Well... Has Mako ever gotten jealous or is he just a ball of love?
Jealousy, it’s a disease that attacks the heart, it numbs
the mind. Causing the host to act hostile and often drive their loved ones away,
ruin every relationship they have.
Makoto was no stranger to this feeling, it consumed every inch of his
heart. He watched as Haruka, his Haru-chan began to grow closer to a certain
red haired gem, his eyes narrow ever so slightly.
Makoto kept this affliction hidden, or at least he tried.
But no matter how hard he tried it would rear its ugly head and make him do
things he would never do in a sane mind. Makoto liked Rin he really did but
watching how he and the diamond clicked instantly made a fire burn in his
chest. Watching the two grow closer and closer until he would be replaced all
together. The rational side of Makoto knew this was untrue, he and Haru were
mates nothing could tear them apart. But the jealous beast in him convinced him
that with every second those two spent together was driving them further apart.
The affliction was right.
Rin and Haruka fused, Makoto had no idea whether it was on
accident or if they purposely decided to fuse; either way Makoto lost it. He
was hurt, it felt like someone tore off his gem and shattered it. His eyes
began to water as the fusion approached him,
The fusion leaned down attempting to capture Makoto’s lips
in a kiss, he cupped Makoto’s face in a painful grip but he was not afraid.
Makoto slowly moved his hands towards the middle of the fusions chest ready to
tear him apart.
Then at the corner of his eye he saw Sousuke. Sousuke stood
at the doorway, mouth gaping as he saw the scene before him. He didn’t know
what to do, he had went out for a quick check on the kindergarten. He was
hoping to spend more time with Rin but it didn’t seem like that was happening
Makoto froze but the fusion kept moving, successfully
claiming Makoto in a kiss. Makoto struggled, cursing himself for being so
stupid as to let the fusion move any further. Makoto looked over to Sousuke,
his eyes begging for him to help pull the fusion away. It took Sousuke only
seconds to respond, he grabbed the fusion by his hair and roughly pulled him
away from Makoto. The fusion and Makoto broke apart a small string of saliva
still connecting them, Makoto quickly wiped his mouth and moved away from the
fusion as Sousuke tackled it to the ground.
“What the hell do you two think you’re doing?! You almost
hurt Makoto!” Sousuke was furious, how could their fusion be so unstable?
The fusion grunted and threw Sousuke off of him. Sousuke
landed on his feet and rushed after the combined gems, he landed a hard kick to
his stomach, making sure not to damage Haruka or Rin’s gem. The fusion doubled
over, Sousuke took advantage of the moment and began to rip the fusion apart.
Within minutes it defused and flung Haruka and Rin apart, Makoto stood still
keeping close to the wall.
Haruka slowly lifted himself up onto his elbows, he was
obviously in pain from being forced apart. Haruka moved his eyes across the
room and locked with Makoto. Haruka immediately forgot about his pain and
rushed over to Makoto.
“Ma-Makoto, I’m sorry…Hitoku, he wouldn’t let us unfuse! You
know I would never hurt you, right?” Haruka gripped Makoto’s forearms not
seeming to care that he was leaving indentations on him. Makoto hated this, he
looked into Haruka’s pleading blue eyes and knew that he already forgave. He
could never be truly mad at Haru, no matter what he did.
Makoto couldn’t help the tears that began to pour out of his
eyes and drip down his chin onto the wooden floor. He was frustrated at Haruka,
Rin and for some reason even Sousuke. He was angry and he didn’t know how else
to express himself but to cry, he felt so small crying in front of everyone.
“Makoto, No. Please don’t cry, I’m sorry!” Haruka pulled
Makoto into a bone crushing hug, cradling his head against his shoulder and
gently rubbing the gem on his back. Makoto wanted to refuse, to push Haruka
away and leave, but it felt so nice to be touched by him again, it felt like
years since they last embraced. Makoto couldn’t help but bury his face into
Haruka’s neck, hugging him back with just as much desperation. Makoto melted
into the hug and his sobs soon calmed down, and became quiet hiccups.
Haruka whispered softly in his ear and even began to rock
both of them back and forth until Makoto was silent altogether. Sousuke and Rin
had quietly walked out of the temple, feeling incredible awkward and
uncomfortable as they stood there and watch the two being overly affectionate.
Makoto pulled away from Haruka and wiped his eyes with back
of his hands. Haruka kept his hands on Makoto’s forearm, refusing to move more
than a couple inches away.
“Makoto, I’m sorry. Rin and I, we didn’t mean to fuse…it
just happened…” Makoto couldn’t keep back the glare he had been holding as soon
as Haruka spoke. Makoto resisted the urge to roll his eyes, never in his life
has been so mad.
“So, let me get this right.” Makoto moved out of Haruka’s
grasp so he could tower over him. It was new to Makoto, to want to intimidate
his mate, to make him feel small. Makoto
never did like his height and he never did use it to strike fear but today
Makoto didn’t feel like being the nice gem. “You can fuse with anyone you want
but if I do it, some gem gets broken? Is that right?”
Haruka was taken aback as he saw Makoto’s expression change,
he had never seen Makoto act like this. Makoto never carried himself in such a
way, let alone talk back to him. Haruka felt like crying himself, he never
intended for this happen. He didn’t want to hurt Makoto or make him cry, he
didn’t want any of this.
“Makoto, stop it. You know that’s not true.” Makoto saw red,
he didn’t think as he grabbed Haruka by the front of his bodysuit and harshly
yank him to his eye level.
“It is true! You broke Sousuke’s gem and then you fused with
Rin!” Makoto shook Haruka as he yelled, Makoto lost all sense of control. As he
slammed Haruka against the wall. He saw the fear in Haruka’s eyes but he was
too angry to care. He didn’t want to act this way, he didn’t want Haruka to be
afraid of him but if fear would keep him close, then so be it
“If you ever fuse with him again consider us done!” With
that Makoto stalked away he heard Haruka’s heartbroken pleas, calling for him.
It took everything in Makoto to not turn around and beg for Haruka’s