him!!!

It’s different with him. When I look at him, I don’t get a massive ache in my heart the way I did when I looked at you, but instead this sweet calmness rushing through my body that feels like home.” 

"And I think that’s what loving someone should be like. Love shouldn’t hurt the way it did with you.

—  excerpt from a book i’ll never write #54 
But he was the guy I’d remember for all my life. He was the one who turned me from a hopeless romantic to a realist. He was the guy who changed it all for me. He was it.
—  I’ll love him forever, while he sits, never loving me at all.