…I think it’s one of the many, many things I love about you, Haru. With you–your night lights, your pats on the back, those kisses you sneak when you think I’m asleep–those little gestures help me to be brave about things.

For the lovely fic Hearts Departure by tothemoon


You’re in Love // Joe Hisaishi || Sakura Nagashi // Utada Hikaru || Fire Meet Gasoline // Sia || Goodnight Moon // Go Radio || Shiver // Coldplay || Smother Me // The Used || Toothpaste Kisses // The Maccabees || If // Bread || Flightless Bird, American Mouth // Iron & Wine || Walk Though Hell // Say Anything || The Thoughts That Give Me The Creeps // Hellogoodbye || Truce // twenty one pilots || Skinny Love // Birdy || Breathe // RHODES || Please Don’t Go // Barcelona || When You’re Gone // The Cranberries || Lay Me Down // Sam Smith || The Moon Song (Studio Version Duet) // Karen O & Ezra Koenig || Talking to the Moon // Bruno Mars || Man in the Moon // Jukebox the Ghost || One Summer’s Day // Joe Hisaishi || 그리움 // NELL || 눈, 코, 입 Eyes, Nose, Lips // Taeyang || More Than Words // Extreme || Sea of Love // Cat Power || I Won’t Give Up // Jason Mraz || Stop Crying Your Hearts Out // Oasis || Yamaha // Delta Spirit || Always With Me // Yumi Kimura


i got tagged by chiakijpg !! thank u for tagging me! :>

You can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your iTunes, iPod, Phone, Media Player etc… and write down the first 10 songs.

Then pass it along to 10 people!

  1. putting the dog to sleep - the antlers
  2. luvoratorrrrry! - gumi and rin
  3. the wolf - fever ray
  4. sakura nagashi - utada hikaru
  5. hallelujah - panic! at the disco
  6. hoppipola - sigur ros
  7. camisado - panic! at the disco
  8. jet pack blues - fall out boy
  9. free the animal - sia
  10. trash angel - hatsune miku 

i’m not sure who to tag who hasn’t already been ; v ;” but if you want to do this consider yourself tagged! 

i never say goodbye:

Kuchizuke Diamond Weaver// Mirai GarNiDeLiA// Departures Egoist // Aishiteru Kourin// Kimi Ga Kureta Mono Secret Base// Call Me Later Mika Kobayashi// Days Jin Feat Lia// Daisy stereo dive foundation // Kanade Sora Amamiya //Hello,Shooting Star Ansatsu Kyoushitsu Soundtrack Ed//Ano Hana Opening // Rokutousei No Yoru Aimer// Mirror 安田レイ// Koi No Jumon Galileo Galilei//Kimi Ga Emu Yuugure Yoshino Nanjo//Colour My World Julia Shortreed // Candy Magic Mimi Meme Mimi//Planetes Egoist //Slow Dance Suneohair //Sakura Nagashi Utada Hikaru//Dare Ka, Umi Wo Aimer

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person that tagged you.

I was tagged by no one cuz I’m a scrub

What was your:

  • Last drink: Agua
  • Last phone call: My mom
  • Last text message: Some dumb boy. Which reads “Squirrel.”
  • Last song you listened to: Sakura Nagashi by Utada Hikaru
  • Last time you cried: Last night.

Have you ever:

  • Dated someone twice: Nope. I’ve never dated.
  • Been cheated on: N/A
  • Kissed someone and regretted it: N/A
  • Lost someone special: Yup. He was my best friend.
  • Been depressed: Ah, yes. I have my share of scars, too.
  • Been drunk and thrown up: Nope.

List 3 favourite colours: Green, Black, Violet

In the last year have you:

  • Made a new friend: No.
  • Fallen out of love: No.
  • Laughed until you cried: No.
  • Met someone who changed you: 8) Does my cat count?
  • Found out who your true friends are: I’ve figured it out five years ago.
  • Found out someone was talking about you: No.
  • Kissed anyone on your FB list: No.


  • How many people on your FB friends do you know IRL: All of them. 
  • Do you have any pets: One super awesome cat.
  • Do you want to change your name: Hell no. I just recently started to think my name is hilarious. I can go around saying “Dee’s nuts!!!” Cuz I am the Dee.
  • What did you do for your last b-day party: Nothing. I hate my birthday. And I appreciate my friends not celebrating it.
  • What time did you wake up today: 6:19 AM.
  • What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping.
  • Something you CANNOT wait for: I ordered a Lucina Figma. I’m waiting for June to come. ^^
  • Last time you saw your mother: Second ago.
  • What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I really don’t know.
  • What are you listening to rn: Fly me to the moon! And let me play among the stars~ ♥ Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars!
  • Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.
  • What’s getting on your nerves right now: Parents.
  • Blood type: I was actually going to find out next month!
  • Nickname(s): Deedee, Deruku
  • Relationship status: forever single
  • Zodiac sign: Virgo
  • Pronouns: She/her
  • Favourite TV show(s): N/A
  • Hair colour: Dark brown to the extreme.
  • Long or short: Long. Lower back to be exact.
  • Height: 5′3-ish.
  • Do you have a crush on someone: I do. But he’s not real. Hoho~ LOSER.
  • What do you like about yourself: My toned ass legs!! Look at those sexy things.
  • Tattoos: None. But want.
  • Righty or lefty: Righty.
  • First surgery: Hospitals are for the weak! At least, in this house hold it is. We walk off our pain here!! Ironic that I want to be a surgeon.
  • First piercing: Ears.
  • First best friend: That sloth. She knows who she is.
  • First sport you joined: SPORTS? That’s funny. But they wanted me in track at one point.
  • First vacation: Went to Mexico.
  • First pair of trainers (sneakers): ???? Um….. idk.


  • Eating: Fruit
  • Drinking: Agua!!!!
  • I’m about to: Read.
  • Listening to: Beautiful World by Utada Hikaru (What’s with all this Evangelion music?)
  • Waiting for: Night. To go to sleep.
  • Want kids: Nooooooooooooooooo.
  • Get married: Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
  • Career: Wanna be a sexy surgeon. I cut you.

Which is better:

  • Lips or eyes: Eyes
  • Hugs or kisses: Hugs. I don’t know about kisses.
  • Shorter or taller: Taller
  • Older or younger: Older
  • Romantic or spontaneous: A good combination of the two
  • Nose, stomach or nice arms:  Arms. BITCH, CARRY ME.
  • Sensitive or loud: idk
  • Hook up or relationship: Relationship.
  • Troublemaker or hesitant: A tiny troublemaker

Have you ever:

  • Kissed a stranger: No.
  • Drank hard liquor: No.
  • Lost glasses/contacts: No. Surprisingly. 
  • Sex on first date: Never been on a damn date.
  • Broke someone’s heart: idk.
  • Been arrested: No.
  • Turn someone down: Yes.
  • Cried when someone died: No. I cried seven years after.
  • Fallen for a friend: No.

Do you believe:

  • In yourself: lol Que? That’s funny.
  • Miracles: No.
  • Love at first sight: Love? No. Attraction? Yes
  • Heaven: N/A
  • Santa Claus: Too old for that.
  • Kiss at first date: N/A
  • Angels: N/A

Utada Hikaru’s Sakura Nagashi toned down into a male version, quite fitting of the character the song is representing.
Coupled with this beautiful fanart, if you are familiar with Evangelion (and the original illustration this is a response to), it’s hard to not feel for Shinji.