shh, Ed! Trust me, no one’ll find us —“ you stopped your sentence half way as you knocked on the right brick. In robust, speedy movements, the stone wall opened up to form a set of stairs leading down to another room.
“What the bloody hell…”
“Come on!” you didn’t hesitate to reach your hand out to Edmund as he stood there looking at you with excitement. Pulling him down the spiral staircase, you two were greeted by a dark, confined, and dusty room, with a small bed in one corner.
“What— is— this place?” Edmund choked out between coughs.
You rubbed your hands over your legs, trying to get rid of the multiple spider webs surrounding your body. “It’s a room, obviously.”
“Yeah, but why’s it here?” Edmund placed his head back on the wall as he proceeded to sit down on the carpeted floor.
“Aslan created it for me. I would come down here whenever I was feeling upset or wanting to be alone, where no one could find me. It’s been awhile since I felt that way… The room used to be a lot more visually pleasing than this, though.” Letting out a quiet laugh, you sat down next to Edmund and closed your eyes, sighing contently.
Even through the dark you could feel Edmund smiling at you, and so, you found his hand and clasped your nimble fingers around it, giving it a light squeeze. This wasn’t uncommon in your and Edmund’s friendship. Holding hands, hugs, eye contact, and smiles were how you showed one another that your long-lasting friendship was still intact and that you were there for each other. You two first met during the reign of Jadis, 1 year ago in human time, 1300 years ago in Narnian time.
The Pevensies’ met you, the odd American in Narnia, at Aslan’s Camp. You were a newcomer, just like them, and was also part of the prophecy. You still clearly remember the day you were deemed a queen of Narnia by Aslan.
“… And to the august Western Mountains, Queen (Y/N) the Bold.”
Sharing many of the same qualities as Edmund, it was only natural that it you two were to become close friends. However, there was something hidden deep within the prophecy, which remained known to only Aslan.
When those who seek adventure cross the same path, they will encounter, later on, love’s true wrath.
You sought out adventure, just the same as Edmund, and it was when you first met him at the Camp that you realized that you two would instantly become friends. But as you became older, it hadn’t occurred to either of you, yet, that your friendship has grown into a certain something called love.
A few minutes of peaceful silence passed in the dark room, until Edmund spoke up. “What made you feel happy?”
“What?” You furrowed your brows in confusion.
“You said that you used to come down here all the time because you felt upset… what changed that feeling?”
You opened your mouth to answer, but your mind was blank. What did change that feeling? When you first arrived here in Narnia, all you wanted was to go back home. You missed your friends, your family, the neighbours on your block, the kind people that would always smile at you when they walked past; you missed Earth. You didn’t want to be seen looking upset and worried by the others here, and so it was Aslan who made you your the secret room. And then it filled your mind, you knew why you went from upset to happy.
It was Edmund.
The messy dark chocolate haired boy had been the one to pull you out of your constant state of sadness. No one had made you feel as happy and important as he did.
“You. It was you.” You could see him flash his pearly whites through the dark and you did the same back.
It was at that moment that you and Edmund had recognized that your feelings for each other weren’t that of friendship, but that of love. After all this time you had known each other for, you both realized that you loved the other. You wanted to be together. Til’ the end of time. Edmund now finally understood the deep fire in his stomach whenever he saw you and Caspian together as envy and anger. You now finally understood the warm fuzzy feeling you would get whenever he touched you as love and desire.
You both began to lean in, merely inches apart, as you felt his breath of mint on your lips and nose, just until the tapping of shoes and whispers of voices could be heard.
Down the stairs came Peter, followed by Susan, Lucy, and Caspian.
“See? I told you she would have brought him here!” Caspian’s thick accent sounded through as he smirked triumphantly.
“W-what are you doing here?” You quickly stood up, as did Edmund, with a look of shock on your face. How did Caspian know about this room?
“We caught you, (Y/N). But I must say, this is a clever place to hide.” Peter laughed.
“Okay, but, how did you know this room existed?” Edmund read your mind and stated your question out for you.
“Why, is this where you two love birds come down all the time without us knowing?” Susan scoffed playfully.
“What?! No!” You and Edmund responded at the same time.
“No one knew about this room except for me! I used to come down here all the time when I was sad…” you trailed off as you tried to think of a reason as to how Caspian found the stairwell leading down to the room.
“Yes, well, it would have probably served as a better hiding spot if you actually remembered to shut the door.” Caspian rolled his eyes.
You sputtered on your words trying to form a sentence, but Edmund interrupted you, a tone of annoyance and anger lacing through his voice. “Okay, so you found us, whatever. We need to get ready for our farewell.” He shoved past Peter and Susan and ran up the stairs, leaving you there with a confused frown on your face.
Lucy ran up to you and tugged at your sleeve. “What happened?”
“I - I don’t know…” you left the others unconvinced with your statement. What just happened? Were you and Edmund really about to kiss? Did you think of him as a friend? All this time? Or as more? Thoughts flooded your brain, but you couldn’t stop them from overflowing. You needed to let your feelings out. “Lucy, Susan, I think I need to talk to you two.”
Susan walked up to you and placed a hand on your shoulder, her eyebrows furrowed. “(Y/N), are you alright? What do need to talk about?” You ignored her questions and looked behind her at Peter and Caspian who had expressions of worry written on their faces.
“Alone. I need to talk to you two alone.” Caspian accepted your request at once and walked out of the room. But Peter, however, needed a little more convincing.
“What’s the matter?” Peter lightly shoved Susan aside and took your hands in his.
“I don’t- I don’t think that maybe you should know just yet.”
“(Y/N), you know you can tell me anything.”
“Peter, please, I just don’t feel like—“
“What’s going on? Why can’t you just —“
“Peter, stop it! She’ll tell you later. Please, just go.” Susan gently pried his hands away from yours and beckoned him to leave. He looked at you forgivingly as he curtly nodded, and then proceeded to head up the stairs.
A few seconds had passed and you fell to the ground, your head in your hands.
“(Y/N), what’s wrong?!” Lucy wailed as she sat down next to you, her hand on your knee.
“E-Edmund.” as you said his name, you felt your voice begin to shake and eyes begin to pool up with tears.
“Wait, what about him?” Susan raised an eyebrow, concerned for not only you, but her little brother. “(Y/N)? (Y/N), answer me!” As her worry grew, so did the sound of her voice.
That’s when you started sobbing. Lucy shushed Susan and patted your knee soothingly.
“I think- I think I —”
“You think what?” Susan and Lucy asked you at the same time.
when you don’t know how to say it yourself, this playlist does the hard part for you.
1. (if you’re wondering if i want you to) i want you to - weezer // 2. first date - blink-182 // 3. tonight you’re perfect - new politics // 4. la la - the cab // 5. i believe - basic vacation // 6. somebody loves you - betty who // 7. out of my league - fitz and the tantrums // 8. boom clap - charli xcx // 9. starlight - muse // 10. high - the cure // 11. shiver shiver- walk the moon // 12. modern nature - sondre lerche // 13. like or like like - miniature tigers // 14. sweater weather - the neighbourhood // 15. bloom - the paper kites // 16. you and i - ingrid michaelson // 17. better together - jack johnson // 18. anyone else but you - the moldy peaches // 19. they write books about this sort of thing - say hi // 20. ho hey - the lumineers // 21. riptide - vance joy // 22. this will be our year - the zombies // 23. happy together - the turtles // 24. my girl - the temptations // 25. heroes - david bowie
pompeii - bastille | little lion man - mumford and sons | the phoenix - fall out boy | everybody loves me - onerepublic | spark - fitz and the tantrums | mr. brightside - the killers | king and lionheart - of monsters and men | kiss with a fist - florence and the machinealone together - fall out boy
drops of jupiter - train | young volcanoes - fall out boy | human - the killers | fast car - tracy chapman | undercover martyn - two door cinema club | first day of my life - bright eyes | thoughts of flight - edmund | killer queen - queen
stutter - marianas trench | australia - the shins | come on eileen - dexy’s midnight runners | skipping stone - transit | you and i - ingrid michaelson | stranger - chris august | little wonders - rob thomas | come on get higher - matt nathanson | ho hey - the lumineers
bad blood - bastille | us - regina spektor | the boys are too refined - the hush sound | ain’t no rest for the wicked - cage the elephant | kill your heroes - awolnation | car radio - twenty one pilots | flaws - bastille | all these things i’ve done - the killers
falling in (and out of) love at a coffee shop // for the days when you need to forget everything, study, or curl up with a good book //listen here.
i. holocene - bon iver // ii. love is a fire - courrier // iii. i forget where we were - ben howard // iv. wasted time - vance joy // v. love like this (acoustic) - kodaline // vi. ho hey - the lumineers // vii. amsterdam - daughter // viii. the steward of gondor - howard shore // ix. after the storm - mumford & sons // x. you don’t know how lucky you are - keaton henson // xi. i won’t love you any less - nat and alex wolff // xii. homeless - ed sheeran // xiii. strange world - parachute // xiv. featherstone - the paper kites // xv. strings - young the giant // xvi. another’s arms - coldplay // xvii. falling in love at a coffee shop - landon pigg // xviii. sun - sleeping at last // xiv. keep your head up - ben howard // xx. blood - the middle east // xxi. be the song - foy vance // xxii. the devil’s tears - angus and julia stone // xxiii. wait - m83 // pictures - benjamin francis leftwich // xxv. #3 - lewis watson // xxvi. i’m a mess - ed sheeran