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Part 13 of an ongoing series, enjoy :)
A fanfic for a more Mature audience due to violence and language. Read at your own risk :)

Themes=😖,🌟,💣,🎭 ,. (☠️- Harm towards characters, Strong language, Mention of drugs and Adult themes.)

Summary: Your group of friends have gotten on well for years, but what happens when a divide is caused by joining the wrong people? School AU
OT5- Baekhyun, Sehun, Jongdae, Minseok and Chanyeol.

Word Count: 2,857

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You frowned as you heard your phone buzzing on your bedside table; you still weren’t able to fall asleep because of Sehun but now that you were finally beginning to drift off someone was deciding to call you.

Why are you even calling me right now, do you know what time it is?” You rolled your eyes.

Yeah and guess what? You picked up. This is beside the point. I’m off out come with me please.”

“Out at this time? Why? No.” You rolled your eyes again and stared up at your ceiling, your mind drifting between Sehun and Baekhyun.




“No Jongdae.”

“But it’s Baekhyun.”
Your eyes widened as your heart skipped a beat. Sehun had just told you that Baekhyun was okay, but now Jongdae seemed as though he was about to tell you the opposite.
You knew Sehun was lying.

Why what’s wrong with Baekhyun?” You asked trying to keep your voice as calm and steady as possible.

“I don’t know he just told me to go to Central Station and check if anything seems odd. I don’t know what this is about. But Baekhyun never asks me for anything so whatever it is it must be very urgent. He said he’s tied up right now. Then he said something about sorry if I get involved or some shit…he said not to tell anyone else, but I guess now you know so just keep it quiet okay, we all know I’m shit at keeping secrets anyway… I called Min but he’s probably still sleeping…don’t really want to go alone. What’s going on with Baek?  He’s been pretty distant lately this is the furthest he’s ever been since primary school” You heard Jongdae sigh, his voice was still sleepy meaning he just woke up which must have meant Baekhyun didn’t call him too long ago. You had no idea what was going on but you wanted answers and if Sehun wasn’t going to tell you, then Baekhyun was.

Give me a moment Jongdae, I’ll call you back.”
You heard him scoff just before you hung up on him to immediately dial Baekhyun’s phone; whom picked up after the 3rd ring.

You’re not asleep?” He asked with an element of surprise in his voice.

“Neither are you.” You retorted as you frowned at nobody in particular. “Baekhyun what’s going on?”

What do you mean what’s going on?”

“I mean what’s going on Baek! I was with Sehun earlier today, he told me you’re in some kind of trouble is that true?”

“What the—why would he say that? I’m in no kind of trouble. I just woke up to piss.” His voice seemed level but Baekhyun had a knack for lying if he desperately needed to and you were wondering if this was one of those situations.

“Why did you call Jongdae?” You asked him; you waited approximately 2 seconds before he answered.

“I didn’t”


“What!? Just go to fucking sleep and stop wasting your minutes.” He hung up the phone.
You were stunned and taken aback to say the least. Baekhyun had never spoken to you like that in his life and so it was at that point that you realised that something really and truly was going on. Sehun and Baekhyun were hiding something from you.

You tapped on Jongdae’s name and hit the dial button.

Yeah?” He said bluntly

I’m coming. I’ll meet you there.”

You needed answers.

The morning air was extremely cold as you walked towards the station. You could see Jongdae leaning backwards; his leg propped up against the wall and his hood covering his face.

“Took you long enough.” He remarked sarcastically as he pushed himself of the wall with his foot and turned to face you head on.

“Listen I’m doing you a favour so don’t get smart with me.” You frowned at him as you looked at your phone screen.


“So what are we doing here?” You asked as you looked about. It was completely empty inside. Not even the ticket advisor was present.

Jongdae shrugged as the both of you walked into the station.
“I don’t know he just told me to look around and check for anything weird. I don’t even know what the fuck the boy was talking about.” Jongdae huffed as he pushed open one of the toilet doors. “I checked both toilets, I stood outside and I didn’t see anything.”

“How long have you been here for?”

“3 minutes-ish. Maybe we should just go home. I can’t see anything and I don’t know what he fuck Baekhyun was talking about. It’ll get busy soon anyway the first train comes at 5 and it’s…” He reached into his pocket to check his phone. “4:57”
Suddenly his phone beeped loudly a message notification popped on his screen, making you jump out of your skin.

“Ana.” He smiled as he slipped his phone into his back pocket. “Let’s go man I’m cold, I’ll kill Baekhyun for this!”


Your eyes widened as both you and Jongdae spun back around.

“What the fuck…” He frowned. “Isn’t that –”

“Sehun!” You finished his sentence as the both of you began running towards the barriers, you jumped over them and raced down the stairs towards the cry for help. Your eyes widened upon seeing Sehun tied up against a pillar, just hours ago you were lying on the same bed ready to go to sleep and now he was bonded to a post.

“What’s going o—”

“THE TRACKS!” Sehun shouted, cutting you off. “YOUNGJAE’S ON THE TRACKS. HELP HIM QUICKLY!” You looked at Jongdae for a second, whom was staring back at you with his eyes wide before the both of you ran towards the tracks.

“Quickly!” Sehun called. “The train comes in one minute. It’s 4:59!”

The both of you jumped down as you lifted Youngjae’s chair up towards the platform and pushed it forward. It took you a while as it was heavy and suddenly you could feel the tracks rumbling. Your eyes widened as you saw lights in the distant tunnel heading in the direction of you and Jongdae; your heart began to beat as you quickly pulled yourself up to the platform.

“Ouch shit!” Jongdae hissed as he slipped forward on the tracks.

“Quickly Jongdae!” you called down at him as you saw him breathing heavily pulling his calf with his hands. “Oh my God! Jongdae” You cried as the you could see the train getting closer “Jongdae give me your hand!”

“I CAN’T GET ONTO THE PLATFORM, MY FOOT’S STUCK!” He shouted as he desperately tried to pull his foot out from under the track.

“JONGDAE! QUICKLY!” You heart was banging against your rib cage as you saw the train approach closer, your hand was still reaching down towards him.

“MOVE BACK!” He shouted as he pushed you backwards further onto the platform and he sank down onto the tracks. You closed your eyes on impact with the ground. The train zooming past you as you fell backwards onto your bum. “JONGDAE NO!” you screamed as you watched the train riding at top speed over his body. You heard a shrill cry from Sehun coming from behind you and a muffled scream from Youngjae whom still had tape over his mouth. Your body was in a state of paralysis before you started to hyperventilate; tears streaming down your face. The train was still passing by and you told yourself not to look down at his mangled body when the last carriage passed. You closed your eyes. One of your oldest friends just gone in a matter of seconds. The train had passed now and you were sat in your spot staring into nothingness.

“Ughh. Help me! Help me get my foot out!”
Your eyes shot down to the tracks as you saw Jongdae lying still in between a space; his body was pressed flat down against the floor.

“Oh my God! Jongdae!” You cried tears spilling from your eyes as you shakily got to your feet.

“Hurry.” He groaned. “Before people get here.”
You tried to move as quickly as you possibly could as you jumped down to the tracks and helped him dislodge his foot from where it was stuck. He pulled himself up to the platform and slowly pulled you up after him.

“Oh my God Jongdae. I thought—I …” You sobbed as you rested your head on his chest. Your body was shaking uncontrollably as you began to hiccup. Your saliva and tears dribbling down his shirt.

“Yeah for a moment I thought I was dead too.” He let out a shaky breath as he hugged you for a moment. “What is going on here?…” His voice was still shaken as he turned around to look at Sehun and Youngjae. You rushed over to Youngjae and began to help untying him, tears were streaming down his face. You peeled the tape off of his lips and he let out a loud sob.

“It’s okay sweetheart, we’re going to get you back to Chanyeol and Hani, okay?” You tried to smile at him as reassuringly as you could. He nodded weakly as he turned his head slowly to look at Sehun who was being untied by Jongdae.

“Y-You…” Youngjae stuttered as he looked at Sehun with tears in his eyes. “You were –”

“No.” Sehun interrupted him as he stepped out of the ropes that were bunched up around his ankles. “Shut up. Don’t say another word. Let’s just get out of here before it gets packed.” He hissed as he made his way to the stairs.

“Sehun!” You screamed after him. “Are you really going to act this way after everything that has just happened? Youngjae was on train tracks and you were bound to a pillar.”
He began to mount the stairs silently. “Jongdae nearly died!” You screamed up at him but he continued to climb the stairs.

“Stop shouting.” He mumbled. “I’ve got a headache.”


You sat in the car silently listening to everyone’s breathing. It was heavy and irregular you were sat at the back with Youngjae and Jongdae, whilst Sehun was alone at the front.

“Can you tell me what happened Youngjae?” You spoke in a soothing voice. You noticed as he looked up to the rear view mirror. Sehun’s eyes could be seen squinting back at him. You frowned.

“No, don’t look at him Youngjae tell me what happened.”

“Say a word and I’ll hurt Chanyeol, is that what you want?” Sehun hissed as he gripped onto the steering wheel tighter.
You gasped at his behaviour. What was Sehun doing, who was this man in front of you?

“Sehun?” Jongdae breathed.

“Everyone just shut up, I’ve got a headache. And you had better not dream of telling Chanyeol any of what’s happened, do you understand?” He was staring through the mirror at Youngjae who swallowed furiously and nodded his head.


 You were all stood in Chanyeol’s living room as he was crying hysterical tears of joy; clutching on to Youngjae as though his life depended on it. His body was shaking uncontrollably and you had to support him once or twice.

“Oh Youngjae!” He cried, his sentences were incoherent. “You’re back! We’ve missed… Hani’s missed you.” He struggled for breath as he cradled his youngest sibling in his arms swaying him back and forth. “I love you so much Youngjae!” He repeated as though it were a mantra, planting kisses on the top Youngjae’s head.

“He was just dumped in an alley. I just happened to be walking past. I heard crying and then when I went to check I saw him sitting there.” Sehun’s face was blank as he was lying through his teeth. You had never felt so disappointed in him in your life. Quite frankly he was making you sick. Jongdae looked over at you raising an eyebrow, but you were just as oblivious as he was. “Look we have school in a couple of hours; I need to drop these two home. You should take the day off and spend it with Youngjae.” Sehun turned to walk away when Chanyeol’s voice stopped him.

“Why were these two with you anyway?”

“Jongdae forgot his phone in my car and I was sleeping with Y/N.” He said bluntly making both Jongdae and Chanyeol’s eyes widen in surprise.

“You’re…screwing?” Chanyeol looked between you and Sehun; you shook your head desperately at him.


“Yeah, mostly every other night. We’re sleeping together.” Sehun answered back and your eyes grew wide with anger and astonishment. What was surprising you more about this situation was how good of a liar Sehun was and now you were questioning everything he had ever told you and who he was.

“I thought you had a girlfriend?” Jongdae whispered as though he were afraid to state the facts.

“I do.” Sehun replied calmly. “She knows. Why do you think they had the bust up at the restaurant?”

“No.” You shook your head. “No he’s lying! You’re lying Sehun stop it!”

“Why? Are you ashamed to tell them that we’re having sex? Let’s go.” He mumbled as he walked towards the door.

Chanyeol cleared his throat awkwardly as he avoided your eye contact. “Anyway Sehun… thanks.”

“Don’t…don’t thank me.”

“Is it true? You and Sehun are sleeping together?” Minseok widened his eyes. You were tired as you had had absolutely no sleep and now you were sitting at school under bright industrial lights. The last place you wanted to be. You looked over at Jongdae and frowned.

“Sorry.” He mumbled. “I couldn’t not tell Minseok could I. We all know I’m shit at keeping secrets anyway…”
You rolled your eyes at his response.

“So it’s true, you’re sleeping with Sehun!” Minseok scoffed in surprise.

“Would you keep your voice down Kim Minseok?!” You hissed. “And no, I’m not sleeping with Sehun, he’s lying” You were keeping your voice down as you were stood in the common room, at this time of the day it was buzzing and so there were so many people present. Just then Sehun walked into the common room, he scanned the area and spotted the three of you in the centre. He walked over to you and winked.

“What the fuck?” You whispered, bile rising to your throat.

“I thought you weren’t screwing?” Minseok mumbled.

“We’re not!”

“Well he doesn’t seem to think so.”

He walked up to you and without warning bent down to kiss you slowly, you felt all eyes in the common room staring at you. You pulled away from him and slapped him hard across the face. A chorus of ‘ooh’s’ sounding throughout the room. He smiled at you coyly, rubbing the spot on his cheek where you slapped him.

“You can do better, you didn’t turn me on fully but I’ll give you a few points.” He grabbed your hand and dragged you out of the room. You were stood at the bottom of the empty stairwell that lead upstairs to the philosophy department.

“What the fuck are you doing Oh Sehun?!” You pushed his chest hard. He was no longer wearing a smile, his face returned to its usual blank state.

“Don’t touch me. Fuck. How many times?” He hissed as he pushed your hands away from him. Now he was regressing back to his recent aggressive state.

“What the fuck is going on!? What happened to Baekhyun and Younjae!? Why did you lie to Chanyeol and threaten Youngjae in the car and why the fuck are you making it seem as though we’re sleeping together?!” You stomped you r foot hard against the ground you couldn’t believe he was doing this and you didn’t even know the cause. “You’re up to something extremely dodgy Oh Sehun and I’m on to you.”

“I have my reasons.” He said calmly as he looked at you emotionlessly.

“What happened to being platonic?”

He scoffed as he shook his head.
“Don’t get it twisted Y/N it will only ever be platonic between you and I. But rumours spread like wildfire in this school and I need this one to spread a little further.” He raised his eyebrows as you heard someone descending the steps. The both of you whipped your head upwards to see who was coming down.

Byun Baekhyun.

“Perfect.” Sehun smiled “Let’s see if the wildfire spread as far as I’ve assumed… I won’t change the bed sheets tonight since we’ll just get them dirty all over again, I’ll see you at mine… and don’t wear underwear, you know how I like it.” He bit his bottom lip before he winked at you and disappeared back into the common room.

Baekhyun slowly sauntered down the remaining steps as he looked at you through thin slits.
“So it’s true? You’re fucking Oh Sehun?”

“No, it’s not true Baek!” You whined desperately but he just laughed dryly in response. “What happened to you? What’s happening. Tell me!”

He looked at you through dark eyes.

“Why don’t you ask your fucking boyfriend.”

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Bunker Bunnies

Characters: Sam, Dean, Hunter!Reader

Warnings: None… Fluff

Word Count: 1400

Summary: It’s Easter, and you and the Winchesters have the day off.

A/N: This is for Elsie’s Easter URL Challenge. I got the prompts: bcr36 and “It was your favorite, and he knew.” This was a lot of fun to write and got my sister’s stamp of approval, so I hope y’all like it! Thank you, @sleepywinchester, this was fun!

Originally posted by mishasaurus

You carefully set each of the colorful dip-dyed eggs around the bunker. It was a quarter past four a.m. with soft snores coming from Sam’s room, and Dean had stumbled into his own not long before. The boys rarely celebrated holidays, but you were determined to change that this year. In fact, it had been one of the resolutions you’d stuck to.

After about half an hour of picking a few obvious places for the boys to find the eggs and many more obscure hiding spots, you put your hands on your hips, satisfied with your work. You walked back to your room, looking forward to your day off with the Winchesters. Dean said he had a surprise for you and Sam, but you were sure it involved fishing at the nearby pond.

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anonymous asked:

this is the doctor who anon , and also that is weird XD if the show is good i will commit o0o/! Anyway the reason i ask you that was for a request? but seeing you have not really seen it much im not gonna ask :) onstead, care for how the TFP bots would react to human having some bangin' art skills?

Yay!!!  My first ask!  :D  You bet I care to write my babes being super impressed with your bangin’ art!!!

Optimus:  He’s absolutely in awe of your skills.  He’d known a few mechs back on Cybdertron with artistic talent, but none of them seemed to create art simply for the joy of creating it like you do. It’s very refreshing to him.  He’d love it if you drew him a cityscape or a similar architectural scene because they remind him of his beloved Iacon. Even if you worry about drawing something that complicated, he’ll compliment minute details and use specific language to tell you what he likes about it.  “The use of the golden spiral in the upper right hand corner really brings the whole composition together.”  He miiiiight have studied a thing or two about art back when he was Orion Pax.    

Ratchet:  When you first show him your sketch book he seems very non-phased.  It’s only when you explain to him that they’re your drawings does he suddenly become interested.  “Hmm?  What? Oh, yes.  Very nice.  Wait! You MADE that?!”  If you’ll let him, he’ll quietly flip through your sketches, a faint smile on his face.  He doesn’t make very many comments except to say “well done” when he hands it back to you. He particularly likes your anatomy sketches and poses, even if they’re super scribbly.  He likes how you capture the feeling of movement in a few quick lines.

Bumblebee:  He sees you drawing one day and immediately becomes interested.  If you show him what you’re working on, his optics light up and he buzzes happily while pointing excitedly at your drawing.  He becomes your number 1 fan, always coming over to see your latest masterpiece.  If you ask him to pose for you, he’ll be absolutely ecstatic!  He’ll pull the most heroic poses he can muster while you patiently sketch out all the tiny details.  He has a whole wall in his hab suite dedicated to the drawings you give him. He’s just super proud of you.  

Arcee:  She catches you working on something one day and just kind of… stops what she’s doing to watch you.  Her face breaks out into a small, soft smile and she bites her lip slightly as she gazes over your finished product.  There was a time, way back before the war broke out, that she enjoyed things like art and visiting museums.  Your art helps her remember a simpler time – a better time.  She’d love it if you drew or painted a nature scene for her, something with lots of plants.  It helps calm her down when she looks at it.

Bulkhead:  He doesn’t exactly have the language to express himself, but boy howdy is he impressed with your art skills!  “Wow! You did this?  You actually did this yourself?!  That’s incredible!!!  The lines!  They’re all… really good!  And the shapes…  They’re also really, really good too!”  He just has to go around and show off your drawings to the other members of the base. “Guys! Look what y/n drew!!!”  You feel a bit embarrassed by all the attention, but are secretly glad that Bulkhead admires your art so much.

Wheeljack:  He might not be an artist, but he knows good work when he sees it.  He’s uncharacteristically quiet as he flips through your sketch book, optics wide with awe and a faint smile playing at his lips. He’s the definition of the “I’ve looked at this for five hours” meme.  If you happen to have drawn him, or the Jackhammer at any point, he points to that page and says very seriously, “This is the greatest thing I’ve ever seen.  Can I have it?”  You carefully tear out the page and sign it for him.  He keeps taped up on the console of his ship at all times.  It’s one of his favorite possessions.  

Smokescreen:  He’s not subtle.  He straight up yanks your sketch book away to see what you’re drawing.  (Smokescreen, that’s rude.)  He becomes all giddy and starts gushing about how talented you are. “These are amazing!  You should do this kind of stuff for a living!  Like, for real!”  If you offer to give him something, he’ll be beyond excited.  He wants you to sign it for him and everything so he can say he had “an original y/n” before you became famous.  If you ask him to pose for you, he flushes up to his audials and his cooling fans kick in full speed.  He tries to play it off cool but fails miserably.  Like, yeah of course you would want to draw him.  Why wouldn’t you want to draw such a good looking bot? (Smokescreen, please.)

Ultra Magnus:  You would think that a stoic, no-nonsense type like him wouldn’t care for these things, but actually he has a deep appreciation for the arts.  If you ask him to look through your drawings, he takes it very seriously and will tell you what aspects he likes, and give you tips on how to improve.  He surprisingly knows quite a lot about art.  He’s very good at the more technically aspects, like perspective and anatomy, as those follow a very specific set of rules (and if there’s one thing this bot knows, it’s rules).  He will help you up your art game by 1000%.  Get Mags to look at your drawings.

Gone: Chapter 4

A/N: I know you guys are probably fed up with this, but I have every intention of seeing it through. Thanks to everyone who send me feedback on the previous chapter, I really appreciate it so much! And thanks to everyone sticking with me and Jay through all this torture.

This is THE CHAPTER by the way. Not the final chapter, but you know what’s gonna happen. It’s time.

Thanks to @justkillingtimewhileiwait & @allenting for all the help with this fic and all the support! You two are the best <3

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                                   "And for a moment there´s no pain
                             For once there´s no more pain in your eyes
                                   But maybe a little love, just enough
                                  To convince us to keep breathing on"

Companions accidentally listening to “Hi Honey!” holotape

Cait - Doesn’t pay much attention to it at first, but as she realises what it is, she stops it and almost rips it out of the player. She doesn’t want to talk about it, doesn’t want to think about it. She just leaves it where she found it.

Codsworth - He knew what was on the holotape long before he gave it to his master/mistress. It would make him and and sad at the same time. Happy, because of how much their spouse and son loved them, sad because of the fact that they might not be anymore. Happy because he sometimes played it, to think he wasn’t alone, sad, because he then realised he was alone.

Curie - She has the same feeling she gets, when thinking about the doctors from Vault 81, the grief. No one should loose everything  so fast. Even if ‘fast’ is 200 years in cryostasis.

Danse - Listens to whole holotape, not moving, barely breathing. He shouldn’t be disrupting their privacy like this, especially like this, but he just couldn’t bring himself to stop it. After this, he started to be way more supportive for Sole.

Deacon - Takes off his shades, as he listens. When he realises what is going on, his jaw drops a little and he stops it. He is the king of spies, but he cannot listen to something this personal.

Hancock - He can’t take this. He has to stop the tape as soon as he hears the baby in the background. Even after the tape stopped, he sits where he is, not moving, looking into the ground. He later confronts Sole about it, saying that he’s here for them. even if they were to wake him up at 4am.

MacCready - He isn’t afraid to admit that the tape made him tear up a little. Well, maybe a bit more than little. he thinks about Lucy and Duncan and about Sole and their family. He loathes how unfair life is and at the same time, he is glad that while they’re both alone now, they can be alone together.

Nick Valentine - It gets him very sad and swears to help Sole find at least their son. He later talks with Sole about it, asking if they need any help, if he can do something, anything, to make them feel better.

Piper - She doesn’t really know what it is, but as she puts it together in her head, she stops the holotape with a gasp. She then replays it again, while sitting down and fully focusing on it. She cannot imagine herself going throught what Sole is now and respects them even more from now on.

Preston Garvey - He knows what it is as soon as their late spouse starts speaking. He stops it instantly and goes out to find them. When he does, he pulls them into an embrace and thanks them for everything they had done for him, while wanting nothing in return, because it does tkake a hell of a character to do something like that after all yoou’ve been through.

Strong - He started it really accidentally and didn’t pay much attention. 'More human talking’ was all he was thinking about as he left the room.

X6-88 - He listens to it to the end and feels almost nothing. Everything he has and everything he is, he owes it to the Institute and Father and he never paid uch attention to human feelings. However, there is a tiny bit of bitterness as he remembers Kellogg’s face  and is rather glad for Sole that they’d put him down.


1. “All Lips Go Blue Skull”. Sculpture  inspired in Daniel P. Carter ’s artwork for the album “Tears On Tape” by the Finnish band HIM.

2. "St. Scream Nun". Sculpture bust. Inspired in the cover artwork from the album “Screamworks: Love In Theory And Practice” by HIM.

3. Banana split and heartagram. Sculpture made out of resin, patching plaster or patching paste and acrylic paint.

4. “Timeless”. Acrylic paint on canvas, inspired by the art of Eugene Riecansky.

5. “The Foreboding Sense Of Impending Happiness". Wall mount sculpture.(horns inspired by Ville Valo’s belly Heartagram tattoo).

      Art by Martin Spindler on Instagram (x)