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A quick pic I made based on some of the imagery in that dream I had (with Stan stuck as a wolf and paranoid Ford trying to kill him). I’m actually tempted to write something about it now that I have my bluetooth keyboard and can write at uni…

How Elena and Stefan could possibly be endgame in the finale, aka my “sired soul” theory...

Elena in 4x01 spent her last dying breaths as a human to tell Stefan that she loves him and how he is the best choice she ever made. 

So how does one go from saying all of that and simply fall out of love so quick? (Without having to say it was due to bad writing or fan servicing, because if I was a DE fan I would be pretty pissed off at the way they brought them together.) 
Be warned this is kinda long! 


Well what if when Elena was transitioning into a vampire (during the first few episodes of season 4), her human soul was slowly being replaced by a new vampire one created by the sire bond and this new soul is basically a reflection of the desires of the soul to whom she was sired to aka Damon. She still appeared to be in love with Stefan the first few episodes but it also seemed like her old self was slowly fading away along with her feelings, (basically all her good qualities which made her who she was). What if the sired soul made her more like Damon and obviously made her do Damon-like things? Because let’s face it Elena from season 4 on wards was a completely new character/person. 

The reason why this could have happened was because firstly Elena never wanted to be a vampire and also maybe and probably more likely because when she died at the end of season 2 John gave Elena his soul, a soul that replaced Elena’s so that when she woke up it would be as a human and not a vampire (as that was what John had wanted). So when she died at the end of season 3, her soul which John gave her didn’t want to accept the transition into a vampire hence a new vampire sired soul was born, giving her basically new and all the annoying qualities that Damon had.  

This could explain how her feelings for Stefan never got heightened, because deep down in Damon’s soul he didn’t want Elena to be in love with Stefan. He wanted Elena to love him instead. Elena said she still loved Stefan, but she was not actually in love with him. Wouldn’t that be basically just how Damon feels about his own brother, right? 

Otherwise it just wouldn’t make sense from a story pov, not a shipper’s but a story pov how Elena just kinda forgot this strong built relationship she had with Stefan.

Now here is my opinion on the only way I see Stelena possibly as endgame based on all of this because I wouldn’t want the vampire Elena to get back with Stefan, especially after all the shit she put him through (that would be so selfish and Stefan deserves much better).

When Elena took the cure, she didn’t appear to have any significant changes to her character she was just a human again right (although she did kinda flirt with Stefan at the wedding)? However Elena was only a human for a few days/weeks (few episodes, just like in the beginning of season 4) before Kai cast the Sleeping Beauty type spell on her. 

So what if after all these years while Elena was in that coffin (cause we have no idea what happened in her mind during all this time), her human soul slowly came back, the same soul which was very much in love with Stefan even after testing the waters with Damon (who I personally saw as a metaphor for temptation/being greedy)? 

 And when she wakes up the last thing she remembers clearly is telling Stefan that she chose him (whilst she was transitioning) but her memories of them as a couple as they were slowly breaking up are fuzzy/blurred because that wasn’t actually her. 

Then Stefan realises that Elena 2.0 was never the girl he fell in love with but just a walking reminder of her and that his Elena from seasons 1-3 would never hurt him/break his heart like new vampire Elena did. 

After this Stelena then have one of their epic reunion hugs and just stare at each other like they can’t believe they are in each others arms again and they finally kiss and slowly slip back into their old feelings/lives. Oh and Stefan takes the cure and is human again too.

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And basically Damon all along had never been with Elena but has been in a weirdly twisted relationship with a version of himself essentially in the vessel/meat suit (had to use the spn references) of old Elena. It’s kinda disturbing but that’s kinda the only explanation I have for ‘who the hell was Damon dating then if it weren’t Elena?’. Plus his reaction could be funny!?

As for SC to not be a thing anymore, I hope Klaus comes back for Caroline and reminds her of this moment and boom no more sc wedding or a divorce.

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But yeah that’s mainly my opinion/theory for a human Stelena endgame if I could write it! :)

(All gifs/pics aren’t mine) 

I have contacted NASA about my moon burial request.

cowplxnt  asked:

If you feel like it, please respond with five things that make you happy when you get this. Then, send to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously. You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity! 🌼 (not gonna be anonymous - why would I? )

Thank you!!

(queue breaking oops whatever)

1) Knowing someone genuinely wants to talk to you/sees something and knows that I’d like to see it. For example, my friend often messages me out of the blue telling me random stories from her day and last night she snapchatted me some random photos of her puppy because she knew I’d have liked seeing them (however i did the same back today with my dog and she left me on read so i’m kinda sad about that, it happens a lot :( )

2) When my internet actually works well enough to LET ME QUEUE POSTS. It’s so bad atm because my mum’s skyping my stepdad in Vegas and it’s taking up literally all of the internet which prevents me from even uploading photos despite having turned off the wifi on my phone and iPod D:

3) That I’m seeing Ed Sheeran in less than a month!!

4) Having great academic achievements. I don’t like talking a bunch about them because I don’t want to come across bragging but last week I got a history essay back and got 24 marks out of 25, the highest by far in all Year 12 history classes! I was pretty proud of myself.

5) Knowing that I’m (hopefully) getting my braces off in a couple of months! My teeth are almost fixed and I really can’t wait to see the finished result.

Teens.

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You’ll be eating your own words once he hits puberty…[AU]

Sometimes I forget that Kaiba is 3-4 years younger than Ishizu.

  • brain: visit your ex fp's blog.
  • me: why? they hurt me and seeing their stuff will only make me upset and possibly trigger me.
  • brain: no i promise it'll be different this time.
  • me: *checks ex fp's blog*
  • me: *gets triggered*
  • brain: LMAO FUCKING IDIOT I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU FELL FOR IT AGAIN!!

it matters not if you are
a planet made of ice and rock, if you
are smaller than a number of moons
in our solar system. i sought you among
millions of stars behind the lens of my
telescope just the same, discarding the jibes
made by those who cannot understand. they
envy you, your odd beauty and grace, your wild,
eccentric ways. lonely and forgotten is how they now
wish for you to remain, a dwarf that was once
considered ours. i know, however, that you still are,
and that their errors will be seen, if not now then someday,
someday soon. until then continue on, dear pluto, hold fast to your
orbit, and i shall each night look at you in the sky, grinning at you
like the planet you are. and when my breath fails and my eyes close
for my final moments here on your brethren, i shall rise from my decaying flesh
and soar high, high above, a spirit among the stars, and begin our
timeless spinning, spinning dance.

                      ( —— Dear Pluto )

I still can’t believe how much my art has changed since undertale came out!
Well, kinda.

But!! I’m really happy to see that it’s still improving and moving on to cooler things!
  

I. Vītābilis

    The taste is indescribable in his mouth. It is nothing like the foods he normally eats. Despite the simple yet delicious appearance, the meal at hand provided a more harsher insight than one would believe. He got halfway through before he had to stop to regain his composure. The food chewed then swallowed is dropped unpleasantly in his stomach and it continues to stay there until it’s absorbed not as nutrients…

    Had enough? The concerned voice brought his head up, emerald eyes landing on the burly man near him. His family gazed at Henry as if he’s a man of importance. They may think of that but it isn’t as if he’s enjoying it as an interest. 

    ( Sickly sensations arose around him, hands that clawed and tried to grip for him… )

    “
Ah…no, sir, he replied in his demure voice, turning to the meal at hand. Just having myself…a small break. This is…quite large for myself. A lot to…take in… It truly was yet Henry had to keep going despite his not wanting to for now. 

    It was for the sake of this poor, humble family. 

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