I’m starting to forget certain things. The way you laughed, the way you smiled, and the color of your eyes – it’s become a blur. I can’t feel your presence nor can I hear your voice. It’s almost as if you are gone or never existed at all.
However, the one thing I’ll always remember clearly are the nights you fell asleep early to wake up and message me at 3 in the morning, and then fell right back asleep. 3AM is my favourite time, and honesty, I think I fell in love with it more because of you.
It’s been a long time since we’ve spoken, and truthfully, if I have to be honest here and not lie to myself, I don’t think we’ll ever have another one of those nights. Maybe somewhere deep in my fantasy or a dream, but in this universe I know I will never hear your laugh or voice or see your name on my phone again. A part of me dies every time I tell myself the damn truth and another part of me survives while knowing it.
Please do me a favor though; whoever you do decide to wake up at 3AM for, I hope they know how wonderful you are. And I hope you’ll think of me too, and remember me. Please remember the girl you once met and I hope you wonder about the woman she’s become.
Best friend since 12/23/11 and boyfriend since 12/23/14. I would not trade one moment that I have had with him. I value every up and down because he is so worth it. Astrologically, we are the most unlikely of couples. He is a Scorpio and I am a Gemini but the fact that we get along and have the best relationship that I have ever experienced makes me believe more that anything is possible in life. He is Capricorn dominant with a Pisces Rising and Capricorn moon. I am a Gemini with Cancer, Capricorn and Scorpio as my dominants, a Virgo rising, and Aries Moon.
I am gonna be honest with you, guys. I would literally marry this guy right now if I had the chance and I could afford it. He has supported my dreams ever since day one. He has literally been with me since day one of me starting this blog, watching me hour upon hour with my nose behind an astrology book studying, and now he is still here supporting me proud as I am starting my own astrology chart reading business. To make it even more better, he is using his associates in animation and talents to make my business cards. I am so happy that I am able to experience life with him and look forward to a bright future.