• me:[doesnt get attention for fifteen seconds]
  • me:[drapes self over the lounge] it is fine. i am Okay. i suppose it is simply my destiny to die alone. Abandoned. Without a soul in the world to care for me. [delicately wipes a glistening tear from my eye] i'm not bothered. i Understand why you all Hate Me and wish me dead. after all, maybe it is all for the best....... [i stare forlornly into the middle distance, allowing my limbs to go slack as i lie back and wait to wither away, ignored forever]

“You don’t seem like you have a disorder”

Well yeah because I get shunned every time I show signs.

  • when people DATE or have FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER (and one of the people isnt u!!!!!)
  • your original content going ignored
  • hell, even stuff you reblogged going ignored 
  • seeing selfies with thousands of notes
    • especially the selfies of other histrionic people with thousands of notes
  • when people share your astrological sign, or any aspect of your personality really, because you have to be Unique
  • having boring days
  • waking up and having no blog activity since last night 
  • waking up and seeing no new skype messages, texts, kik messages, etc!
  • being around people who arent attracted to you!!!!!!!
  • the urge to seduce people you are not attracted to!
  • when someone asks you to like/reblog in the tags, and you want to to Help Out Your Fellow Histrionic, but they already have significantly more notes than you do and you feel like you would be contributing to your own Lack Of Attention
  • when someone else gets more laughs than you do 
  • trying to take on leadership positions that you dont want just because it means people will look at you/pay attention to you
  • when it feels better to be totally alone than it does to be with people who like someone else more than you 
  • when you exaggerate or flat out lie for attention
  • wondering how much of your life is a lie 
  • wondering how many people know you’re a liar
  • “attention wh*re”
  • when someone who has/had had a crush on you stops having a crush on you
  • sharing a birthday with someone you know
  • “i don’t understand what you just said”
  • “calm down”
  • “hey, can you leave for a minute? x and I need to talk privately” BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY ITS ABOUT YOU 
  • lapses in activity, even if they’re temporary
    • “i made this post 25 SECONDS AGO why doesnt it have AT LEAST 10000000 NOTES?!?!?!?!?!”
  • “you like x? [deriding comment]” // having to change your personality/interests/appearance just to appeal to other people


a mix for all my dramatic personality disordered homies who don’t go a day without being told that they’re making a big deal out of nothing. The problem isn’t a big deal- we are.

Perfection - Natalia Kills // Dirty Business - Dresden Dolls // Primadonna - Marina and the Diamonds // Semi Automatic - Twenty One Pilots // Girl Anachronism - Dresden Dolls // Flashlight - The Front Bottoms //  Me - The 1975 // Documented Minor Emotional Breakdown #1 - Los Campesinos // Helicopter - The Feeling //The Con - Tegan and Sara // Paper Bag - Fiona Apple //  Reaper Man - Mother Mother //  Girls - Marina and the Diamonds // Funny You Should Ask - The Front Bottoms // Aspiring Fires - Mother Mother // Salty Sweet - MSMR // Avocado, Baby - Los Campesinos // Numb - Marina and the Diamonds

  • person:does 1 nice thing towards me
  • my cluster b ass:tells everyone, wants to be their best friend, thinks abt them all the time, would basically do anything for them (and by extension more attention), assumes they have a crush on me, probably develops a crush on them in return,
‘Acting Out’ vs ‘Acting In’

Acting out and acting in are types of behaviour that are very commonly seen in personality disorders. 

Typically, Cluster A (eccentric) and Cluster C (anxious) personality disorders, including Paranoid Personality Disorder, Schizotypal Personality Disorder, Schizoid Personality Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality Disorder, and Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder tend to exhibit ‘acting in’ behaviours. 

Cluster B (dramatic) personality disorders, including Antisocial Personality Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Histrionic Personality Disorder and Narcissistic Personality Disorder tend to exhibit ‘acting out’ behaviours.

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bpd pals

do i ever have the thing for u. THIS website by weepingwitch is a little place where u can record your feelings and mood/energy levels, almost like an online diary, and it will save them so you can look back at your past entries. u can customize it also to a calming color and make your own personal messages to ask yourself when youre recording an emotional instance. ive been using it for a bit its really easy to make an account and its so helpful you should do this

if you dont have a personality disorder u can probably use it for things like severe anxiety or whatever but! tell your friends,make sure they know about this because its great