“I walked through the door with you, the air was cold… but something bout it felt like home somehow…”
"Come on, love, you’re going to freeze to death!“ Tom called.
I smiled at him and ran up the sidewalk to join him at the door of his parents’ house. Tom sat my bags on the ground and reached into his pocket to pull out his key.
As soon as the door was open, the loud scream of Tom’s name filled both of our ears as his family came running around the corner to take in the rare sight of Tom Holland standing inside their home.
Tom hugged all of them before turning to introduce me.
"Guys, this is Y/N. The love of my life.” Tom said with a wide smile across his face.
Tom’s mother smiled at me before pulling me into a loving hug.
"Oh, I can just tell you’re going to fit right in with us! Tom, take her bags up to her room! We’re going to give her a tour really fast!“
I smiled at Tom before following his mother down the hallway.
"I told you they’d love you.” Tom whispered in my ear as he pressed a kiss to my temple.
"Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place and I can picture it after all these days…“
Tom’s hand held mine as we walked down the path. His other hand held the leash that Tessa was on. I pressed myself into his side as another cold strike of the wind hit us.
"I told you to bring your coat, love."
"I know, but it’s not that bad when the wind isn’t blowing. And besides, I have you beside me to keep me warm."
Tom smiled down at me and kissed my forehead as we continued our walk through the woods. Tom let go of my hand and wrapped his arm around me as I hugged his torso. We both walked in silence as the leaves began to fall around us.
"This is my absolute favorite time of year. It’s so beautiful, I could just stay out here and watch it all day.” I said.
Tom hummed in agreement.
"Well, as great as that would be, cuddling up by a warm fire with some hot chocolate is pretty great too.“
I laughed and hugged Tom even tighter.
Tom then stopped walking and turned to face me.
"I have to tell you something, Y/N…"
"Okay… what is it?"
"I-I love you."
I stared up at Tom in shock. Neither one of us had said those three words yet. I could tell Tom was growing anxious by my silence.
"I love you, too, Tom."
Tom’s smile grew huge and he pulled me into a kiss as the leaves continued to fall around us.
"Cause there we are again on that little town street, you almost ran the red cause you were looking over at me…"
"Why does Harrison have to live so far away from you?” I whined as we continued on the long drive towards our friend’s house.
"Because that’s the house his mum and dad bought.“ Tom whined back.
I giggled and reached over to turn the music up. I began to quietly sing the song that was playing in the radio. My feet were placed on his dashboard. Even though he hated when I did that, he had given up on trying to keep me from doing. Because I always did it.
"Uh, Tom? Why aren’t you slowing down? Tom! That’s a red light! Slow down!"
Tom then hit the breaks as hard as he could so that we wouldn’t fly out and get hit by other cars.
"What was that all about?” I asked as I put my hands on my hips.
"Sorry, love. You’re just really beautiful. The wind was blowing through your hair and you’re voice, God your voice. I just couldn’t look away…“ he said as he began to blush.
"Alright, lover boy. Just pay attention to the road.” I said, causing us both to laugh.
“Photo album on the counter, your cheeks are turning red…"
Tom groaned as his mother continued to flip through the old photo album.
"And here’s Tom after he lost his first tooth. He got so scared and thought he was dying! He woke up and screamed at the top of his lungs. It was hilarious!”
Tom then stood up and grabbed the photo album from his mother.
"Please mum, not now!“
Tom’s cheeks were bright red which made me and his mother laugh even harder.
"Well, I think you were very adorable, Tom.” I said as I leaned across and kissed his cheek.
The action only made his cheeks turn redder.
"Oh! I have to show you the one of him from the time he put my make up on himself!“ Nikki said as she raced off towards her room.
"NO!” Tom screamed as he chased his mom down the hallway.
"Cause there we are again in the middle of the night, we’re dancing round the kitchen in the refrigerator light…“
I had woken him up after I had a bad dream. Tom immediately took me to the kitchen to heat me up a glass of warm milk to help me go back to sleep. As we waited for the milk to warm on the stove, Tom pulled me into his chest and began to dance with me around the kitchen.
"And you can tell everybody that this is your song…” Tom quietly sang as he twirled me around.
Tom knew how much I loved this song solely from the fact that Ewan McGregor sounds like an absolute angel when he sings it in Moulin Rouge! Tom immediately became jealous the first time I expressed my crush on Ewan McGregor because he had played his son in The Impossible.
Although Tom wasn’t as talented in Ewan, I loved his version a million times more because it was coming from him.
"Maybe we got lost in translation maybe I asked for too much… but maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up…“
"Tom, I’m not comfortable with this… I want you to follow your dreams, but this is too much. Please, just be honest with me. Is it true?"
Tom stared at me. His silence was all I needed.
I slid out from the booth in the coffee shop and began to walk towards the exit. As I reached the door, I turned to face Tom one last time. He had his head placed in his hands.
"I just wanted you to love me.” I said to him before I walked out.
“You call me up again just to break me like a promise, so casually cruel in the name of being honest…“
I hadn’t left my house in days. The thought of seeing Tom was too much for me to handle. I still love him. I think I always will. I felt my phone ring beside me and I answered it stupidly without looking at the caller ID.
"Y/N? Thank god…"
"Oh.. hi, Tom."
"Listen love, I know I hurt you but she meant nothing to me. I love you. I will always love you. You’re the only girl I’ve ever wanted! I was drunk and I hadn’t seen you in weeks and I was so lonely and she looked so much like you. I love you. I only want you. Please give me a second chance, I won’t let you down."
I felt a single tear fall down my cheeks as I heard his pleas. My heart was pounding against my chest, begging my brain to just forgive him so that it’s suffering could end, but I knew I had to stay strong and stick to my morales, because if I didn’t, I would lose who I am.
"Tom, never call me again."
And with that, I hung up.
"Time won’t fly its like I’m paralyzed by it, I’d like to be my old self again, but I’m still trying to find it…”
I spent what felt like years trying to fall back into my old life, but Tom was everywhere. His new success with Spider-Man had his face plastered on every magazine. I knew it had only been a few weeks since the phone call, but it felt like centuries.
Tom had invaded my heart and I knew he would never truly leave it.
I walked down the path that I had walked many times with him and Tessa. The same path where we first told each other “I love you”. I felt more tears slip from my eyes. I felt my heart break a million times more as I saw the leaves fall around me. Memories of the time I spent with him were constantly running through my mind, reminding me of what I had lost. I wish I had taken him back. What he had done was wrong, but if I hadn’t have been so stubborn I know we could’ve overcome it, but now I’ve ruined it. He’s probably already got another girl wrapped up in his arms, whispering all the sweet things that used to be for my ears only. He probably took her down this very path to tell her he loved her. He probably dances with her in the middle of the night and sings to her now. These thoughts ran through my mind as a constant reminder that Tom Holland was no longer mine.
Brenda Ball disappeared from The Flame Tavern on Memorial Day Weekend, 1974. A week or so after Brenda vanished, a young mother named Vicky spent the evening at a tavern just down the street, Brubeck’s Topless Bar. Twenty-five, petite, with long brown hair parted in the middle, Vikky drove there in her convertible, and left before midnight. Her car wouldn’t start, so she accepted a ride home with friends. At 4 A.M., just as the sun was beginning to light the eastern horizon, Vikky went back to try to start her car. She didn’t want to leave it vulnerable and open in the tavern lot.
“I was fiddling with the car, trying to get it started- and it wasn’t responding- when this good-looking man walked out from behind the tavern. I don’t know what he was doing there at that time of the morning, and it didn’t occur to me that he might have deliberately disabled my car. He tried to start it, and then he told me that I needed jumper cables. He didn’t have any, but he told me he had friends in Federal Way who did. We went to this store and he sent me in to get some. The guy inside thought I was nuts, and he said he didn’t have any jumper cables. Well, the man who was ‘helping’ me said, ‘I know someone who has jumpers.’ Before i could say no, we hit the freeway in his car, heading someplace north- toward Issaquah. We were driving along, and I thought he knew where he was going, but I worried because my five-year-old daughter was home alone. All of a sudden, the guy said, ‘Do me a favour,’ and I looked at him and he pulled a switchblade from between his legs and held it to my neck. I started to cry, and he said, ‘Take your top off,’ and I said ‘It’s coming off,’ and he said. ‘Now your pants’ and then he made me take off my underclothes.
I sat there stark naked, and I tried to talk to him- to use psychology. I told him he was a nice-looking guy and he didn’t need to do something like this to have a woman. He said, ‘I don’t want that- I want a little variety.’ I grabbed for the knife, and he was furious. He shouted ‘Don’t do that.’
Finally, I said, ‘My five-year-old’s home alone, and she’s going to wake up and she’ll be all alone.’ He changed all of a sudden. Just like that. He drove onto a street with tall trees. He said, ‘This is it- this is where you get out.’ I shut my eyes thinking he was going to stab me, and said ‘Not without my clothes,’ He threw my clothes out of the car, but he kept my purse and shoes. I got to a house and they let me in, and called the police. They found that someone had pulled the distributor cap on my car. They never located the guy who pulled the knife on me. But a year or so later, I was watching the news on television and I saw the man on the screen. I yelled to my friend, ‘Look! That’s him. That’s the guy who almost killed me.’ When they said his name, it was Ted Bundy.- An interesting story about a woman who believes she was nearly abducted and killed by Ted Bundy. This woman contacted Crime Writer Ann Rule and told her about the frightening night. Although Ann Rule received thousands of letters and calls about women who believed they had encountered Ted, she only featured a few in her book, this being one of them.
In Need of an Outletby blj2007 -
this started as a meet-cute in a coffee shop, full of innuendos and
went to become so much more <3 I love this so much <3
What’s It Gonna Beby lemonoclefox -
Pride and Prejudice inspired AU <3 Magnus is a talented baker at
Fairchild’s bakery, Alec is an insufferable prick - or is he? This is so
lovely <3 Better than the movie imho :D
STAR WARS: A Search for Justiceby Ketz -
This is epic <3 I love Star Wars and I love this :D Alec as a (soon
to be former) stormtrooper and Magnus as a Jedi, fighting for the
Downworlder Resistance against the Circle…
Eyes On Meby clockworkswan - When
a new same-sex dancing rule is made, Magnus is determined to prove this
is a good change. All he needs is a partner for ballroom dancing… <3
I am SO IN LOVE with this fic :D It’s fluffy and perfect, and I have a
weakness for dancing :D
The Way You Move Me by blj2007
- When Alec takes his little brother Max to go roller skating, he
didn’t think he’d end up meeting someone so intriguing at the rink. He
can’t really skate himself, but ends up coming back to the rink - only
for his brother of course :D I love this story <3
Appassionato by Chonideno - Alec
likes to play the piano for himself, until his upstairs neighbor, whom
he’s never seen before, starts slipping notes with song requests under
his door. Hauntingly beautiful descriptions, full of feelings, even if
you know nothing about music <3
Cute little Oneshots*
It’s a Yes from Meby Ketz -
reclusive singer Alec Lightwood gets roped into being a judge for the
Angel’s Voice. And there’s one contestant that’s especially talented as
well as intriguing…love this so much <3
Flirting With Death by AllOfTheFanfic -
Magnus gets hit by a car and meets his soulguide Alec, while staring
down at his body. Major character death, but in a nice happy end
way…it’s very interesting <3
never again left unsaid by hufflebee- Magnus realizes Alec never leaves the loft without telling Magnus he loves him. Short, cute, fluffy <3
I’ll Write You A Fantasy by theloverneverleaves -
technically this is a series of currently 2 oneshots, decided to put it
under oneshots though^^ Alec gets dragged to ComicCon by his siblings
and ends up falling for a fantasy author… <3
Belonging by iloveyoursmile -
Swimming AU with Alec as a swimmer and Magnus as a diver. There’s fluff
<3 and drama. Enjoyable even if you don’t like sports (like me :D)
*actually not so little in some cases :D
as always: please send fic recs whenever you like! I sometimes forget to mark stuff I have read, and then am really annoyed with myself, would be great to find some of those again…., and I also always want to read new stuff! I will read anything you recommend and decide whether it’ll be added to the list :)
btw - since this list has grown enormously, I will soon establish a system to mark my absolute faves, that I re-read all the time - and will make a post with those special fics. I’m gonna limit them to…idk, 20-ish?
When everyone asked about the first time you and Harry met, for some reason, they’d always assume it was a cutesy, romantic ‘our hands brushed and our eyes met’ kind of story. You didn’t know why that was the case, but it was far from the truth. Very, very far from the truth. The first time you and Harry met was a complete and total trainwreck, and it embarrassed you to think about it, but then again, here you were two years down the line and Harry somehow still wasn’t tired of you!
“I know, Lou! I’m really sorry, I promise I set an alarm last night but I think I might’ve turned it off this morning because it was loud and annoying and- Yes, I’ll be there soon. Give me like ten minutes max.”
It was the first day of being Lou’s assistant and you were pretty sure she wanted to fire you. You were sure this job wasn’t going to be sticking with you for long because of two significant reasons. It wasn’t just because you were running late with the new clothes for the boys and you hadn’t picked up the coffees and smoothies yet, it was also because you had no bloody idea as to what the hell you were doing. You might’ve lied on your resumé a little bit and said you were experienced with all the knicks and knacks of the world of fashion, but… Well, you hadn’t had a job in two months! You were desperate! And so, when the opportunity of being Lou Teasdale’s assistant came up… You couldn’t help yourself. Of course, it wasn’t just the perfect resumé that landed you the position. You hated to brag, but you thought you were quite the charmer! Very witty and you knew how to bring a smile to any grumpy person.
“Okay, lemme see. Green smoothie and YSL for Harry. Black coffee and Versace for Zayn and Liam…” You muttered to yourself, trying to balance while holding five bags of clothes in one hand and a whole tray of drinks in the other. “Vans for Louis? Or was it Converse? Might be Converse. Is he the one who wears Timberland boots?” You probably looked crazy, wandering around the streets of New York muttering things to yourself. “No, no. Niall wears Vans. I’m sure!” You’d figure it out sooner or later.
“Where have you been? We were supposed to start trying the clothes out half an hour ago, love. Time is precious!” You winced at Lou’s shrill voice before shooting her a sheepish smile and handing her her tea. “Boys, this is Y/N. She’ll be helping me with… Well, whatever I need.”
“Hi.” You puffed out, giving everyone a friendly wave before taking note of Harry. He was looking at Niall and giving him a very ‘Who the hell is this?’ expression. You understood the judgment. You did barge into the room with smoothie on your shirt and your sunglasses perched on at an odd angle.
“Right, well… Here are your drinks!” You chirped, turning around to grab the tray and hand the boys their drinks. Of course, there was one little problem. “I, uh, I don’t have your smoothie though, Harry.” Harry furrowed his brows, pouting slightly as he watched the rest of the boys enjoy their coffees and teas.
“I…” You pulled your shirt down a little, pointing to the green splatter right in the middle. “Might’ve knocked it over when crossing the street. I thought I was going to get hit by a car so I ran.”
“You don’ have t’ run when the sign tells you t’ walk.”
“I know, but I crossed when the sign told me to stand still. I didn’t want to be late!”
“You were half an hour late today.”
“I could’ve been forty minutes late if I didn’t run. But because I did run, I got here a whole ten minutes earlier! Smart thinking, if you ask me.” You clicked your tongue, wanting a black hole to swallow you up at Harry’s clearly unamused expression. Maybe your charm wouldn’t get you out of this situation this time around.
“Y/N, tha’s my favourite shirt!” Harry whined, letting out a huff at the sight of his Rolling Stones tee with a brand new stain on it. You set the now empty coffee mug back down on the counter and stood up, grimacing at the feeling of wet cotton sticking to your skin.
“Sorry… but don’t worry about it! Everyone will see the stain and you’ll become a trendsetter. I think it’s a look.” You pointed out, Harry rolling his eyes before walking over to you with a damp cloth. “Wiping it isn’t going to help.”
“What do you suggest then, smartass?” Harry scoffed, gently dabbing at the stain and letting out a scowl.
“You let me keep this shirt and I’ll get you a new one!” You beamed, stepping forward a little when Harry pulled you closer to rub harder at the stain.
“I’m not- You’ve stolen enough of my shirts, thank you very much. And yeh can’t just go out there and find a vintage Rolling Stones tee in bloody Forever 21 or something.”
“I’ll get you something else, then! How about a vintage Stevie Nicks shirt?” You suggested, Harry pausing for a moment to look up at you.
“There’s no way you can get your hands on that.”
“Don’t doubt me.”
“Can you get a signed one?” It was endearing how he was basically still fangirling over Stevie Nicks even though he had met her and sang with her the other week.
“I can make it happen. Because I’m amazing and everyone loves me.” You grinned, Harry nodding slowly and pulling away.
“A’right, fine. But if I find out you’re scamming me, that embroidered Styles shirt is going back into my dresser.”
Characters: Sam, Lucifer ( or Casifer if you want to be technical), Dean x Reader, Amara, Gabriel x Reader (you’ll see)
Word Count: 1,627
Warnings: angst, slight fluff
A/N: I wrote this a while ago, maybe a month or two ago, and I decided to post it finally. I hope you all like this! Feedback is welcomed and appreciated! I love you all so much! <3
Ever since Dean removed the mark of Cain, there had been this unspoken tension between the two of you. You loved Dean, and he loved you, but there was one huge problem; the darkness, or Amara as she called herself. Dean was your boyfriend, but Amara acted as if you didn’t exist. You didn’t take her affection for Dean lightly.
When you finally came face to face with Amara, she was not pleased with you. She made sure to note that Dean and her were bonded. You chose not to give a shit about what she said. You weren’t willing to lose Dean, especially to Amara. By the time Amara was done with you, you were beaten and bloody. Lucifer was the one to heal you. If it wasn’t for him, you probably would have died of internal bleeding.
“[Y/N] please,” Dean pleaded. “Amara will kill you.” Dean’s eyes looked over the blood that still stained your skin and your clothes.
My mum was hit by a car just before I was born. A strange man brought her back from the death just in time before, what
the beliefs call them, the soul takers, the Grim Reaper
strange man protected my mother for enough time, so she could give birth to her
daughter- me. However, even he couldn‘t protect her long enough and the soul
keepers found her and took her with them. My mothers savior, Kim
Yugyeom, the most famous Goblin, managed to hide me from The Reapers and gave me to my father.
I lived quite happy with my dad for about eight years before
another man in robe tried to take me away and bring me to the underworld where he claimed I
belong as a missing soul. My father told the low ranked Grim Reaper
to go away from where he came and that my soul didn’t belong to the underworld.
The low ranked Reaper told my father that if he doesn’t move out the way he
will die trying to protect me. And for the second time in my life, the Goblin
Catching the hand of the
Reaper who was ready to cast the deadly spell in order to kill my father, Kim
Yugyeom saved the day. “Come on. I’m not sure you want to do that. We are
friends, right? Right, Reaper? You are new, aren’t you?” and suddenly his voice
turned dark with heavy threats ”This family and especially this girl, are off
limits. You, don’t touch them. Am I clear?”
The Reapers eyes twitched with
fear. He was so afraid, that he couldn’t say anything and only nodded. Mr.Kim
smiled satisfied. “Good. Please continue with your list and don’t come back to
this house. Have a nice day.” And then the Goblin literally threw the Reaper
out the house. “Are you okay? Did he managed to hurt you?”
My father who had hugged me
the whole time, not letting me go of his arms, loose his grip, hearing the concern
in the voice of the mythological creature. “I’m fine. Take her, Yugyeom and
protect her. Our plan won’t work at this point. She has to survive and we both
know it. She was the chosen one. I know it and more important, her mother knew
this. Keep her safe.” I was plain afraid. A stranger came in our house trying
to take me and then another stranger came and my father just give me up to him.
I didn’t want to go. At all. “Strawberry, baby, you have to listen to dad. Are
you listening carefully?” I nodded, the glass strawberries on my rubber bands
making a noise as well. “You two talk. I’ll go collect her things.” Said the Goblin,
disappearing up the stairs. “Y/N, dad will ask you to go with this nice man to
his house. He will take care of you while daddy go to do some business. Can you
do that for me? You can call him uncle, how about that? He is a really funny guy
and you two will have great time together. When I come back, you can tell me
about all your adventures.” “I don’t want to go. He is scary.” My dad laughed
and gave me Mr. Sparkles, the white fluffy teddy bunny. “Mr. Sparkles will
protect you. I promise.” ”You promise?” “I swear in my pinky unicorn promise.” “Okay.
I’ll go.” “Fast. We have no time.” Said the Goblin, looking around as if we
were being watched. “Thank you,Yugyeom.””Don’t worry I’ll keep her safe.”
And that was the last time I
saw my father. This was almost ten years ago. Right now, I was looking at the
white ceiling waiting for my alarm to ring so I can go to school. As a senior, I
am so close to graduating. Graduating, becoming legal and living a happily ever
after. But not me. My destiny is written in the sky. I have to the Grim Reapers
wife. I have no idea what this means. I have never seen him and usually he is
depicted as a skeleton with a hood. I’m not sure I want to be a skeleton wife. You
can imagine the sex. It won’t be…usual for sure.
“Y/N, are you ready? You have
like ten minutes before your class starts.” Uncle Yugyeom has been taking care
for me for the last ten years. He may be a Goblin, but he is a good man. I love
him as a father although now that time had passed we look almost at the same
age. “I’m ready! Let’s go. Are we teleporting or getting a car?”
Jumping from my bed, putting
the bag on my shoulder, I ran down the dark marble stairs ready to hear my
favorite answer “Teleport.”
Here it comes the exciting
part. I walk out of our door and I’m right in front of the massive building I
call school, sweet school. I don’t have to wear three layers of clothes in the
winter and I don’t have to worry for the summer heat. My life is amazing. “Young
lady, where you think you are going without a jacket and a scarf? Outside is
minus degrees. Come here.” Yugyeom snapped his fingers and my cotton pink coat
and baby blue long scarf were right in his hands. He helped me wear my coat and
then put my scarf around my neck. “Now go.” As I opened the door, ready to
teleport Yugyeom shouted “Wait! No boys, no distractions. You can have a
friend. A girl. No man. Nothing with a penis and male hormones. If any man
touches you, I will know. Alright?” “Alright.” He waved me goodbye as he had
did for the last ten years. And I teleported. Let’s go to the world of school
As hours passed by I managed
to survive through almost all of my classes. I have only two more hours of
English and I’m done for the day.
There is something that
bothers me though. In our school, we have way too many ghosts for my liking. No
one can stop ghost. When I was small they were absolutely annoying, but now you
can say I even like them. When I get off from school, I sit on a bench, if its
not cold, and pretend to listen to music and draw, while actually I listen to
amazing stories from the ghosts. There are ghosts so old, they help me out with
my history lessons.
“Are you the Grim Reapers wife?” a ghost whispered in
mine ear. She was a rather beautiful ghost. A girl not bigger than me. But this
question… If I collected a dollar for everytime I had to answer it,by now I
wouldn’t be going to school. Sitting on the bench, sketching the
school for a numerous time, I waited for lunch break to finish. You can say, I
was little annoyed by the question and without much entosiasm, I answered.“I don’t know. I haven’t seen
him.” Suddenly all the ghosts around me trembled and some
of them disappeared, while the beautiful ghost looked at me and whispered
quietly “Oh…it’s true. I’m
sorry. I’m sorry. Bye.” I was fascinated. This has never happened
before. I wanted to know why was she so scared suddenly. “Wait. Talk to me.” But
it was too late. All ghost around me had disappeared and I was asking myself. What
on Earth has happened?
(requested by anon) Kai Parker x Reader word count : 3 912 summary : Reader goes back to Mystic Falls for Tyler’s funeral and returns home to Kai , finding a very unexpected scene happening in their living room.
* gif by * gif by fondu-with-downey keep reading after the cut😉 to the anon who requested the amnesia one : not sure if this is what you wanted but hope you like it anyways 😊
“It’s just a short trip back to Mystic Falls.” she said , placing her hands on Kai’s shoulder. “I’ll be back before you know it. I need to say goodbye to Tyler.”
The night before Matt had called her to tell her the news - Damon had killed Tyler because of a siren controlling him. Her life had always had supernatural creatures in it but a siren was a completely new one. They were a myth. Or at least thats what she had always thought. Clearly all the myths were true. Her friends were vampires , witches , werewolfs , hybrids , siphoners and her boyfriend of four years Kai Parker was a vampire/witch , a heretic.
“I want to come with you.” he insisted again. “It’s not safe.”
“When has it ever been safe.” she laughed nervously. “You know you can’t come. If you do they -”
“I can cloak myself.” he said , sounding more determinated by the second. “They won’t even know I am there.”
“Kai … we don’t know what that siren can do.” sighed Y/N. “What if she can see you when you are cloaked ?”
“Then I will snap her neck in an instant , grab your hand and run.” he added sounding a little amused. “Just like four years ago.”
“A siren is not Damon.” she interjected. “And as far as Matt has told me , she stays dead for 0.001 seconds. Also I don’t want to risk you getting sirened by her…”
“Are you jealous of a potential scenario that might happen ?” he asked looking at her with curious eyes.
“No.” she lied.
“Liar.” said Kai , scooping her up into his arms and backing her against the wall near by the door. His lips pressed against hers , drowning her in a deep passionate kiss. Her fingers tangled in his hair , pulling him closer. Far too soon to her liking he let her feet down on the ground taking a step away from her , not caring her feet felt like jelly. Kai had a grin on her face , hearing how her heart was racing so fast as if trying to leap out of her chest. “Damn , I love that look in your eyes… You want more of me don’t you ?”
Y/N ran her fingers roughly through her hair , shaking her head avoiding his smoky blue eyes. He took a step towards her , until her back pressed against the wall again. His body was so close she was starting to lose focus.
“Admit what ?” she said innocently as if she had no idea what he was talking about. “Will you walk me to the car ?”
Kai smiled taking her hand , looking at the ring on her finger and a smile spread across his face. “Of course , sweetheart.”
He grabbed her backpack and they walked outside. Y/N unlocked the backseat door , tossing her backpack on it and turned towards Kai pulling him in for a long deep kiss.
“I will always want more.” she said , getting in the car. “I love you.”
“Love you more.” said Kai , watching Y/N’s car pull out of their house’s driveway and down the street.
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THREE DAYS LATER …
Longest three days ever. she thought as her car pulled on their driveway. The funeral hadn’t gone without hiccups but Y/N was glad she had made it out of Mystic Falls in one pierce. Having Kai away from her for such a long time felt like hell , as if a part of her - a severely large part - was missing. It was still there but it was somehow not there at the same time. Y/N grabbed her backpack , rummaging through the pockets for her keys. She wanted to surprise Kai , getting home a few hours earlier than expected, and just before the big storm that was rolling in. The sky was covered with dark clouds and thunders rumbled from the distance , the usual slight breeze had started turning into a strong wind , bringing the smell of rain along with it. Usually around that time of the day he was rarely home but even with that knowledge in mind , she slipped the key into the lock as quietly as possible. The door was unlocked which only happened when he was at home. After spending so much time alone in the Prison World without the need to lock doors , this kept happening in the real world.
“Kai ?” she called out smiling , taking a step into the house.
“Why would I be nervous? There’s nothing to be nervous about, I’m just doing my job.” You snorted, struggling to keep your phone sandwiched in between your ear and your shoulder while you rummaged through your purse to find your pack of chewing gum.
“How can you not be nervous knowing you’re going to be traveling with Harry Styles?” You nearly stumbled over your feet after tripping over a little dip in the sidewalk before continuing to walk as if nothing happened.
Yes, you were going to be traveling with Harry Styles for his solo international tour. You were extremely fortunate to have nailed the job interview to be his personal assistant and his team seemed to really like you, so really, this was a dream! Of course, you hadn’t had the chance to meet Harry yet, but you figured he was just like any regular 23- year-old… If a regular 23-year-old was a billionaire singer. First impressions were important, and if you screwed up you’d have to deal with awkward tensions for the months that you’d be with him. Hm.
“Hello? Did you pass out?”
“No, I didn’t pass out. The point is, I’m not nervous because this is just a job. I’ve been an assistant before, this is nothing new! I’m going to be calm, collected, and Harry Styles is going to fall in love with me because I’m just that perfect.” You joked, glancing up at the numbers on the building to find the studio you were supposed to be at. (You were a little late. Twenty minutes counted as a little in your book.) “Plus, I’m great when I meet new people! Give them a firm handshake, crack a joke, and I’m good to go.”
“You’re twenty minutes late - I don’t think a good first impression is an option anymore.” Oh, shit. She was right. You had originally planned to pick up a blueberry muffin at Starbucks for Harry but obviously, you didn’t have enough time. Your feet began to pick up pace underneath you as the idea of Harry Styles and his team waiting for you in a huge meeting room entered your mind - You could already feel your palms getting sweaty. “I bet they’ve already moved on to the next assistant.”
“Y/F/N!” You snapped, raising your hand in apology when you crossed the road and nearly got hit by a car. “I’m terminating this conversation - You’re the one that’s psyching me out and you’re supposed to be supportive! I’ll call you later.”
It was fine. You were fine. Your legs were sore and your cheeks were bright red from the fast-walking you had done, but you were fine. All you had to do was go into the studio, introduce yourself to Harry, and that would be that. You were confident, charming, and witty. This would be easy!
“Hi, I’m so sorry I’m late. I forgot to set my alarm last night and-” As you entered the studio, the last thing you were expecting was to see Harry sitting there by himself, scribbling things down in that leather journal you saw so much. It was only when he looked up at you with a bright smile that all your confidence suddenly dropped all the way down the depths of hell. “Hellooo…” You didn’t want to be that person, but god damn - He was very attractive and you weren’t sure why you were only just noticing this. His eyes seemed brighter and his lips were definitely the colour of a ripe strawberry that you’d love to just sink your teeth-
“Hi! You must be Y/N. I’m Harry,” He set his things down on the couch before strolling over, grasping your hand in a firm handshake all while keeping that charming smile on his face. “I hope you’re excited about this job. I promise I’ll try not t’ be too much of a bother.” Harry smirked lightly before heading back to his place on the couch.
“Yes, I’m, uh, that’s me!” Your voice cracked before you covered it up with a cough. Being with Harry Styles would be an easy job… Right?
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for those of you asking, girl code is on hold while i try to organize my thoughts :-)
“It’s five years today.” I mumble. “I know.” I look at the snow that’s falling outside on the balcony of the hotel and whisper, “I miss you.” Everything replays in my head.
5 YEARS AGO
Y/N dropped the news that she was engaged and it made my heart drop. “R-really?” She just nods as her eyes are glued to ground. I watch her fingers delicately playing with the huge ring on her left ring finger. How did I not notice it? “No.” I say. “No?” Her face is full of confusion, “No. Y/N, I waited this long for you to come back and I didn’t expect you to automatically fall in love with me and run into my arms, but I can’t let you marry whoever it is.”
“I-I have to go.” She rushed into her car and i’m left in awe as she drives off. AS if on cue, it begins sprinkling and i’m left alone on the street.
You tossed and turned all night, Josh’s words replayed in your head. He loved you. You spent all that time trying to get over him just to come back and have him say those words. Words you wanted to hear ever since middle school. It was gloomy and raining outside, but you knew you had stayed up all night. “Fuck.” You whispered to yourself. You grabbed your phone off the nightstand, 6:43 A.M, and texted Jenna. It was early, but you needed someone. Jenna was up and was at your hotel room at exactly 7.
“What’s wrong?” She immediately asked as she walked in and sat on the messy bed. “He loves me.” You say. You explained what had happened with Josh and by the end of it, Jenna has her eyes wide and her mouth is hung open. “But, I’m engaged, Jenna. But, I don’t know what to do. I could’ve just told him that I am getting married to Michael. But, I hesitated and then just left.” You sighed heavily and threw yourself back on the bed. “Y/N, honestly, you’ve already given yourself the answer.” You lift yourself back up with confusion running through your mind. “The fact that you even have to question yourself is your answer.”
Best Friend Y/N: I need to talk to you. Meet me at Tyler and Jenna’s.
When I read the text I wasted no time in getting ready and driving straight to Tyler’s. Traffic was slowly moving because of a huge accident up ahead. All I could see was a flipped car on the divider. I drive slower as I get closer to the accident, but my foot steps on the brake pedal hard when I see Tyler standing there. I don’t care about the cars behind me, I care about why Tyler was standing on the freeway in the rain. I just place my car in park and rush over to Tyler, “Tyler! What are you doing here! Are you okay!” I shout so he can hear me over the cars and honking. I can see the tears running down Tyler’s face despite the rain also drenching him. He can’t speak. His mouth is open, but no words are coming out. He points in a direction and my eyes follow to meet with Jenna being wheeled to the ambulance. She sees me and starts screaming and crying, “I’m so sorry, Josh! I’m sorry!” She keep repeating those words and I’m confused as to why.
I was about to ask Tyler, but he was already in the ambulance with Jenna. A cop approaches me, “Sir, you need to get in your car and go. You’re making this traffic worse.” He says. “But, what happened? Why are my friends in an ambulance?” I ask. “You know them?” I just shake my head yes, hesitantly. “Then maybe you know the girl that was with the driver, Jenna Joseph.”
“What happened to the passenger?” I ask. “The passenger died on impact, son.” My heart stop for a second, “Who was the passenger?” I ask. I regret it.
“Her name was Y/N.”
As cliche as it may seem, I don’t remember what happened after that. But, I do remember all the days I spent locked in my home, sobbing and physically feeling my chest tighten and my heart hurt whenever I thought about her.
Some guys thought it would be smart to race on the freeway in the rain and one guy almost hit Jenna’s car, causing her to swerve slightly, but the slippery roads caused the car to go straight into the divider and flip over. Jenna was on the way back to the house with Y/N… because Y/N had decided to tell me she always loved me. That part hurt the worst. I blamed myself. It was because of me that she left the hotel. She shouldn’t have. She should’ve stayed.
Shortly after, I met her fiancee. With him was a baby girl that Y/N had just a couple months before coming to visit. The fiancee basically came to drop off the girl to Jenna and Tyler because he said he couldn’t handle her himself. He had even planned to call of the engagement with Y/N. I fought him. I kept the girl.
My five year old daughter looks up at me with eyes that look just like Y/N’s. “Daddy, did you love mommy?” I hold my daughter’s hand tightly, “She was the girl I loved and always will love, She was my best friend, baby girl. My best friend, my first love, and my last love.”
“Hey! What about me, daddy! We have the same name!” I laugh and lift my daughter up into my arms, “That’s what exactly what I mean, baby. Y/N is my last love.”
Both Kai and Reader have feelings for each other but none of them is willing to admit it to the other until Reader gets injured…
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It was Friday night and Y/N and Kai were supposed to meet at the movies. There was this scary movie Kai wanted to see and she had been more than happy to agree because it meant that during the scary scenes , he’ll hold her hand and pull her close to him. They’d sit in the back , away from the other viewers , as if they are the only people there. Y/N had feelings for him , but knew that he most likely didn’t feel the same way about her , so she kept quiet. Some times Kai would do or say something , making her wonder if he does have feelings for her , but … he never acted on it and she thought it she had imagined it.
Y/N walked down the street towards the cinema when her phone rang. Kai. said the called ID. She smiled and answered. “Hey.” she said smiling. “When are you getting here? ” Kai said on the phone. “I’m just turning down the street…” she said. “Be with you in a jiffy.” Kai laughed from the other end of the phone. “Alright , see you in a jiffy then.” he said smiling and hang up.
A moment later Kai saw her coming from other side of the street and his heart stopped for a moment. It happened every time he saw her. Y/N knew his past and everything he had done and had accepted him just the way he was , even before the merge. Y/N never judged him based on his past instead she supported him and had been there for him every single time he needed someone. He’d call her in the middle of the night or just turn up at her place unannounced and she’d let him in. They’d sit together and Y/N would listen and comfort him. Kai didn’t know how or when exactly he had fallen in love with her but he knew there was no changing that.
Y/N was crossing the street towards him when out of nowhere a car showed up and hit her , the driver not stopping. “Y/N !” Kai screamed running towards her. Y/N laid on the ground semi conscious. He pulled her into his arms , brushing her cheek. Her eyes fluttered open and closed as she tried to stay awake. “You will be OK.” he said , his voice trembliing. “You will be OK ….“ Y/N reached her hand towards his cheek ; she wanted to touch him , comfort him but when she tried to speak no sound came out. There were so many things she wanted to tell him … Y/N tried to speak once again , only one wish popping into her head. If this was to be the end for her… “Smile , please …” she said weakly. “I want to see your smile again.” “You will be OK , just hold on…” he said , adding a weak smile afterwards. “Kai , I …” she started to say but didnt get the chance to finish. Her eyes closed and she drifted into darkness./
Kai’s eyes were full of tears as he pulled her body closer to his. He could still feel her heartbeat…barely but still there. “No , no. Please don’t leave me!” Kai said , his voice breaking. “You can’t die , you hear me! You can’t die , not now …” tears starting to roll his cheeks. He felt as if air was being sucked out of his lungs , his heart breaking to million pieces watching Y/N’s unconscious body and knowing he can’t do anything to help her. A few moments after , he heard the sirens of the ambulance. The doctors lifted her body onto a gurney and Kai got into the ambulance with them , holding Y/N’s in his feeling her warmth not letting go. After they arrived at the hospital , Kai spent hours pacing the hallway waiting for the doctors to come out and tell him what had happened. He was barely able to control his emotions , he felt sad , angry and broken at the same time. He punched a wall , bruising his hand but he didnt care about the pain , actually he didnt feel the pain on his hand at all. His heart was aching for Y/N. All he wanted was to take Y/N home , tell her how he felt about her before it’s too late … After what seemed to him ages , the doctors finally came out to talk to him. Soon after they transferred Y/N to a single room. His heart breaking a little at the sight of her in a hospital bed. Kai held her hand and leaned over her , resting his forehead on hers. “Come back to me , Y/N.” he whispered.“ Please come back to me… I love you.” he whispered , pressing his lips on hers.
Nearly a whole day passed before Y/N woke up. Kai was sitting on a chair by Y/N’s hospital bed , holding her hand. His eyes were red and puffy from all the tears he had shed. The past few hours had been the worst in his life. He never knew pain such as this existed. It was as if someone had ripped his heart out and sent him straight to hell causing him the same excruciating pain over and over again. The doctors had told him that it will take a while before she wakes up , but she will make full recovery… tho that didn’t make him feel any less worried. They had had to take out her spleen and she had bruised ribs and a broken leg but other than that she was alright. Kai brought her hand to his lips , gently kissing her fingers. He felt broken , part of him fearing he’d never be able to feel whole again. He should’ve told her he loved her…. he should’ve told her when he first realised what those feelings meant. Y/N squeezed his hand slightly. Kai’s eyes turning to look at her straight away feeling a flicker of hope. “Y/N?” he said softly. “Please wake up …” A few moments later he saw her eyes flutter and she opened them , her eyes taking in the room , her gaze falling on Kai. He felt a rush of relief seeing her beautiful eyes open again. “Kai …” she said weakly. “Shhh … Don’t talk.” he said softly , a smile on his face. “Where am I?” she asked anyways. Kai sighed. Even when in a hospital , she never listened. “You are in a hospital. After that car hit you …” he said , swallowing hard lowering his gaze for a second. Kai was trying hard not to start crying again. “.. they brought you here… How are you feeling ?” he asked worry in his voice. Y/N looked at him and felt her heart flutter but also break because Kai looked shattered. She couldn’t stand seeing him like this - puffy red eyes , messy hair a , she wanted to hug him and comfort him… “A little sore.” she managed a small laugh. Kai’s eyes lit up at the sound. “Have you been here the whole time?” she asked , her voice a little louder this time. He nodded. “I couldn’t leave you …” Kai said. Y/N managed a weak smile. “Thank you.” she said giving his hand a squeeze. “Y/N , there is something I … something I have to tell you.” he said nervously. Y/N looked at him confused , fear flashing in her eyes for a split second. “I … ” Kai started to say but suddenly changed his mind. No , this is not the way to tell her. It should be special. he thought. “It can wait.” he said leaning in to kiss her forehead. “You need to rest… and I am not going anywhere.” Y/N was confused by what had just happened and wanted to ask him what it was about but she was starting to drift away again. “Is that a promise?” she asked her voice barely louder than a whisper this time. “It’s a promise.” Kai said , but Y/N didn’t hear him. Her eyes had already closed again , meds pulling her into a deep sleep.
Kai spent the next few days at the hospital with Y/N , never leaving her side. She spend most of the time unconscious due the painkillers , but every time she opened her eyes and saw Kai standing over her , she always smiled. Those were the only moments he felt able to breath again. Kai had called her friends to come over at the hospital. He had asked them to heal her with vampire blood but when Y/N found out she had said No.
“People in this town have a bad habit of turning into vampires …” she had said. “I’d rather not turn into one …”
After Y/N was discharged from the hospital , Kai drove her home and helped her get settled in. “I am going to take very good care of you.” he said helping her sit on the couch , elevating her broken leg. “Is there anything you want ? Ice cream ? Hot chocolate ? Pancakes ? ” You. I want you. she wanted to say. “Some ice cream would be awesome. Cookie dough and you pick the other flavour.” she said smiling. “Got it.” he said winking at her before walking into the kitchen for the ice cream. He grabbed the ice cream (rocky road for him) from the freezer and two spoons before heading back towards the living room. “Here you go.” Kai said , sitting down next to her on the couch. She scooted over to him , her shoulder slightly brushing against his. They were both silent for a few minutes , Y/N glancing at him and smiling. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her , even after everything that had happened there was a glow in her eyes and she seemed happy. Kai leaned in closer wanting to kiss her but he stopped himself. “Y/N … I … I don’t know how to say this.” he said breaking the silence. Suddenly Kai felt more nervous than ever , his hands shaking and his heart about to leap out his chest. Y/N left her ice cream to the table and took his hands in hers , looking into his eyes. “Just say it…” she said smiling. Kai intertwined his fingers with hers and took a deep breath. “I am in love with you , Y/N.” he said smiling , his eyes locked with hers.“ I’ve been in love with you for months and wanted to tell you so many times , but it was never the right moment…” he paused for a second. ”And then the other night when that car hit you and I held you in my hands thinking you might die , it made me realise how stupid I’ve been all this time. I should’ve told you about my feelings for you earlier. The thought of losing you and never been able to tell you how much I love you nearly killed me.” words pouring out of him. “I love you , Y/N. I love you more than anything in the world.. and I’ll understand if you just want to be friends , I just - … I don’t ever want to lose you. You are the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I want you in my life forever.”
Y/N smiled at him. So he did have feelings for her. Kai’s blue eyes were piercing into hers , waiting for an answer. “I love you too , Kai. I thought you didn’t feel the same way about me , that’s why I didn’t tell you. I love you.” she said , wide smile on her face. Kai’s face lit up hearing her words all the sadness draining away replaced by happiness. He tried to speak but Y/N pressed her lips against his , not letting him. He pulled her close feeling happier than he has ever had in his life. She loved him too and nothing else mattered. "I love you , Y/N.” Kai said , kissing her deeply.